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Published on May 6, 2013

This video was uploaded as a way for me to share my thoughts and feelings on the subject of bullying and specifically on how people use sexuality to bully people. The point was to just talk about how I was feeling, and not necessarily because I was being bullied, but because I could see it happening around me as well.

This was two years ago, and back then I had 100 subscribers, and maybe got 50 views on a video, so, no, I didn't do this for fame. Talking to a camera was a way for me to release my thoughts, and everyone has different ways to do so. Some people post on Facebook, some people call on the phone or have a conversation with others.

Some updates:

(1) Yes, I know that the word "Gay" can also mean happy, but I also know that in these bullying situations, it is not being used as the word happy, it is being used in the context of homosexuality, cause let's be real here: who would bully someone with the word "happy"??

(2) Yes, my room is messy, but I don't see why that matters. And it's still messy (just a little bit better).

(3) Yes, I've privated all of my other videos and left this one up. Why? Because I'm a different person now, much different then I was two years ago. I'm more private now, I don't wish to have such a large media presence, and to be honest with you.. I'm dislike the videos I was putting up before. But they were baby steps, and you don't mess with your baby steps.

But I have left this video up, as I feel that there is the smallest chance or possibility that someone will see it, and be inspired or have courage to stand up to their bullies.


March 2015.


i didnt do this for fame, i did this to get my opinion out there, and i honestly never expected more than 100 views on this, i didnt know it would explode. and i didnt do this for compliments, neither did i do this for fame. im not living in my own world, i just wanted to put a stop to this. i never actually thought that anything would come of me, sitting infront of my camera, talking for a little while. please, i knew hate would come, and it's fine, im strong and my friends are here for me. i love them and no matter what you say, it will not faze me!

getting annoyed. dedicated to one of my closest friends, i luv u no matter who or what you are. stay flawless bby. xoxox


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