 So about five years ago, I had this experience and Not too far from here a couple hours in the in the Redwood Forest. It was in a deep meditative state overnight and It was a full moon night With fog going through the Redwood Forest this misty cold the smell of the Redwoods Does that make it? Yeah So it's just like and there's a fire going on and I'm and I'm suddenly having this experience of just like a completely different presence around me and and Like when I close my eyes, I would see different types of blue lights around me and I'm thinking wow I don't know what's going on here, but I started like in my ear. I hear No more birds or insects like it's all Dampened as if I'm like in a soundproof room and I start to hear this voice of these light Beings talk to me and they say, you know, you finally come to a place where we can work with you What's up everyone welcome to simulation, I'm your host now and sake and Super excited to be talking about alignments within we have a seal toxel joining us on the show. Hi. Hi, Ellen Thank you so much for coming on. Thank you for having me. I'm so excited for this show For those that don't know a seals background He is a channel and healer focused on the evolution of consciousness in Humanity and you can find his links in the bio below a seal toxel.com as well as the Facebook profile I'm super grateful to Samantha Stein for helping nudge us to make this happen indeed Let's start things off with one of our favorite questions to ask our guests What are your thoughts on the direction of our world? Well, it's definitely a very interesting time to be alive and One could say this at all the times that humanity was alive But from my current perspective It's it's a wild ride I Have I see extreme polarities I see the full spectrum of extremes that we are having from Wealth to poverty from awareness to ignorance From healthy to unhealthy From technology to non technology. So we have So many extremes that maybe we've never had in human history before And at the same time we are more connected than we have ever been So everything is much easier and quicker accessible than it has ever been in person or digitally So despite all these things that we have We are doing great things and we're doing not so great things there's a lot of struggling challenges happening and I May argue that those struggles All route from a misalignment within Yes that first principle of Know thyself and have that divine connection The source spirit God all that is nature That's the first principled issue Right any misalignments there have every second order third order issue happen afterward. Yes that's the way I see it and My experience has been The outside Influences and the circumstances were always an easy scapegoat for me to blame What's happening to me? always considering oh I am the victim of my Upring I'm the victim of my education. I'm the victim of the society. I'm the victim of the system I'm the victim of all these things like of my heritage. I'm the victim of my past lives I'm the victim of my karma and eventually I thought well I can't continue a living life by blaming everything around me and trying to escape from everything around me because there is no escaping and Eventually I Started to realize all right. Well, let me see How much of it is really outside and how much of it is really inside and it really just Resonates in a certain way that it becomes really visible to me directly in front of me So assuming that all the things that are happening to me are a mirror reflection of what's happening inside already and with that Just very basic Realization I had I've gone on a journey of self-discovery of Self-realization Really diving deeper and deeper and deeper in words and trying to see where how am I creating the reality that's around me And how are we as a collective creating the reality that we currently have? I love this mirror. It's a very important point and The essence being that what we see in our Perspective is a mirror is a mirror of what's happening within Yes, so on an individual level Definitely true, but also collect on a collective level definitely true so the shadows or The misalignments or the challenges that we have internally and one could say also karma that we have Requires to be digested Processed in some form and turned into a realization or a piece of wisdom and That's a process that takes some time. It's a digestive process and That process happens internally But it also happens as a collective consciousness because we are not necessarily separate We're having individualized Experiences, but we're part of the same field of consciousness and so It is my responsibility to also be part of your realization Hmm, and it is my responsibility to be part of the collectives realization but I believe that my highest leverage point of Assisting with all of that is this one, right? Might take a lot of time to change someone else Maybe it's impossible one might say and Internally it might be difficult, but it feels the like the highest leverage point of Action Yes, I want to know how We digest karma What does that mean and how do we do that? That's a good point. I Think before we even get into Various terms that require, you know, big definitions and you know There's different definitions and different lineages and religions and so on If we just look inside and see all the ways that our mind operates our Heart our emotions operate and our system our physical body operates And then there is also the operations of spirit and soul We can see that some things are just not going the way it should be something feels off slightly off Something might feel off in interaction with other people or something might trigger me in a certain way In all various ways these systems speak to us Right, so there is like the inner chatter that speaks to me the emotions speak to me My body speaks to me when I listen to it, right? And when it's really quiet our own spirit our own consciousness speaks to us as well So first step is really to understanding what are all my parts saying? What is that voice? That's coming from different places So the first step is to read this User's manual of the body Yeah, or more like a status quo a check-in an internal check-in. What does that look like? What does an internal check-in look like? Yeah? Yes, yes, and it may not be pretty in the beginning And anyone who's gone on this journey knows it can be messy and can be tough it can be Very raw and vulnerable But I do believe it's very Important for every individual to have that internal look and to start there Yes You I love this this internal check and we spend so much of our lives on focused on the external world And so I love this this Like internal check-in and we check in for our vehicle gets the oil changes and all this type of stuff gets checked in all the time But to treat ourselves like someone that we are responsible for taking care of is a good way to view it as well So okay, so this internal check-in. There's this there's this mind There's this heart. There's this gut. There's the spirit or the soul, you know So what are these parts when we do this check-in? What are how do we check into these parts? I? think there is an aspect that requires a Silence some sort of Silence contemplation and The first and most dominant aspect of our being is currently our mind Just because it's the structures that we have established Require our minds to be very active So it is the one that has kind of taken the driver seat Which means in the beginning when we start to sit it's gonna be the one that's the loudest Right and then there are certain phases where the emotions or the heart is the loudest it's like something happens in a relationship That just brings up a certain type of emotion or a certain emotion is depressed suppressed for so long that it explodes in the right trigger and Then the body right we work out we try to take care of it in a certain way But sometimes we ignore it and that will start speaking And it requires that moment of silence to really hear all of it And when it's really silent once the mind and the emotions and the body are becoming into a place of You know quieting down while you're still conscious and awake There is an aspect of the soul that starts to speak And that may take some time for some people and For some it goes quickly But ultimately that check-in is What are the thoughts and emotions that are currently going through my system what are the basic needs that are unmet What are the deeper underlying needs that are unmet? maybe needs from childhood and then Sometimes there are aspects of our being that we can't even explain Why they're part of this lifetime? So we may start to inquire is there some sort of even older Need that was not met or an older situation. Let's say of past lives Or one could say it's an aspect of the collective that we Individually start to tap into That comes to us for processing Right because we're available and we can do it So this is what I would say Now I Don't think we need to fix these things immediately just because we're listening to it. I Think observation is the first and most important step Just to gain Awareness as an observer correct and then we will start to observe the same thing in many different perspectives not just from the perspective of the wounded or The you that identifies as you you start to see it from other places and other angles and many many different perspectives and observations Start to digest what has happened Or what is happening currently? So that's one of the ways of Deepening that understanding of the self and the different aspects that we have okay, so For this inward check-in We aim to become more of an observer and we notice Likely our mind is the loudest and it is attempting to remind us of this Appointment that we have or this task to execute that we must do this person to reply to And the more that we work on Just bringing it back to just trying to check in maybe inward and Just being aware that the mind is racing to all of these other things being more aware that it's just racing to those And being aware of the the heart in how it can Call up an emotion so Suddenly with the maybe a trigger how the physical body Will speak when it's not being properly Taking care of And then in once we get we're checking into those and We're quite equating this inner chatter a little bit then we may have an opening for this soul spirit this higher self Correct and the higher self Is doing what is it doing with you? What is it doing with other people that you've worked with? What is that? How does that come in? I think it first For me it would bring underlying needs of my spirit of my soul that wanted to be Digested processed and this was more than just emotions. It was deep and old relationships or it was What are like deep longings that I have that I can't really explain and I would start to listen and start to follow that Without necessarily questioning or judging How silly it is or what might other people think and so on so just to follow that for a bit and see what comes up So it's a journey Like listening to that higher self and it may first require to do a couple of steps of Surrendering to it and really listening deeply and I think Eventually we come to a place where There is a certain equilibrium of all the different parts They know they're being listened to so they behave more and So the heart is more settled the mind is more settled. It doesn't require to be a dominant figure in this Round table The body knows it's being taken care of and the soul or the higher self knows it's being listened to So we start to walk life in a different way And I can guarantee you of people around you will feel the difference you will feel the difference this Way that we walk and behave and act When this settled alignment has occurred Makes it so that yes friends family co-workers people online are more or seeing some sort of a transformation occurring and Then there's a maybe there's even more of an alignment towards our our most Highest gifts that we can bring into the world Mm-hmm, and then it seems like we're more connected with that North Star and those gifts So I always like to use the analogy of a garden and in some ways I believe This internal alignment is setting up a really nice fertile soil So you're tending the weed You're making sure your soil is loose as oxygen has nutrients has water everything it needs and That soil will eventually start Sprouting things that you don't even know what it's gonna be and this is what I perceive as the gift or Maybe a or many Purposes life purposes that are coming up And they will come naturally based on that how well that soil has been tended That makes sense. Yeah, so it's not really in In my perspective, it is not really trying to find. Oh, I want to find my life purpose now give it to me Without that groundwork, I Think it's just another thing that we follow So I Remind myself if There is something that I'm doing that does not feel aligned from all my parts Have I tended To the groundwork have I tended the soil properly so that this can grow and if it's not growing There's something wrong with the soil Does that make sense? Yes Alignment within makes the soil Conditions optimal for the seeds of the gifts correct to grow correct now of course with every soil there is also the environment right so the earth provides an environment which Can be a difficult environment sometimes to grow anything and Sometimes we may have to Find other spaces where our soil is much more suitable for growing our gifts Metaphor still working so it may require sometimes to change location or perspective or a Place where this baseline that I have is much better fitting Certain types of flowers and plants grow only in certain parts of the world As we align more within we then realize that we may need a Locational shift around the world to a location where the gifts can come forth and it might not be just location It could be circumstances People in our friend group and network. It could be community. It could be a tribe relationships Mmm, it could be lifestyle Right all the habits and behaviors that I've created for myself For a being that was operating beforehand In order to achieve specific goals Yeah But now if the goal is to achieve an equilibrium or a fertile soil so to say of your being What does that require? What do I need and really you're the only one that can say I Can give you a couple of tips of healthy living and Many people do but ultimately it must sit within what's right for you. I like this as As the consciousness becomes transformed and ascends that these behavior patterns and maybe some of the old Soil that used to be there That was maybe focused more on ego or material or all these other things We we do need we repattern our habits we lay new soil in a sense and so to To change those friend groups to change those locations and those habits and the new ways of seeing maybe even Dematerializing and these types of things can can help that alignment really rocket upward Absolutely and I do believe some of these relationship changes are environmental changes around you Don't need to be like conscious changes. They happen to you The moment you start changing the soil almost your environment starts changing And many people that have gone through transformational experiences will Will be able to confirm that how Relationships just started to fall off or new relationship started to come into their lives or Certain habits that they used to have don't really have that same pool or the same energy anymore. Does that sound familiar? Oh, yeah Yeah, so that's how you know you're in a transformational journey What but the observation is so important that then If the habit is no longer serving your transformation to be very aware of that Observation is so important because that's what assist us with that repatterning of the habits. Yes how many times I wonder because I look at my life and I used to be this hard-working, you know entrepreneur Executive really trying to achieve all the things that society has told me My parents have told me education has told me and The structures that we have created have told me this is achievement. This is success. If you do this, you're gonna be good and How many times have I really checked internally? Is this really what I want? Hmm and does this really feel right or am I just being sold on a dream? right and Upon a couple of these achievements I would wonder why do I still feel unhappy in the face of achievement and success? according to right And I started to question things and doubt things like maybe there's something here that I don't know and see I'm gonna start asking my own questions and That's an interesting point. Yeah, because it can be a very depressing point Right, who do you start? Who do you believe and who don't you believe and it could be a disillusioning moment of all those people that I've trusted don't know What I need to be happy so That's another one of those awakening moments from birth the indoctrination of the Parental teachings the education system the government the nation that you're in the media Propaganda it's all Influencing this the seed of the child as it's being brought into the world and When did when were we ever ever taught? about the Check-in hmm in Mm-hmm are these things aligned check in are any are these things all right and it's so important to have a Trusted at least one person Trusted person because parents are gonna have their own influence You know certain friends, you know if you got to be careful if you say good news to your friend Are they really genuinely loving and and yes, the pie is growing You're growing. I love it or are they you know secretly wishing Bad hmm and so or same thing with who you tell bad news to are they Wanting to genuinely empathize and help you grow and transform or are they? secretly yes, so Who is this this friend that you can potentially have with you or multiple friends that can help the the check-in and Have that dialogue between for the check-in. How is that check-in process going? Where are you feeling it? How is the higher self coming into play? You know all these questions to have at least a one or a couple people that are trusted there This is gonna be crucial for that soil to become more fertile to Sure, I think an externalized Representation of that internal check-in Can be very helpful community a Highly aware individual partner family member Friend and this doesn't have to be a lifelong thing. It could be a momentary thing It could be just one conversation in the bus It could be a mentor that oversees your growth for a period of time Yeah, it could be that one line that you read in a book that's Putting that up for check-in, right check in with yourself like what's going on there and so I Believe that there is once you go on this journey. You will have a lot of helpers a lot of support It's support everywhere even if that is the walk down the street into the park nature will support you It will reflect to you Right, so there are so many ways we can receive reflection Again a mirror in a positive way All right in assistance and support of our growth. Yes It's that's that's great that that even a on a Journey into nature that we could as we are Aligning more within that we can see the hummingbird go for a little bit of nectar and then we're like And so there's all different the little dragonfly whizzes by the little Squirrel jumps from a branch to another branch and the sunlight shines just this beautiful way through some trees and just There's so many ways that nature speaks to us along the path as well I love how you talk about the support system so as if you if we begin the process of aligning within the support systems come into and also a Good example of this. I think so many of us are so familiar with this example But perspective being everything you can be in the vehicle driving and get just road rage or on this aligned within path when we Nurture that when we're driving we can say, oh, maybe the person is in an emergency to the hospital all these different Potentials could be the case and so the same scenario completely different perspective and experience Very well said very well said so healthy support systems are Maybe required as we're still operating in automatic behaviors and patterns Right, if you know, there are certain aspects that are driving your being Then I put some things into place and I say You are one of my closest people and I empower you to reflect following things to me When I'm out of line when I'm out of integrity I want you to support me no matter how hard it is for me to hear it So who are you in your life empowering you to be? Clear and clean mirrors Right, so this is also a lot of that is nature is always a clean mirror Yes, absolutely nature is maybe the cleanest mirror As long as we take care of it, right? so Quiet in nature is an incredibly powerful mirror let's Venture into this journey for you. Yes, so Being born in Vienna in Austria and to Turkish immigrant parents and When did this young a seal end up getting interested in this spiritual path and and then it's been eight years of this path now and Five years ago was a very important moment. Correct. So let's take us through that. Sure. So I Was always a little different now a lot of Probably our viewers are having that same experience. I was always a little different, right? just a little and so being a You know Trying to be put into certain boxes that society has created Works, you know Until it doesn't work anymore. So I have Because of the of My upbringing I have taken on a certain identity and a certain personality and I have explored You know higher education in so many different ways entrepreneurialism and so on excelling in those different aspects But it would never give me this level of fulfillment and I thought Fulfillment or what the general term happiness is even that's not the emotion. I'm talking about I'm talking about a sense of feeling holistic whole It wouldn't come from these achievements. They would only give temporary relief Right and so for me the journey was really I need to find all the ways where I'm trying to fill holes in my system With things outside. You know that one Right so they would give temporary relief and then you would look for the next sparkly thing To fill that or the next relationship to fill it and So I started to look more into how am I going to be able to fill these holes long-term and sustainably Maybe not forever, but long enough so that next time when I look into it. It's not like a gushing wound and as I've been with this curiosity it started of you know the mystical path and the spiritual path and I would start to look into all these different lineages that had and the different Societies that had these aspects ingrained in Religious or non-religious context So my curiosity was very strong and I was not brought up in any ways in a religious environment rather very liberal and very You know open to modernism Hence why I'm an engineer and scientist right by education and so the curiosity of spirituality was very high The curiosity for the unknown that was very high So I started to seek out all these you know different methodologies. It started off with meditation and looking into the mystical path and I started to venture out further and further and the furthest I could go to Shamans or to masters in Southeast Asia or in Asia Far East Asia and to teachers and shamanic mentors in the Americas and South America and so I would just go as deep as that they were willing to take me There was an aspect of I am scared shitless But I'm gonna go Because I want to find out the answers not by you telling me the story of where the answer is But I want to experience it Experientially correct. Yes, because I'm a hard head, right? I can rationalize everything away. Yes, I Can rationalize everything away the engineer and scientist exactly For me to be truly Embodying and embracing a certain truth. I have to experience it internally. It has to move something inside of me And so I've been going all to deeper and deeper and deeper into some of these different lineages started in Taoism and Buddhism and Shamanism and in also modern psychological ways of transformation. Yes Even just those off the bat. I mean so important to study. Mm-hmm. We've so much hubris in this Especially this newly formed Western world where we just believe that the stimulation we're getting from the Media that we consume on the platforms is this most important content when the most important content is really had the is Experiencing the Lindy effect. It's it was made thousands of years ago and why is it still here? because it's that important and That's Taoism Buddhism Shamanism Even like you said even the modern Psychologies have a lot to do with this as well understanding neural signatures Understanding, yeah, the Vegas nerve There's all different types of things that we've only more recently the emf of the heart all this kind of crazy stuff So yes, please continue taking us through your journey in lineages. I'm just so happy that you did this you did like a a la carte buffet of oh, yeah of the most important stuff Yeah, yeah, and I would work with it until I felt I've gotten a really good gem from this And I can bow in gratitude and I can move on And I can seek to have a different perspective on what's going on inside of me, so the journey kept going and at some point I Was still I was still running companies at that point it was a parallel track of spiritual exploration and mystical exploration and you know Doing the things that society wants us to do like running company having employees having clients all that jazz, right and I came to a crossroad where one path was giving me excitement curiosity or Some pain But ultimately an aspect of fulfillment. There was always forward movement I felt like I'm I'm growing on the other side. I was successful and I was being perceived as Very good in what I do but it was not giving me the level of sensation a fulfillment and growth and the sense of that what I'm doing is Actually making a difference in my own world and also in the general collective Some of your spiritual practices were coming into the entrepreneurial and they were making it more successful sure Absolutely, but the most fulfilling for you was shining the star of the Spirituality and then having that also shine into other people's stars become emerged Yes, so what would happen is every time I would just go through a milestone I would be like wow, there is an expansion that's happening inside of me and Sometimes I would try to impose it on other people and I would like oh you have to do this and you have to do this This is amazing and of course Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't right but Ultimately, I started to realize even just alone me internally carrying this expansion and this opening is making a difference in the people around me They act and react differently my relationship to my parents transformed my relationships in general transformed So my relationship to myself transformed. Yes, even most importantly right self-perception So I started to understand okay I'm getting to a point where I have to make a decision and if I don't One side is gonna try to continuously compensate For the other side. Does that make sense? So the spiritual side giving me energy and uplifting and continuation of growth the other side feeling like what the hell am I doing here? Spinning my wheels so I Chose instead of a path of pain and depression To just jump off the cliff and That's a key moment that many people will experience were the unknown and the uncertain and The potential change that we're about to embark on might It will take you on a ride and it may not be easy Your parents are gonna ask you if you are out of your mind Your community is gonna potentially laugh at you and be like Dude, what are you doing? And I'm just speaking out like the worst-case scenarios, right? And You may not make as much money as you did before And you may be struggling for a while. You may be in discomfort for a while But ultimately there is always light at the end of the tunnel so this continuous work will You know when you are preparing your garden, there is nothing in the beginning all you're doing is weeding and Preparing the soil. There is no fruits. There is nothing to eat You're just watching soil, right? You're nourishing the soil But there is a belief and there is a trust that eventually something will come out of this If I started to get better at every step of the moment, it can only result in something monumental and beautiful for me and Through me for all those around me. Yeah, take us to this experience five years ago. Okay so about five years ago I had this experience and Not too far from here a couple hours in the in the Redwood Forest it was in a deep meditative state overnight and It was a full moon night with fog going through the Redwood Forest This misty cold the smell of the Redwoods. Does that make it? Yeah So it's just like and there's a fire going on and I'm and I'm suddenly having this experience of just like a completely different presence around me and And Like when I close my eyes, I would see different types of blue lights around me and I'm thinking wow I don't know what's going on here, but I started like in my ear. I hear No more birds or insects like it's all Dampened as if I'm like in a soundproof room and I start to hear this voice of These light Beings talk to me and they say, you know, you finally come to a place where we can work with you And I'm thinking oh boy, I think I'm just now about to lose my shit So I'm thinking maybe this was a little too much transformation Um But I'm I'm amusing myself with the thought of something is going on here that I can't explain and I'm gonna follow that path so they're basically saying at that point, I've been already working for several years as As a shamanic guide as a healer in different methodologies And they're basically saying I have to let go of all the different lineages that I have learned that have brought me to where I am and They will work and prepare me to do Their work so as a vessel for their work And at that point, I don't even know what their work is all I know is like these reverent bright lights that are with me that have such a Presence such a high frequency even like in my ear. I would hear this high-pitched sound And I say, okay, well, let me think about it Right, so I think about it for a bit and eventually I'm Terrified by I surrender to it and I go on this journey with these light beings and on this first date that I have with them That same in the in the redwoods. No, this was it. Okay, I took a couple months to think about it Okay, the invitation was that eat that. Yes. Okay. That was the opening moment where It was clear Something is going on in my field like there is something sprouting off my garden This isn't I didn't plan this Right. All I prepared was the soil and now something is coming off And I don't even know what it is. You know when a sprout comes off. You don't even know which plant it's going to be So I'm here and I'm thinking okay, well, this is going to be interesting Definitely a turn of events you accept and you go on this date Several months later and you weren't expecting this date either it well I kind of knew that when I'm ready, they'll be there. Okay So I said, okay. Well, I'm I'm ready. Let's do it. What do we have to do? So I went on to some really deep states of You know trans states in which I Started to connect with them closer and closer and the first one That introduced himself said Greetings, my name is Emmanuel and I thought Emmanuel Maybe the name of a dead person like a you know a saint or something like that And I said is it Manuel and I said no, it's Emmanuel Okay after that I go and Google I look for Emmanuel and It says there is an angel called Emmanuel and I'm thinking okay now I'm really losing my mind and like talking to angels like there's no way my parents are gonna Accepting that and my friends are definitely gonna declare me crazy, right? So I'm just in this internal conversation. I'm like, I can't talk to anyone about this This has to stay a secret until I am comfortable Being able to talk about it. So and maybe I'm thinking maybe it's a phase it'll go away So I keep on going and there is many more of these Dates and connections and sessions and they keep on working on my energetic system And they keep on revealing more and more of what their work is on this plane for humanity and It turns out that they have a grand plan of assisting humanity through its evolution The evolution of its consciousness now, they're saying we're not here to fix your problems That's still gonna be yours But we're here to allow you to get to states where you can see More perspectives where you can get to know yourself better And with that internal connection internal alignment All of your actions will start to look differently And you can more easily tackle these grand challenges. Correct. So the there was an opening up of the catalog of Consciousness states and possibilities and transformative processes Mm-hmm, and then you going through the process of experiencing those and then sharing those with other people would uplift consciousness and challenge or tackle those big challenge So in some ways They have their own method of doing that which is why they're utilizing me as a vessel for their work right and And you wonder if there's possibly others being utilized for for sure for light, but also for Dark absolutely. There is no doubt about it. There is all Colors of the spectrum and all shades of gray exist on our plane without a doubt Okay, we can get into that in a little bit. Yes so in In the work that they have been doing it's like how can Because there is a lot of individuals that deliver messages Right even from like higher planes and high different forms of consciousness Spirits deities ascended masters. There's a lot of that going on now delivering a message is not Necessarily the biggest of What they can do they're saying we're going to deliver some sort of energetic Transmission and we're going to provide some sort of alignment for all those before we even speak So that the message can land in a way that it's going to make a change and an impact in your life Does that make sense? So if we just sit here, okay, maybe you're already a bit in an altered state, and I'm too, right? So messages are coming along differently now But if we were just in a coffee shop just regularly chatting and I tell you hey, you know Like we've got to do all these amazing things about ourselves and out of the world five minutes later you're already on your tasks and like the things that you have to do for the day and Out the door is the idea that you needed to go to the gym Take care of your body and you know do meditation and take care of all your relationships, right? So when That type of work happens when These energies work through me the way they induce Some sort of an altered state in the space What is what makes it possible for these messages to actually land on a much deeper level in the human? consciousness or human psyche so that it starts to Make a change And what were these dates that you went on how what were these experiences like with Emanuel and Yeah, and what were you getting? downloaded and it's a lot of it was incredibly physical and Physically intense so I would say that in the human body there is an energetic template there is There are powers way beyond our imagination that lies into one single human being and they were starting to Activate these templates They were working on various different energy channels They were making sure that all my organs and energy lines are working optimally So that I can become that vessel to not just Transmit the energy that comes but also collect and compress just Provide that for the space that's around me and So in these sessions I'll go into Incredibly fast breathing and shaking and it just looks wild like my eyes will roll upwards and it's It's a very intense thing even to just watch it's intense for me or now I'm getting used to it but there is an aspect of ramping up the energy to the point where I'm in this complete trance state and and then I feel like one of them basically taking over my body and They're like going into different mudras and they start to like look around and scan every individual Like what's going on and I could see like from their perspective Everything from like the outer fields all the way to the body and the solids and the organs and Even like to the DNA and ancestry. It's just becomes everything becomes so transparent. Wow Yes, and then they start to work on all of these various aspects of the individuals Now what's interesting is they operate in an incredibly high integrity way meaning They won't work on anyone that does not want to be worked on period Even if someone is struggling tremendously in their lives if they don't want to be worked on They will never be worked on. It's their free will to live their lives the way they want to live their lives That makes sense They will only work as much as the individual can take at that point without destabilizing their life All right, how many destabilizing transformational experiences have you had? I've had quite a few like I've been in bed or in my room for weeks to just digest what just happened now It's not the experience that they want to give to the participants It needs to be able to move them But they need to still be able to be functional in their lives and their careers and so on does that make sense Yes, so it's a bit of a gentle approach, but still effective So that's what they're trying to do and with this alignment People going to people that have never meditated before they're like wow. I was in this zone. I've had these visions I've had these voices You know people have very interesting reports and what they have experience in these sessions and Then there is the spoken part where They share Aspects of wisdom a lot of it is very simple Very almost like a bird's eye view non-dual wisdom At the same time compassionate about whatever we're going through and They'll speak about the state of affairs To look back and see how over thousands of years there have been so many Experiences of ritual or ceremony of trance of Seance of so many ways of connecting to what is spiritual or mystical or beyond the physical reality that Once we open ourselves up more to all of that lineage that's been happening we no longer just binary label things as like psychosis or Neurosis or Psychopathy or whatever rather we open ourselves up more to the possibility that these are actually potentially divine rituals and codes that have significant Participation of our own alignment within and also of our society's alignment and so when you talk about When you talk about your vessel being able to have Light that channels through it to see other people's Organs DNA life journeys ancestors childhoods all these different aspects of them I think that Awakens us to the sheer complexity of every single one of us that is present and how it's not just this It's not just limited to the word Sonder where it's that our lives have Different complexities with families and friends and co-workers and careers and all this type of stuff But it's deeper. What is the heart state the brain state the DNA state the gut state the lineage the ancestry lineage the childhood experiences all these things and The divine purpose of that being right all of those things and to be able to see those things and and be a source of further by Working on our own alignment our own garden helping others work on their alignment in their gardens So then With these you have an upcoming workshop on the 15th. Yes, September in San Francisco So tell us about then what happens at the workshops How is that related to what we were talking about with the manual and all these other light beams that come? Yeah So in a session that's between two to three hours in its length I will go into a trance and In this how do you get yourself? It's very much connected like I I sit and close my eyes and then it just starts automatically Like it's so integrated almost like they know and now it's session time And it just starts and it starts with contractions in my lower belly and these contractions like trigger like fast breathing Yeah, and then there is like circular movements of my spine. It's like, you know, like waves coming through and And then I start to you know feel more and more in an altered state and eventually The energy will have built up so much and my energetic state is in a place where they can embody me and they control All my upper body so all my gestures and you know where I look and how I move is Controlled by the energy that's embodying me and sometimes that's Raphael sometimes. It's Emmanuel or Mikael and so on and so when that happens I am a bit of an observer like I'm far away. Sometimes I don't even remember what's going on or what is being said I remember about half of it So they will establish not just my own energetic system, but also the energetic system of the space It has to be a safe space to do a healing and alignment right, so Just like the surgery room Has to be hermetically sealed and clean And so that is being done now the individuals can sit or lie down It's perfectly fine either way. Some people will even You know fade out fade away going to their own version of a transit or meditative state. Some people will fall asleep We make sure they don't snore but ultimately Their presence and their willingness to receive will just allow them to do some work and There is basically a Lot of the work that I do happens from where I sit and it will look like very fast hand movements It's almost like they're doing a surgery on like different aspects of the individual and it will go through the entire room And if there is smaller groups, I will even go to every individual person and do like some work there So I'm mostly like completely Drenched because it's so much Physical aspect to it it's not that subtle on my being at least and And there is a certain You know people report that they hear that high-frequency pitch people report that they See different forms of and the colors of light when they close their eyes And there is you know various different levels of reports also depending on people's sensitivity and people's Openness to see right? Yeah so that's the first aspect and And there is a quality of silence in the space. It's really It's really something I believe if That's probably my top thing right. It's the quality of the silence how powerful it is And how beautiful it is And then there will be some sort of sharing that they will do they will often share about the times that we're in currently in human human history the Importance of the individual's journey similar to the way I've spoken about it How the individuals journey is the one that impacts the entire collective if we get every individual to start doing that work Wow something is gonna shift and and They're also talking about how the times that we're in are not necessarily gonna get easier Immediately, it's gonna get even more challenging and How do you face external challenges is by having an Unwavering and strong core and alignment with them Right strong body a Solid heart Clean mind and a strong spirit All right, so this alignment will Allow you to face challenge no matter what they are They're emotional spiritual environmental, right, so this is a They're basically saying start to look into that. It's gonna be this is gonna be the thing you can hold on to All right, it's not something you can fix With, you know a quick fix. Is this something that needs to be nourished? It's not something that needs to be Alchemized And then there is an opening for potential questions that people have so we have You know in the in the years I've been doing this I've done this work everywhere around the world in Europe in Asia in the Middle East There has been a variety of questions that people have asked about Everything you can imagine So eventually we're gonna publish books with those channelings and the answers are They're almost poetic. It's like really beautiful. There's no way I could be doing that because I have zero bone in me That's poetic So you Get yourself Into the trans state other people are relaxing There so some are in trans and we're laying down some are sitting and then you Begin the process of Allowing the you by trance you get though the light beings come channel through you into the space make sure it's sealed make sure that it's the most conducive for the Alignment within processes. Yes, you even you even spend some time In your seated position, but then you also stand up and go to some correct They will sometimes tell me to go to specific individuals to do some work And because everyone is in a different place in their journey It's different for everyone, right for some people. It'll be more like subtle for some people. It will be much bigger and For some people it's more on the physical level. That's the highest priority work for some people It's on the spiritual level. So and I've had many practitioners of very like long-term practitioners of different lineages that would also come to just experience something different and They would have some work done that allowed them to move faster and stronger in their journey So the beautiful thing about that I pride myself with this work is that it does not require any belief system It does not require for you to change your belief system or your methods or your lineage Like literally anyone can come. I've had babies a couple weeks old babes in the ceremony. I've had 90 year old people in the ceremony or in the sessions and so it's really guided and made in a way that's fitting for every individual's current moment and You describe this as some sort of a even a Like a surgical process for every single one no matter where they're at That's more on the physical more on the spiritual Let's Visit so this is happening These sessions happen every month Sometimes every month so depending on Where I am at so there will be I'll be on tour sometimes in Europe. I'll be on a tour in the Middle East and Depending on where I am I do Sessions in those particular cities and then I come back to San Francisco and I do sessions here Sometimes where I live in the house. It's gonna be like smaller groups, you know anywhere from 10 to 25 And then the bigger groups 100 200 people Okay, and all the information on the website for those for the for the tour and for where you'll be where does relationship with source God creation all that is Where does our relationship with that? How does that relationship? Interplay with free will and with determinism so in my in my experience and this connection to source Creator Exists all the time as long as we're alive It exists in fact everywhere around us It permeates through everything and Our consciousness is certainly tied in some way into all levels of consciousness all the way to source now We are having an experience in human form and In this human form experience. We're allowed to do whatever you want to do technically so And and it won't even be judged So it will be What it will be now Everything that we choose to do Has some form of effect cause and effect or consequence Sometimes the consequences are for us. Sometimes the consequence are for other people or the collective and from these cause and effects and consequences Ideally we learn and so each of these experiences no matter how we judge them or as good or bad We'll have some sort of underlying learning and important lesson within that sometimes it's really hard to see the lesson if you're going through a tough time right and Ultimately, I believe that all these lessons that are deeply buried in all of our experiences Or sometimes easily accessible That's the ultimate reason for us to be alive and as we experience Individually and as we experience as a collective human consciousness grows It grows it expands and we're coming to a place where human consciousness is Growing so much that According to what is told to me What is being channeled that humanity is coming to a time and place where it will Move from this human form experience to a more non-material form experience Let's say to a different form of school where the learnings and the teachings are different and so This is what is what they consider as the ascension process now it's I Think fairly different and I'm not very much in theological studies So I apologize. I don't want to offend anyone with this But there is definitely some similarities in the various religions with regards to this ascension process but I think there is also some fairly strong distinctions in the way that is presented to me and the This transformational stage that we're in in human history is going to require everyone to do their part and It starts with this one. So we have Free will in the ascension process Yes, we do and if you choose not to do anything about your growth, then all the ones around you Will carry you along But if you choose to do something about it, it'll help you it'll help everyone else. So There is an aspect of it will make a difference if you do and You have the option of not doing anything It will stay with free will all the way until the end will come not already being predetermined correct in the meaning of this big creation for us to Artistically express for us to ascend consciousness. I believe it's connected to human consciousness growing so We are having individualized experiences which are incredibly rich and beautiful and full of lessons and At the same time a part of us that is human consciousness is also learning and growing through this entirety of all experiences. I Almost see it sometimes as human consciousness having many mini experiments with every single individual Right. It's running all these little Life experiences and it's learning from all of it as a form of collective Yes, and it's growing from all of the learnings. Yes, no matter how you know a Strange it may seem or difficult it may seem or senseless it may seem I believe there is an underlying Lesson and learning with it. I like the School analogy in the lessons and the collective learning that's occurring does it feel like the collective learning becomes more and more scented and more and more complex until it can then Act as Ouroboros and embed that initial creation Code into the complexity and start the cycle again. Does it feel cyclical to you? How does all that is feel to you? I think a lot of the experiences that we are going through Are all cyclical or Fractalized right there is like fractal experiences. In fact, your life is a full cycle and Every moment is cycles right and then there is the totality of a cycle and so Humanities about to close its cycle on its and its physical form of existence and then Have another cycle of different form of existence. So yet there is an underlying current and a fabric that connects all of it to source and To the consciousness that encompasses all of existence not just human existence In the end goal of source being That's a good question. I don't know and There are certain questions that even in the trance state and even with higher consciousness beings speaking to me are answered as We have our hypotheses about what that looks like and We're not certain So there are stairs an aspect. There's a place where even the wisdom of those That I'm communicating with Comes to a place of inexplicable Uncertain maybe even incomprehensible in the form that we are in currently. Does that make sense? Does it feel like The biological humanity is a Bootloader for a digital super intelligence that we can then merge with Interesting I can't answer that question for certain the way I see is that consciousness Can be infused into things as like When somebody has lived in a specific home for a very long time it will have that person's energy signature It will almost have its own consciousness and you can see that always with Artistic creations as well Right, so I do believe and this is what's been communicated to me that we will reach a point where our digital creations Will start to carry consciousness of their own and they will become a sub form of a silicon based form Existence And that's really fascinating to me to understand that consciousness can actually be formed and created and maybe even siphoned off and create its own existence What is the role of good and evil or light and dark? Good and evil are Basically our judgments on what we are seeing in the spectrum of our experiences Life and death as well as light and dark I like light and dark better Just because it doesn't carry immediate judgment Just like sun and moon does not carry immediate judgment And they are in this polar spectrum providing A polarity and a duality experience and in this experience between The darkest dark and the lightest light. There is all these shades of the full spectrum And you can only judge Where you are based on the width of your experiences Right so If you had never experienced a night You wouldn't be able to understand that day is a thing. It just is Right, there is no contrast to it Then you don't get all the different shades from sunrise to sunset and you know the various levels of So Polarity is an important aspect for us to learn different emotions like even Happiness, how could I understand happiness in contrast? With the other emotions right And so I do believe all of this creation With its full spectrum of dark and light is essential for us to have the full spectrum of experiences To have a rich life It may not be a comfortable life, but it's a rich life very rich life So the spectrum is there for us to be able to Feel all of the different potential experiences Do you Think that this is a simulation? Hmm. Good question. I was almost expecting that one In fact a 10 year old boy Asked that question in one of my sessions in london Very wise kid um The channel answered And that was at that time, uh, Emmanuel he he answered That This life provides all the experiences that we require to have in order to learn and to grow It is a true gift with emotions with relationships with The aspects of the life cycle and with everything that we need in order to live and grow and And then he said If this life feels real to you does it matter if it's a simulation or not If it's truly delivering all the experiences that you require to grow And What would change if you would know if it's a simulation? How would you act and live differently if you knew? So in some ways does it really matter? That's the That's the underlying answer It's really exciting to build the tools that enable us to poke and probe at this question Yes Yes And also create our own simulations of the evolution of consciousness and observe See what happens. What do you think is the most beautiful thing in the world? Life itself Life itself it's such a It's such a magnificent gift that has sheer unlimited possibilities and And every single individual human being is go through a different life experience just It's mind-blowing to believe that One could ever understand All the various forms of life that exists And the experiences that exist the spectrum And that we potentially have had many many lifetimes Living and learning and growing And everything that is given to us unconditionally around us like truly abundantly being provided by The mother earth and the father son and everything that the environment that we have As part of our incubation place right I think it's Probably the most beautiful thing in the world What an incredible episode this has been so Thank you. Thank you so much for coming on our show. Thank you for teaching us Thank you, Alan. Thank you for having me. Thank you so much. You're beautiful. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Thank you everyone for tuning in. 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