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He does great So he he warned me mom Don't do it Mother so I want him to behave today like fruit You know, you are so if you know what a content creator is and somebody has that As far as content creation goes everybody is a content creator you take a picture when you do a video you're creating content every time It's just up to you what you want to do with that content is it for yourself or do you want the masses to see? So I've been doing YouTube for about five years It was honestly random I was watching I think I was watching this guy OSN he does basketball reactions and he's from where I'm from from the same town I didn't discover this until later, but I was looking like I could do this I'm watching the video right now and speaking on it in my mind. I can literally do what he does So a lot of the time is just procrastination. We don't believe in ourselves. Yeah We look at a camera. We record us. So we don't like what we see It is what it is when we come to content nobody's gonna think you're perfect. You're never gonna think you're perfect You just gotta step out on that ledge and do it So five years later, I got 60,000 subs on YouTube And there is a lot of ups and downs and a lot of sleepless nights, but you just got to continue through it with anything You got 10,000 hours You got to be great So First I just go straight from recording to upload So I just go straight that's me recording But I use something user-friendly it's called Phil Mora Yeah, I think it's pretty user-friendly if you're just beginning Honestly pops up tips on what you can do If you have any trouble learning anything we've got any questions honestly how I learned how to do everything was you to YouTube how to do whatever Oh So and I'll tell you about my personal struggles with you to please they don't like the visuality So when you come in as a black creator or any type of creator that's thinking outside of the box and not doing the norm they kind of Pushing yeah, they want to censor you so I had to delete 2500 videos of YouTube so as a total of 25 million views Because they changed the terms of service and they made it a lot more stricter Like so No, no, no, these are terms of service not copyright. So I know what you thought about terms of service is like how I speak how I Say certain things like I'm from Chicago, so we speak a certain way So they were censoring that and they they took it as me glorifying certain things But yeah, I had to delete 25 million views and you know that a break a lot of people Pretty much You see That's how that went. I'm home now man drop a like man if y'all like my little spew man my little speech man Right now. I'm gonna go with my daughter To the park Or the beach or something. So if y'all don't see no videos on a Saturday This is why I'm good. I'm with my daughter. We're at the beach. We're kicking it So I'm gonna take y'all with me though. Come on. Come on My plans for the beach have been thwarted. I don't even know if that's a real word, but It's raining pretty heavily so we're waiting But I do got something for y'all Don't even trip on it man. I got something crazy. It's funny. It's gonna be crazy and funny for me I'm gonna put myself in an uncomfortable position so Check it out man. How do I feel about what's going on right now? I'm a little nervous But you know it is what it is. We're gonna get it done man That's all for entertainment purposes for y'all entertainment was agony So basically what's going on is I've been watching YouTube when I seen videos of X's going together asking each other questions and If they don't want to answer the question they take a shock When we're gonna do that, but it's gonna be a little bit different So we don't we don't we got ten questions. We're gonna answer the questions if I think she lying I'm gonna take a shot if she thinks I'm lying. She's gonna take a shot All right, we should be pretty And he's okay, so how do you feel about what's about to go down right now? Are you nervous? So how are you I'm happy Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool. So you know who we're here for it And do all right first of all, what's your name is my my name is the lit one. We dated for two three Two and a half You're a take yeah give or take the result was a child Yeah gave you a baby beautiful beautiful baby girl. Yeah the joy of my life Ten questions here I'll ask the question you answered. I'll reply to your answer I'll ask the next question Okay, but if I don't believe you don't take a shot and then you answer and then I'll answer the same question Yeah, and if I don't want to answer it, then I just take a shot. No, no, we're not doing it We answer all questions toxic. Um, uh, why do you think we broke up? Um, keep in mind I broke over Definitely did Why do you think that it is? I think that we just weren't on Of the same page about A lot of emotions that we had Um, and we were Emotionally Immature With the way that we dealt with it Okay, that's a politically correct answer. I think it's cap. So I'm gonna take a shot I'm trying to keep it like PG 13 here. I didn't say what I really wanted to say Why do I think we broke up? Um, I think your friends were assholes your friends are toxic They were getting in your brain and telling you stuff and you were you were successful to those things Um Postpartum is a real thing. I think we was going through postpartum We should have both went and got counseling together and try to fix it, but we didn't and um Yeah, that's my answer Yeah, I think once we got to a certain point we wouldn't try to hear each other out at all You believe that answer I'm here to listen and I think a lot of these questions will Also be something that we really haven't talked about before. Okay Second question. Did you think we would get married? Um Me personally, I don't date for any other reason but to get married There's no other point if I'm dating you I'm letting you in my life fully Because I don't think me you know, I don't think so before you I hadn't had a girlfriend for Four or five years because that's just not something I do. I don't share my feelings. So yes Yes, the answer is yes. Do you think that we would have gotten married? Yeah, I wanted to be married with you at the time. I thought that you were going to be my husband Um Yeah I believe it. I got that kind of effect Your ass Uh, would y'all ever get back together? I'll answer first um all right, so Here's my thing. I've always wanted to so when I have a child when I had my first child I always said to myself like I want to be with one baby mama One baby mama. I want to have one baby mother I wanted to have all my kids and I want to stay with her. I told you that too So this is nothing new to anybody and that's how it should be but if it happens to not be that way, okay, cool But so with that being said, I'm always open to it But there still has to be a lot of my touring happening There has to be like real life talks And um boundaries boundaries and so basically I'm just no Yeah, so so but that being said I am open to it But it's I mean, it's not like it's not on the front of my mind But if it was to go like I'd be fine As long as the stuff has worked out where it needs to be worked out I'm not just going to push everything back to the back. It needs to be all talked about back to the back Thank you. Thank you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry Um Do you think that we would ever get back together? um It would be very it would have to be a lot of work a lot of I'm still healing from our relationship So there would be Blame game But yeah, it's just I would have to Really do some healing from What we went through in order for that to happen Yes I don't think you answered yes or no That was like a buzzer There's this I don't have you have if you go through all that healing and blah blah blah day So the answer is maybe it's a clear cut question. It's a yes or no question I don't think maybe shit. I don't I don't know. I don't know Well, I don't know either now I don't know either now. All right. So whatever next question No, first of all, I think the answer is capsule. Yeah She never fully answered the question but I already know the answer is yes Do you ever miss each other? um I think I missed the comfort of having somebody next to me all the time Where I could be like in our mind is on the same thing Like, you know, I'm saying like watching certain shows and I see it now. It's like Oh man, we watched that show together didn't we? That's cool um But yeah, that's my answer. Yeah, my answer is I I definitely miss you sometimes um I agree like it's the comfort but also um The bond that we had That's a good answer That's a good answer champ He's a good answer champ What was your favorite thing about me? Yeah So my favorite thing about you was that or is that You have a great aura Like people um Love you They come to you. They you're um, they're attracted to you. However, you don't let Everybody in So I really really like that Okay, and I am same question. Uh, no, I believe that's a I don't have to drink Staying sober is the way to be. Um, my answer is um, my favorite thing is about one another Um, I just like the goofiness in you, you know what I'm saying a lot I don't think females are funny. First of all, let's get that out of the way Uh, but I laughed a lot of her corny shirt and it was genuinely funny to me. Um And she like she's comfortable within her own skin I like that and she went for what she wanted, you know, I'm saying she wanted me she went for it That's why we're together. I like that. Yeah, sometimes females just try to like see cute women They don't want to like do nothing or move and I'm like, you're like, listen up Have fun. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Uh, what's your least favorite thing about me? Uh, your anger Yeah my least favorite thing about you is um When you party you go too hard. You don't know when to stop so like I mean y'all can try y'all on conclusions to that. I don't want to go too deep into it. That's my answer valid valid What's your favorite memory? I honestly my favorite memory, um, I would have to say Having our daughter the biggest memory, you know what I'm saying? So that's my favorite memory. I was I was turned up the night before I was gonna say that as you didn't say I woke up. She was on corner of the bed talking about some hoax. I think I'm sleeping till late for her I was like, ah today you sure? Like right now So, uh, I just remember getting up that morning, you know, feeling like a sense of I'm having a immediately feeling like a sense of meaning in life You know what I'm saying? Growing up in Chicago like we're growing up where we grew up. It's like What's the meaning right now? What was the purpose? We'll party party party now, but once Labor hit I knew like My meaning was to my daughter. You know what I'm saying? You know, but the delivery was disgusting when I let that do you know, that was nasty Don't want to relive that Anyway, what was your favorite? Well, it's really hard for me to beat that one. Good. Well, I'm not trying to we're not a competition But I like that answer I really do. Um, I would say Favorite memory Probably like the first Valentine's Day we had And I I got a new dress and I was all cute. You can't you got me flowers That was the first time you got flowers That was the first time you got me flowers. Got oh, okay What is the key to co-parenting our journey and co-parenting wouldn't be our key What's our key? First Right now Our key to co-parenting is Being Being there being responsible Um Supporting also being there for each other wherever we're lacking That's a that's a good answer. Look because my answer is uh What is the key to co-parenting? I personally think communication is one of the biggest keys And then um holding yourself Responsibly responsible Not trying to put everything on the other person Playing your role exactly how it was talked about being quaint. Yeah, I think we have a you're a great father I don't know if I tell you enough Thank you. I should tell you more but you're a great father. I appreciate it You're not a good good baby mama too. Like baby Mother thank you No, baby mother because like because when I look at you it's like, okay, that's the mother of my child You know, there's there's there's men out here going through hell with that. Yeah And there's women out here Their baby that is absent. Yeah. Yeah, and thank god. We never had we never that was never an issue Would either one of us like I was raised with no father. I think she was Barely. Yeah, so it's like no I can't do that What do you wish you did differently in our relationship? um So I think you met me at a crazy time my life was you know, I was doing what I was doing I probably wish I was more There for you on the emotional side Because me myself I'm not that good with emotions and I can be very dismissive and very like Okay, whatever type, you know, I'm saying but now that I have a my daughter like I have to Be there for her emotions. So I'm getting better So it's like, hey, maybe I probably more Emotionally a lot of things wouldn't have played out the way they played out The one thing that I wish I did differently in the relationship is um, maybe communicate with you more about um Things that I would be upset about because I kind of did that Indirect You have to guess it type shit So Yeah, um, I think there's more to that answer. So I'm not that's not cap what she's saying, but there's more so I'm gonna take a drink It's a little bit deeper, but you know This is Go ahead Yeah Question number 10, it's the last question. Do you think you'll find anyone else in the caliber? Person that I am probably not And that's the answer just clear cut like that. All right, cool Answer is uh You got a lot of different things that go into who you are Certain things about you I can find in somebody else just like you can find in somebody else with me But but there's certain specific things Of course, right? That's what makes me me. Thank you. Uh, absolutely not. All right. All right. Y'all know what y'all know I mean, this is the end of this um in my instagram Got them. So how do you feel about what just happened just now? I looked it. I felt like there was a A bit of communication that we haven't had before and It makes me happy. So how do you feel about what just happened? Oh I think it took me a lot comfort zone Um, I think it was good though. We had to be entered. I feel like it was close some closure That wasn't quite there before and how it's there now Um, and it's cool, you know That's all I have Shout out to the uh To the uh first responders man hit that like button man. Y'all know what to do man Tell a little like comment subscribe to her be post notification bells. I'm just you know Don't know what I can man Just exploring I'm gone