 Hi everyone! So this is a quick little update. Very exciting news coming your way. So I don't know if you've heard it or not yet but I'll put the links below, have a look. But there is a strictly NHS. I know if you're on my Twitter, if you're on my Instagram, if you're on my Facebook, you will know about this because I've been posting all about it. But if you don't know, it is for charity, obviously for our NHS charity. They're raising money for an amazing course of course and they're doing a strictly version and they wanted applicants from the NHS to apply. So obviously I've applied haven't I? At the time when I applied I was thinking, wow what amazing course, this is an amazing challenge, this will be amazing. Applied, done. Got through to the next round. What? So they were looking for two, they had 2,000 applications and they narrowed it down to 100 now. So now I've got to send in another application to be in the final 12. But when I applied I didn't think about the dancing side of it and I can't dance guys. I know people say oh I can't dance and secretly they're all right. I literally cannot dance. I have 2 left feet. My type of dancing is back in the day when I was a bit younger and you know out in a club and a bit drunk and I'd be like yay that's my type of dancing. I don't care. I'm just like ooh like a little fairy dancing around. I can't dance properly. I, my posture, well look at me now for example. Look at this. This is my posture. Like I should be sitting like this. I should have floaty arms and no. I can't dance guys. I need to sort my posture out. My fitness out because I'm really really unfit. I'm not going to lie. I walk up my stairs and I get really breathless. Anyone that saw me do the Snowden challenge will know this or any type of fitness challenge that I've done in the past will know this. I'm very unfit. I can't dance. This is going to be the biggest challenge I've ever done I think other than the transition from student to new qualified nurse. This is going to be the toughest. But on a plus side because I can't dance and I've got bad posture I'm going to be hopefully be if I get through hopefully be that person that you see grow that you see start off as a bit rubbish and then by the end of it I'll be like yeah it's like this floating angel on the dance floor. What have I done? Anyway it's going to be amazing. I'm really excited for it despite not being able to dance and it's going to be horrific and I'm going to really probably throw up a few times because yeah that's what happens when you push yourself. It's exciting. I'm really excited to raise and money for an amazing course. This is an amazing idea as well. I think it's the best. I do have to go up to Blackpool for it so I'm not sure how that's going to work. At the minute but I don't have to think about it anyway till the end of the year because we've got until I think the first of December first week of December sometime is when they announced the final 12 and then I'm assuming they will get to dancing and practicing and the shows and everything. I don't know. I don't know how it's going to work but basically I've got time guys to figure it out. Don't worry. But it is for an amazing cause and I'm going to really challenge and push myself and if I have to take annual leave to get some extra days off that's fine. I will do that because again it's for an amazing cause. So if I get through you guys you all have to vote for me. No matter how bad I am forget the badness. Vote for me. Come on. So on other news today is day three of self isolation for me. I know I did come into close contact with someone that has tested positive for COVID so now I'm having to self isolate. I've been tested but they have recommended that you still self isolate regardless of your results. My test results were negative. I've literally had them back so but just as a precaution because it can take 14 days to develop COVID and test positive and all that jazz and you do have to self isolate just as a precaution. So that is what I'm doing. So I have a couple of weeks off now so I'm going to be trying to get some vlogs out there. I'm going to possibly start making my placement packs again. I know I had some pdf versions online because of COVID and the pandemic and everything against post office and things like that. However since I've got a couple of weeks off I might just start physically making them again and then put them aside obviously clean them put them aside wait for a couple of weeks and then in a couple of weeks time I can post them out to people. Does that sound good? Yes maybe and I'm also because I've been saving for ages now that I'm going to make different ones like for community nursing and GP and things like that so I really need to look at that over the next couple of weeks and get those set up as well. So watch this space hopefully I will get my bum in motivation gear over this next two weeks and do some cards and student placement packs and whatnot. Anyway I will put the links as always in my YouTube channel in the little community bit. Once they're done I'll also post them on my Instagram, Twitter all of that jazz so keep an eye out and watch this space. And there is a couple of other exciting things happening but I can't discuss them right this minute unfortunately but when I can I will absolutely tell you all about it. So the one potentially I could tell you next week and the other one I'm not going to be able to say anything until October a month. Get ready, wait for it guys. It's going to be like a big So that is it from me I just wanted to do like a quick little update. If there's any vlogs you want me to desperately do firstly have a look at my other vlogs because I might have already done it because I know a lot of people have been asking about applications and interviews and stuff like that but I have done previous vlogs all about that. So have a look first if there's anything I haven't covered and you think oh this would be really good I really want to know this or could you cover this or whatever not Brexit. Someone asked about Brexit I'm so sorry but I haven't got a clue I don't know about work regulations and Brexit I haven't got a clue just a nurse guys. Brexit confuses me so does this pandemic and the laws and regulations that yeah I'm not going to speak about that on a vlog because it's way too political but yes if there's anything else you would like to see anything nursing related placements student life whatever you want to know let me know below and I will do that if there's anything I've said I was going to do and I haven't done yet please remind me because I'm really bad at this and remembering to do different types of vlogs I need to get a list and start writing things down again because my memory is just yeah but let me know guys and I hope you're all okay and having a great day and I'm so so sorry I know there's a lot of people really struggling right now the placements and everything is just horrific for some of you so I'm really really sorry that you've been treated this way and I'm really really sorry that things aren't going to plan with the opt-in and the opt-out and the placement allocations and everything just seems a mess right now so I'm really really sorry it's got to get better fingers crossed come on you can get through this you can get through this you can get through anything so hopefully it's all gonna be all right but yes big absolute big loves and big hugs you are absolutely not alone so reach out if you need that support and yeah thank you as always I'll see you next time