 Hey what's up you guys, welcome back to my channel, I hope you're new here. Hi, hello, I'm Lydia and I can tell you're not in my bedroom, I'm at my grandparents and so close to see you, then I'm going to my mums, and then on the 29th I'm coming back to my grandparents. Before I do anything in this video, we've got to do many Ducky of the day. Ducky of the day! We've got a Ducky airscar! And it's time for Ducky of the day! We've got a unicorn! So today we're travelling to my grandparents, but of course the first thing I'm going to do after having my medication is opening Ducky of the day! Hey, got rid of! So we've had Ducky of the day, today I'm going to do an update, because I haven't done one in a while, I think that's something I did when I was in November, an update. I have my first physio appointment, I was given two exercises to do, so I've been doing them. And I've got an appointment with physio on the 9th of January in their gym to try and strengthen my knee back a lot, because it's lost a lot. It's very weak compared to my knee, and it hurts a lot to do stuff with it. That's why I'm home alone at the minute, because my grandparents took the doggies for a walk into the pictures of doggies. I've taken lots of pictures of doggies. I like doggies, I also like doggies. And my mental health wise, I'm doing okay. My clonazepam dose is once a day now, so that's hard. For my anxiety, it keeps going out of control, and I'm not on any other medication to manage my anxiety, I think. I do have PRN lorazepam, but I don't use it very often, because I have to ask permission to use it. And I don't like going from down three flights to stairs. I've been having migraines every day, recently, which has been hell. I've been taking either pro-film, because I can't take paracetamol, because I'm allergic to paracetamol, because of all the overdoses I talk on it. I literally can't stomach it. I tried to take it when I was in hospital, and I threw up. I just can't stomach it anymore, which sucks, because I hate migraines. My migraines are both visual and pain, so I'm fortunate there. Travelling up to Telford from London was a nightmare. I missed the first train by a minute. One fucking minute. The second train got cancelled. The third train. I got to go to Wolverhampton, and then my grandparents picked me up in Wolverhampton and drove back to Telford. So thank you, grandparents. I love you. I love you anyway, but I love you for looking me up. All in all, I'm doing pretty good. I'm not in crisis. I'm not anywhere near being in crisis. I'm spending time with my family, and just all in all, doing pretty well. I'm happy. I'm looking forward to giving gifts on Christmas Day. I've put a lot of thought into all of them, and I really hope that I've got the doggies' toys for Christmas. My mom's doggies and my grandparents' doggies, because my grandparents come to my mom's on Christmas Day. Christmas is a lot of family and friends. Now I'm someone who has one friend. Yeah. I'm not on social butterfly. I don't socialize. I wish Australia was closer. But I could go see Alana. So I guess that's kind of it for a voiceover. What the fuck am I on about? That's all I've got for this video. If you want to support the channel, you can join my Patreon. That'll be linked up there. No, there, sorry. Thank you for watching, and I will see you in my next video. Peace.