 in the previous episode. You don't get any easier. If anything, it actually gets harder. They pass. You just keep going because you have to. They could be a couple of months old, maybe. Absolutely stunned and amazed at how this is actually legal. Okay, so I can actually see the production line through the window. They're dragging animals by their leg. They probably have already been killed. They're skinned. I can see their tails dangling. They're getting moved along this big conveyor belt. So I can see a leg of hoof pulled across as workers there. They're just processing these animals. They're still warm. The animals' bodies are still warm and they're fogging up the windows. Dairy calves. Cows. Beef cattle. One year old, 18 months old, just whole families being butchered and massacred in there. Something out of a horror story. Doesn't even do it justice. Blood and guts and feces. And, you know, these workers are so conditioned to the highest level of violence. Like, they think it's normal. They've been highly, highly conditioned to something that shouldn't even exist in society as it stands. And I can just only imagine what their dreams are filled with. The screams of these dairy calves. The look in the dairy calf's eyes before they captive-bolt pistol them in the skull. I mean, what does that do to a person working in somewhere like that? There's a fire inside your heart. Let it light up the world. The most powerful form of activism I've ever done, by none, it's really motivated me and inspired me. The forces behind what I do online is bearing witness. I've bought witness inside slaughterhouses while they're decapitating animals outside of slaughterhouses in dairy farms when they're taking calves away from mothers and it gives you a level of reality to what's going on. Even if you are vegan and you think you understand what's going on, you have a deeper knowing when you're out the front of these places and vegans come out the front of these places, bear witness and turn into lifetime activists after that. They're never the same. One of my main regrets from my past is like eating so many beings, like innocent beings, paying for them to be killed and putting their bodies inside of my body. It's something that deeply disturbs me every day. Whenever I think about it, just how many corpses I had inside of my stomach and I was responsible for their death. It's just hard man. Hard to think about. My message to the world is that you know, I was just saying before that one of my deepest regrets was my responsibility for putting these animals in these slaughterhouses and for my body being a graveyard for their corpses and it's something that disturbs me every single day. The day I realised that I have complete power in what happens to these animals was one of the best days of my life because it gave me purpose and people can point outside of themselves outside of the country and go there's starving children over there there's war going on over here this is something we have direct control over in your own neighbourhood. You can boycott these industries and persuade others to do the same and make you real impact so that would be my message It's murder man. Horrible. Thank you so much for coming out so early in the cold to be here with the animals I know that it's a lot of people's first time here you might have been vegan for a little while now but never been to a slaughterhouse and witnessed the terrified vulnerable innocent animals before they make their way in there to meet their demise it's a true nightmare and it can be hard to come to terms with I still am in disbelief but what can help you deal with this is by actively trying to stop it otherwise you'll have a feeling of helplessness you don't want to feel helpless that is not good for the animals and not good for your inner peace channeling the emotions you have now into your activism be more productive effective stay positive and focused don't forget the victims and keep fighting it's important we have perspective as hard as it is for us imagine how hard it is for them ok so that was a very eventful vigil there was many people there which was very inspiring it was also very freezing cold and heaps sad little baby calves that was terrible you could see what was happening inside the slaughterhouse which was very disturbing but I'm glad so many new people were there first time at a vigil it's just a intense experience that I think every vegan should have at least once yeah so we're in between the vigil and the workshop now it's freezing cold we just try to get some get some warmth and we need to keep space between events so that we can sustain this because this is a very very intense tour it can compound the effect the stress can compound witnessing what's going on with the animals can compound we're actually not well as well travelling meeting so many people you know it's a very intense situation also I miss Laura heaps yeah that's it big big corporations putting on vegan options now do they care about animals they don't care about animals they care about money the reason they're putting on vegan options is because the demand is increasing how does demand for vegan options increase there are more vegans many many more vegans okay vegans because we all sat there and went I'm not going to say nothing about this no a massive activism movement has started huge online activism movement we're all working together and it is working so never lose hope never lose hope oh yeah okay okay come on yeah we'll try we've got a bit to go so of the tour I say it's really important yeah I hope it inspired some people and inspired some activists thank you thank you so much thank you so much so inspiring really good to hear it gives me a lot of motivation even more motivation then you already have to work and keep fighting for it you know what that was really intense and I feel like it was a good interaction with everyone and I did a good speech and I was tired and sick and turned out well one of the best you think best so far oh thanks that's what it's all about man hey like you can like he will be a different person and I mean he'll be inspired forever now yeah it's a good guy man and like getting hugs like that you just feel like it's all worth it hey alright let's pack the camera up, get some food and go to Paris oh yeah talk to me broccoli let's get broccoli, quinoa and a tofu burger oh god stuck stuck that what are you seeing right now quinoa, that's what I'm seeing this pickle cabbage is really good maybe a few gherkin oh beans only one piece so we're just on the train to Paris from Zurich and we've got some, this is just some Mexican beans this is some quinoa we've been liking this, this is pickled cabbage and this is our little gherkins here we've got some tofu smoked tofu and broccoli this is broccoli it's so delicious right now, you have no idea we also have yeast flakes a little bit of sauce just on the side here I'm going to enjoy this and then do some editing and see you in Paris it doesn't make sense for a compassionate god to have a slaughterhouse it makes no sense meat but the slaughterhouse footage should leave a bad taste in their mouth and the vegan cheese should leave a good taste in their mouth the french activist is so passionate so perspective is a powerful, powerful tool you should utilise to deal with those nerves which I have throughout my whole activism journey perspective seeing animals be butchered in slaughterhouses gives me perspective because no matter how hard it gets for me on tour no matter how much people have given me hell it's a roller coaster but I always have that in the back of my mind I always do and it helps me so much