 when you abandon your prayer life, you will always start developing other weird habits that absolutely have no bearing on the effectiveness of your life. You're not going to be empty, you're going to argue, you're going to fight, you're going to be negative, you're going to be maybe toxic, maybe you're going to become very good at becoming combative, defensive, always defending, always fighting, but in reality, you know, you can always beat a skunk. I have to ask yourself a question. Is the smell worth the fight? Your goal is not to be engaged in every battle that you're invited to. Your goal is always to be only involved in battles that have a spoil at the end, meaning they have victory at the end.