 Blame yourself in terms of the body body self. It's still trying to chase it out of your mind like like the priests would do with the goat You know get it out of your mind and get it on to something specific Aha, we've got the culprit It's right there, and that's what the dynamic of projection is So is what I was sharing the other day if you still believe in something But you don't want to admit you don't want to fess up to your belief in it Then you can point the finger and say I have a lazy roommate Not seeing that that you believe in laziness And and that your mind is holding on to the concept of laziness, but you're projecting it out saying no, no, I'm not lazy I am Trustworthy and I am hard-working and But my roommate is lazy. It's it's a sneaky trick to think that the roommate is lazy because you still are holding for the belief Like I usually Usually For instance, we might have written when I think about my roommate You know, I feel really angry or whatever and I think they're the blame and I'm afraid that I I'm projecting the thought of laziness Might come so I need to kind of get back to that specific concept that I'm actually Yeah, you might say that that's what this will do this instrument for peace because it's whether you're having thoughts about Somebody specifically feelings. Maybe you're not even aware You know, sometimes you meet somebody and you go, I don't like them. I don't even know why I don't like them But there's something about that person that I don't like And then this kind of thing will help help you kind of get more in touch with what's going on I Yeah That's how it works you can always say that for example in terms of D You know the belief my belief in lack taking the form of an image of self other the world The ego itself this ego identity is the belief in lack Because God is perfect fullness. There's no lack in God and there's no lack in love, but the ego is lacking So to identify with the ego then Means that you will instead of going I believe in this It's like that gets pushed out of awareness and then you see a world that reflects all this lack There's not enough water to go around. There's not enough love to go around. There's not enough food to go around There's not enough money to go around, you know, you could See that it plays out in terms of the world This belief in lack is buried and then it's projected out So it seems like now you're at the mercy of a world is lacking Not enough resources. There's not enough, you know Seems like it's just a world of scarcity and lack So that's kind of more of the big picture, but also you could see it or in terms of specifics like Why did I have to have a roommate that's lazy and dirty and you know, whatever For I don't like this about my spouse. I don't like this about my Children, you know something like that. It could play out also in terms of specifics as well, and we've brought in that idea that If the cause of the upset was outside and the resolution were outside Then I would be powerless to change my state of mind But we're saying no, this is all just projection and and you can get to a point where you can see the Folly or the humor or the error of projection That you really don't have the power to do this. So that's where we're heading with all of this No, it's a trick, but you don't have to give your mind to the trick and then the tricks over When you go, I'm not going to fall for this big mind trick anymore I'm going to let go of it so number six is Thinking a Feeling be and blaming see or and or fear and see results from my Belief and lack taking the form of an image of self out of the world So we're making a connection now between a B and C and D before in number two it was That a B and C proved that I'm right about D and Now in six we're saying that a B and C come from believing in D that everything I'm thinking and feeling and fearing or Blaming or whatever all of that is a direct result of of D D is the cause you know, we were talking earlier about the hot thoughts you could start off and and When I think about how hot the temperature is I feel hot and sticky Because I think that the weather is to blame and I'll be hot sticky in the future or whatever you know, you can see even if we were talking about our simple example last night it's a table about heat and the weather and What this is doing is number six is saying no all those thoughts about It being hot and about the environment and about how this could even continue and whatever all are coming from D from this self-concept that I'm holding Not coming from the Sun It's not coming from the humidity in the air. It's not coming from You know having too many clothes on or not enough ventilation in the room or not enough breeze or you know You could just go and see how even something as simple as thinking it's too hot You know can would be traced back to to deep But there's I'm lacking it. I believe I'm the self is lucky and that's a big turnaround That's usually the ego just wants to go and commiserate you find somebody else and walks over says Isn't it terrible so hot and then the person says yeah terrible and they're reinforcing the belief That by golly it's too much Sun or not enough ventilation or too too humid or whatever You know, that's how sneaky this world is and you see the draw forth witnesses that will agree with you When you're in this backward way of thinking and looking at things Okay, we're ready to go on to number seven. So you turn the Turn the sheet over That's the next sheet when I think about doing the instrument for peace. I feel this is hard work It's like the same process just gets used over and over and over and in one sense it is it can seem that way just because the way that we've been thinking and perceiving since we were Babies has been Based on this reverse backwards way of looking at everything and now it's kind of like you've been swimming in one direction Your whole life and now suddenly you've got to turn around in the pool And do a full about face and just kind of go in the other direction and that energy that it seems to take to turn Your mind around you know to really turn it around or maybe you've been going in a boat and now You've got to turn the boat around That's it seems to take a little bit of effort Especially at the beginning, but then the more you do it Just like it's hard to ride a bike sometimes at the very beginning, but the more you do it I can handle it He sure is it doesn't shake up the You've had a whole way of proceeding right now, it's like here we go returning the whole Now This now seven is going to explain it a little bit better I am only upset at someone or something when they or if mirror back to my mind a belief Which I have denied from awareness So this is the gift of relationships and the gift of the environment and the gift of everything in the world It's just mirroring back a Belief that I have denied from awareness I've pushed it into my subconscious mind, and I've just assumed it would be a truth, you know, it's people don't meet at a party and You know usually when they meet it's like what's your name? Where do you work, you know, do you have any family? What do you do, you know for a living and this and this it's like all that stuff You don't get together and say do you believe time is real? I mean you just it's just not the first question at the party. You believe in linear time You believe in good and evil I think so well, that's dualistic You know if you just don't get to that point those questions usually don't ever get asked at the party Let's you go to like a Create the world there you go You believe that created the world if that was your lead question Those big bouncers bounced out of the club Shaking things up for those questions So this number seven I'm only upset at someone or something. I mean, what if it's actually myself It's my own if you blaming yourself or something. So I'm only upset at myself Yeah, and even that with my mind Yeah, that would still be I would still be a belief which I have denied from awareness in other words If you were upset of yourself and let's say you're projecting it on to the personality self You're really angry like how could I have done something so stupid or circumstantial or circumstantial? How could I got myself into this circumstance or whatever and you're projecting it on to the body and you're blaming the small self it still means That that this projection that even this self is still mirroring back to me to my mind a belief Which I have denied from awareness. So even in that case, it's still there's still some unconscious belief That it's doing the mirroring for that's why we do have to get into our minds We have to get at what's going on and that's subconscious because other than that. It's just the blame just continues I did it again. I can't believe I got in the same situation Same trap. I fell in the same I can groundhog day the movie with Bill Murray where he keeps stepping in the same puddle You know, he's he just fall his foot falls in the puddle over and over and over until one day he He goes like this and he starts to realize I'm not going to do that again That's what you have to do with your mind frame. You have to catch yourself So Very important to notice Yeah, that are reacting judge and draw conclusions like oh, I'm just a stupid person or I'll never get this I'm just gonna always be This way listen that those are all just like self-talk Conclusions that come from well, I noticed that but but the reaction goes much deeper You know, it's taking it personal is taking it as your identity not just a mistake That your mind is made but an actual identity And that's what the ego wants you to do is just fall right into the puddle and give up just wallow in the puddle So this is like a way of saying I'm not going to wallow anymore See what I'm doing, but I'm gonna do it without blame without guilt When I blame or fear something in the world it is to avoid seeing the upset and Resolution as they really are a decision in my mind and To instead maintain an image of self other the world as I wish So this is a big one because it's saying that Whatever is going on here it's Really a decision in your mind as you're making and not Caused by something that's happening in form So, you know, you could use an extreme example like They arrested Gandhi years ago they arrested Gandhi in India and They took him and they put him in prison and they decided to bring him in front of you know, the judge and try him for tradition which was writing These ideas about freedom and overthrowing the British in the magazine He wrote his ideas out of the magazine So Gandhi while he's on trial and they got the judge there with the big wig on and everything, you know basically The judge says did you write these things and And Gandhi said