 So, scrubbing our canvies was something we did every week or after we got done doing a field exercise, getting dirty, getting muddy. It's just something that we did every day. And something felt different about it. We went out there and we were just scrubbing canvies like we usually do but my mind after the reaper was just, it's something you can't explain. It's something that you've been looking forward to and you're just out there scrubbing canvies and you're kind of nodding your head saying, wow, I made it. I'm here. These are the canvies I wore during the crucible. I don't have to wear the, I don't have to get these muddy for another couple of weeks. There's just a lot of things going through my mind, you know. Today is finally going to be the day that Mr. Groot becomes a Marine before my dream, my goal, despite how hard it is, it's a goal worth pursuing. And even though I was going to sweat, bleed, in the end it'd be worth it. So every step I took, every sweat about dropping sweat I lost was all for a purpose and it was all worth it there. Not really anything like when, when I first received my Eagle Globe and Acre from my senior drone instructor, it felt like it wasn't happening at the time. Like it was happening to someone else. And I was just in a movie watching it from a different perspective. Perspective. Yeah. I, I received it and I was like, I looked at it and I just, I thought I like, I made it. I'm finally a Marine.