 Good morning, I hope you're well or good afternoon or good evening whenever you're watching this. Today is Monday the 11th of April, the time is 12.15 and I'm going to go to the gym. I woke up about an hour ago. My shift today in A&E is from 3 in the afternoon until midnight, which I kind of love. It means you get a lie in, it means that you can wake up and then go to the gym and then come back and have lunch and then go to work. I don't mind finishing at midnight because to be honest, if I want to go out at midnight, I'd still have friends who are out if I'm being chill. If I'm being honest, I'd not even out out but chilling out. I like the shift and it's like a Monday and Tuesday. If it was a Friday or a Saturday, maybe you'll be less of an ideal shift, but I like this one. Look who's here. Hello everyone! She's last month's mom, she's steaming. My dad's jumper for him. Our house is so messy right now because basically we've had like all of this that's been repainted. I don't know if you guys can tell from the camera, but we repainted the whole of the ground floor and then we're starting upstairs now, so Sol's room is done and then we're like basically refurbishing it slowly, gently, but it's been, we've been living in this house for literally 20 years. We moved in in 2002, so it was time that it got a little kiss of love. So the house is really messy, but anyway, I'm going to go to the gym now. You guys are coming with me and then we're going to come back and eat and get ready and shower for my shift. I do not know what was up with me today, but in the end on that stair master I actually could not breathe. I did my 10 minutes that I always do, but it wiped me out and it really wiped me out. Anyway, I did, I basically did strength training today. So I did resistance band circuit for three rounds, about four exercises, 15 reps each. And then I did my abs circuit and then I did 10 minutes of skipping interval. So I'd wait till my heart rate really got up and I could feel it because it hurt my chest. Then I would stop, wait for my heart rate to come back down and then I'd skip again and I'd do that for 10 minutes. And then I ended with 10 minutes on the stair master. So overall I worked out just under an hour. I have to rush back home, eat, shower and then get to work. I feel like tomorrow when I'm on the same shift, I'm going to come to the gym an hour earlier just so that everything afterwards isn't so rushed. But you know when you're head, like when it's the first time you want to adjust into a rotor, it has to make how much time you have. Oh my god, it sounds like I've put so much time. But I don't. Anyway, let's drive home. And this weather today, I just, I can't cope. It's so beautiful. It's 18 degrees. Wow. This is the April heat wave we've been waiting for, guys. So my mum made fish yesterday last night for dinner and we had one left. So I'm having that now with some coconut rice. It's the basmati pouches and it's actually really nice. I think it's coconut and jasmine or just coconut or just jasmine. I don't know. To be honest, it's really nice. It's the blue packet and she's made salad Shirazi. I'm going to take half of this with me to work and the other half I am going to eat now. I didn't get a chance to change because the food was already ready when I got home. So I'm just like screw it. I'm going to eat now and then I'm going to change. Well, shower, change, get ready for work. But I've literally got 15 minutes to do all of this. So I'm just going to have a shower now and then do a hair wash tonight instead of now. So just wash my body now. Morning. It's day two of this week, a.k.a. Tuesday. And I broke up earlier to go to a gym and I'm wearing this Burnt T-shirt. I've just got this denim jacket on top because the weather is so good in London right now and no makeup on and my hair is so greasy. I've slicked it back. So I woke up earlier so that I can, I actually listen to my own advice. So that I could go to the gym, come back and shower, wash my hair and make my food. My family have some Chenje kabob, which is like lamb fillet kabob, left over from yesterday. And my mum makes like fresh salad every day. So I'm going to take that for my dinner at work and I'm going to make something today. Last night in bed I was just watching Korean YouTube and like the Korean YouTubers I watched they all just like show what they eat and oh my god it just makes me so hungry. Like I'm sitting there in bed at like 2 a.m. thinking oh I would love some ramen but obviously like I don't do it even though I'd love to do it. And they're also slender even though like they eat like really, honestly if I were there I would be like obese. So yeah they get away with it luckily. Jeans, some people's jeans honestly. So anyway let's hit the gym. Someone said in my last video by the way your teeth look so straight and it just made me so happy yay. Night in bed is a lie and I think that's four weeks to go. Doctor S dentistry. Genuinely look at that. How straight is that and even from the top. Now you can never say you didn't see inside Persian bunny's mouth. If any of you guys were thinking that. Anyway I'm really chatting rubbish now let's go it's 12 o'clock. So I went to the gym and bumped into my friend Andrea. We like made friends in the gym so we're gym friends if you'd call it that. But anyway she had just started her legs and like leg training session and she's incredible in the gym. I think she's training to be a PT and she was like do you want to train with me and I was like incredible. So I've just had the most amazing like leg day session I feel like my legs feel like jelly and yeah I was like legs and butt and it was really really good. I just feel like you know when you train with someone like I hadn't had a PT like professional training session in like two years, three years and I just feel like you know when you feel like you were doing it all wrong that's exactly what I feel like. But yeah I'm going to go home now shower, eat something head off to another shift in A&E. I'm so late but I've basically made this chicken this is what it looks like it's like a seasoned jack chicken and I'm eating while standing up I guess you need to run washing my hands takes a long this way up earlier on these shifts it's boiling because it's just come out of the oven now it's on fire because it's spicy and boiling. I don't even know what to do I didn't even have a choice Oolala so start Lipis come to join Saina has shoulder pads for days shoulder pads from the 90s I know you know I only realised it has shoulder pads once I wore it after I bought it literally I was like oh but I like it it's 7.10am I'm off to a Pilates class before my day at the clinic I need to run but I'm going to try and film it for you so this is my second week doing Pilates this week we've done two gym workouts one Pilates I've eaten like relatively healthy as well so I am feeling better in myself I'm not like restricting myself last night you guys saw for dinner me and Sol split and had a bit of fries with it so I am being healthy but I am not restricting myself so it's pretty more just about feeling good about myself, feeling stronger and making just these healthy little steps for me. Good morning this spot is actually an inconvenience it is Wednesday morning I haven't picked up the camera since last week and I feel like I have a valid reason I have been working for today will be 10 days straight and my next day will be Friday so that will be 12 days straight or like 13 days straight anyway whatever it is I'm usually fine with that the problem is that I had nights on the weekend so whilst everyone was enjoying the bank holiday weekend and the sun I was working nights so it was really hard for me to pick up the camera to film because I was just working non stop in A&E so when I got home like I was sleeping and there was just no content for you guys I'm sorry but yeah today I've got a normal shift and in the morning I have self development time so I've just been on my laptop doing a lot of like the stuff of my portfolio that is coming up so I've just been sorting that out and now I'm going to have some breakfast I have worked from 12.30 to 5 usually the shift is from 8 to 5 but obviously because I have the self development time I start at 12.30 which is lovely so yeah I just woke up done this stuff gonna have some breakfast, get ready to go to work and yeah come have some breakfast with me so oh my god my hay fever is so bad like my ears itching, my nose is running not cute look but anyway here's my breakfast with avocado and fried like scrambled not fried it's scrambled egg whites and then I made myself an ice latte I love these Starbucks cups I don't know why I'm so obsessed but I don't want my family members to keep losing the straws so this is one straw that I have from another one and then the other ones that are like missing it's lid I don't know so this is just like a weird one that you can't buy the combination of but like I think the original came with a multicoloured like a really cool straw it matches the sunshine the strength so I'm just in central had a clinic day and then just come to do some shopping I the Louboutin Mag is at mine it's Sinas but I'll ask her to show you what it is that she got and I collected it for her and then I got a bunch of stuff from Zara so I'm gonna do a little haul for you when I get home so I've just got home and I've changed for the gym also remember my last vlog where I was telling you guys I'm taking my health a lot more seriously I've actually been doing that and I'm very proud of myself come I'm sick my mum wants to see what I got from Zara I said I would show both of you guys at the same time hello yeah but I have been taking my health really seriously mum haven't I I've been eating a lot healthier like literally yesterday was the best time I had something a bit naughty and I had chocolate a little bit but I feel like even a little bit of chocolate in moderation is fine if you want some chocolate so okay so mum you're gonna love this you know have the corset top for this yes so hold it like this hold it okay it goes matching with this my mum she's my mum she's my mum she's my mum my mum loved matching sets when she was my age maybe when you were younger than me now because when you were my age you got married still I was your age as well anytime but I feel like your fashion must have changed when you became a mum oh no never no never ever you can see I'm still wearing I'm still in the clothes but like you're not like you're more like cute you're you're more cute style you're not sexy like whoa okay next I got a lot of tops because I felt like I need more tops I have enough tops of this I love it I'm going back for myself one size bigger and then look at the back of this top it's open oh wow oh my god I love this it's really nice perfect and then this one I just thought I don't have enough long dresses and I love long dresses and it's very suit you so basically the other night Sol and I decided to book a trip to Monaco because I'm off for a long weekend so we're going not next weekend the weekend after so some of these stuff I could even keep and wear weight to wear in Monaco it ties in the side so it gives you like a nice waist but it's just very comfortable you know if you want to wear this with sandals no are you sure yeah I think Monaco will be like 24 degrees maximum hmm my mom and dad are going to Bodgeron because we booked it for mother's day and father's day so we did it joint in between the two dates so they are going to Bodgeron as our gift to them anyway next up these shorts do you not think it's too short this is what I wanted to wear tonight maybe this is perfect some of the clothes you have to try on I'll try on and we'll see tonight but this is the matching top for us it's beautiful of course the top is like this and the shorts go like that matching this color is so cute and it's pretty soft and it's good for like London it's knitwear but it still is soft next up is this top this is so pretty I just thought with jeans it's very comfortable and pretty and I just like all the colors of everything that I've chosen very nice then we have yeah to be fair it didn't have a lot but I feel like I picked up everything that was good then I've got this one I got this one with a very beautiful bra underneath and a black leather skirt or any no black and it's a match with your white skirt jeans asmr I need to try you will see okay and then last top is this one that's lovely cute bandou I got all of these items in a size small I'm gonna go to the gym now tonight I'm going to Bagatelle I'm going with my three of my really close friends Amelia and Nabia who I work with who you guys saw in my last vlog they threw me a little surprise birthday party and also my angel girl Natalie she's a very good friend of mine we actually met on the plane to Ibiza last summer and we just hit it off and we've been so close since but they've never actually Amelia's met Natalie before but Nabia hasn't but I just know that we'll have such a blast like we're gonna have such a good time we're gonna go dinner and dance and that's all they really want I've been working for 12 13 days straight and in the middle of those 13 days there was some night shifts so honestly I feel like I don't mind working every day I feel like it keeps me motivated but the night shifts in the middle of it I think was just the bit where I was just like this is just too much you like this girl so yeah I'm looking forward to a break anyway let's hit the gym we got this this is the outfit that I'm wearing by the way these gym leggings are bow and tee this is a very old Forever 21 bra and this is a pretty little thing that is part of a set and no I don't have apps it's just the lighting some of you guys are gonna stay but yeah I need to go home I've shopped my content I need to go home and edit my vlog, look at me with chopsticks and my mum is going out to lunch with Zyna that's fine I said I don't want in the car I'm having wasabi and I got like this bigger set because I was like my mum needs to have at least one baby no honestly I want to go out again I was like we need to share at least a bit together what I love from wasabi are these Onigiri so I had a best friend in primary school who was Japanese her name is Remi she moved to Japan when we were in year 5 but her mum used to make her these and I used to love them so her mum used to make them for me too the plain seaweed ones and the salmon ones and I love the salmon ones I've never seen them in any Japanese restaurant and then when wasabi came to the UK they were takeaway please they had these and it just gave me such nostalgia so I love this Onigiri so much if you guys know anywhere else in London that does because today they didn't have any salmon left in the stock so if you guys know anywhere else in London that does Onigiri and it's really good let me know