 All right, let's check out the lighting you got too much in front of me. So let me close this Curtain Now it's probably too dark Let's see. You know what I feel like with this baseball hat on right now. I feel like Nana Mary on the on Roseanne Remember how Nana Mary always had a baseball cap on? My oh, let's get that back Good morning to you Remember you guys, it's only 7 30 here. Oh I need to get my glasses so I can see who the heck I'm talking to Jill I haven't seen you in so long Jerry Molly I was thinking about you because I'm just about to do my shicka-shicka and get some energy here and Every day when I do this and make sure it's on lockdown because how many times have we done that and It's not locked down and it just goes everywhere now You know you got quite the outfit on today. Well We're starters. This was obviously not planned I'm going to get my hairs cut today all of them and I'm so excited. It's still early here I don't feel like getting dressed yet we've had um Like the last couple days have been kind of rocky at times, but like really good at times and I needed some I Needed to talk to some friends and you guys are my friends. So I just that's why this is what's going on That's why I look so lovely So, let's see who came in. Hi Laurie. Hi, Jimmy mall Jill My husband retired is a job from his job. Good morning, Susan Totally totally unexpected actually I pulled up my iPad and I was just gonna blather a little bit on Instagram And then I thought why not get on here live and let somebody talk back to you because again Sometimes we have to re-evaluate how we're handling what's going on and Yesterday was a day I've Started off so great. There is no rhyme or reason to this video except for I want to check on Your mental health and talk about my mental health In order to save it I had I loved Nana Mary too. She was funny has Samantha. That's and it was time tonight And I have my name on my hat in case Well, I don't know somebody finds me in an alley or something they can have a clue as to who I am So let me just give you an idea Because I can't because Oliver hasn't started school yet. He's in his room playing this game Yesterday morning, man He sits his alarm clock for five. It's gonna be about Oliver for a minute because it's my mental health and that involves my boy He sits his alarm clock for five because he likes to get up and play on his PlayStation before school and why not Right if you wanted to go ride his bike and let him do that And he had three waffles and three pieces of bacon and then after school, which was at 1030 he had three eggs Hey, she's kept saying home morning, you know, Nana. He says this is just a really good day I feel really good and I'm so loved that about him that he expresses his Expresses his emotions because I think that's very Important for one's mental health and when you gotta go in against you from your genetics to start with you got to do That stuff right everybody take drink having a really good day And then after school he says I'm gonna do my homework and then I'm gonna go over and ride my bike in the school parking lot with Jacob Okay, now it's a great day. I said bubba So glad it's a great day because we need our great days He hit number four on his Homework and just went into a tizzy because he's having trouble with his math And I can't help him with this math because I was never really good at math. I Took him a side and I did the little Nana thing. I said take a break Just take a break come back to your homework later. Go ride your bike with Jacob He did it came back. I Made a great roast for dinner I mean, I made the big great dinner We even had croissants and roast and mashed potatoes and what veggies oh broccoli and cheese well, I Have a surprise for him and I told him I have a surprise for you But I haven't told them what it is because that would mean it wasn't a surprise anymore, right? But we're gonna take him and his friend. They have this thing down in Topanga Guys might have heard of Topanga at the Topanga mall It's a winter wonderland that you drive through and you see all the lights and that's something fun for him for early birthday Christmas, it's a whack-a-doodle effing year So he wouldn't eat his broccoli and He jumped but yeah, he wanted another croissant. Why am I telling you this? I don't know So he jumped up and he whizzed past me and his dad and grandpa and he goes to the plate of croissants And he steps one in his mouth and eats it. Well, he got in trouble trouble times three That was the end of our good night tears tears chaos. I was actually I was Um Who was like, oh, I was talking with Sophie at Sophie Marie D and Like we're in the middle of this conversation because I had already eaten. I'm like up gotta go all the worse You know, I should message her and water and everything's okay, but the point being is that I have to When it comes to disciplining him during this time I need to think about it before I act on it immediately Because it's a hard time for him. It's a hard time for these littles that are just stuck at home All of them every single one of them, you know, you have the ones that have siblings and maybe some of them like playing with their siblings he has nobody he's here with adults all the time and It's just as time goes on it's getting harder and harder for me and it's getting harder for him and I just have to Pump the brakes a little bit. I think or something So that led me to believe, you know, if I'm feeling like this fun feeling like Wow, you know, it's that these times that are never ending How are all my buddies out there in YouTube land feeling and let's let's let's turn it on and find out and now I'm gonna scroll and see who's here. He wrote me a letter last night. I'm sorry, Nana I'm sorry. I thought I was being funny by eating the croissant. I have letters Stacks and stacks of letters from my boy because when something goes wrong, he always writes me a letter Which I think is very cathartic and I think it's very smart for ten almost eleven-year-old. I can't believe he's gonna be eleven Alright, let's see what you guys are saying. Laurie says I have just a little time before I leave with heavy Got me live with nothing. Hi Tina. Oh so good to see you Yeah, you know, I don't think anybody's you've really been on the grid or you know what I mean I mean, there are there. There is there's a lot. I'm not it's like I wake up in the morning. Here's how my brain works. I Wake up and it's like, okay. It's time to get up and Do what? And I had a hard time sleeping last night after the thing with him I was just like really nervous and anxious all night Susan says do you go to in-person W workshops at all? Yes, I do But I also go to virtual I went to one on Monday and I'm going to go another one tomorrow And I'm hoping miss Amy my red-headed nurse is gonna join me. I think she's going to Let's see. Hi Cheryl So, yeah, that's it. I am doing my white waters. I'm counting my points But I haven't been getting outside because I am so anxious and like I got that's all on me That's that's all on me We're trying to figure out What we're gonna do about Thanksgiving because since the numbers are spiking and I don't even want to get into all that because it's just Depressing I was watching some of my favorite youtubers this morning and it kept coming up and I noticed that every time the subject came up They were talking about our governor and different things. I just wanted to exit. It's like I don't want to talk about that Jill says I'm going crazy staying at home, but I walk a lot at 12,000. How are you doing that Jill? What's your secret you share? You know what I could do I'm going to get my hair cut But I'm gonna have to leave him here. I Could walk but I'm not going to Samantha says my five-year-old is an only child and she has been watching a totally unacceptable amount of TV, but it's cold here in Philadelphia and I really do not care about Samantha I am with you friend. I am with you. It's like what do we expect them to do? Oliver's thing and it's kind of kind of frustrating in a funny way is As he doesn't like watching TV. It's like I try to get him to watch TV so that he's not playing his games all the time But then I came to the realization that He's okay with his games because he doesn't play shoot-em-kill-em games If those were the games he wanted to play I would have an issue, but he's just playing like a Mario and stuff and him and his friends they go to school they zoom school and then they they all that they stay on and they Convene in a different zoom classroom, and then they all get on their playstations and they have their headsets And so you know what have added kids Just walk when I get bored we got oh so you're going outside. Why did I think that that you were doing it inside? Because my brain isn't working it Yeah, and you know I'm watching a little this and a little that I'm watching Netflix as you guys know I'm watching all the old movies. I'm not watching that much YouTube. I'm not watching any way watching YouTube Just not interested in white watching YouTube right now Which is why I haven't put out any weight-watching YouTube because I Don't know how to explain it I don't feel like it's be all end all of what people need to hear right now. I think like right now. I feel like We just need to talk and connect I need some connection with someone because I don't have any connection with anybody This man. This is I'm guilty of watching a ten of you two. We've been watching all the holiday movies. I can think of too. Yeah Yeah Jill has a treadmill Well, there's all you know the thing about YouTube is that there's We don't have to think about YouTube and that I have to keep in my name. We don't have to watch youtubers There's lots of stuff on youtube that isn't youtubers Does that make sense? We can find movies, you know all different stuff, but uh I should pick up a book more often definitely, but I don't know we've got to do what we can do to keep our sanity is the only way I can look at it right now I was thinking about maybe trying to do some more cooking maybe pull out a cookbook take my time I figured out my problem in the kitchen is I don't have patience. I do everything fast my first jobs in my life Were jobs that I had to do fast. I was waitressing and I worked in another way the restaurant And cooking you can't always necessarily do fast and I just need to slow down Put on some tunes and You know, but I don't know I should be doing something I can't wait to get my haircut though. It's just horrible horrible Let's see. Let me go back here And Samantha also I want to say I feel sorry for the the the only children Even though I have you know every time I say that he's handling this like a pro This kid handles it like a pro Like I said, he sets his alarm clock for five o'clock in the morning and he he runs his day and You know, I make sure he eats well Other than that he could If he was the last kid on earth, he probably handled it really well Oh, I know what I was gonna say Trying to figure out Thanksgiving because as you guys know, we're going to downtown disney to have reservations Just steven myself And now everybody's like don't go anywhere. So it's like I'm so nervous about it I don't know if we should cancel or not. Just, you know, make something here Order pizza, but I want to go already ordered my ears and everything Let me see what I missed here Cheryl haven't seen you in a long time Um, okay, I think I got you guys all covered So what else does anybody have anything that they need to talk about or just need some company and Doesn't have to be definitely doesn't have to be about Weight Watchers. Um But about Weight Watchers it's like I started to say Everything's tracked. It's kind of annoying that I have to track everything Like the other day I was just gonna just try to just have a day and I can't I have to track everything I could stand to use a little more water, but I keep filling it up filling it up The problem I've been having you guys is I have no appetite like yesterday. I had no appetite I'm I was so under on my points and that's just as bad as overeating Prenda says I'm staying at home by myself at Thanksgiving by choice going to cook meatloaf hash brown casserole for myself Sounds good Brenda. You know if uh If it's a meal that you enjoy Why not? Oh and pumpkin pie, of course. Hi Claire. Good morning. Good morning Something on my nose We we've never been since my folks moved to San Diego because my mom always hosted Thanksgiving We haven't really had big Thanksgiving's because I I'm not going to cook it. There was a time when My best friend is a guy and He would come over and him and Steve would we'd get like the the meal from vans, you know And the two of them would do it And that was fun that that was a good time sometimes with my son when he still lived here before he moved to Oregon He'd come and join us, but um Yeah, since my mom it's just never been That big of a thing for us our holidays are different my family is different than normal families Christmas Oliver's dad spends the night here with us Christmas Eve And we do whatever that night. We have a meal of whatever we choose to have And we take our pictures in our jammies me and my three boys Then we get up and Santa comes here and then Casey and Oliver go to Casey's mom's house. Thanksgiving was not a huge holiday for us growing up either Well, it was growing up Brenda for us. It was it was always a different fiasco every year due to one unhealthy person in my family who Um, you know what let me touch on this for a minute for my regular viewers for you guys for my regular friends who hang out If you see some disparaging remarks on any of my videos Um, it is somebody in my family is who is unhealthy and has decided to stalk me and um say horrible things about me Thinking that it's gonna make a difference to you guys when I'm pretty I'm pretty rest assured that it's not gonna make a difference Um, and it has been reported in multiple fake profiles have been made So if you see anything like that Not to worry We know who it is and uh, it's a drag to wake up to that stuff knowing, you know, that this person has nothing better to do And try to make me look bad Cheryl says he gave my son a choice between turkey meatloaf. That was what he chose Oh, so you so you're having meatloaf too. Hi, Cheryl. I mean meatloaf last week Um It's pretty good. It's always different Steve says, how come your meatloaf never tastes the same? I said, I don't know. Sometimes I throw in a little this sometimes a little that What not? So that's that Good morning, Cindy. How are you? Is anybody else out here with me? It's quarter to eight I need to wash my hair and have you know, she's got to do it outside and it's a little nippy I'm headed to the store later today. Then we'll go back into a store until after Thanksgiving. That's wise That's probably not a bad idea It does, Jimmy, doesn't it? And I'm all for eating whatever you want for breakfast. I'm not a A breakfast person don't love breakfast. So sometimes I'll have chicken alfredo at 9 a.m That's uh, I'm trying to think of what else Just trying to keep my mind. Lori says it will only be me and Ralph this year instead of lots of family We got a 21 pound tom. Oh my gosh I Don't mind having low key holidays this year a hard days are usually 50 people and I've never been able to relax before Samantha, right? I'm gonna listen to Alice's restaurant all day and try not to cook You know what you sound uh, I think uh, we're very similar in our beliefs that you gotta listen Alice's restaurant, right? Pizza for breakfast. There's nothing like it when we had Big thanksgivings that weren't just my cousins who I grew up with like people that I didn't know maybe Steve's family or something I always just get so anxious and hide in the corner. Anyway, so I'm fine just Yeah, they played a lot here, too Oh right now Brenda just the wreath um because Steve um We got a new hobby lobby here and I know there's a whole lot of hula blue about hobby lobby that I was not aware of So nobody needs to tell me I'm aware of it now. Good lord almighty um, anyway, so he wanted to go in there We have vaulted ceilings and this wall has always been a pain to decorate And so we found this nice big humongous wreath and we said it's 2020. We're gonna put it up now Do we have anything else? No, everything else is still autumn Yeah, no I haven't brought up the rest of the Christmas stuff yet So We got something I could be doing But I gotta put away the autumn stuff. I'm gonna wait till after Thanksgiving to bring up the Christmas stuff I should just bring it up slowly and do it slowly slowly because we have all our ceramic trees I don't know if you guys remember that we have all the vintage All the trees that are now back and they're all the rage. We have all the old old old ones And I'm not gonna bring Everything up this year. I don't think So, yeah, I see nobody's got anything to talk about everybody's doing okay sound mind sound body Is anybody having any trouble like, um Waking up Like in the middle of your sleep pattern and just like your mind is just like going everywhere. Am I the only one? I touched on it briefly earlier, but oh my gosh. Hi, Esther. I've been looking at your Your videos of you walking on facebook. You just look so happy and healthy You know what I go I go down And This morning and I think it was about three Boom, I was just awake. I had um, I was worried about, you know, what happened earlier with all of her I was worried about getting my hair cut. I was just on a constant I couldn't subside it. I couldn't I couldn't even I tried listening to some tunes that normally will help me like meditate Man, it was going like crazy. That's actually why I wanted to get on here and see If anybody was around to talk to I just walked in the door from my walk now good for you I look at you and I say to myself self Get out there and do what Esther is doing and I don't do it. I don't know. I'm just um No, Samantha. I know I'm not the only one but I I feel like I don't hear anybody talking about it Why isn't anybody talking about it? I think that's uh Susan I wonder I wonder if the the moon is in retrograde Or however they say Either I sleep For 12 hours straight or I don't sleep at all And last night was a rough one. It was have you for those of you who have kids At oh Samantha, absolutely For those of you that have kids when you have some I mean Here's what I want to know when you have something like that happen Like you have a rough evening with your kid and then you're feeling bad Do you ever just want to go in and wake him up in the middle of the night And just hug him and kiss him and tell him how much you love him And how sorry you are for what happened earlier in the evening When in all likelihood when they wake up, they're like, huh? What are you talking about? Let's see I do too, Samantha. I sleep a lot Brenda says I feel great and pretty good most of the day Then I see commercial on tv or heart typing story on the news and ball my head off for about 10 minutes This is every single day Brenda Yeah It's just like Just like absolutely. Yes And I hope that you're never giving yourself any grief for doing that because there are no normal Or abnormal reactions these days. It's just like You know when it's in the history books, they're gonna look back. Here's my thing I need to get on my soapbox for a minute Because I see nobody here nobody on this video because we've all talked about it already So many people whining hiding about not being able to be with their families for Thanksgiving How about the military people? How about the folks that are serving for us overseas? Who who don't get to you know one year? It's not gonna make or break your entire life if you're not able to have a big old Just make it different Formulated to what works for you and will make you happy and what they're asking us to do I'm that's what I'm tired of the people that are and and if you're one of them, you know I'm not out to offend anybody people are saying you're taking our freedom away Hmm. I don't see it that way. This is something you can do For people that need you to do it Uh, let's see lory says one thing is driving me and others in pharmacy and retail wished people were a bit nicer to us We only work there. We don't make the meds. We aren't your insurance that doesn't want to pay Well, I know lory. You know that I know all that And you're right and they also expect us to have it ready in five seconds They think we just open a bottle of pills put the pills in another bottle slap a label on it and hand it to them And that's not the case I you know I used to work out lows susan That's a lot of cash here. I would never be a manager at lows Lory says we don't make the prices. We were putting ourselves out there. Do you Yeah, no, I know pharmacy gets a bad rap But I loved working pharmacy. It was my favorite ever Um, but people should just be nice ester hasn't you haven't seen it's been a year now since you've seen your kids Claire See there are some advantages aren't there? I mean, let's face it You know Thanksgiving is a group of people and the chances of you enjoying every single person in that group Are not likely I Am overly nice and try to ask everyone that works in retail or at the pharmacy how their day is going Give them a compliment. I want them to have good for you. Brenda, you know, I do too And I think anybody who has ever worked in customer service does you know I have I've my pharmacy, of course I absolutely am because that's what I did for 20 years when I'm at a restaurant, you know I don't understand the mentality of people who think They should come first and why is my stuff not ready before I got here and ordered it um Yeah Pharmacies it as a tough one Samantha says I don't like being the boss of other people. I don't like being a disciplinarian But I try not to feel guilty about parenting. I always try to talk Everything out so they understand the problem beautiful. I think that's beautiful You but you can't worry. What other people think you got to do it's best for you and your child And that's you know, my biggest fear with raising this one Is I'm raising this one because his mother obviously I did something wrong with her where she's not able to raise him and my son's doing okay, it's the fear of of Ruining for the lack of words. Okay, ester. Have a great day. Thanks for popping in I'm sorry. We don't have a set subject. I just needed to talk. I haven't been around anybody in ages flowers to you two friend hugs Synthesis I'm working three days a week in an office with 40 people 40 people We went back to work in july and did well, but now numbers are going up people not wearing masks I write this lovely new york city. I just don't understand I don't understand either Samantha says well my grandma raised me because my mom couldn't but I think I turned out great Even though my mom had her own issues Well, Samantha what I'm saying is my fear is like I feel like I failed as a mother Because his mother is unable to raise him even though she could now but Because she's all better. She's doing really great for those who have asked And and I don't I the responsibility is is you know It's hard not to share all you know, it's just It's just it's hard and because we think too much and then and then in this time we have nothing to do but think You think them it is nice when people are positive someone told me my hair looked nice a big smile from me Oh, thank you. I think they were like Stop don't think that Well, that's the thing Brenda with them With the situation I don't say the word because it's my understanding that YouTube doesn't care for the words the p word and the c word So I don't say them because I from my understanding then they won't push your videos out there She has not and also she she lives like an hour away, but they do FaceTime and they do talk they play games online They have a lot of communication And then she hasn't seen her other two children either So It's just tough times for everybody, but we can do this you guys we can do it Thank you, Cheryl. It's it's it's uh, you know every every season of his life is a different challenge You know It is in my nature Samantha. Hold on a second Oh, oh, okay. Hang on do that. Okay Samantha you're very sweet. Thank you Oh, Susan. I you're so welcome. Thank you for hanging out with me and letting me do all the talking I'm doing like anybody who has any subject or anything they want to talk about I try to reiterate every time that I come on here that it isn't about me It's about all of us and to get on there and type and we'll all talk about whatever needs to be talked about If anybody wants to talk about Weight Watchers or Brenda said, oh, I didn't realize she had two other children I watched you listen to you all the time and never realized that. Oh, no, don't be sorry It's not something that I you know throw out there all the time When she left us And she was gone for almost four years. She she had two more children Thank god They're healthy Benjamin and Tallulah And they're the most beautiful children Oliver has met Tallulah He's not met Benjamin. We have not met Benjamin was adopted and So we don't have readily access to him. We will and it's it's not a problem And it's it was what was the best choice for him at the time So but everything's coming around. She's doing beautifully. She has a job at Ralph's She was going to come up yesterday and help me around here with a few things but transportation is an issue So yeah, life is just a crazy thing. You know, you just you don't know you just don't know what's ahead Don't ever nobody should ever claim to know what's going to happen because you just don't You know, Chelsea was uh Both my kids went to christian school, you know, it would put down a lot of bucks, you know And you try to do the best you can and then boom And she's so smart and she's so beautiful and she's She's just i'm really proud of her right now. She's doing a really good job Mine has two Brenda mine has two Um If you had told me when I was seven that I was going to marry steve johnson because I didn't know him at when I was a Seven I would have said what? So yeah, it's just but I guess it keeps things interesting The only thing that i'm not real thrilled about right now is this weight. It really bothers me Really bothers me, but then I think I don't know. I just my my whole my mindset isn't into it even though i'm doing my meetings even though i'm tracking my food even though i'm Doing most of what I need to do Yeah, I had to buy a new pair of jeans to wear to Thanksgiving if we do still go And that for that. I just wanted to come on and talk to somebody that was older than 10 It's eight o'clock. It looks to be pretty nice outside right now. I could be walking but I decided to get on here and talk to you guys instead I should message sophie and tell her that everything's okay because I kind of like just dropped off right in the middle of our Conversation if you guys don't know who i'm talking about i'm talking about. Um, she's got a great. She's a weight watcher. She's sweet She's fun. I love her Um, Sophia Marie D. I'm you guys probably all know who she is. I think we all know who watch the same people even though um There's been a lot of people popping up that i've never heard about before it's like a friend I'll be talking to a friend via text or Messaging or something and they'll say blah blah blah blah somebody and i'm like, who are you talking about? They're like, you don't know. I'm like, no, but but again, it's because I haven't been watching Samantha said I decided 2020. I was gonna lose 50 pounds and I only have 70 more to go I love it I love Samantha Yeah, you know what that's exactly what i'm doing. It's like I I'm being over critical of myself Because I don't like the way I look and I don't feel delphia and I don't like the way, uh I feel I feel in my back Oh, what was I doing? I had to stand. Oh, I was doing the dishes I was doing the gosh darn dishes and Oh, there's liz um And my back started to hurt and I'm like, oh, this is not good. We've got to get this weight off But I have to I have to get in gear and I'm just not in gear right now. Excuse me That's so funny Oh gosh I'll tell you what for you guys that are working with the masks on kudos to you I don't know how you do it. I can barely go to the store with the mask on I get so claustrophobic The weather is here Oh, my phone's gonna die. What's the weather in seamy valley? 54 degrees All right. Well, let's see very claustrophobic with the mask on mine's heavy too There's lighter ones that could be worn, but I like my cute one my my little retro one So I guess that's it. You guys are all doing okay Lucinda. Hello Lucinda You need to lose about 50 pounds. Are you doing ww? Have you joined yet? Give us your story morning glory. Most of us here are weight watchers or have been But uh, that's how we all Know each other You are what do you mind if I ask what plan you're doing and how you like it? Oh, I would love some rain claire Very good. Laurie. That's awesome I think since you're working and you have more uh routine and more normalcy than us who are just staying at home I think that helps greatly If Oliver was in school and I had my routine Um It would be a whole different story. I missed the whole walking him to school and continuing walking after taking him to school and talking to the people at the school, you know, my whole everything's just Also right now this minute. I'm doing um green I keep bouncing between green and purple depending on Like if steve wants to have something special for dinner Uh I'll be on a mountain from coville washington But what plan are you doing lucinda? Are you doing blue purple? green I'm being on mount want to say hi Uh-oh something wrong. Can you work away? Here, let me have a couple papers. Let me help you look Did you get anything on it? Here? Let me see if I can get it out for you Whoa, it's Oh, it's not bad Just not this is this one little thing right here Want to say good morning class doesn't start too. Oh, oh, you're okay. Go to class All right blue. Okay surgical masks at my office eight hours a day order them off amazon very breathable and comfortable awesome So so lucinda. You're the same age as lori. We're all the same age except for samantha. She's younger Well, I should probably go get in the shower and wash my hair and get ready for my big cut even No, it's not for two hours I'm just so Spent said lost 52 pounds and w w years ago, but I've gained it all back plus 20 I'm just trying to take it easy because being hard on myself just makes it worse. I'm trying i-track bites right now Very good And you know, that's a good frame of mind You need to come around and and remind me of that every now and then if you wouldn't mind if are you on instagram samantha? And if you are are you following me If you're not if you are and you're not then come over Same name. It sounds like you and I have I mean really have the same Mindset, do you know what I'm trying to say? I think we think alike What was I gonna say? Yeah, I just have to remember, you know, here's the thing um Okay um I really really Looked and felt great when I dropped on my way. I was very pleased with myself And I never I never in a million years dreamed that I would put it back on And I know I should never have thought that way because never say never for one But I do I do blame these times for me personally like I said, I don't have my routine Um, and and it's a problem and I look at my mollybell over there You know, I watch I watch my close friends. So I say I don't want you to w w I don't want you anybody that I'm not friends with you know what I mean And she's exercising and her and Peyton are doing the thing and she's working and again I think that you guys who are working even if you're working from home We have that advantage of having a routine. I think routine is everything. I have no routine right now Uh, you know, if I'm sitting watching below deck at 10 o'clock in the morning And they're sitting on the ship drinking bloody Mary's well by gosh by golly. I want to play Mary I'm kidding, but you know, it's like why not? I don't have to be accountable for anything I don't have to go anywhere and I don't like it. I do not like it Imagine where you might be right now if you never focused on your health Wherever you are might be better. Oh, I know Yeah, yesterday I'm below deck it was morning and she was getting would you like some orange juice? Would you like bloody Mary? I'm like, oh, I haven't bloody Mary You're smart. You're very smart. I haven't I haven't been um, you know, Lucinda a lot of us during this time have gone just online But let me tell you something that I found that a lot of people don't know Did you know that if you're online, you can still sign into virtual meetings? Let me know if you guys knew that you guys need to let me know. I'm curious if if If you are an online patron only you can still sign in to virtual meetings So, yeah, my mean my virtual meeting is on saturday and then if I want to go to the public meeting at my Virtual meetings on friday and then the meeting at the workshop is on saturday I did that too last one. I was going to meeting. Okay. I'm caught up with you guys There's 20 of us here and only three of us are talking who's sitting back there washing their dishes or giving their dog a bath Susan says I changed my why to staying healthy. I don't know if that helps I'm going to be 67 the next month and I know good food will help me keep my immune system strong Absolutely. That's the best why there should be You haven't tried the meeting lately. Jill you should hop on and just look and see when there is one and just Click on it. You don't even have to turn on your your sound or your camera They don't you you don't have to interact. You can just listen if you like In fact at our virtual meeting monday, I popped in because I wanted to hear about the additions to the app For those of you guys who are not familiar with the additions that they have Added to the app. I suggest that you do go to virtual meeting and get caught up on it I could do a video on it if I wanted to but I'm not really good at explaining things But they have added some Interesting fun stuff. Oh, I just found out there was a picture. Tallulah just came up. I was going to show you Oh, this is when she was a baby though. She's grown Look at that face. Will. Yeah, doesn't she look just like all of her So that was a year ago I know she's just And benjamin looks the three of them are just Yeah, she does. They have the same eyes Oh my all these precious grandbabies and Uh anyways back to that if you if you want to find out about the app Um, there are some they've added some interesting stuff So you should check into meaning lice's help on amazon. How do you have the cart not show on the side? Don't want heavy to see For starters, I don't know Thankfully I have a husband that doesn't go online I'm looking I'm trying I was going to bring up my app and try to mention a couple of them But my phone's going to die in like Doss second details One of the things they have is um like let's say you only have A Pumpkin a pair and a glass of milk in your refrigerator. You can type it in and they'll bring up recipes That may help you out. Let's get the card on the side either I I never have I have to click on it What are you buying? Little retail therapy never held hurt anybody, right? I'm hoping I got two sets of of um Thanksgiving ears for downtown disney for Thanksgiving One came I showed you guys I'm waiting for the other ones. I don't know when they're going to be here. They're really cute though Yeah, I like that. What's in your fridge? That's what it's called. Jill and then um, what else do they have? Let's see here. Is anybody even interested because if they're not then I won't waste your time They have a thing for activity. They have a thing for sleep They have a weekly check-in So This I found really interesting is Going by things that you've eaten in the past They suggest recipes for you like you guys all know. I'm an overnight oat freak Well, they've suggested they have all these overnight oats Recipes that have come up for me to check out Um, they have daily workout meditations have a change that you can listen to. Oh, they're called new Five-minute coaching things you can check into put your beds and check them out. I think I'll check that out You know what? I should have checked that out when I was dying from anxiety this morning My god, you guys was like horn And um, there's other stuff. I just can't think of it off the top of my head But if you check into a work virtual workshop She's how old is oh, she's she just turned 37 I do too listen to I love love love them Okay, lori got it figured out Oh, there you go Susan said I thought it was so funny how so many people got so twisted about ww changing It was just an update to the app. You can use it or not plans didn't change susan Me too Brenda, I know those guys are getting to work out aren't they? It's just like, you know what? I'm not a big I'm not a big Change I don't like change, but all they did was add a few things I think they were smart enough to realize that without the meetings And during this time they didn't want to confuse too many folks And it was it was very simple. You just need to Go to a virtual meeting. They'll tell you what it is or go to the chat line There's a million different ways. I'm trying to think of I'm sure Sandy on saturday when she tells us her chicken. She'll probably go over all the new stuff on the app if I know sandy So you can count on her for that I haven't watched anybody else. So I don't know if anybody else has done it In fact speaking of overnight. Oh, it's I need to eat something before I get in the shower Feel my body even if I don't feel like eating I want to thank you guys for coming and letting me have somewhere to chat people to talk to so I don't feel like I'm The last person on earth Have a great day lorry Check it out. Joe. There's some cool stuff on there Absolutely Brenda. I always feel better when I get on here and talk to you guys But I'm feeling a little queasy because I haven't eaten anything and I haven't been for too long So I should get off and and have my oats, but I do feel better and thank you Thank you guys so much and again remember if anybody needs to talk about anything Just because I am Bringing up the screen doesn't mean it's all about me It's about all of us Ah, Samantha, you're a sweetheart. Thank you. Jerry. Thanks for hanging out ladies and jimmy if you're still back there somewhere Did you see overt diva in the divine the other day, Brianna is younger? Yes Uh, yeah, I pop in I know Brianna from um a group text A group message with youtubers just a few of us are in when we just need to talk about stuff And I'm the oldest one in there, uh, but I just pop in sometimes just to go over and Say hello Oh my gosh, Susan. I'm so gonna feel like a new woman So gonna feel like a new woman even though it's gonna be interesting to see how it looks with my fat face As opposed to within the face All right girls, have a good day. Thank you for always being here for me. I love you guys to death And uh, again, if you're not over on instagram come over. I just sit there and yammer on about nothing Sometimes something I don't know and I appreciate you all greatly for letting me come in here Ah, Susan, you're prejudiced girlfriend All right kids, I'm gonna go eat some overnight oats and then I'll come on instagram later and show you I'm gonna do lots. Love you guys