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Published on Jul 4, 2012
I know its a very simple video, but it does mean a lot to me
I have to live everyday knowing someday you will be gone. And its true.. that is solely my biggest fear in life... loosing you. And having to go through, everyday, with the knowledge that my biggest fear will come true is hard. And people always wonder why whenever I see you, why I give you the biggest cuddles, because if you were to leave the next day I would want to know that you knew you were loved. And I would hate myself if didnt make that clear before leave the barn. You've changed me and saved me in so many ways, that no matter the outcome of this weekend or of this year, I will always know that what you and I have is special and not many people get the PRIVILEGE of having such a connection with such an amazing being with an amazing heart. And it does scare me to know that you will be gone someday, and when that day comes it will be hard. Of course it will, there is no doubt in my mind that it will not be one of the hardest days of my life, but at least i know that I had the privilege of knowing you and knowing that what we had a once in a life time, if you're lucky and the star are alined, connection. Just the thought of loosing you brings me to tears, so I should probably conclude this description to save my key board. But this is a video for you Gus. And for all my amazing subscribers reading this, it is because of you guys that Gus and I have such support. You are simply amazing, and I thank you for putting up with my insanity :P And all I can give you in return is advice and its: never live with regrets, and that doesn't mean to not give a shit about the past, it means to never partake in actions or leave a circumstance in a way that you perceive yourself regretting later. Carpe Diem. Love the ones you love and ignore the ones you hate.