 what's going on guys welcome back to another video so today's video is gonna be very interesting um I don't know man you're having some weird symptoms I am but it's like not symptoms that I'm enjoying at all it's not and I'm a little tad bit concerned honestly but I'm not trying to let it get to me I'm trying to like me in a good mood and stuff but chronic pain sucks she's having pregnancy symptoms but these are also the symptoms that she had when you had the cysts you had to get your surgery so God forbid it's not the cysts hopefully you know it's something else I don't know what that noise was but that's I think that was a bench in front of us but yeah guys so let me talk to you real quick while Isaiah concentrates on the road right now I am on my way to my gynecologist I know that you guys have been you know seeing a lot of backslide turn right I know you guys have been you know a keeping track of my endo journey and stuff like that and you guys have seen me talking to this doctor before I'm not gonna bring you guys in with me just because I feel like they're very private there I don't want to push it so yeah pretty much I've been having all these symptoms like I've been nauseous I've been having breast tenderness which is weird because like I've looked up symptoms for the medication that I'm on and a lot of it was like oh yeah like cramps spotting stuff like that but now I'm having like breast soreness TMI but I'm in the bathroom like all day pretty much and I my stomach hurts like I'm just not okay I am in shambles so I'm trying to figure out the root cause I have doctors appointments for like my stomach I have doctors appointments for this so let's just like rule out the basic stuff first I want to know like if I'm could be pregnant which I don't know if that's the case I don't think that is the case but I also want to know like if my sister back because if God forbid they are I want to take care of that right away so yeah not gonna talk your ear off but that's pretty much the gist of everything that's going on right now so yeah we'll meet you guys when I'm at the doctor's office what's getting me is that you have breast tenderness yeah that's like that it's a weird symptom so that's why I'm like why is this happening that is really weird and I'm not I don't think you're pregnant I however it's weird that you're just having pregnancy symptoms and then on top of that I've been super bloated like I'm always bloated I was gonna say you are always bloated but this is like super super bloated like looking like I'm six months pregnant it's either one of two things I'm gonna go ahead and guess it's either a really bad IBS flare up okay or God forbid your sister coming back which at that case we got to go through the whole thing of what we went through last time which is they just removed them and then that's that not the end of the world not the end of the world but obviously we don't want to go that route yeah but if it's something that's gonna make me feel better I I've grown out of the like fear of surgeries because I understand that my condition is severe so if I have to go through all these surgeries to feel better then I'll just do it because I'd rather you know do that than suffer all the time and be in chronic pain so I get scared every time I'm not gonna lie I get scared too obviously it's only been once and I was like I was so so scared for that surgery waking up was not fun it's not necessarily I'm scared it's more so like anxious like could we just get this over with like I wish the surgery was only like five minutes late yeah last time I had the surgery had to stay in the hospital for two days for like observation I don't think they do that out here so that's what I'm scared of it's like if you need it they'll do it they did not just gonna send you home who's calling me oh my god guys hold on we'll see you guys when we get out I gotta talk to my account all right infinite fam so I'm back in the car and I am ready to give you guys an update yes enough guys I don't know anything yet so we're gonna be hearing together for the first time so he did kind of like a pelvic exam you're pregnant I'm not pregnant which yeah so disappointing I wouldn't be I wouldn't mind being pregnant honestly see don't say that and then next video you say I'm not ready you know what like I don't think you're ever gonna be ready to have a baby I'm gonna be such a good mom like I feel like I'm gonna be the best mom ever I'm gonna be like the cool mom but also like anyway oh side we're getting sidetracked talking about babies are you gonna just disregard what I just said what I didn't hear you said you're gonna be a milk oh period I just had to get that out but yeah guys so pretty much everything's looking good I have an ultrasound that I have to get done because I expressed to him the pain that I was feeling and I've been having some back pain and usually when I had my cysts that were bursting that's what would happen is that like I would have all this pain and the cysts will be leaking and all that stuff so he wants to make sure that none of that is happening and so he scheduled it for March 29th which is at the end of the month it's a little far but it's alright as long as I have no appointment I also asked for a full hormone panel and he said because my hormones are out of whack because of the myfembre it would be like no reason for me to do that because of myfembre lowers all of my estrogen did you tell him what the myfembre is oh so myfembre if you guys don't know what that is it is a kind of medication it's a medication for people with endometriosis and people that have like severe bleeding PCOS periods stuff like that and pretty much it lowers all of your estrogen and gives back like point one percent of it and it's tough because it does mess with your hormones but from what he said it's actually been helping my uterus and my uterus is mobile as he said and pretty much means that with endoprior when I would get a public exam it would be so painful that I would honestly cry Isaiah can attest to that so wait what why do you have pain um he basically said that the reason why I'm having pain is that pretty much like my body absorbs a medication differently from day to day so last week I was experiencing so much pain breast tenderness that he said they're all normal symptoms of being on the myfembre so these are side effects it's yeah pretty much side effects from the medication and it depends on what I'm doing from day to day that you know my body is just absorbing it differently than it would the previous week or the previous day even so yeah that's pretty much everything that we discussed alright guys so right now I know that was a lot we're gonna go out to get some lunch now and then we'll take it back home all right guys so we just finished up eating I want to apologize to you guys I feel like I haven't been talking to you guys much this vlog however I'm dealing with a lot of like our like business stuff like tax stuff like that very stressful at the moment but yeah I just wanted to tell you guys I'm sorry I feel like I haven't been talking to you guys much I mean honestly like it's okay I know that they're gonna forgive you and they love you anyway a lot of I'm getting gray hairs yes but literally I'm literally getting gray hairs literally my baby it's the only time I'm stress-free oh it's the only time I'm stress-free look at them I missed you I missed you that's like he missed us to my hot dog my hot dog my hot dog oh look like a trampoline you get him baby get him get him oh you give it to mommy brah I'm over it sweet boy over it baby you look like Patrick star I don't even care anymore man just whatever do whatever with me I don't care no more all right what are you going through right now sir bro everything stress ain't the word stress ain't the word what's it matter baby you know what I'll be done what if you give me a full body massage not even a full body give me a back massage babe really yeah that'll help me a lot but do it right like get the oil so you know it's not do it right yeah so it's not like friction and all that would like dry like get the oil so everything I'm agreeing to do this like I'm just saying I don't see the issue I see an issue you're supposed to be the one getting a massage how cuz I'm the one that being pain all the time I'm in pain mentally oh shut up worse I'm in pain mentally and physically no no no you got it you got it with that we're both we're both going through it oh yeah we're both going through it you're physically I'm mentally however this is where the video ends all right so if you guys enjoyed today's video I know it wasn't anything except just an update on life thought Janice was pregnant she's not however maybe sometime soon who knows right maybe we'll see so um yeah if you guys like today's video make sure you guys smash that thumbs up button and what I mean so we'll see you guys in the next video this is just an update so yeah say bye nene come here