 would work as like a special needs teaching assistant as you know and I really missed that missed the kids and it wasn't really a job for me because it was very taxing on me. Quite stressful and the working days are very long well not long but they were very sort of intense and you have to be like as a teacher you have to be very like switched on and like planning things and sort of I found it really really hard but I do miss a lot of the kids that I used to work with so I understand why you decided to kind of go back and have a bit more of that local. That's what makes me smile walking through the door I see the human people and they and they said and our children that they're so unique and so pure of heart really just absolutely amazing everything they do and it just it just brings you back to ground.