 Shut up, Bobby, please. All right, guys, welcome back to the channel. If you're new, my name is Bobby, guys, it is time yet again to critique my past vegan self. Yes, often I read in my comment section, Bobby, why are you so mean? Why do you attack the vegans? Why do you bully the vegans? Guys, today I'm going to bully myself. I'm going to unleash my wrath upon myself. Let's do this. Bobby's raw vegan perspective. Yep, that was the original name. Hmm, there he is. Bold bearded guy. That is Kofi Phi. Good morning, YouTube. My name is Bobby. And right now I am in Thailand on the beautiful island. Kofi Phi. True, as you can see in the background, I have to play around with my phone because the lighting is kind of brutal. I hope you guys can see it. Anyways, this is my first video ever for YouTube and I want to make a quick channel introduction, so to speak. OK, let me cut you off right there, Bobby. First and foremost, we have to say I'm looking pretty rough. I think I look at least 10 years older than now. You can see there was no collagen left in my face at the time. I was on a spiritual pursuit. I was on the pursuit of truth. I wanted to understand what reality is. And this is why I dived into raw veganism. But you can clearly see that it truly is the doctrine of the devils. You can see that it was eating away my flesh. It was a destructive cult. So what is this channel going to be about? Mainly, it's going to be about veganism. Mainly, in my case, it is raw veganism. It's going to be about traveling as well, full of energy out, sport in general. It's going to be about a healthy lifestyle, a healthy, sustainable lifestyle. Yeah, turns out not sustainable after all, Bobby. And it's going to be about spirituality as well. So in my case, this is mainly tripping out on mushrooms. Still is. But anyways, so I hope you enjoy it. Are the wrinkles in the eye area. They are so deep, really brutal. Everything was just sunken in. My whole face was collapsing, really, really sad. And I hope you bear with me because I've been traveling for the last two years. And all I have. Literally is this phone, which is an HTC Desire 530. So nothing fancy. It is very, very basic. Yes, so on that note, guys, if you're contemplating, if you want to open up a YouTube channel and you don't know how back then I started my YouTube channel with my phone and I didn't take the video footage and edit it on my computer. I didn't have a computer, so I downloaded a video editing app and I paid five bucks for it, something on those lines. I think the name was a video cut pro, something like that. And I edited the videos on my phone. This is how I started Bobby's perspective. And this is how I ran Bobby's perspective for at least one and a half years or so. So there are absolutely no excuses if you want to start a YouTube channel. So therefore this YouTube channel is not going to look too polished. Still doesn't want to fancy. It's going to be very, very. Now I remind myself of raw bliss. Simple. So I hope you don't mind. OK, guys, other than that, I have to say that this channel is going to be super, super spontaneous. It is my first time recording for YouTube. So actually, I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I'm just going to record myself whilst traveling, whilst working out, as I said before, whilst eating. And this is how I'm just going to get it started and make it up from there. Fair enough. If you have any ideas, it is much appreciated. So just post down below as everybody keeps saying, right, add your comments down below and let me know what you guys are. It's really cute to watch this. I was so innocent thinking so, yeah, we can go from there and create this channel. So the reason why I'm making this channel up in the first place is that I was searching myself for raw vegan guys to get inspiration. I was searching for raw vegan guys. Well, that came out wrong. That was the main reason, to be honest. And I couldn't find anybody. The raw vegan channels are fully raw Christina and Ravana was her name, I think. Not vegan any longer. So they really weren't any guys I could find that are fully raw and for a good reason are working out whilst doing that, living for a good reason as well. Active lifestyle, performing, you know, and there. Do I need to say any more? I thought, all right, let's put out a video. So the guys see that, hey, raw veganism is for men also. It's not just for girls. It's not for anybody. See that it actually works and it works super, super well. Shut up, Bobby. Please, it works super, super well. This is this obnoxious attitude. And I'm still trying to figure out where it originates from. You see it in vegans and raw vegans alike. They do the diet for a couple of months tops. And then they are fully convinced that it is the best way to go. I was a bodybuilder prior to raw veganism. I lost a ton of weight during raw veganism. Well, I kept some muscle and therefore I was convinced raw veganism works. It works super well from a guy called John Rose. Johnny Boy, I'm going to post his YouTube channel in the description below because I really have to thank this dude. Thank you. I watched his channel on juice fasting or juice feasting, as he likes to call it. And funny guy, you have to check out his YouTube video. He is a funny guy, indeed. For real, he's a YouTube channel, rather. And yeah, he's fully raw since 20 years or longer. He's 64. He inspired me. But I thought, you know what? In our age group, I'm in my late 20s and I'm approaching 30. In my 30s, I feel more vibrant and younger than in my late 20s. Video channel for us and let's inspire each other. All right, guys, enough said. Yes, enough said. I have to add here, all my intentions were pure. All my intentions were good, but we all know the road to hell is paved with good intentions. I really wanted to do well for my own health, for the planet, for the animals, for everything. I really believed this doctrine. But as I said, veganism is the doctrine of devils. And therefore it does not matter if my intentions were good or not. Now, please enjoy the video and I'll try again. Apologies for my bad video quality. It's all right, especially the sound quality, because it's just my phone that I have on me. I still hope that you guys have fun and I wish you all the best. So strange, I see so much insecurity in me. And of course, you could say, yeah, well, it is your first YouTube video. Of course, you're going to be a little bit insecure. But honestly, guys, prior to veganism, I had no insecurity in me whatsoever. I was somewhat of an arrogant prick to be fair. But still, there was no insecurity, no second guessing. And when I went vegan, I became so insecure, so apologetic, so scared of everything. I apologize 10 times because of my video quality. Meanwhile, it's not even that bad. That is the vegan mental illness. Much love and peace. This is how that originated. Jungle gym in Bangkok, Thailand. Highly recommended, really cool spot. Yeah, one rep max. Also thin, look at my legs. And it hurts watching this. I know that I destroyed my body, working out whilst raw veganism and whilst veganism, it was absolutely terrible. In this state, you want to rest if you truly believe into the detoxification methods of raw veganism, well, so be it. But you should rest while practicing it. If you are detoxing, if you are malnourishing yourself, you definitely shouldn't exercise and break down body tissue that has to be rebuilt. You have no building blocks as a raw vegan and as a vegan, you barely do as well. I was so weak. It was terrible. And I was justifying it. I was detoxing. Everything was fine. Look at me. I look like a troll. I cut myself. Yeah, well, this must be one of the better shots. You can see me from the side, from the side. Everything looks a little bit bigger. Anyways, what you can truly see here is a lot of definition. I was shredded, but none of this muscle has been built as a raw vegan. None of this muscle has been built as a vegan. I built all my muscle prior to that on a meat based diet. Now I was deteriorating and I was clinging onto a little bit of muscle with, of course, a lot of definition because I burned my body fat. And this is the result. And now I have to apologize to everybody that I have misled. I have to apologize and I have to give you my sincere sorry. Back in those days, I was deluded and I was following the wrong path. I wanted to show that people can build muscle without eating animals, which is, of course, complete garbage, complete nonsense. I was deluded myself, the blind leading the blind. I was lying to myself believing that I am this raw vegan muscle guy. Meanwhile, I was raw vegan for a couple of months here and I felt this urge to express this message with the world. Again, apologies. Not much left at all. Wow, look at me. Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay. Oof, not healthy, not healthy, Bobby. It's short. See, and this is what people see on YouTube then. They see this body and let's be honest. It doesn't look that bad, right? Some people work for such a physique. I understand that, but people have to emphasize I build my muscles prior to this. So this is me. It may be 40 percent of the muscles left that I had prior to veganism. I was latching onto them. I was clinging onto my last amount of muscle. This is not built by plants. Yep. The whole frame was built through bodybuilding years and years on end of workouts. Nothing to do with raw veganism at all. The only thing that has to do with raw veganism is the definition. That's all. This is sad. I just destroyed my body. Congrats, Bobby. And that is the epic shot. Must be the best positioning camera slightly in this angle from above. It definitely looks bigger than I was. I was waiting maybe 60 kilos at this point. And that was my peak form as a raw vegan. It only went downhill from here. Once the adipose tissue, the fatty tissue is gone, man, you will burn through your muscle. So I was even skinnier after this. Yes. Bobby, why? It really breaks my heart seeing myself like this. I was misled. And what I was experiencing here was starvation hysteria. That is what you feel when you burn through your own body. It is a sort of cannibalism. You were young and you destroyed yourself. Bobby, thanks. Just finished the workout. No face left in the gym. And my beard quality was so dry in the park. Well, as you can see, it's absolutely beautiful. It's rain season at the moment, so we don't have too much sunshine. But still, compared to back home, it's absolutely phenomenal. So yeah, just killed chest, biceps, just killed yourself. Yeah, so now we're going to go and start the day of eating. I'm fasting every day, so it's going to be a full day of raw vegan eating. But it's a little bit different compared to a lot of videos that you might have seen before because I practice fasting and it's not necessarily intermittent fasting where you fast 16 hours and then you eat for eight. It's OK, the memory card just got full. All right, so as I said, I'm going to have one or two meals a day. Although now that I'm traveling, I'm kind of flexible with that. And so therefore what you see is that I basically just start eating after a 20 to 24 hour fast. And then I start eating juices, rather drink food juices or have fresh fruit. Durian is my absolute favorite and the local bananas are beautiful, too. So you're going to see how I eat today. So no further ado, let's get straight to it. Straight to it. I was raw, bullies, this is where he got the inspiration from. Is this a human? Look at this, look at the wrinkles, look at the beard. Everything is dried out. I looked absolutely terrible. Yes, it's detox. No, it's not. It is human suffering. It is starvation. I was starving myself every single day and I already hear the vegans. Yes, that's raw veganism. Nobody tells you to eat only one meal a day. Guys, after this period, I did the whole food plan base diet. And in the near future, we will do video critiques of those videos as well. Where I was eating five, six whole food plan based meals per day. Nothing works. Nothing is sustainable. This is not a human diet. Peace out. Casual app shot. I was so addicted to durian. It's the only thing that has that. I still love it, I have to say durian is amazing. Six p.m. And it's finally time to break the fast. As usual, I like to break my fast with something liquid. So here we go. It's going to be the coconut. Oh, my God, this is delicious. All the Thai fruits are heavily sprayed. You're consuming so many chemicals on this Thai fruitarian diet. And after that, I'm going to have some bananas. They're not as ripe as I like them to be, gave me terrible digestion. But still still OK, still did it, though. And my absolute favorite since I arrived in Thailand. I look so tired, durian. Shout out to durian rider. Shout out durian rider. I bought a whole bag. So this is my absolute favorite food. And that's yeah, that's the first meal of the day. Sounds good, man. So what do we got there? We have a stack of bananas, we have durian, we have the coconut. I was eating the coconut fat as well. So approximately, I would guess one hundred fifty carbs and round about 30 to 40 grams of fat. Of course, no DHA, EPA, no good omega three profile, no quality protein whatsoever. Absolute terrible choice, Bobby. The sound is gone. Why? I think I got a copyright strike here and I had to remove the sound. Oh, well, enjoy my facial expressions, my durian gasm. Yes, the wrinkles. I look like I'm going to pass out any time soon. Terrible, no tricks. Bobby Brate, why? Yeah, not me. I absolutely love this thing. It's crazy. You have to try it when you're in Bangkok. I'm tired for that matter. I agree. Buy some durian, buy some durian, guys, for real. For real, buy some meat as well while they're at it. Yeah, that's what I was doing. I was walking around and eating fruits. Very confused lifestyle. Don't get me wrong, I had a good time back then. It was pretty amazing to find something new. The novelty was intriguing and being in Thailand under the sun, feeling like a monkey, the overall experience was a net positive. Unfortunately, what happened afterwards, the deterioration was not as welcomed. Eating bananas in the dark. Fantastic. OK, the sound is completely off. I don't know what is going on. No durians allowed. Yes, I don't understand it to this very day. That is Kaosan Road in Thailand, a very touristy spot. I love Thailand. Seeing this is beautiful. I have to say, aside from the whole Fraterianism dogma, people are so nice. Always catering to the crazy pharangs. Enough, enough, no cutting. I want to bite into it like a monkey. I'm sure it was so bushy. Here, you can see the reality of things. So if there is no good lighting, if there is no pump going on, you can see that my arms were rather thin. I was a very skinny dude. Of course, with the pump and with a lot of definition, you will look better. But that is not the reality of things. And the sound is gone again. Lost four words. Yes, I truly was because my body recognized calories at that point. Sugar, some plant fats. It felt good. Yep, that girl didn't like the durian at all. She almost puked. I still don't get it. I don't understand why people don't like durian. That is my favorite fruit. Yeah, you can see on her face she loves it. I said more for me here. I remember that. Yep, you can see it here as well. Very skinny, dude. Very skinny. Did you get that? I said cooked food is shit. Get some durian. I was so convinced. So certain. Sad, sad, sad. It was definitely one of the harder videos to react to. Some more sugar. Fantastic. Delicious. Very tasty. More sugar. Yeah, again. Just totally addicted. Just cucumbers. Maybe just to get a couple of greens and whilst traveling to get your amount of greens. It's kind of tricky in Thailand. It's very, very, very fruit based, which isn't bad. But still have to keep up with the greens. Exactly. So the point of the story here is that I wasn't fully fruitarian all the year around. I was a raw vegan. I was eating humongous salads as well. And periodically I would go through fruitarianism, such as in Thailand. So this is my total food here. 500 grams, which is half a kilogram of durian, 20 baby bananas, one coconut, one smoothie, one juice, four cucumbers. And that is all Bobby says. So to sum it up, it is simply all sugars with a little bit of plant oils. There is absolutely no sustenance in this day of eating. All right, guys, but the video is long enough. If you enjoyed it, leave it a quick thumbs up. It helps a lot. Let me know in the comments section what you think. It was quite saddening for me to watch this what I eat in a day. Video by yours truly. When I reacted to my other vegan video where I was whole food plant based, I was cringing a lot. But looking at this, I just got sad that I was following the path of destruction. This is why I have so much compassion in my heart. When I see people like Rob Bliss or other fruitarians, raw vegans that are truly suffering and they simply do not see it. They are brainwashed. They are demonically possessed. It is really, really sad. All right, guys, but this is it for today. If you want to support the channel, all the links are in the description box below. If you want raw grass-fed liver, but you cannot stand the taste, grassland nutrition has the solution. 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