 but I just kept looking at everyone around the table and I kept thinking, these are all the people my mom and dad made, well, most of all the people that my mom and dad made. And they all have pieces of my mom and dad in them. They all have little bits of them. And I thought, yeah, life ends, but it continues. And I looked at different versions of mom and dad in my grandkids, in my sister's kids, in my sister. I looked at all that and I said, these are all parts of my mom and dad still with me. And I just felt the most warmth come over me. It's so hard to explain. I felt the warmth come over me and I was like so excited about it. Just sitting there and just enjoying the day.