 Good morning y'all, happy Monday. I have had quite the morning, I woke up, I did morning pages, I went on a walk, I worked out, cleaned my pool, I've been working on some stuff and now I'm in my office. I have a shoot this evening for our next friend of mine product that I'm really excited about. It's dropping next month and I am like over the moon about this. So we're doing that this evening. That's why I'm in a row, but I'm not gonna get ready until later. But I have new heights on in the background. I just think the Kelsey brothers, I love them. But Jason Kelsey is a gem. Like we don't deserve him also. Kylie Kelsey is really a star, I'm obsessed with her. So anyways, this is a big week. I'm going on a trip to Memphis, with St. Jude's for country cares. I don't know anyone who's going on the trip at all. I don't even think I will know anyone who's there. So it's really out of my comfort zone, not really. I don't know, I am kind of good with this stuff, like with new people. But I'm really excited about obviously the cause and like what the trip is about. So we're doing that. And then I saw a lot of stuff I need to get done in the next two days before we leave. We need to pack, we need to do some things. Yeah, that's pretty much it. So if you guys are new here, subscribe. Should be a good, long vlog. I'm in a great mood. I woke up today just feeling amazing. You know, just feeling really good. For an entire episode, I know last week's vlog, sorry. I was just in a weird mood and I was trying my best and I just was like, it's not feeling it. And I recorded a whole podcast episode that should be up by now, all about like being disappointed in your 20s and like feeling lost and not knowing what to do. And like, it's really real time of me feeling that. So I don't feel that anymore. Thank God, you know, it's been a couple of days. You know, your emotions are really up and down, okay? But definitely go listen to that if you guys are interested. We changed the podcast into house guests on YouTube. You guys can watch all the podcasts on YouTube. We're only posting once a week to this channel. So definitely subscribe to my podcast channel so you guys can watch. But anyways, just getting some work done. I'm drinking my coffee. We're just having a great day. I have my cute little like friend of mine, cocktail napkin. I use these as like actual normal coasters and they're just the cutest. I'm really excited. I finally got one of those like pet cameras that you can watch your pet when you're away. You can like throw treats at them. You can talk to them when you're gone. I'm very excited. So thank you to Pet Cue for sponsoring today's video. It matches my house perfectly, honestly. If you wanted, you could have it mounted to the wall too, I don't really feel like getting it mounted. I like being able to move it around. I like to have, you know, like the freedom with it. Here's the actual camera. I'll step back so you guys can see. Okay, so here I am. Oh, hello Fitz, hi. You can talk to your pet, hello, hello. It'll play on, and that plays on the speaker. You can also hear your pet when you're away. You can also record them, which is so cool. And then my favorite part, which is also Fitz's favorite part. Oh, if you couldn't tell, sorry, I have the speaker on still, would be the treats. You can take this and dispense the treat. And oh, and it comes out. It's kind of perfect, the dogs are obsessed. Like I just love that. The other cool thing about it is that it has like eight times zoom, so I can even see into my patio. But the quality is amazing. It also has a night vision mode, which is so nice. The quality and affordability honestly is unmatched. I love this thing. It also has like pet detection. So it tells you like when your pet is on the move. But I've been wanting one of these things for so long and I just was, I don't know. I just felt like a lot of them were like really expensive. And I feel like for this, it's so nice. It works so well, it was so easy to set up. Like I am not good with technology. Like anything, it just like stresses me out. Like just starting anything, which is like embarrassing to admit because I'm 26, but this was so easy to install and it's so easy to use. And I've just been loving it. It gives me more peace of mind too. So anyways, I have a promo code Kinsey5 and I will link it below. I just think it's so stunning. It's easy to mount. It looks so beautiful. You can give your pets some treats in your way. Talk to them, hear them, listen in, see what they're up to. So I'll link it below. Also there's just like the best looking one that I've seen. So anyways, thank you to Pet Cube Light for sponsoring today's video. I'm really excited about this. Okay, it is later. I am going to start shooting soon. It's a very chill casual home shoe. I probably should have worn other jeans. There's a little bit tight on me now, but this is the fit. I had become a bow girl. I was just saying this to my TikTok vlog, but I love a bow on a bun. I love a bow on everything. I propose like all my wine glasses and stuff. And then I don't know, it's just like such a cute little girly thing to add. Imagine this with like a trench coat going somewhere. Like I love that vibe. So I have something in my eye and it's been really causing me a lot of pain. Gotta figure that out. But this top is just skims. Jeans are, I think these are Princess Polly actually. They're not very flattering, but whatever. Then I'm just wearing augmentes that I need to get replaced really bad. I need to find outerwear. Let's see, because my vibe, I'm gonna have it like I'm like leaving out the door with like a bottle of wine in the new product in my hand. So I need like a coat, but I want it to be more of a trench coat. And I'm like, do I, I have so much outerwear. It's like not even funny, but I kind of feel like I don't have a trench coat. Isn't that weird? Maybe I do when I'm wrong. Ugh, guys also justice for this puffer jacket from Hill House. I got this last year a little late and I didn't get to wear it as much as I wanted. I'll be living in this this year, especially with a bow, so girly, so cute. Feel like the older I get, the girlier I become. Okay, this isn't really what I'm going for, but it's cute with this brown leather trench coat. I used to wear it all the time. If you guys watched me last year, I'm sure you guys have seen it. Feel like this is what I'm gonna have to do just because it's the only trench, but I need a really solid trench coat. So we'll figure that out in a second. I cannot believe that we can wear sweaters now. I mean, we really can't. It's like 83. Well, in any high 70s, I'm sad. I know I saw that. I'm gonna cry. So I went to Michael's and I was like, I wanna get some paints because I bought a watercolor set from TikTok shop. By the way, I thought I just saw it. I thought it was gonna be a joke. I thought it was gonna be like, no, it's actually so cute. No, it's not a joke. I put it in a frame. Oh my God. It's gonna be like an ex-boyfriend or something and like a John Tucker must die. Oh, don't get me wrong. I have a lot of paintings on the way. We just finished the shoot. The girl just left is 8.15. I'm so happy with how everything turned out. I'm also so grateful my friends will do this for me because I really need them. It's basically built for the home body but like the home body with friends. Like a lot of the items are around like creating community and like friends. Creating community sounds so weird and like churchy but like just making memories. I love this stuff, you know? But Macy like actually painted this for me today. Isn't that so cute? She texted me that she made me a painting and I thought for sure it was gonna be a joke. And no, not only did she paint it, she framed it. Like how cute is that? I, it's like all centering on because I messed it up a little bit but it looks so cute in my office too. Like how thoughtful. She had the day off work so she went to Michael's and she started painting things for her friends. That is so cute. This is the best part of my day. She was like day and then I went to SoulCycle this morning. It was Taylor Swift, Livia, how'd you go? And my legs are so sore. My little brother asked me to take him shopping. So we're going shopping for a couple hours this morning and I have a lot to do because we leave for Memphis tomorrow. I have a whole like a Bada campaign thing to shoot today. I have to cook like a Thanksgiving meal that's like part of like the package thing. And then I have a lot of like other work to do. This is my outfit, very fall ballerina. I'm gonna throw on this. I'm just having like the door, leaving the doors open, burning fall candles and then it's just been magical to say the least. So anyways, we're off. Why do I always say that? I don't know. Turnality's hitting me. It's not gonna be as cold as I thought it was gonna be in Memphis. So I'm packing right now. I've got cocoa with me. There's a Halloween party, which this is just, I don't know why I feel so awkward about like dressing up when I don't know anyone. I just feel like that is awkward for some reason. You know what? I've been looking for these sunglasses. I guess they're not even in here. Okay, I guess they're still gone. Anyways, so there's a casual cocktail hour, which I'm like, what is casual for cocktails? A casual cocktail, like is it cocktail dressy? I don't know, so I'm bringing four dress options. I'm not normally like this, but just because it's such a short trip and I honestly just don't feel like how, I just don't feel like picking out a ton of stuff right now. And then I decided I was gonna go as Barbie to the Halloween thing. I got this dress from Reformation that I just thought was so cute. So I was gonna wear this with black tights and black kitten heels. And then I'm bringing back up. I have this dress, Alison Olivia. And then I also have this dress, just like a little bit more casual and chill. So those are my options. This morning at the mall, we were walking and I like slammed my hand into a trash can and it hurt so bad. And I have a pretty high pain tolerance too. And now it hurts when I do anything. So that's not good. I'm about to have to like roast a turkey and do some things. And then I have to give it to someone because obviously I'm leaving tomorrow and I don't wanna waste the food. So I'm gonna have someone pick that up tonight. But just getting some things in order. We're also going to Graceland. On Saturday, I've never been. I've always wanted to go. And that's just gonna be like chill and casual. I think the boots that I'm gonna bring for this trip will be my Josie at Tacobas. I love these. I think this way is so fun. They're really cute. And like now that I'm like can wear anything because it's fall kind of. And I was so excited looking forward to wearing this all the time. I like don't know what to wear. But I think it's just because I don't feel like packing. I definitely overpacked and I need a new pair of Uggs. Like these are horrible. Even like my other ones that I have here are trash. Like these are like my snow Uggs. I need a new pair, I know. But anyways, I overpack. It is what it is. You know, I feel better. And I feel like I'm prepared. And it's gonna be okay. You know, it's gonna be fine. Looking forward to tomorrow because I landed like 330. And we don't have anything. So tomorrow evening, I'm just gonna have like a really cozy night to myself in the hotel. We're staying at the Peabody in Memphis, which is like a very historic famous hotel from when I've gathered. And a friend told me it's really cool. So I'm excited to do that. And now I need to make my little Thanksgiving meal. I've been listening to Tyler Swift. I was listening to my mom for an hour. And I just got a link for the photos from yesterday. And I'm so excited to see them. So I'm gonna go. Honestly, I'm doing the photos first. That's what I'm gonna do. I also made a third coffee for today. Like this is not okay. You know, it's really just not. I have this box to open. I think I know what it is. I'm not quite sure. Yes. Okay. It's whiny baby. I've been seeing them all over Instagram. And they look so cute. I'm pretty sure. I think I saw it. They just launched in Target. Okay. First thing I have. Oh, oh my God. That's cute. It's this cute little hoodie. Don't stay bottled up because they're bottled. Cute. Okay. And then. Oh my gosh. Okay. Wow. Just the actual bottle itself. They're so cute. So this is the Rose. This is the white wine. And then this is the red wine. The branding is so cute. I can't wait to try these. Probably maybe this weekend when I get back or next week they look so cute. I'm excited. It's essentially like a solo trip. Like I'm not, I'm going with St. Jude's. I'm not saying it's like a solo trip that I'm like going on, but like I'm going with myself and I don't know anyone. So that'll be good for me. I'm really honored to be invited and I'm really looking forward to it. I've been looking forward to it for months. I've had this booked for a bit. So I know there's like a seminar we're doing. It's like country carers. There's like a dinner. There's a Halloween party. There's like a cocktail hour. We're going to Graceland. I don't know exactly what we're doing. I know that we're like going to the hospitals, but I'm pretty sure protocol has changed since COVID. So I don't exactly know. I'm kind of just like showing up at this point, guys. But yeah, I'm very honored and I'm very excited to go. And hopefully I will meet and make new friends. But I'm really looking forward to tonight because I land at like 3.30 and then I'm going to check into the hotel. And I just love a solo night in a hotel, like not leaving, not doing anything, ordering room service, watching movies, writing a book, like, love that, you know? So that's the plan for today. I'm about to go work out and then I'm getting a blowout and then I'm going to head over there. So it's going to be perfect. Here's my airport outfit of the day. Could be better, but whatever. I ordered from first watch, this million dollar bacon I drew about it. I'm getting picked up very soon until I'm rushing. I made it to Memphis. Here is a little mini hotel room tour. We're staying at the Peabody. It's really, really cute. Their thing is duck. So that's how there's ducks everywhere if you didn't know. I've already unpacked, done all the things, everything's in here. When I'm traveling for work, I always unpack and organize. I tried to too on the girl strips, but when I'm not with myself, it's just not as easy. But yeah, I have a lot of outfits. Also, a little update. So I was going to go to Nashville this weekend because I'm already in Memphis until Saturday. And then I wasn't going and then on the flight here, like one of my best friends George who was in, he's been in my Nashville vlogs before. We met nine years ago now, like we met at the Lorenzo. If you guys have lived in LA or USC, gone to USC or whatever, we met at the Lorenzo. And I dated one of his friends when I was like 17 because that's when I moved to LA. And then we ended up going to Bible college together, which is so random because either of us ended up there was crazy, we ended up there together as bizarre. And then I was in Nashville. So like basically, you just like, we keep having the same things kind of happen in life. So anyways, he lives there and I've just been talking about going and I'm like, you know what, I'm just going to go. So I booked a flight. Well, I'm actually going to drive and do a little solo road trip on Saturday. It's only three hours. And then I'm going to fly back home Monday. So I'm excited because Nashville is like my favorite place ever and I'm excited to just like hang out and chill and have like a really good weekend. So going to order some dinner. I'm going to get some work done and maybe take a nice bath and relax. Like I'm just going to chill. Room service has arrived. I ordered pasta. Wow, it looks incredible. And then I also got tiramisu. I love tiramisu. Used to hate it. Oh my God, wait, no way. That's actually really crazy to me. I don't know why. Anyways, I'm going to have a chill at night in the hotel for the rest of the night. Okay, my gosh, sorry. Good morning guys. I was on Facebook with my sister. Just now, why am I out of breath? Oh my God. Oh my God, hold on. All right, so today we're meeting in the lobby at 11 and I'm pretty sure today is the day that we're going to do the hospital tours at St. Jude's. I don't know like what all of this I'm able to vlog and what I'm not able to vlog. So we will see tonight we have, we have two different things that are happening and I keep getting confused because we're wearing a shirt tomorrow and I thought we were wearing a shirt to the hospital at the time to give you a spot during the day. Tonight we have cocktails and a dinner. I think tonight is the brother's Osborn dinner. I'm not fully sure. I don't know more when I'm around people who are also on this trip. When I'm just listening to Megan Maroney, I'm getting ready, it's a good morning. All right, y'all, here is my outfit. I realized that I actually only brought two tops, like two casual shirts. So I'm either gonna wash them when I get to Nashville or I honestly like don't know. Well, I guess I have another shirt tomorrow so I guess it's gonna be fine. Yeah, I'm gonna be okay. Anyways, this is my outfit. My pants are Aritzia. My top is Skims. This is Madewell, which is a sweater thing. God, I brought one. It's gonna be a high 75 here today but I'm assuming it's gonna be cold. Here we go. And then I have LA thoughts from Sam Edelman and my bag. Here we go. I'm heading off downstairs to registration and then I need a breakfast. I'm into order breakfast and then I just had a bunch of stuff going on so I've gotta get something probably but we have the tour and a lunch today. That's what we have. I finally got the answer. It's... Hey, it is much later tonight. Here is my outfit for cocktails. This is basically a direct copy of Marissa's outfit when we were in Paris for New Year's Eve. This dress is Reformation. I just got it and I will say like it needs to be a little bit shorter and I don't know how low it goes even though I know that's just it. I didn't really have another option because I didn't try it all before I got here. I do think it's cute. I just think it was pricey. I don't know, it's kind of stunning. It's like a really good bridal dress. I can't decide how I feel about it. Actually, the more I look at it, the more I'm like, eh. No, I think I do like it. I switched it a little bit shorter and then I'm wearing these black tights, these black heels, which I love a white dress, black tights, black heels as Marissa did on New Year's Eve. Anyways, let me set you all up somewhere. Okay, so I'm about to head off to Cocktail Hour, but this has been like a very life-changing trip already. St. Jude's is so amazing. Like obviously you hear about St. Jude's a lot and you're like, you know, no family pays. You see all the like commercials and stuff, but to be like at the hospital and like with the teams and just hearing more about it and how much of a difference like has been made when they started the child leukemia, like cure percentage was four, that doesn't make sense, but you guys know what I'm saying, was 4% and now it's like 94% or something crazy. And they just made such like active strides. They also had like a research center there, which we got to go see. I didn't vlog just because I was like really listening and I just like kind of felt weird pulling out a camera. I got some stuff like Instagram stories because the point of us being here is to like share it with y'all, but I just knew I would talk to you guys. And like I want to be involved with the rest of my life. Like it's, this looks like I'm not wearing clothes. Okay, it's just been so incredible to see everyone. So this is country cares. That's a lot of radio and country and they recently brought in a lot or they're recently bringing in influencers, I think as of last year. It's a lot of country artists, a lot of people who are in like syndication, a lot of people who are just like in the behind the scenes like just radio in general because there was a big partnership and it's just really, I don't know, it's really amazing. If you guys are looking for anything to donate to I'll have a link below for St. Jude's. Even our tour guide today, she was a survivor and she was telling us about her experience as a kid. And I believe she was 13. She came from Venezuela and in Venezuela, they told her that she had a weak laugh, told her parents she had a weak laugh and that she was like a death case. And then she came here and now it's 23 years later, I think she said. She's married, she's happy, she's healthy. Like, I don't know, it's like really amazing what they've been able to do and it also just makes you like zoom out of like any of your life problems. Maybe like, I cannot believe that that was even like ever. You know, like, I don't know. It just makes you realize that like things just like don't matter, you know? This is been a really rough week actually, just in the world. And yeah, I'm just really grateful that they invited me in to be here. So tonight we have a cocktail hour and a dinner. Brothers Osborne's playing at some point. I don't know if that's tonight or tomorrow because it's like Halloween party tomorrow. But yeah, I've made some friends, it's been good. I like pushing myself like outside of the cause but like just go on things by myself or go to things by myself because it makes you like you have to be like social and outgoing. I am like a naturally very outgoing person. I feel like that it comes across in my YouTube videos but since moving back to Texas or maybe COVID I just have like less outgoing or I just like try less. I don't know, I think it's a combination of like the pandemic and then also like I said most of my time with like my closest friends in the world and like I don't have to try to do that stuff, you know what I mean? So I, and I no longer like go into events 24 seven and when I do go to events I pretty much know everyone in Dallas that's going to the events. So I like putting myself in these positions where I have to like really just like, you know like make myself outgoing and stuff. But anyways, very sad day. I cried multiple times and then tomorrow we have more stuff. I think we're actually meeting some patients tomorrow. Sorry, I ran out of storage. It's an honor to be here and I'm very grateful and I definitely want to get like more involved. I want to come here every single year because it's just so important and just amazing. So anyways, I need to go out because it's six and that is when drinks start. 🎵 You should've stayed in it 🎵 As you think 🎵 You can say you're not gonna win Good morning again from the same spa. I look kind of crazy. Wearing our The Shirt Saves Lives shirt today and I'm getting ready so fast. I have actually made quite a few friends and I thought everyone was doing breakfast later because some people aren't going to the breakfast session. I definitely want to do the breakfast session. So I'm rushing because I'm going to meet them for breakfast before the session. But yeah, I'm just so grateful for this trip and I'm also like outside of actually why the trip matters. I'm proud that I like put myself out there. I like went to something. Sometimes like, I don't know, imagine it's like going on a trip where you know no one and sometimes it's just like intimidating. You know what I mean? Like I'm sure you guys have that stuff at like work events and you know what I mean? Like, I don't know. So I know, Fourth Wing's, like it's sequel comes out next month. I'm so excited. I've been in such a reading room honestly for like months. Like, since I went to that Rebecca Yaro's kick, it just like has, I don't know, I just haven't found anything that I like as much and that's been hard. So I need help. I just feel like I'm not in the mood to read a lot of the books that I want to read and I feel like we haven't had new releases in a while too. So like anything that people would recommend, I feel like I've read at this point because I just love reading. Which blush? I'm gonna do this one. Yeah, but tomorrow, so today it's just a bunch of sessions, breakfast. We're meeting patients this afternoon and then we have a Halloween costume. Last night we had dinner and then brother's always born played and then they brought some songwriters up and it was the guy who wrote You're Gonna Miss This, which is like one of my favorites. That's honestly probably one of my first country songs that I loved. Like I always just remember obviously growing up in Texas, like countries always around and I got like way more into what I would say in high school but it was always just a thing. Like it's always like a part of, you know, whatever but You're Gonna Miss This, where we're so vividly like driving around when I was in like elementary school, middle school and hearing the song and like I was the kid who wanted to grow up so fast and I was like maybe I will miss this, you know? I do, so that's good. And what else? There's another huge song, why am I blanking? I don't know, it's like so early right now. Let me see, I put it on my Instagram story and it's gonna tell you guys. You're gonna have to win. What's inside? I think you should have said in color, Jamie Johnson, duh. Anyways, crazy. And just like the stories, I don't know, like I love like around, sort of like a writer's around vibe and I love hearing the stories behind it and I just, I love country music. I feel like we talked about that so often. I feel like it's like a part of like who I am at this point, like I'm very, very, I don't know, I just, I love it. Oh my God, sorry guys, I'm gonna try to hold it on screen now. I just feel bad because I haven't really vlogged that much but like I don't know these people and I just feel like I'll try to get some clips today. I just feel like, I don't know, we're supposed to get content. I'm getting content for socials and stuff but like I just, it feels weird to pull out like a vlog camera and be like, hi guy, you know what I mean? I don't know, so I'll get some clips behind the scenes and I definitely entered in some of like the iPhone ones from last night anyways. So anyways, I'll talk to you guys in a sec. Okay, I'm rushing out to meet my new friends but here's my outfit, the belt is Amazon. I need to know where are the best belt companies, like where do you get them from? I've gotten so into belts, belt buckles, all the things. My shirt, obviously St. Jude and then, or St. Jude and then my sweater is the same one from yesterday. Made well. Jeans are Abercombe. They are already stretched out and I only have two jeans for this whole trip so that's great. I'll just do something at Georgia's and then my boots are Chacobas. These are some of my favorite Chacobas boots, so. I'm off to breakfast with my friends, bye. I'm so scared. Is that green? Yeah, but it comes out so fast. I should have gotten a saucer, I really regret it. It looks so much cleaner than mine. This morning, I mean I've been crying like nonstop at St. Jude and this woman came and shared her story about losing her 18-year-old son and he had cancer four times and how just incredible a person he is. I just told this on the podcast and I don't even, we were all, there was not a single person. I think there's like 500 of us here that were just not crying. It was just the most, I don't even know, I don't have the words for it. Sometimes it's hard to talk about this stuff because I was saying this as well on the podcast. Words don't do anything justice and then you feel dumb saying that and then you're like, I don't know. It was the most beautiful story and I'm just, I'm in awe of her. We have more sessions starting in about 40 minutes. I just came back and I thank God I had time to record this week's episode since I extended my trip. I was like, oh shoot, when I'm gonna record this. So it's gonna record it Sunday night and I'm not gonna be home and I just did pack my stuff. So just recorded a podcast episode that I'm titling Kinsey. Have some respect for yourself. And it's about zooming out. It's about taking inventory. It's about figuring it out and it's funny. I like start crying on the episode because I'm laughing at myself because it's just like, this is just not real life. Like it's really just not real life. And also, you know when you just get yourself in a situation, you're like, how the hell did I get myself there to begin with? Like what about me put me in that position? You know, it's a good, it's a good one. I like watched a couple of the clips back and I'm like really into it and I normally don't watch my clips back at all because I just like can't. Like I hate even watching my social clips. Like I don't have great social clips though because I don't have like clickbait stuff. Like maybe I need to start clickbaiting some stuff. You know, like start saying I'm gonna fight you on like a YouTube fight or something. I don't know, I need to do something like that. So I put my pajamas and my robe back on when I got into my room just to be cozy. I also had to doordash batteries that the P-Body didn't have to be my batteries so I didn't even end up needing to but I had to order coffee because it needs to be over $20 to delivery. And this makes me feel young again. It makes me, like I always had these on like a road trip for some reason. Just love them. Love them so much. So kind of wishing I brought something else for my Halloween costume tonight but I think it's gonna be fine. This has just been like really such a life-changing thing. And kind of what I was saying in the podcast episode, you guys need to go listen to that by the way. If you guys are not subscribed to the podcast YouTube channel, please go subscribe. Let's get like 2,000 more subscribers in this video. But I have just been taking inventory. I think of my life and like what I've been doing in the past couple of months and realizing how far off that is from like the life that I wanna live or like the kind of people I think that I was just surrounding not people, but like I want to live a life that like means something and that is a value and that is making a difference and that is like of love. And I want to surround myself with people that are doing the same and I really want to be around like strong energies and like people of strength and like of emotional intelligence and all those things. And I wanna be more like that. I wanna learn from them. So I've just been like thinking a lot like not at all about my friends. My friends are amazing and obviously like I would die for them and they're all amazing and perfect but more so just like who I choose to like date and like talk to and I don't know. I just feel like, I feel like I've definitely started making better decisions in the past couple of years. I think I just gotten fooled is really what it is. It's not that I, and like sometimes it's fine. Things just like don't work out and they're great and look whatever. But I'm just taking a long hard look at myself. Hence the episode title being Kinsey. Have some respect for yourself. Hope you guys enjoy that one. I really do. So it is much later. Tonight is the Halloween party and I'm going as Barbie. I'm wearing this coat because it's on the rooftop and it's gonna be cold, which honestly makes me feel so much better about the outfit anyways. But I have this dress on that is from, I honestly can't remember and I don't love it. Something about it being puffy just makes me like not feel amazing about it. I wore it actually to the Barbie pop up. It's cute. I think I'll find it. I just totally forgetting where it's from. This jacket that I just rediscovered that I loved last year and I wore literally 24 seven, the trench coat. Princess Polly, it's like I got a bigger size and part of me is like it's too big, but I don't care. Then I have these pink heels on and then I am actually wearing this pink Saint Laurent bag that I got when I was in London and I left and you guys know that. The girls that I were actually talking about doing another Europe trip, hopefully in the next couple of months. This time we would add my friend Liz who hasn't put in a vlog yet, but I'm like literally, I talked to her 24 seven. She's like quickly become one of my best friends. Love her so much. So anyways, I'm about to go meet my new friends for a drink at this Halloween party. I just checked in for my little solo road trip. It'll be so therapeutic tomorrow. We're figuring some things out, you know? And I'm off to Nashville tomorrow after we go to Graceland in the morning. My camera's dying so I gotta go, bye. I've decided this is what I'm doing before every Halloween thing this year. I'm not even gonna be home for Halloween weekend. You know what I would love? I would love to be the point of my life where there's no longer Halloween weekend. Like I wanna be, I want stability. So anyways, I'm wearing this Barbie outfit. I just packed all pink things. This dress, I don't remember where it's from. I'll link it in the vlog. My pink heels, Sam Adelaide, I love these. And then my infamous pink bag that I left in London, if you know you know, it's on a rooftop though. So I'm wearing this coat and that is the look. Guys, I'm leaving this morning at my Uber. It's actually almost here because I have to go to the airport. I just put dry shampoo in my hair. I'm letting it sit, but I have to go to the airport in like 15 minutes, less than that, because I'm picking up my rental car and then I'm driving to Nashville. Well, I'm driving to Graceland and we're doing our tour first. And then I'm driving to Nashville. The last night was fun. We went to the Halloween party and then we were gonna go out and we went and the place wasn't open. So we're like, oh, whatever. So then I got drinks with John and Zachariah and then come to find out it opened later and then everyone went and at that point we were like, no, I'm really tired. The walls of this hotel are like paper, paper thin. Like no one has been staying in that room all week until last night. And it's like, I'm fully here. Like think about it fully here what I'm saying right now. Like wild and I was so tired last night that my friends called me like some crazy stuff is happening at home right now. So then I was like wired because I just was in shock. Like it's wild. So anyway, I'm having my soul searching the solo road trip today. Hopefully I'll find something, you know, something and we're gonna finish getting ready. I'm really excited to go to Graceland. I've always really wanted to go and Zachariah and John and last night were telling me like all of the random stuff that we're gonna do. So anyways, I'm very excited. Good morning, we're back. I'm wearing this like bodysuit that I got from like, I forget the name but it's kind of going a little too low. I never wear it even though it's like a Q-top. This is my outfit. I'm about to go leave, pick up my rental car at the airport. I already told you guys this, what am I saying? I'm just gonna change my outfit. Oh my God, I'm gonna fall. Here we are. I have my little starburst drinks and my Uber is I think here, so I scheduled it. So I have to make sure I have everything and then we're off. We are in the last 15 minutes of my road trip and I wanted this whole road trip to be monumental. I wanted it to, you know, give me some realizations, make me think, make me grow as a person. Instead, I spent them on the phone gossiping with my friends. So it wasn't necessarily the soul searching road trip that I was looking for but it made the trip go by very quickly. Okay, like I cannot believe that I was just in the car for like three and a half hours. So anyways, I am arriving in Nashville and I'm gonna have a nice little short weekend here and then I'm home on Monday and I'll talk to you guys then. I hope you all enjoyed this vlog. I just wanna say, I'll be talking about St. Jude probably forever. It was the most life-changing trip. If you're ever looking to donate anywhere, get involved at all with anything, St. Jude is it. And there are making differences all around the world as much as at St. Jude. I'm just so honored to be there. I know I've talked about it a lot. So I will let you guys go. I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog but I can do a whole other thing on St. Jude. Like whatever you guys wanna know, let me know, we'll make it happen. That's all I had to think about the word evening, you know, because it's Sunday. Okay, that's what it is. I've had quite the week and I won't say for the best. Okay, I'm not gonna sit here and tell you. It was a good week because honestly it really just wasn't.