 Sometime in the early morning. I just had this feeling this I'm back and back Whatever that is and it's and it was all about this state of mind that is very very vibrant and Wanting to extend and it's involuntary You can't even hold it back, and I really felt like this wind like within me and it was all like And I could like really feel that that one that it cannot be controlled Like it's just gonna take me where it's gonna take me and it's all I'll just think of full surrender It's not even my choice and the prayer is always here like help me Help me give it all away. Spirit. How do I give it all away? Just help me not wanting to hold back even a little bit nothing take it all take me like take it take it all and And this is the state of mind that we're invited to call it This strawberry state of mind and we do have we do have a festival coming in But the more and more the feeling it has nothing to do with the festival it has nothing to do with the event as if it's The event it is really the state of mind, and I know like all of us we've been in the state of mind for Actually for always I Wanted to say for a long time, but always Nothing else is real nothing else exist. There is nothing else. I want this and something else like that There isn't there is no such thing as something else or someone else Somebody even people like it's not a place of people. It's It's just a place of the whole March True like true marriage Which is the prayer of the heart and I had this I Had this scene from inception Where I think it was the wall of Leonardo when she says you're waiting for a train That will take you Somewhere, but you don't but you don't know for sure Because you don't you're really trusting But it doesn't matter because all that all that matters that we're gonna be together, right? And that was exactly the feeling of the even like This weakness of it is like you don't know for sure But like take me take me now and that pure feeling of just I'm ready like I'm just I'm ready nothing else nothing else to say not even knowing ready for what it's just like I'm ready and clear I'm with you Let's go and it's amazing and the thing is it's like it was all about the flow What's in the flow and it's really not about people like really isn't it's just really answering that call within like I'm ready Just saying I'm ready. Are you ready? I'm ready and see who joins you And it's always such a treat because you never know and it's always like you You It's all it's all in the feeling it's like I tell the loves of your lives It's like really you don't think about it, but it's always such a almost like such a surprise. It's always Wow Wow It's like it's like once again. It's just such an amazing journey Oh, but this amazing movement in the mind and it's just really opening Like it feels like new kingdoms are being opened all the time, you know, like just a new like discovering new kingdoms of heaven Even who came through Christian traditions and today or Christian traditions, you know the most we would hear that kind of resonated was you know Sometimes bring the kingdom of heaven to earth, but it's clear that Jesus was not Talking about a kingdom of heaven That really could be brought to earth. He would say things like my kingdom is not at this world He didn't say my kingdom is on earth and Then we read things be in the world, but not of it. I'm calling you out of the world Oh, that's pretty radical with be in the world, but not of it in the end We had to see that The present moment is the closest approximation to eternity that this world offers and We have to come to an admission that while we have a lot of future goals and ambitions and Strivings going on and we're efforting to try to make a better life in the world that we're at We're not really actually following the teachings of Jesus Christ You can't really mix the kingdom of heaven and eternity with your time and And yet it's not like Jesus is saying okay in order to reach the kingdom of heaven. You must be lazy or you must Come into inertia Or something like that. He's basically saying you know be still The vibrancy is in the moment the vibrancy is in the spontaneity The vibrancy is is not trying to find consistency in form not trying to find continuity in form Not trying to find The everlasting in the temporary can't Find it to a whole human Experience what we call a human being is really nothing more than the attempt You know to find love and form or to find eternity So it's this surrender or letting go and there could be a moment of a gasp Like a fear of I'll lose myself if I if I just Let go into that but amazingly Everything is still flowing just so perfectly when you let go of the quest to try to Make something of this world and you really let go From trying to make anything happen in the world or figure anything out in the world Then all is abundantly provided because it's all it's all your mind. It's all your mind in Alignment with God, but you're not trying to Control it at all. There's an absolute no control over the world