 Yeah, Shrio Bindo says that Becoming is the only being and and I think that's this is a very interesting To put it is that it what whatever the the the infinite is is only becoming in infinite amount of ways and and that that exactly could be and this is kind of where I'm honing in on the logic of the Infinite I'm trying again the cricket trying to imagine the big game But I do think that the logic of the infinite is that it must Validate the fact that it is infinite and that it does so by creating an infinite amount of illusory Finity and that we are that You know taught to vom assi we are that I and my father are one the more that you Realize and embody the fact that if this is true that we are the publishers of this and The more that you realize that we are the publishers and the players and that here we are playing I Think the more you live from truth the more you live from and when you and like you described earlier as well When you realize that the one I the one I one I That is Experiencing it itself from through all through all of us And that the more that you embody that realization if it can you know like Adi Ashanti calls it You know the flickering, you know you get the light it flickers a little you're like And then and then like slowly it does it isn't a sense like you said it's it's a death and a rebirth It's a it's a caterpillar into a butterfly if that light when that light and that's what it seems like we're evolving towards is that light Permanently staying on That's when the being can the individual artist can no longer ever ever have any violence or even Negativity not let a yeah violence at worst negativity at even the most minuscule Malevolence towards another because it's you and then if we can get there as as a planet That's that's I think this this main key of the where we're heading Yeah, I mean I and also you said if it's true that we are the publisher as well as the player I would say it's definitely true Like there's no way that we are not the same physical stuff of the universe and and and there's no way that the self is what we think it is You know to to think that you are not the main event of That you are not the same thing as the kind of ground of being that illusion kind of comes about because we take this story We tell ourselves a separation very very seriously, right? But I think the the idea of the infinite as well is really relevant because I think I think we've touched in like two different ways I think and There's the first way in the sense that which also relates to the idea Why I'm not I don't believe the consciousness is the kind of ground of being is The only the way the only kind of speculative way I can think about as as to why this is happening right now like why are we why is this going on? Why are we here would be that the kind of default of reality if you if you have no boundaries Nothing going on like nothing to him reality and then it's infinity, right? Like that's kind of just the default it if you're gonna make no assumptions You could say that was consciousness in the beginning, but then you're like well Where did that come from what what gave it that structure? But if you just say there's if you say nothing effectively there's infinity and in infinity Everything that can happen will happen all the end You know things will start happening patterns will emerge and at some point those patterns become these patterns that open their eyes and go What the hell's going on? Yeah, so that's my picture the world is it's a lawful unfolding that can be understood And there there is no the infinity is the beginning There is no it's not like there was some some being with structure who thought I'm going to will all this into existence I think it's just happening and it will happen forever because yeah, you can't Just you can't come up with an end to infinity. Yeah, this doesn't make sense Yeah, and you can also connect with that by So before like kind of sinking into the present moment recognizing your being now you're the nature of your mind You know if you say consciousness is infinite to the to the average person like well You know you might be meaning it in the sense of it is the kind of infinite ground of being But if I say consciousness has this quality of infinity I what I mean is it's not finite It's not actually bounded into concepts in the way we think it is we think it's divided and structured and but it's actually not It's it's maybe it's maybe you should coin a new term like a finite or something as opposed to infinite Because infinite has this kind of I guess idea of like spatial extension and stuff But if it's just it's not finite and and when you recognize that in yourself you do connect with With this ground of being and I totally get why you know in the best in the kind of deepest moments of meditation you you have this feeling of consciousness just kind of beholding Existence and there being this wordless getting you just kind of you get it in a way that you can't with words And it's if you were trying to try putting words is something like oh, you're me like but then that's not quite right because there There is no me so it's more like it is like is or something like that Right if you if you wanted to but wasn't it and I see why from there because that's happening in consciousness It's tempting to think well Maybe this consciousness is me and this consciousness is everything and I think that's where it's physically people can kind of differ but we should all be humble I guess is because like I will make claims about what we can't say and what we can say and Ultimately, we're really way out. We're in deep waters here. I think I'm trying to label this stuff. Oh Love this love this change so