 Now, another thing that happened in my child and in particular that I think this relates to when, you know, because we have our relates to when we were in school, when I was in school, I was picked on significantly. I wasn't picked for games first. So all of those emotions that happened in school started to rewire my brain, not trusting love, feeling anxious, feeling, you know, unappreciated. I mean, the list of words can go on and on and on, which helped kind of wire who I am as an adult. And so ultimately where I'm at or where I've been at is an anxious person.