 It says I'm live, but this is like a horrible horrible angle and the lighting and everything It's anybody here anybody want to chat chat with the Lady who stuck Let's see. Where can I put you guys? Where can I put you? Can I put you over here? No? Oh I forgot to hit public. I think I do that sometimes It's like unlisted or public and I think I forgot to hit public Because I am a brainiac brainiac Shoot, I will wait for the minute mark to see if anybody's here and if not I'll try it over again I'm trying to find a spot because I have no electricity. So I have no real light We don't want the light behind me because that just doesn't work Hi Barbara. Hi Amy. Hang in there with me you guys for a second. I'm trying to find a Place to put you guys so that I don't have to hold my Hank look away. So you guys don't get carsick for a second. Oh My gosh, so like right now. I'm a prisoner in my own home Let's try putting you on my lady head here. Oh Does that work? Should I bring this shade down a little bit so it's not so bright A little bit better Excuse my parents. Here's what's happening over here with me. Well, Amy. I don't want to make you throw up It's gonna be hard to read you guys's This is what's happening. This is why I look beautiful. This is why I'm like, what's up with her? So it's really really really windy here and I live right next to Really dry mountains. I mean we're butted up against them. So To keep from the fires raging They just turn off the electricity so that if a power pole falls over The town doesn't go up in flames Hi, Sarah. I'm gonna try to did you guys see where I put my glasses? I can't see anything. Oh So let me tell you guys so need to go somewhere do something Well, I drove all over to school before the electricity was out and then I parked my car in the garage Garage is an electric door. Now, of course in case of emergencies. I can get out But yeah, it's kind of interesting when you're you know, you don't have any power Hi Jill to go Gosh your morning is much worse than mine. That's for sure. Are you feeling okay? I Don't even know how I'm connected to you guys right now I can't even play on the internet because I don't have Wi-Fi and then I thought well I'm gonna try to go on Facebook and see what happens But where did I put my glasses? Hold on a second or not because I hold on So, you know what else doesn't work You're not kidding for but the other thing that doesn't work is my ring doorbell I had somebody coming over to take care of something and they didn't have the wherewithal to knock After they rang the doorbell and I didn't get it on my phone. I know Barbara I don't know how I'm here and now I can't see So I just thought I'd try and see what what oh my gosh all these things keep popping on So if all of a sudden I'm like gone, it's because something happened with all of this I went to get ice for my coffee and I had to pull the whole thing out and try to do it with my Hurt fingers so I didn't get on here. Just a bitch in the plane. I wanted to get on here to talk about people pleasing. I have been watching some of the tagged videos for The weight loss tag. I'm lacking in enthusiasm aren't you guys? I'm sorry. It's like I don't know what to do with myself every time I make a turn to do something It's like nope. I can't do that and I find a lot of my friends are apologizing for things and and I'm wondering if it's because Jill I had to do before I can get in your hip won't know until tomorrow. Okay, well take it slow friend and just you know Take care of yourself. You did that So Barbara you see how she was apologizing for different things and I found that a couple people are doing that and I messaged her over on Instagram and I said quit apologizing for things and I think that Those of us who were heavy Most if not all of our life are people pleasers. I know I am I'm a total people pleaser I'll do anything. Well, I won't do anything now that I've gotten older and dropped some weight I've kind of you know, I think you get to a point in your life where it's like enough is enough But always a paper paper pleaser and a people pleaser too, and I'm curious if that has something to do with our weight because My folks raised my sisters and myself to be people pleasers, but then I see other people who are really They have a lot more gumption than I do and they're the same way and there's a lot of people in my community of Being being on the chubb's tastic side. I Can't even make coffee you guys Turn on my coffee maker. I don't think I have any instant coffee. Yeah, I'm just kind of stuck I was gonna order some food to be brought to me, but they'll come to the door and ring the doorbell And I won't know their hair. I guess I could direct them to knock So tomorrow's weigh-in tomorrow's Friday. I can't wait for Friday you guys. This has been a week from hell Maybe I did get on here to bitch Mmm I'm getting messages from the school district here. Excuse me for a second Ulva school is like I could throw a rock and hit it so their electricity is out, too How would you like to be a teacher in a fourth like fourth grade class with no electricity? No, thank you very much So does anybody here or any of you guys in? Do you find that your people pleaser people pleasing mode? I know Jill. It's like I'm totally milking this. Oh My gosh, I don't know I'm sorry. I thought I heard somebody at the door It's just the wind. I should show you guys Hang on it's gonna be a little shaky. Hang on But I want to show you why this is like this. Let's see if I can open this Oh, I can't turn you guys around on here. Oh, yeah, I can So this is out my bedroom window. It's super duper loud. Okay So those are mountains which are all around me and if the electrical wires go down on those mountains those mountains go up In flames our neighborhood goes up in flames It's very loud. Yeah, and and it's really doesn't even Give a good idea over the phone Barbara So That's my story and I'm sticking to it I put you guys so has anybody uh, how has anybody Stay put don't anybody breathe or you're gonna rock the boat You're sitting very On a fight you're sitting on my lady head with my makeup brushes Like you're just kind of like teetering right now. Let me see if I can see any of this and for sure I also see my son being the same way and I'm trying to help him not to be awesome susan susan it's it all all Fall I'm a pastor and I feel like I have to eat everything all for to me. Oh my gosh, you know what? I never even thought about that Good morning, Connie. Thank you Oh my gosh, I never thought about being a pastor and Being on the program Now let me throw this out there and you guys answer me with with your option your opinions too if I was in your congregation and I don't know but do you share that you're on a weight loss program or I guess It's a fine line I personally would not be offended if if I were to bring you something and you said, you know It's it's um, I guess there's got to be a A way that it could be worded so that people I don't know what that's kind of sad that kind of bums me out that people would take it personally Maybe it's because I'm not a cook Well, maybe because I'm not a cook it should make sense because then when I do cook I expect all the accolades in the world There you are. I was waiting for me to come over Come on lady get over here. You don't have to work till four. What time is it there one two? Oh, it's coming up I was um, and I was just talking about people pleasing that you and I were talking about So feel free to chime in So that's an interesting subject I know I was trying to show you and I can't I couldn't figure out how to show you I guess I could try recording it after I do this Let me know if you figured out if you don't I'll try to figure it out a way to show you um We're talking about sarah. I was talking about being a pastor and Having turned down all the delightful foods that come her way All right, we'll chill with us give us your thoughts and other people were watching your video when I came on live So they're gonna have to go back or stay here or do something Don't tell anyone but one of my tricks is to accept the food to gross a lot of times I give it away or throw it away afterwards You know what you kind of just have to do what you have to do and what's right for that moment, right? I never thought of that before that would be an interesting video topic and I'd love to hear more about that now see Amy over there with her honey Who is um also? Um a leader of people for god Sorry, I'm getting messages from the school you guys. I'm sorry um Her husband is not on a weight loss program. So it's never come up But it's got to be a issue for her to being married to him, right? Hi Lou Hey, hey So for you guys here just popping in I have no electricity. So I thought I'd come in and See if I could corral some pals to chit chat with Um, there is no subject the subject is Nita stuck at home inside her house If it's a one and I can make it better it gets given to someone else But if it's a 10 I eat it that's gotta be hard. Oh my goodness now. Amy. Let me ask you Are you um, do people know that you're watching your weight or Is it like a secret some folks like shot it from the rooftops? Um, so because they don't care such as myself some folks would rather not Have that information out there Everybody's different Um Yeah, that's interesting So yeah, I have no electricity because the winds are blowing and the power goes down the hills go up on fire My car is in the garage which is closed with an electric garage door I have a ring doorbell. I was supposed to have a service man out today for something The doorbell didn't work. He left and sent me an email saying he was hearing gone Okay. Oh, that's so interesting. Amy. That's that's also interesting I'm a jerk germ freak and I can't see where I went to she was prepared I wouldn't touch it with a 10 foot pole. Okay. Then there's then there's that and you know, it's funny Is um, I never thought about those issues with potlucks and different things until I saw people online Bringing it up. Isn't that funny? It's like there's a ride at disney land that everybody's afraid to get on I went on it all the time. It's just a big huge ferris wheel I started reading everybody's fears about this particular ride and now I'm hesitant to get on it Isn't that funny Catherine says often I just say no. Thank you Yeah, I guess it depends on the situation. I'm kind of like stuck on this now fearfully wonderfully made What a beautiful name and I've shared how I've lost weight since I've been lifetime. Okay, you know what? I apologize right now. Let me apologize. I'm getting a couple you guys mixed up You don't share drinking straw with your kids. Oh my gosh, Oliver is getting like that right now You know what yesterday? I took him to marshals to get some clothes because none of his clothes fit him Okay, get this he wouldn't sit on the bench in the changing room And he wouldn't stand in his socks on the changing room floor. He had to have his shoes on Let me tell you it was not a pleasant experience Let me see if I can look at any of your guys's comments without knocking you off your little perch here This is hard. Usually when I come on to live with you guys, I'm on my ipad and it has a much bigger screen For these pitiful old eyes All right, okay, so fearfully. Whoops hang on. Oh, this is gonna be hard because you know what? With these fingers, it's like I don't have a fingerprint and sometimes the touch doesn't work Oh my gosh, I can't see what you guys are saying But keep talking and carry on the conversation because I love it that you're here. Give me my company Okay, Amy, am I getting you mixed up with wonderfully? Which one of you swells is the pastor? I thought it was Amy, but I think I'm getting you mixed up Um, let me go back and I'm sorry for this very unprofessional Thank you for being here you guys. I was getting kind of like I don't know what to do here It's too windy even to take my dog or go for a walk or I'll just blow down the street My name is Teresa. By the way, good to meet you Teresa both my husband and I are pastors So we get double whammy. Oh my goodness gracious Fearfully wonderfully made and how I've shared. Okay, so let me catch up Okay, Amy. All right. Thanks for clarifying that for me. I apologize. Okay, I got it straight now And once I get it and it clicks in I remember these things um I have never you know, I have never been a person like I always worked retail during the holidays everybody would bring the food in the break room I had never had any trouble eating all that stuff now apparently I'm going to Oh Jill honey, I keep thinking about you and there's so many of us and I'm going to include myself That are just having so many issues right now and we're all here for each other I think about you guys. I honestly do me and jumbo Oh my gosh I never had trouble passing it up Oh my gosh, I was going to tell you guys something else about Oliver and I completely left my mind except for the fact that he's in He's in 10 year old mode. Today was red day for to bring light to drugs day And he wore two red hats red socks red shoes. No Diana. They're they're not bitter, but thank you for asking They hate that you don't want to join them in eating the food. Who cares if your friends are eating food with you or not They always want you to bring food. Well, that must mean you're a good cook, huh? Okay, also, I want to say this you guys It's not to be Mean controversial any of the above but when I watch my friends back east who are doing light watchers You guys eat a lot differently than I don't know if I should just specify myself if anybody is watching this and also lives in southern california You guys just eat differently than maybe I should just say I do feast or famine You know, there was a time when I was raising my kids when I was a single mom And I would have to take them to the arco gas station for 40 cent hot dog for dinner because it was like Let's pick through the pennies in the couch See what we can come up with and see what I can Well, Barbara, I don't know what you eat. I haven't seen too much of what you eat But you know what I can't even tell you the last time I had pasta We never eat pasta um, Joan was talking on her video today about if you know When you go on the program to Pick foods that you can eat forever hi Kim And and she's absolutely right, but she also said, you know, if you can't eat zucchini noodles or cauliflower or rice or stuff like that um I have no problem eating that stuff. Hi lorry so nice to see you. I'm okay. I'm stuck in the house. My electricity's off because of the winds Um, I think the whole world. Hi tracy Hi, you guys thanks for keeping me company. I wish I could just give you all a hug and just like Wiggle my nose and have you in my bedroom here with me. We could sit on my bed and have a palo Um, it just seems like you guys eat heavier foods back there than we do out here I know it sounds nuts and I don't mean it By any way shape or form offensive. It's just I keep watching and I keep watching and it's like I don't know. I think we just eat differently. It's kind of weird. Like I I also see people have trouble finding things on menus that are Weight-conscious friendly and we don't have that at all out here Pizza's that you know what everybody keeps talking. I have found a way to have a burger so that it's so delicious And I can get the craving over with it's really good Thank you. Teresa. Thanks for popping in Southern gal all about the pasta see I I honestly can't remember the last time I had pasta or even craved it. Also, you know, my mom for those of you guys who don't know Uh, my mom never fried a thing in my life. She was a nurse and she was she specified in heart medicine I couldn't fry Anything if I had to have somebody held a gun to my head. I never ate fried food I still don't eat fried food. So therefore I don't crave it She baked everything So maybe that has something to do with it. I don't know my mom never made pasta I can't think of one single time that my mom made pasta And when I do break down and make it for steven oliver, you'd act like I just took him to the velvet turtle or something Did I just age myself there very much? um My flatmate cooks for four and there are only two of them and she won't waste food So she forces it down. I told her that's not good to do take out twice this week as well. Oh yikes Like every time we have a new menu roll out at cheesecake. It's always some kind of avocado dough type of thing That we wouldn't normally have here and it takes a while for it to catch on I love beans beans be a mexican food. Yeah, I don't eat fried stuff either anymore. But oh my oh shoot Goodness, it's good stuff. Is it good? I mean I can't Hi, Cheryl You know pizza is a national downfall you guys It's safe to say that um, oh the air fryers are a godsend It's safe to say if we all get together. I think that if I were to order a few pizzas we'd all be good My husband won't eat pasta. So I rarely make it just for myself. I will occasionally order it if we're eating out Yeah, isn't that interesting now when I do eat pasta. I like alfredo You know what I don't like marinara sauce and it turns out to be a good thing because guess what's a huge trigger for the hands from hell tomatoes So yesterday when I put salsa on my eggs And when I have salsa when we go to mexican, which we do every friday night. So it's like I feel like I have Man hands. I'm always surprised when some folks still don't have an air fryer. You know what was really a trip? Hi, Cheryl. Um Oh, thank you. It's okay where I live It's just like whatever's the norm for you guys as far as snow or wherever you are in the country That's awesome. Tracy. Any way that you can make it work then that's perfect Hey, guess what you guys it's her mac and cheese My friend divina who is the weight watcher from australia who came out here and we did the cook with me Go to her channel and see her big news. She has the best news ever The best news ever. I'm so excited for her and I'm excited for me too because I knew about it But it was a secret till last night. I can't see I guess it's a good thing. I don't like pasta, huh? I'm trying to think of what else um you guys talk about in your eats that isn't um Yeah, exactly. Cheryl some folks we have earthquakes wind and fires As long as we don't have any fires. We're good. I don't know what I'm gonna do with oliver when he gets off school though, this is gonna be a pain in the fizzu Why is it you guys having floods there kim? Canolies. I've never had a canole I can only I heard you talk about canole cake and I I don't even know what that is But it can't be good I'm excited for away and tomorrow I had a great week. I had a very Very stressful week, but I didn't stress eat But no matter what I don't know Cheryl. They just turn it off and last time they turned it off at about eight It depends on how long the winds go and like that See, I wish I could go outside lorry, but I would just about It's just too windy. It's impossible. I want to take kitty out a couple times. It's just too hard to walk against the wind I don't want to live I don't want a simple cupcake, you know what even when I make weight watchers cupcakes and stuff I have to give them away or I'll eat them all I love making them and I love when we test taste them But I give some to my neighbors and I have to get them out of the house And that's another thing I'm gonna do I'm gonna do a video pretty soon here about My ideas of good times bad times good ideas bad ideas for new weight watchers since bylu Oh a smoothie. Oh, it sounds good. I want to oh, I can't have a smoothie. I don't have any electricity Enjoy for me my friend. I haven't had any lunch either and I need to get off here pretty soon and eat But I was so lonely man. I was like, oh man, this stinks I'm excited for the rollout. I'm excited to just be able to use my um Just my weight watcher up again and not have to deal with eye track bites or to look things up on there Or look things up on there, you know, just one straight shot again Thinking about having all my groceries go bad because I have no power. It's so stressful. I can't imagine it. Well Here's the thing is You know what? I just can't I guess I just got in the frame of mind where I don't think about it Um Because everything's closed up. It's not like people are in Hi, christie. How are you honey? I hope you're feeling okay. I've been watching I'm up on your life and you have a lot going on I was just talking about I have had a stressful stressful week And I haven't stress eaten. Thank you very much. I will take a bow for that even if I shouldn't because it's not like I'm a stress eater anyways, but um When I have a stressful week, I don't have to eat to gain It's it's like the strangest thing. It's the cortisol. I guess, you know, my my leader every week She knows because she's on all of my social media So she's like always she's like a catcher playing baseball She's always ready for me when I walk through those doors because she knows totally what's going on That is day by day all we can do Oh And watching you always cheers me up. I love my happy girls We're getting our smart points back. Sarah. We're getting them back. Skinny taste tortellini tomato spinach soup and ate it See I don't like soup Um, I don't I'm always hot as it is So that's why I I like iced coffee and not hot coffee unless I'm cold and I don't care for soup But it sounds good like the like our um white watchers Taco soup I'd make it without the broth and just have it as chili Um, what was I gonna say? I don't know what I was gonna say. Christy. I was just gonna tell you I appreciate your happiness and smiles all the time even you know what's going on because It's just it's just helps Yeah, it was an awful lot at one time You know, Oliver is just I can't even talk about her. I'll just be a total downer and start crying But he's just giving me a run for my money, man A run for my money to the point where I'm not sleeping All I do is worry. What can I do? It is lorry. It is good too bad. I ran out and I can't make anymore I I gotta go snoop around in there and Steve see if Steve has any instant coffee stashed anywhere But yeah, I you know what I've come to the point It seemed like there was a point where I was like almost Not ashamed ashamed isn't the right word But like it wasn't popular to say, hey, you know what I'm a weight watcher. I enjoy weight watchers Um, and that's who I am and I am a weight watcher. Do I like freestyle? I can't stand it for myself, but I'm so thrilled for you guys Christine and all you guys who have just Blown away that program. It's like amazing. I can't wait to watch you guys and hear of your losses because it's just It's not mind-boggling. It's encouraging. It's just so awesome Yeah, but I'm tired of caring, you know, I can't I'm so like right now you guys can probably hear in my voice I'm not normally so But I'm so stressed out Oh, Sarah, thank you so much. I wish I knew what it was that is helpful that I'm doing Look at the lipstick on my straws. Isn't that disgusting? I wish I knew what I could do to help and I would focus on that more because this outlet of having you guys and having a place to go and talk and Have friends that to do this with it just brings me so much relief. It makes my life a better place My boys started the emotional rollercoaster at age nine as their hormones start to kick in hang in there and either let the men help That's the problem Is the men don't help I married The most docile man in the world and Oliver's father is exactly like my husband So I'm like the cheese that stands alone with an iron fist and last night was just Christie, thank you Thank you you guys Um, thank you. Oh, let me finish about way white watchers. Thanks you guys Um So I just didn't I didn't count it and I don't know why because everybody scrambled for eye track bites and the lose it app and it's like it was like When you turn the light on in the bug scatter everybody like was going every which way and I felt like it maybe was an unpopular Thing to say is that I'm a white watcher and I like being a white watcher and That's just how it is. I love white watchers. It works well for me. I do smart points I don't do freestyle and that's okay, and I'm I'm so happy that it appears That they are going to give us all those options and I can't wait I want to get this eye track bites off my phone again any of these things that are my opinion I'm not putting them down. I'm just saying they are not for me personally My meetings have already started to change. Oh, there's divina. She's messaging me You guys need to go over and see her news and congratulate her. We need to up her sub count. I mean, I don't have that many subs, but Um, I think you know, I wish I could just pay for everybody to go to meetings Or I wish I could get everybody to check with their insurance about meetings because even for the shyest people It sure does help and you know what When you go to meetings you get the proper Information You're not on youtube searching around all the people who do weight watchers the folks who do it at home like you christie Did you see it? Isn't it? I'm so excited for I've been bursting at the seams because I've I've known of course um But some folks who do it online they don't they don't really Commit their whole self to them not anybody. I know of course my best friend doesn't online even though she moved to texas Christy you're you're online and you're up. Angela. Do you do meetings or are you online? I'm going blank right now No, you're online Um, who else Amy's going back to meetings Me too, Mary Jane, and I don't as you guys all know. I don't on a scale. I only weigh in there And it charges me up each week going to that meeting seeing my friends making my friends It's not just all about talking about our weight. It's so much more and I'm afraid you know That sometimes it gets a bad rap But I understand I totally understand the financial part There's been many times where it's been hit and miss where I was not going to go You know to give the pocket book a break and then I realized it's really yeah, no meanings But obviously you're not the type of person who needs them just look at you. You're just amazing man. You blow my mind You and Liz There you go, and that's what's good for you and but you know what you are with people all day long at work You got a house full of people. I need my meetings so I can get away from my people And barbie you have the the personality too it's and that's what's awesome. I just Why am I all of a sudden so worried about Insulting anybody when anybody who knows me knows that anything that I say I would never insult anybody I don't know. I need to shake it up. I need to get out of this mood. I don't know. I need to do something I need to get away. I think I'm going to ask Steve tonight when he gets home if maybe we can go up um Maybe spend the night at the beach or something because I definitely need just and I just need out of the Mom grandma enforcing. I just can't I just uh our leader was funny today She said on the new plant. I'll be your wine alcohol chocolate setter are free Oh, man. She needs to be careful who she says that to you because some people will hang onto it That's another thing. You know, I worry about people getting the wrong information when they come to see us on youtube because there's a lot of wrong information out there I do need mickey therapy tracy absolutely My son lives in washington And you know, what's funny is that today when the electricity went off? I thought I can go down to disneyland their electricity is on but my car's in the garage and I can't get out Well, let me see if I could see any of your guys's comments and knock knock you off my I'm excited Australia starts on I think divina said monday. I wish I had a way to message her and tell her come on here with us But I don't because my ipad. Let's see. Oops. Hang on I'm gonna knock you guys over Yeah, you know what angela, you're right. It doesn't matter the amount of subs I'm not here for the amount of subs even though everybody who's Come way after me has passed me up. I mean everybody's dust, but that's okay. I'm not for everybody. That's for sure But I'm here for me. I'm here because look at me right now right now this very second I am able to sit on here and talk to you guys and Not be alone And when I'm feeling like this over all the all over situations, I don't have to be alone I tried to FaceTime Cindy, but without wi-fi. I can't FaceTime. Isn't that interesting? I can get on youtube and talk to you guys But I can't FaceTime It takes depends on the traffic ang Um our traffic here can just be horrendous. It can take the norm with no traffic if I'm driving 47 minutes if steve is driving an hour Sometimes it takes two hours. It totally depends on the traffic But I have it down pat. I need to get down there. I think I need to do something Um, Oliver will be going with his you see it's it's two It's a double-edged sword because I know Barbara Steve told me but it's hard to grip on to anything It's okay. I don't have to go anywhere. I'm just saving us so many Um, it's a double-edged sword because Oliver goes with his dad on Friday spends the weekend with his dad and then on monday morning, it's like I have to Get him back in focus. I it's all my work is for naught and I have to get him completely back So while I'm happy to get the break. I know it's coming up to me See divina's over on instagram. Is anybody on instagram right now can go tell her to come over here I can't do it because I I just can't Um, I don't know I'm excited for I am excited for the new programs whatever they be I know I'm just sitting here rambling you guys And you know what let me tell you just in case you don't know I cannot tell unless you comment Who's here and who is not here so you can easily scooch out and I'll never know the difference I could just sit here and talk to myself Oh, man Sorry, I think I keep thinking I hear somebody at the door, but it's the trees You're just surreal but disney doesn't have to worry about power outage You are one too hot dyin That's awesome. Can you keep yourself busy? You didn't over indulge and everybody around you's happy, right? Thank you, christie. I'm so excited for her and it's so weird. Gina. We're talking. There's there's no um Hi, joe. I haven't seen you in a while. Have I don't think I have I don't know. I wish I could Sedona I wish I could think of a couple videos that would that would help The folks that are coming to Weight Watchers as newbies that I haven't already done You know at the risk of repeating myself by doing those videos Lord knows I've done them a million times, but they're also ones that seem to be the most helpful Thank you, lori She's gonna come over and then I'm gonna go up gotta go gotta go eat. I need to eat I got the shakes just because I haven't eaten anything Yeah, she's back there. She's laying on papa's pillow I'm not kidding. Oh barbers asking for you Oh my gosh I'm trying to see what you guys are saying Kim, I why did I forget that you everybody's having surgery? Oh, tracy. Thank you Thank you You know what? I can't be uh, you know, I tried for a while on my channel to just Do what everybody else did say what everybody else said You know, there's kind of a A pattern you guys all know it you watch all of us and I just can't I can't Just make a video to make a video. I have to be passionate about what I'm saying or else It's just it's it won't come across as As it is, you know, I have to really and the other day it was funny Steve and I were out for lunch and I thought of all these great Subjects, they were just like boop boop boop popping in my mind. Actually it was last Friday at dinner And I wrote them all down and I can't read any of them. I need to figure out how to make a list on my phone Because my rotten ate so good And you're not like everyone else and I everyone Thank you, tracy. I You know my whole life. I tried to be like everybody else at least not stand out. I'm not gonna do it anymore It's okay Anyways, I got to get out of this frame of mind. It's me You know why I'm getting like this because all of her is gonna be home They have early dismissal the time is it? Oh my cards don't work because they're plugged into the wall I just keep going around trying to find things Can somebody tell me what time it is? Oh wait because because I can't see on my phone Anybody What time is it? Oh barbara. Thank you so much. If there's anything like is she going to meetings or is she doing it online? 12 19 connie, you're here right 12 19 pacific time Okay, I'm hungry that has something to do with the two. I'm sorry you guys I'm sorry. I like have nothing helpful or useful or anything to say today was a purely Selfish reason to come on youtube and talk to you because I'm just I think we talked about it and I just forgot I apologize for that You know what and it's so another thing is that I need to mention in my video for newbies It's so so imperative That you get sandimas. Okay. I keep doing that. Don't I keep asking you and I keep forgetting Imperative to get it as an instructor a leader a coach whatever you want to call them That you enjoy we only have two coaches in my Center And they couldn't be more opposite from each other the other lady who I obviously don't go to her meetings is just Almost offensive. I have had to sit in a couple of her meetings because I couldn't make it to my meetings and um Just they are almost complete opposite of my leader. I love my leader and um It's just crazy and I and then I think for people who go to a meeting for the first time and they just They want to go to meetings. They have the finances to go to meetings and then they just get a horrible Need to get out of your funk by just thinking of what google or facebook suggested to you after we were talking to That's what I need to do. I tell all of her to there. She is There she is. Divina's here you guys Divina you need to tell everybody your news. Divina for anybody who may not know who divina is She has a channel called skinny jeans for lifetime. She's my buddy. She's my pal. She was over here this summer We spent actual time together And uh, we love each other dearly She's uh, did I say she was down under she's in australia. She's a weight watcher and she has great new news You tell us what's happened and lovely. I'm just so excited for her yesterday when I was I was facetiming her And it was like the perfect time because I if if I have to be excited for somebody other than myself I'm so glad that it's her. You know, you know that how that is you guys Hi, Kathy So, um, yeah, and I love that she's gonna get all the perks and all that good stuff You're the best friend ever. I love you and I'm I'm so happy to see a real person be an ambassador too There's so many ambassadors. I just kind of go. Why are they an ambassador? Not as you know, not to be mean, but What are they ambassador-ing? Whoops. I just kind of let the bag out of the car the car out of the bag Okay, she just typed it in you guys. So if you need to scroll back take a look at what she had to say Because it's good good stuff Mm-hmm Isn't that fun? I love it. I'm so excited for her And they picked a good person too because she's not not only she a weight watcher But she does weight watchers the way weight watchers tells her to do weight watchers, which is my main point That I want to tell the new folks When you're starting weight watchers, do it the way weight watchers tells you don't don't Don't take the nifty little detours and Things until you have the program under your belt. Do you guys agree with me? Yay You guys need to read what Davina is writing I am not for a minute saying That there's anything wrong with the shortcuts with the two ingredient dough with count not counting avocado not counting blended food All those things that are controversial Not for a moment. I just think that you should do it the way they teach you to do it Get the program under your belt and then start, you know doing that's why I'm afraid the new folks that come to Thank you Barbara to come over to youtube and they see, you know, a few of the folks that are saying, you know, I don't Eat avocado. I don't do my blended fruit man I stuck to my guns when I joined and that's how I lost 50 pounds. I counted my blended fruit I counted my avocado, but I also made sure I had my avocado. You got to have those healthy fats How much do we read on facebook? You guys all the new folks who just start weight watchers have the same problem No one can poop Happen to me it happens to everybody. It's just nobody wants to talk about it And it's because nobody wants to take the points for their healthy fats You gots to eat your healthy fats Good girl Exactly Barbara. Why would you join something? that's going to tell you how to Be successful at something and then not do what they say. It's mind-boggling And also I said in my last video too is I think another thing folks need to do is Pick a program and stick with the program at least for a month. I can't see um right now Just for a month. Just stick with it. If if you feel like you don't like that program or you're not being successful Give it a little more time than say a week or whatever. I think that if you start Keep it simple. I know I keep repeating myself But I just have my word that I want to get out to the new folks that are headed our way Even though I don't know why I'm boring you guys with it because you've already heard it a million times I'm sorry you guys I'm sorry If you stick with the program it'll work like last week I lost 4.4 pounds. Why did I lose 4.4 pounds? Because I didn't have any alcohol and I stuck to it when I ran out of points I stopped eating points the other night. I didn't have any points left. I had an apple for dinner And I still live to talk about it If you just do it, it's it's just kind of that simple. I think when people You know make it more than it has to be is that's when they're tripping up on things So divinas in australia they roll out on monday See good everybody go follow her and on youtube too. Thank you tracy Tracy do you go to meetings? I can't remember. I'm trying to remember and what program do you do? By cam have a great day You know what you're doing awesome with everything impending stick with it It's funny because I think of myself as Not the norm, but when it comes to my white watcher program Okay, that's what I thought it's totally the norm just I don't know. I'm passionate about it, but All right, well divina. I'm sorry darlin. I know I had everybody go over And grab you I need to eat something I need I I'll talk last night was even though you divina saw all over yesterday you guys when I was facetiming with her And we had a great day. We went shopping and went to lunch and I got home and I don't know what happened Oh, it says I have a ups package delivered Oh, I ordered some new has anybody here ever seen used or tried clark's botanical skincare I got one in an ipsy bag once and it's just heaven. It was created by a gentleman who is in a wheelchair for something I don't remember what is disease or ailment or what happened to him And he made this wonderful stuff. It smells divine. It feels divine and I said Screw it. I'm going to spend a couple bucks and order myself some and see if it helps my hands Because at this point I'll pay just about anything for a little help So maybe that's what's delivered And christie, you know, I keep I keep you know, it's so we've got christie We've got divina. We've got angela We've got liz over at 23 points It's so interesting to me because for those of us that freestyle doesn't work. It's just really tanked tanked big time And those for you guys who are working it. Man. Are you guys doing a good job? Such a good job because you guys My hat's off to you every day. I look at you guys. I watch your videos. I see you doing the program I see you meal preppers Christy, I look at you meal prepping and I'm like, oh my gosh. I want to be like her when I grow up Actually, I'd rather come over and eat with you. I think steve would like to come over and pull up a chair at your dining room table, too Right, tracy, weigh and measure. Don't just go. Well, I think this is the amount. How many times have we been off? I just need to make a whole video about it Ouch, oh, ouch Take care of yourself Everybody take care of their self. Let's all take care of ourselves I know her food looks phenomenal. My poor husband's really been getting She certainly is a superhero We're all superheroes though, aren't we? We are all superheroes Christy, Amy is up above here. What Christy, what are you on over here as? Oh planning is healthy Her channel is called planning is healthy. She's amazing She and her husband are doing the program together and so please go check out her channel And she's always got a smile on her face And she's hi darlin. You're coming in at the end. I need to go eat But I love when I see you Oh barbara, you're right Yeah, I think that's gonna have to happen and since it's the night before weigh in Um, I don't ever not did I eat much dinner? Anyways, um, what was I gonna say? I wanted to say something very profound before I left We're all superheroes and we're all killing this and we're all doing this together and I'm proud of all of us. I think uh that We all need to just realize how great we are doing and Like that, I don't think we ever want to give ourselves the accolades that we deserve But it's so nice when other people give them to us, right? It's like, oh that feels so good. I love hearing that I love reading that. I love knowing that Well Not necessarily in that order Love you. See you later You guys are the best. Thank you so much for coming and keeping me company here I was literally on the bed talking to kitty and I wasn't getting much of a response Ah They're big divina are my electricity is off Again because of the winds and the fires jimmy Hi, I'm always thinking of you too I I need to figure out a way to get you guys here when I'm live not at the end because there's some of you guys There's stuff I literally want to talk to you about No, darling. I've been talking for almost an hour And I'm starving. I haven't eaten anything What I need to like put a thing up But you know why I don't because then when nobody comes and I'll get my feelings hurt I let everybody know I was going to be live and nobody's here. Hi Carrie Thank you for saying hi. Oh, you guys are all the best I wish I could give you all a hug and I thank you He turned my day around for me Carrots are the one thing I can't eat All right, you guys I'm gonna go eat right now from the bottom of my heart. I thank you I know I always say that I know I'm a cornball. I know I know But I have to tell you my feelings because it's important that you know that You know, it's one of those things you think about. Do you think they know? Did they think do you think they know who I really am? Do they think do you think they know where I'm really coming from? And I just have to make sure of that so I can sleep at night. All right. I'm gonna go eat Everybody have a great day. Go check out Davina's channel Christy's channel Is there anybody I forgot to give a shout out? I always forget to give people shout outs. Tracy's channel Go see Tracy's channel. I need to see the exact wording of it again so that I get it correct. Tracy. Tracy. Where's your Trials of a long-haired girl. Go check her out. Angela at smack vision And I think that's everybody I love you too you guys. You're just the best All right, I'll see you soon and thank you Let's see if my non-fingertip finger can exit us out Ow