 The lighting is crummy. Let's see. Welcome to live chat. Remember to what guard your privacy in a abide by it. Okay Can't get this out of here Go away go away Let's check the settings Hey, maybe this will help. No, how about this a little bit better? How about this? Look at all these things I can play with about this Bubbles, ooh, we're under the sea under the sea Good ol' black and white I'm just playing for a minute till I get a couple you guys in here. I Woke up feeling really good. I'd want to share a couple things with you and I want to Get some Advice But the only problem is has anybody posted yet because I'm on my phone. Hi, Jill. How are you? Oh, right on. Okay. Now I need to figure this out. Hi, Linda Hang in there with me for a minute because I'm on my phone. I'm in my bed The lighting is crappy I've never done a live on my phone before But I want to talk about a couple things that I did and that I'm doing and I'm feeling good about it's something I'm not feeling good about and I need you guys To help me, but I don't know how to read where you're writing on my phone. Okay, good. So I see Jill I See Linda. I wonder if I do this Nope Hmm, I'm gonna have to wait to see if anybody who's here Can you just type anything in so I can see if I can see it or not? That makes a lot of sense, right? So I can see hi Kathleen Susan. Okay, I can see you guys. I just wish I could get this whole thing on the bottom off Excuse my morning, you know what though right now it's a lot about how great I'm looking but how great I'm feeling I'm sitting here a nurse and a Red Bull that my honey brought me Look, can you guys hear me? Okay on this thing? You should see the setup. It's really pretty pathetic Whoever gave me the thumbs up. Thank you. Oh, I wonder if they can all hear me outside because my windows open Hey, honey, can you hear me? I have all these let me see if I hit this if it'll go away now I can't get these to go away Hang in there with me you guys Susan it's kind of hard not to hear me, huh? But the way I have you guys on my phone sideways sitting on a piece of foam on a pillow With kitty hair all over it. How do you know this is the first time in my life? I've had dogs For this reason, how do you stand the kitty hair the dog hair? The turtle hair whatever animal it might be that you have Hmm Okay, so I guess I'm not gonna be able to get this to go away Nope, that's not working. Oh, I kind of like that it's kind of Film noir if you will like I'm watching on my old movie channels all the time hang in there with me you guys Don't leave. I'm gonna get it set See if this will do it No, no, no, no, I can't make it go away. So we're just not gonna worry about it Well, I've got six of you guys in here Jill and Susan Jill how are you doing? I want to know how you guys are doing too I know a lot of folks come on and they the chat at you. I like to chat with you. I like to make it a If I were to go on Instagram we could all talk together Linda did I say hello to you? I believe I did Kathleen Susan. Okay Jill's doing good. That's great Because this year well, it's July, but I am referring to Clumps of time as this year. Hi Robbie. I read your message. I haven't answered my messages on my live from yesterday yet Also, I want to put this in real quick I got a new camera for Christmas and in the depths of My depression and the big C and the big L and the big P I had no interest in figuring it out I'm going to do that over the weekend. I'm gonna start making videos if I do lives I'm gonna try to learn how to do it on that right now. I'm just doing this Because I need to share certain things I need to hear from you get some feedback from you guys on certain things and You know what you got to do what you got to do in order to do it, right? Okay, so first off my lovely husband if you look on Instagram, I was getting some keto. I don't do keto. I'm a green WWE I don't have my water yet because I'm I'm I don't drink coffee. I drink Red Bull and He does the shopping every Saturday morning He goes to Walmart where we need to be going because I can't go to Walmart. I I just can't Nita, I Just can't it's too crowded people are too rude And then I lose my lovely compote It's out the window because he likes to do it. He likes to go really early before everybody's there He knows what I eat. He knows what to get He found some one point Keto hamburger buns there today now we had found some at Aldi's But then of course one week I went back to get another package They carried them no more of course because right isn't that the way? so he grabbed these ones just ought to Whim on a chance that they would work for me and gosh darn they do they're super soft They're bigger than the ones at Aldi's They're great. So that why am I so excited? I'm excited about that because I'm married to just a great guy Who goes that always washing his truck so he can't hear me? Who goes that extra mile for me? And I'm excited about that. I'm excited because I've shifted I've had a shift Those of you who have been doing WW you guys my numbers keep going in and out. What what am I saying wrong? I? I I'm feeling it. I'm feeling in my bones. I'm excited Susan says the twins found some keto buns to can't remember the name those were the ones from Aldi Those that of course I do I don't do anything what everybody else does But I took everything that the twins do because we all know how much needle needle loves the twins because actually I'm the triplet They haven't told you guys yet It's a big deep dark hidden secret, but there's actually three of us, but we got separated at birth So I'm feeling good you guys, and I'm so glad to be feeling good. I've only had two sips of this So it's not from that Yes, last night we went to dinner We went to our little Spanish restaurant. I Took I measured not only did I measure it out take it, but I measured out a small container half one point worth of holy guacamole the other half one point worth of daisy light sour cream I ordered my appetizer chicken filet grilled You know I told them, you know, no better. They know me there. We go every Friday night. I have for a few years had that Sorry, sorry for the makeup under the eyes, but we don't care. We don't care Had that with what I brought and It was delicious, and it was filling I get so full on it was all I needed We need to slow down when we eat and we did and it worked So I think that kind of like it's like oh it feels good to do this again, right? But I'm having a problem today It's not the end of the world, but I need some help and I'm not seeing any kind of Hitchcock vibes for there a minute Speaking of Hitchcock Hi, Linda. I'm so happy to see you. I saw your name too on yesterday's I keep wanting to say vibe live, and I just have not answered them yet I'm excited to my friend I'm so so super excited and again talk if there's something you guys need to talk about I don't know about you, but I have till about three this afternoon Or you could talk and then if you have to go to your kids game or your grandkids game or whatever But if there's something that you need Do you like my many jammies? To talk about or you need help with jump in here. We'll weave in and out. We won't forget anything Let me see Susan says we don't have chain grocery stores in New York City I've always wondered how you guys shop Only TJ's and Whole Foods. Oh, they still have Whole Foods. I know they're expensive though Never can find the good WW friendly things y'all find Gosh, I wish I could touch on that Susan because I often wonder how you guys shop there I need to get my glasses I have a couple friends who live there and when I see them talk about and They're not WW friends I Wonder if you could order some things online that that didn't help. I don't know how my eyes are going walking All right. Here's my dilemma for today Okay, I need You guys and I know Okay, so if you're here this morning and you didn't see my Video from yesterday. Welcome. I'm glad you're here stick around You know what if you're new here and you're not subscribed Hit that subscribe button and hit the notification button because for a probably for about a week Maybe this is gonna have to be my the way I go is just jumping on live Until I form a pattern and and we talk about all sorts of stuff here It's not all always If you're on keto or something else jump in here, we're all in the same boat. All right, so here here's what I need to Rise above today and I think talking it out will help And if any of you have had this experience, please jump in there with me Because of the big P Uh, I haven't we haven't seen steve's sisters or family Actually, we haven't seen them in two years because we didn't see them Okay, one of them lives in montana one of them lives here and we just haven't seen them. Oh And again, if you weren't here yesterday, I have gained Almost 60 of my pounds back I don't look good. I don't look bad. I've had to buy some clothes. So I'm able to at least Dress well put on some makeup do the other Uh, they have never suffered weight problems. They're both beautiful blonde women with You know slim bodies beautifully nice And we have to go see them today And I don't want to go see them today because I'm so embarrassed over my weight game I'm gonna be Literally even with the men there's going to be two men there my husband and my brother-in-law And they're both 95 pounds dripping wet, right? I'm going to be the only large person in the room which is going to stick out and I'm so embarrassed And I don't want to go But when you have a husband who goes to wal-mart for you in the morning and brings you back keto buns and Different times different things that he thinks is going to help you on your weight loss adventure Because we don't do journeys here You have to do things back for them, right? Uh And I need help getting over myself Feeling good enough about myself Because I can I can go to this Family gathering and I can just pull up a chair in the corner and Zip it and not be involved in the whole thing sip smile. And yeah, it's a beautiful house One of them one of them got a new house. It's lovely Love what you've done with this room, but not get engaged in the conversation And you know you guys you guys know better than anybody except for steve who doesn't I like getting engaged. I like having conversation. I miss conversation. I miss friends. I miss I miss it all And I don't know what to do about this. I am on a roll denise. I'm totally on a roll See your guys stuff. I got to touch the screen and make sure I don't miss any comments I'm feeling good. I have I'm feeling that little You know you guys you know when we are In it not just doing it not just hi tracy So good to see you honey uh But we're really like gung ho. It's not we're not just tracking which I haven't stopped tracking through this whole thing Even though I gained 20 million pounds. I still track everything which is good. Uh, I think Linda's here. She says I totally understand had a reunion in Ohio last month have gained 30 pounds Since they last saw me. I was so ashamed. I still am but they love me and have to remember that You do too Anita Thank you for that Thank you, Linda I'm gonna tuck that up in here I'm hoping to get a couple things from you guys To tuck up in here so that when I'm feeling when I'm in the house with these people and I'm feeling these feels I can go to that because it's it's it's very helpful. That's why I'm here All right, let me go. Okay Denise says Nita you need to remember that no one really is thinking about your weight gain except you See your family and enjoy every minute of every day That's really true, isn't it? That is so That is so so true Because uh, when I see somebody else who's gained weight, I'm not sitting around thinking about it Okay, I'm tucking that over here with what Denise said right Linda said Denise Linda, okay Susan says Understand feeling embarrassed, but need I think everyone is just happy to see each other This past year and a half has taught everyone how important companionship is You're healthy Thank you Susan It is so true. I don't even know you and I know you're oh Denise Thank you I'm gonna need to I'm gonna learn how to accept that's that's another thing I'm gonna put on my list Of things to do in this in now that we're out for the most part. We still have to be careful. We're not going to talk about that though But I'm seeing a surge in Isn't it interesting? I'm going to go back to your comments But I find it to me to be so interesting That in a time when we needed each other the most be it zoom be at instagram be at youtube We we we did the opposite. We all buried Why why am I speaking for everybody? I'm speaking for myself I buried my head in the sand and I went away and I do know of a couple other youtubers that did the same thing And I find that interesting Kathleen says they don't care. They just want to see you They want to see steve and I'm excited for that. Um There is a little backstory. I want to tell you guys Robbie says extra care with Hair and makeup and dying my earrings. We know I do In fact when I when I woke up Even though my my makeup my mama my cup is all smeared all over the place I thought but I can't go on without earrings and I grabbed some earrings Jill says you will have fun. You know, they are wanting to see you. Hello, susan Hi lu. I'm so glad you're here. Did you hear the quandary? Look at there's kitty dog. Have any of you guys noticed how white she's gotten kitty? Oh, she's curled up. So you can't see it now. She just gets whiter every day Linda says you're excited now about getting back on track and let that set the mood for your visit Everyone is just going to be so glad to be together in person No, kitty dog. Okay lu long story short going to visit in-laws who I've not seen in two years And I have not seen since I gained 60 pounds back and I'm embarrassed and I'm ashamed I mostly want to just crawl. I told steve. Can't we just go to a restaurant visit and come home? Why do we have to visit because I am embarrassed? Uh And that's my quandary But these ladies have come up with some really nice things that are true and I think The fact somebody said and I'm sorry because I'm reading you guys so fast He said nobody really cares about my waking Let me let me add this. I want to I need to add this caveat to the whole thing And for those of you guys who are sticking in here, thank you So when chelsea came back and she brought to lula with her For those of you who may not know to lula is my granddaughter We did not know of her existence. I also have a grandson benjamin. We didn't know of him. My my daughter was away for How long was she gone guys three years? Oh louie, I hope so anyways, um I posted a picture on facebook and My sister-in-law who is The sweetest the kindest the most fun She's just there's nothing negative. I could say about her Uh I said this is to lula. This is my granddaughter. Surprise. Surprise everybody. Don't judge, you know And she got very upset and as she said my brother Is already taking care of one of your grandchildren. Now. He's gonna be responsible for another one She she got very upset Which wasn't the case. I was just meeting her and wanted everybody else to meet her as well And I totally could see her point of view we get defensive for those that we love and it is for younger brother But there was never any closure to it. Um, I wrote her back. I said, hey, no, no, no We're not she's not living with us. I'm not not Uh, we're not taking care of her like we do all of her. I'm just introducing to lula to everybody Because she's my granddaughter, you know And then that was it she unfriended me and it the whole thing was a big surprise. So I have a little bit of um resentment anger I don't know it you know, it's still kind of sitting on me I just have to let it go Trepidation perfect. Nancy. Thank you. Um I just have to put it in the past let it go like we often do many things And just talking about it helps and I appreciate you guys so much So when I see her if I get it out with you guys first when I see her Maybe I won't feel as strongly about it. Let me go back Joan hello, no need to be embarrassed life happens. I wish it was that easy I wish my brain was that Oh Nancy, let me go back Lou hopping anything come over here and go with me Nancy nibbles of life. Thanks for always being an inspiration. Oh always love your hair Oh, give yourself some grace this year and a half has been tough Nancy, thank you for commenting on my hair I literally haven't even brushed it. I sat up in bed and I was like I gotta talk to my homies. That's very sweet. Thank you so much Joan Mabel says no need. Okay Susan says don't sell yourself short. You have such interesting stories about your life. Don't be embarrassed You're a lovely person in my opinion. Susan. You've always been in my corner and I know that and I thank you You know stranger things have happened Hop of playing. I'll take you to all the stores. We'll get you all the stuff and send you back Wouldn't that be fun? Lou says well, I'm sorry that happened, but that's her loss. I understand she feels protective of Steve But she was out of line Uh, she was And uh, it'll all be okay today I need to build up my I need to think about a few things of myself that I like And remember that I'm bringing it to their table, right because I'm gonna that's the thing. I'm gonna be at their table They're not gonna be at mine. I'm sorry. I'm always scratching my nose I have to have a self-conversation that they Nor anyone else is any better than me Uh, but not better than me, but I am not worse than them because I carry weight And um, I do carry interesting that's a great way to put interesting stories about my life and Isn't it funny that when I talk to you guys, I'm not the least been embarrassed about anything. I shouldn't have to be Oh boy, I just caught glimpse of that. Is it scarf weather? Audrey Hepburn wore a scarf or not Audrey but Catherine no matter what the weather maybe I can start Start my own habit, right? So that's what I do just talking about it. Denise is a lot of people say things on social media. They shouldn't It's hard to believe that someone would be that way, especially if I'm a member she should be ashamed, you know what? it wasn't a long drawn out Attack it wasn't either of those things It was clearly concerned for her brother because I mean I want to tell you guys secret don't be telling your friends, okay Don't rush out in the other room and tell your roommates your husband your brother your dog. Don't even tell your cat But we're not rich Surprising I know And I it was just pure concern And I get it I just wish it would have been wrapped up with the ribbon and you know what I'm wrapping it up now And I'm tossing it out Loose is neither worthy of all the good things that come your way everybody else who can't be supportive family or not An f off. Thank you Lou. I need to I need to Stick it up here with the other things I'm taking and you know what? You know what's good about doing this live and talking to you this way Okay, another thing. I'm just realizing I love a good realization. Don't you love a good realization? Is that when we're driving over there today I can read your guys's answers again because it'll be on the screen If had I come on here and just done a video And verbally vomited all over you guys And you couldn't reply. Well, that wouldn't have done me any good, right? But coming on live And having your feedback I can come back to it and oh yay for that Susan you have an incredible sense of humor. Thank you I have to find humor and things or else I uh Thank you. That means the world to me You live life remember nasty people say Denise Look at you getting all deep on me sister Lou Um words are just words and to me anything here is acceptable Except one word and we probably all know what that is I don't even need to give you initial the f word is it's just a word Uh, so don't ever apologize. Plus you pretty much have carte blanche to do everything I'm so glad you're here too. I needed a moderator yesterday when I went live Um You're Denise you're right and that's what matters, right? But I do want Them to love me too and they do And it'll be it'll be a lovely visit And then thanks you guys for your help We'll just leave it there got it off my chest out of my system I haven't had breakfast yet. I'm trying to decide what I want to have So tell me enough about me Jill will end with Jill I wouldn't let it get to you if he didn't want to do stuff for all where he wouldn't have but he did Mmm. He kind of had to he was backed into a corner uh Luckily Well, you're right if he didn't want to then he would have had to leave me because I had to It would have been a really rough situation I'm a torus mz welcome mz. I hope you come in peace Because we're a peaceful crowd here and if not I have to stick Lou on you Her and a wrench, uh, but I'm a I'm a torus uh, we're a weight-watching group and uh Um We're we're weight-watchers And people there's some people here. I think who do kudos kudos keto too Oh wait before you do that Don't don't lower the shade though, but come in and say hello. Wait. Hold on you guys. It's everybody come down Good catch So everybody's gonna say hi to you It's okay. I'll I'll read them back to you later Can you see the comments over here? Hey stevie. What's up? That's Lou She's my moderator see her wrench. Uh that means that if somebody comes in our live feed And and does something bad she just wax them over the head with her wrench Whole face just for a second We were just talking about going to see your sisters. Yeah and my trepidation What's his zodiac sign? He is a gemini Twins Definite twins You should have said goodbye. So you could have said goodbye, honey Oh here we take this out with you. This is how weird it is when I got to set you guys up I have to find things to set the pad on Just uh on top of your head if you like All right, so let's go back came in to close the window. He's gonna turn on the air conditioning We have been married for 13 years But we've known each other since we were We ones Good night, and I think you said india didn't you? Good night. Thanks for coming in and saying hi to me in my pals Oh boy I'm gonna have to scrub off this makeup and reapply it Why don't they just make you know so that we could just go the next day? As far as my plan for food I don't remember who I was telling I'm gonna Do what I've always done and I'm gonna keep it simple. I'm gonna keep it very simple Oh, probably but I like it So there's some things that are bad for you that I'm still gonna indulge in I know Denise and you know what my whole life until I came on youtube. I never wore makeup And then you see everybody Applying their makeup and doing their makeup and then you gotta be in with the joneses Plus, you know what I gotta say look better with it on Hi, Sharon. Good morning. Probably it's afternoon where all you guys are now I'm gonna keep I'm gonna do my program the way I've always done it, you know, I see a lot of people changing Jumping from here to this island to that island I'm gonna do it works for me and that's just keeping it simple staying in the same program that I lost my weight on Because doing it was what worked for me The things that didn't work for me. I know exactly what they are And I'm not gonna do them. I'm gonna stay on green I never ever over thought my carbs. I never over thought Anything I just stayed in my points Was mindful of I've got to have kiss Everybody give me a big old kiss and keep it simple schweebert stupid silly The whole thing I'm gonna keep I'm gonna stay in my points. I'm gonna use a couple of minutes. I have to experiment with my weeklies because I don't know exactly where I stand with them. I usually never used them But uh, I'm gonna work with those and I'm gonna be mindful of what I eat And I'm gonna stay inside my points and when I'm done with my points. I'm gonna be done But I'm I if I overthink anything Denise says no that I am old I wear makeup, but I refuse false eyelashes I don't think I've ever tried Sharon. Did I say good morning? Good afternoon to you. I think I did I think I did Linda says whatever she said it shouldn't have been said on social media Oh, okay. Well, you know what? Um, it wasn't it wasn't on social media. It was in a in a private message I'm just going back to see if I missed anything If anybody wants to give me a thumbs up it'll help and I'm gonna start saying these things because I'm gonna come back to My youtube because that's what makes me happy. Look how happy I am because I'm on my youtube It's not the youtube. It's you guys. Is it having access to people who get it? Green Denise. I am green forever green um forever green. Is that a song? If not, it should be uh Green was what the original smart points was was what I lost all my weight on And uh, that's what worked for me. So I'm staying on that. I I love purple Okay, when I am in the mood to cook And I am in the mood for some brown rice and some pasta and stuff I think purple Is the diggity. I think it's healthy Um, Lou, you know, you can always just hide or whatever. I'm leaving it up to you Um, love green because it works for me and for me. I like to be accountable for everything You know, I just need everything I don't like blue blue did not work for me when it was called freestyle. Was it freestyle? That's how far out of my mind. I put it because it just didn't not work for me Uh, I count everything I count my coffee creamer. I count, uh, I don't use a lot of condiments. I only use mustard basically Which is zero points. And again, I go by zero. I don't go by free. Nothing sadly in life is free um, I have A 50 percent no sugar ketchup, which I count I don't take any shortcuts, but I keep it simple. I do what w w tells me to do on the green plan And that what that is what works for me Now the main thing I need to do Linda, thank you for popping in. I hope you're still here Your guys's comments aren't coming up unless I hit the screen. I apologize And yes, you'll be seeing me a lot Sharon. I'll be doing some of those So keep keep you you guys, um Keep your notifications on for those who want to be bugged my me yak and because I think I think I've come through um You guys I was waking up wishing I was dead every single day Literally and the only reason I didn't follow through with any of that Is because of Oliver That's how depressed I was That's how I gained 60 pounds um I would spend I'm gonna get off the subject in a minute because nita's happy and we don't need any downer talk nita. What the heck I would go days without taking shower. I would just stay in bed uh Even the last part when oliver was still with us before I really I was not in a good place So I have to remember that It's a good thing. I'm alive Okay, so you guys are the best because you're helping me work this all out just by being here Thank you so much being able to talk about it At least I'm here to go today to see these lovely people, right? At least I came through it. I came through the hell and the fog and You know opening my eyes in the morning and just going oh my god It's just another day Who cares about dieting who cares? But the funny thing is is I never ever stopped tracking. I tracked everything you guys Isn't that weird? um But I'm here to be there They're lucky to have me, right? They're lucky to have such a swell sister-in-law because kids. I am swell and and uh That's their family needs a little bit of Zing if you know what I'm saying There's long spells of quietness And I came to break it up. All right. Let me see what you guys are saying Um Denise has green works best for me too. I have been doing w w since god was a corporal Sharon says I've gained 40 and it is so hard on my body. I'm so very disappointed in myself Sharon Okay, you and me girl. We're gonna do this together whether you like it or not. I'm I'm Wrangling you in Uh I spoke in my live yesterday for those who didn't see it real quick Walking getting around on our vacation walking flat streets Uh, I had to stop and sit down the stairs. I had to stop mid-stair This is from a person who was walking seven miles a day You know seven miles a day now. I can barely In my hips and it's because it's all in my gut. So all this weight in my gut But you know what? I'm gonna change it and it's gonna take some time and that I need to be uh Patient See I'm going back because like I said, it doesn't show up Sharon we can do this and we can get our smiles back And when I'm doing something I'm gonna be thinking of you I will do some cook with me's Susan is true blue worked for me from day one. That's fabulous But everyone has to find the plan that works for them Exactly and I would never try to tell somebody you have to do grain because because green's the only way No, it's what works for you I'm sorry guys. I have to scroll back Lou says I don't know how many people will be at your gathering today You're gonna laugh when you hear this. I would bet the fam the farm That someone else there has struggled with this past year and a half over however long it's been not this particular, um Problem there's gonna be four of us six of us There's gonna be six of us Uh My sister's in law. There's two of them their husbands myself and my husband Uh, and they're all the nicest people that you can I'm just embarrassed Make it about them ask them how they are doing. Ooh I should be taking notes You are wrangled in Linda else's life is difficult at least you're honest with your emotions That helps others who aren't as willing to admit their struggles linda I cannot thank you enough For taking the time to write that out because my friend After I do these lives sometimes while I'm doing these lives or when I'm doing my regular videos. I think Could I say too much because I'm an emotional creature who wears her heart on her sleeve It's just who I am. It's who I've always been. It's what's got me the most trouble in my life It's got me what's the most love in my life. It's it's a it's a it's a tight rope walk. I never know what's gonna happen with it I appreciate you saying that because I like sharing Because I have heard things from other people that greatly affect The way I think about something it'll turn my mind, you know, you know, that's that's a way of looking at something that I never thought about And I hope that in my honesty and in my drastic emotions It's seen that way Sharon says went on to college visits with Christopher and was sobbing the three quarters of the way through Okay, first of all, I'm sorry for the sobbing second of all I didn't know you had a chris with a k like I do but his is ff not ph Oh, but you got to see him Well, let's see wait, I missed something Oh, he's just looking at colleges right now. Oh, I wish I could give you advice on that I've never been on any sort of Maybe Be like so full of joy that he wants you there That you're allowed to be in on The whole experience because let's be honest, you know, our kids take a turn like Oliver right now Anything anything is up for conversation you guys before I read what Lou said Anything's up for conversation. Did you get a new car? Did you get a new house? Did you move? Are you excited about it the college tours are 90 minutes of walking and I couldn't do it. Okay Oh, I get it and I oh my gosh, just keep walking honey On your off time and I'm I need to take my own advice. I haven't been walking at all We'll work on that we got it. We got to get that. I know it's only been a day, so we're good We're gonna get that private message Lucis, this is totally random before I forget. There's a Disney archives exhibit at Graceland Graceland what the heck is Walt's stuff doing at Elvis's pad? I told the hubs we were gonna go Well, that's a total trip That's a total trip Graceland Did they have all the stuff from the jungle crews in the jungle room? That's a trip Sharon slowly but surely and does he understand where you are like if you say hey pal We need to pull over to the bench and just Kick it for a few and then we'll get back up and continue on our journey. Does he understand that? Luckily Steve does I know there's a difference between the kids and the husbands and I get it And it sucks it sucks when we I don't know what to say, but that sucks The only thing I can think of and this was the advice that somebody gave me before I went on vacation I was like, I don't know how I'm gonna do this Hey, Lou. I got somebody here for you. Oh, it's a doozy. I got it um God people are idiots, aren't they don't you just have to feel so sorry for these idiots? I'm sorry Sharon that got me off track um, I think the only thing you and I can do is Walk on our free time and get our walking back Denise I'm sorry you guys. I had a couple trolls. I had to get off and I got off Denise says we are headed to the mountains next month. I can't wait to get out of the south florida heat Hopefully we will be doing some mild hiking. There you go way to look at it Susan says I'm thinking about retiring and moving to my family home in north carolina I don't have any family left. The big P was hard on me and still is I know it was This is a huge decision for me Thank you, honey It changed all our lives, didn't it? There I go again speaking for everybody. I need to stop speaking for everybody It changed my life It changed My life from Appreciating what steve's giving me appreciating what I have appreciating my grandson Appreciating my daughter's sobriety. By the way, she's kicking ass you guys. Chelsea is like, oh, she joined WW with me. She's doing the green program. I need to get her over here. I need to take her and buy her I have scale. I need to give her I need to give her some get her some measuring utensils And drill it into her head that she does have to weigh and Measure everything I need to see her in person. We haven't talked in person. She's excited about it. I'm excited She's doing it. I just wish she was geographically closer Denise me too But but but not for the better. I came It's I came out of it instead of going boy, that was horrible, but Here we go. I'm there now. I was just still Uh, like I mentioned earlier in a really scary dangerous place Scary and dangerous All over saved my life. So yeah, so that's that's the plan I'm gonna be doing a lot of taping. I'm gonna be hopping on live a lot. Like I said for the reason that I'm not Um set up yet with my camera and oh shoot. I didn't even think about this you guys with my iPad broken When I do film with my camera How am I gonna upload it? I guess I'm gonna have to learn how to do it on my phone. You know what today? I'm gonna take my iPad somewhere and see if they can fix it Yay, Chelsea would love to see you two do a cook with me. He was happy to hear you That you know what you guys are gonna love her You guys are gonna love her and I need to get her up here to do a cook with me Um, she's gonna drive me crazy Because that's our relationship our whole her whole life is she's very Don't I'm not putting my kid down. I'm not saying anything. I wouldn't say if she wasn't sitting right here with me She's a huge class Which takes a shower in my shower that are both uh all glass I pray a little prayer before she gets in that she doesn't fall out The last time she took a shower I was like a tenor noise and those doors and all I could think of was blood You know, I was like this She is um Yay, Chelsea would look um She has a great sense of humor She has a great laugh. She has a great smile Yeah, that's something I need to work on Did you see I'll Lou, are you in the mood for some bubbles? Under the sea Under the sea So, yeah, I need to get her up here to do that. I know and then when I'm watching Uh the twin man Door This morning at two o'clock in the morning. I woke up There you go. I hit you cock again They have some really deep. What's this one glow? Well, that's not a glow. That's that's That's nothing I like this one Oh, I like this. I kind of like this one. I might finish off in this one Do I have any any drawers in I know It's no glow. Anybody want to draw me my nostrils Very prominent nostrils Oh no This one Lou. I like this one Oh, here's if I want to do documentary now I like this one sophisticated It's like if I was grand my grandmother Why don't you guys show up? So let me end this so you guys can get on with your lives because I could just talk forever Please Um, I do too Lou Susan get off the floor off the floor Susan Until I get my whole situation worked out it's gonna be It's there's gonna be no Bye Denise. Thanks for thanks for being here honey There's it's that I gotta figure out a routine. I gotta learn how to use my camera I have to learn how to load my camera somewhere to put it on youtube Um, please like and subscribe just so that when I do come on live and I need to have a good healthy chat You need to have a good healthy chat Um, thank you Lou. You guys will know even though I don't know about you guys, but my notifications for people that I watch They come up a day after I've already watched all their videos So if you want to throw in a thumbs up before you split if you have not already that's always appreciated Now that I'm coming back Robbie says 23 year old grandson FaceTimed me from Peter Pan yesterday Yay Hey Robbie was he in Disneyland or Disney World? Smash that like button y'all Oh Lou I I've been to Disneyland twice Since it opened back up. We opened up, uh, we're at Disney World There there rules are very different out there than out here. They opened up way before we did I'm not gonna go back. I'm gonna go back Towards Christmas because it's Christmas, but it's not my Disneyland yet I just didn't feel right plus with all this weight getting around was Very painful. I'm not gonna get into the whole thing, but Good for him. I'm glad he's having a good time All right, you guys I guess I better get figure out what I'm gonna wear wash my face get everything going See you and I Susan We were thinking the same thing Thank you. Thank you guys with with all my heart. Thank you For let me just pop back in here out of being who knows where for the last year and a half I could tell you where I've been in bed Just in bed I've loved you guys to death Thank you for all the input I'll be reading it in the truck and I'll see you real soon Drink your water and know your bathrooms are again. I can say that because we're out and about now Thank you, Lou. Have a great day Thank you, Linda. I will I will I'm gonna read back everything you guys wrote several times before I stepped foot into the Uh Wherever what what kind of face was that? What kind of face was what the one you gave me? Thank you Sharon and right back at you my friend We'll see you soon because I gotta come back and let you know how it goes, right? So maybe tomorrow we'll have some sundae coffee