 Hi everyone welcome to another vlog. I'm starting this vlog off super late. It is actually it's like Thursday I think 3 30 p.m. Wasn't gonna vlog today I posted on my Instagram story and I was like guys should I clean my house deeply in the guy was planning or Should I watch national all day and then I drink like a cold brew as I was doing this because I just didn't feel Like it and now I'm kind of like going off the wall So I'm just gonna clean and organize all of you love me So you said to watch Nashville, but you know sometimes I have to be responsible adult So I wanted to vlog say no a lot of you guys like cleaning and just organizing vlogs and stuff Um, can you guys tell I have so much energy? I just edited a video and I just been on my bed and hanging out Hope you guys enjoy this vlog. It's not gonna be like super super deep cleaning But I'm just gonna clean my house, and it's gonna be great My house is normally actually I mean it's not like messy But I'm kind of like a meat freak like even the fact that there's two things out there drives me insane especially in my house So that is what we're gonna be doing. It's gonna feel so good after gonna blast music I'm just in such a good mood So this is the perfect vlog for you guys to watch if you guys need to clean your room or something I guess But those are doing love you guys so much subscribe for you here I'm wearing misguided sweats misguided tank, and then this eritzia boyfriend jacket. I think it's a boyfriend jacket I actually don't know. This is what my room looks like right now. It's just not okay And then this guys I mean like it actually looks probably messier in camera, and then you go into my office There's just like stuff around and I want to like actually clean. I just had that yogurt It's not like just sitting there And I want to like actually vacuum and clean everything and then go downstairs and then start there It's gonna feel really great guys. I'm really looking forward to it I think I'm actually gonna start with that bathroom though. This is my kitchen This is by far because all the sudden excited by far the messiest it's ever been I know it's not really bad guys I know but oh awesome. Maybe I'll do this in this vlog. I want to do this candle company sent me a candle And it's a lot more sustainable and you kind of like melt it in the actual holder So maybe I'll do that today This is just stuff like I got a hose because you know my rooftop or doing all that these need to go to my bathroom Yeah, I don't know I just gotta figure this out Also at this room has been so unorganized since I moved in like I'm just on a broom But like I don't know why I mean honestly, it's like not even that much stuff It would take me two seconds to just take the stuff out, but I just haven't gotten to that point So this is what we are working with All right, I have all my stuff. I actually just cleaned. I don't know why this is so focused I just cleaned my sheets and did all of that stuff. So that's not a problem I'm gonna play some music on Spotify and then tackle my bathroom guys like this is how You know that it's been quarantine and I have not done anything because I never let my place look like this But here's the before Bath tubs are so hard to keep clean guys. Give me your best tips. But um, yeah I'm gonna go through clean all of this Windex that go through my beauty products all this stuff you guys already know I might even open this window that might be a nice vibe, you know Guys, I'm literally constantly out of breath in this house through storage in this house and Non-stop I'm running up and down the stairs that always forget something. Oh Wow, that's dirty, but it feels really good That is such a mess fight. I'm actually really about that. Okay, so I'm gonna clean updates to come All right guys, so I don't have my towel right now, but it is looking so much better I just clean the bathtub the floors all of this cleaned all of that off And then I really just put the stuff that I'm using every day currently minus a few things But this is from container store by the way because you're wondering put all that stuff there Feels so nice out. Oh my gosh Wow, I feel great going to this bathroom that I literally don't even open ever Okay, so I haven't even been here in like a month Go and got a bath in here about a month ago, and that's probably the last one been in here I literally never go so it's not gonna be much to clean up But it's definitely something also like I have a lip kit thing there that was chewed up And that's pretty much it. I literally never come in here. It's kind of weird actually all right This bathroom is not clean Feeling good. It's literally just like never used Here's my office before I brought another row of paper towels up, but actually it's pretty unnecessary because I probably don't need it But um, yeah, I need to just clean down the tables and then I'll end up vacuuming really Oh, and I need to clean those I have everything off the desk and I need off the desk, but I just need to clean it I already did this I need to like fluff this. That's just a barefoot dreams blanket I know shocker. They are literally all over my house. I have seven. It's absurd I cleaned what I could have that that's eventually gonna go up there. I have no idea where that frame's gonna go I'm gonna replace the print anyways, but it's looking good in this corner All right, my office is clean. I just need to vacuum I've kind of fixed the rug I fixed it the other day and it just keeps having problems and rug tape isn't helping It is a mess, but I'm gonna quickly go and clean This mirror and then I just have the surfaces in my bedroom and then I'm gonna back you in the upstairs So this is great. It's a famous outfit of the day mirror from your picks on Instagram Okay done All right guys my bed, okay Well, everything's mess it's clean, but now I'm bad little mess up that I sat there I posted some Instagram stories in my clean room and I keep working on the rug and it's just like Seriously driving me absolutely insane, but all this is done my new print came in but I can't open the box for some reason very clean and Then you even go out here The hallway just has like random stuff. I need to take downstairs clean clean clean Office is clean bathroom is clean and we're done. The only thing is I want to clean like the railing Which is kind of annoying, but it needs to be done. So here we are Okay, I already vacuumed the stairs and downstairs already. I need to do the same thing with this railing Man thing is the kitchen this one gonna take me that long. I never let my dishes stack up But here we are guys. Coco's Normal bowls kind of bunch of stuff that like needs to be fixed. I also went through here And I'm just not even gonna bother I like took out some trash so I can start like not gonna bother right now because I am ordering stuff to make this a Pantry so I'm gonna deal with that in an upcoming vlog. I was wondering where I put my tripod. It's in there Okay, this is my outdoor broom. So I'm actually gonna just put this in here for now It's like so small. I know guys All right guys, I just finished cleaning the entire downstairs. I swept did all that stuff cleaned vacuumed everything I cleaned the railings as well, so I'm currently I have a Load of dishes in why can I not talk? I'm feeling really good. I'm listening to the new guys on the go episode But I'm feeling good. I think I'm actually going to make this candle. I'm sorry that the dishwasher I'm actually just gonna turn it off for now But it was sent to me and I'm really excited about it So I should do it with my last vlog, but it's super cute It's the brand siblings guys literally I know my hand looks like this. I just like Hi barely, I'm just you know quarantining. So like I just haven't even cared to fix it. I think I'm gonna do The eucalyptus for now because already I want to have a candle downstairs But they're just more sustainable and you're able to do the candle yourself So here is my actual candle holder. This is perfect for My kitchen table as well. All right guys, sorry. I'm trying to wear a shirt. I'm just home by myself, you know Okay, so I have my eucalyptus bag and here we go so in here You have oh my gosh, it smells so good the wick wick holder and Matches from the candle bag which are in here Okay, so you're gonna microwave This bag open for three minutes. You put this in the microwave for three minutes It's supposed to become completely liquid as you guys can see it's just like candle walks right now Here it is. It smells literally amazing kind of like Christmas But I'm letting it sit for like one second. Okay, so I threaded the wick through the wick holder and that's just sitting there It's kind of hard to get this like perfect. Honestly. Yeah, there we go. It's done And then in a second, I'm gonna pour all of this and then you just let it sit for two hours of it Let me see. Yeah, and then at the end you trim and enjoy but I'm like how oh no, it's pretty hot. I'm gonna wait And it's so cute and we cannot wait to see you guys all right guys So I'm a little bit of a mess. I definitely don't wax on the side Which I need to clean right now and on the holder, but it's 503 right now I'm gonna let it sit until 7 p.m. And just let it sit there and stay so that is my current plan All right, so the whole house is perfectly clean now. I'm preheating the oven to make a little pizza I got this I just saw it on instagram because that's where I've been grocery shopping or actually I mean just one time They came and dropped them off literally yesterday not where I've been grocery shopping you guys know me and Trader Joe's But yeah, I'm done with that. I'm having fun with our little candle experiment This is like not perfectly in the middle and I just don't think okay. Well, that's good enough It's gonna have to work. All right guys. I just want to say I feel Incredible I'm so glad I did that and I almost did it and I'm so glad I did it literally only took me an hour and a half Like I said, I mean maybe two hours. I don't know even the deep cleaning. I just haven't been here that long I have a little it's here for two months, but it just feels so good now that I did it So if you guys see motivation now is the time But I'm actually guys. I'm so about a tick tock So I posted like a lounge or a collection Similar to my video on tick tock and then I just filmed like a room tour in tick tock But I'm just so not good at it. I need constructive criticism because that critis what I need constructive criticism Like please tell me what to do because I just don't know like What to do and I just it's just like I'm so I the tweet that was like People who the one about the phd and people not down any tech talk is so funny But anyways my problem is that it's not that I like think I'm too cool or too over tick tock It's just that like I'm not really good at it. So I need some advice. So it's just can deals with hey Go on there. I'm posting new ones. There will be new ones up from the time this vlog is posted But yeah, it's just really something. So I'm gonna edit. Oh, you know what? I haven't edit a vlog that I can edit So I'm gonna sit down edit a vlog do some links for tomorrow's video Handle all that stuff probably I think I don't know. I'm making dinner right now So it's like a really early dinner, but what's new? All right, so here's my tick tock. It's nothing special Oh, there's still yeah. Yeah, here's my tick tock Give me your honest opinions. It's just too slow, right? Okay, well it's taking me to Instagram to my story. So I guess we're posting in here, but like look guys. Oh I didn't even notice there's a cord on my dresser. Why didn't I do that? Like it's nothing special, but let me know what you think I don't know there you guys it's now 7 20 I'm working on tomorrow's episode that I'm recording with gals on the go I finished editing it looks like I'm not wearing a top, but I finished editing Um The vlog why can't I talk finish editing a vlog? I just work on my computer getting some stuff done. It's 7 30 I wish I was slightly tired. I feel like I'm gonna be awake Late and so I'm gonna have to figure out. I'm just so over my sleeping schedule But oh, I haven't even checked my can only to do I haven't even eaten like nothing my food's been ready for two hours So that's great. Um I'm actually looking for washer and dry right now online and like why are they so expensive like This is what I literally hate awful and Because I'm like here for a long time because I'm like in Dallas. I need to get a good one It's just like really unfortunate guys very exciting my candle is Ready for me to cut the wick so I'm gonna get scissors. Here we go. Here's my beautiful can put it right here Where I need to get all the candles for these can holders We're gonna light it so we can see how good it smells. This is the true test Let's see Okay, this was seriously such a lot down. I'm gonna go upstairs like but this lighter is dead one second all right It is so cute guys. I'm so proud of myself All right guys my hair looks crazy, but I'm going to pick out a book. It's like 8 p.m I just keep going in my room really early And lighting a candle and reading a book and then I go about it like one so I'll probably watch Nashville or something I hate that this is showing I'm so sorry and then I got about it like one So I'll probably like watch Nashville or something, but I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog I'm really excited tomorrow. I'm recording a podcast episode with Danielle and broke two of my best friends have guys on the go Very exciting so that episode will be up on Thursday of this coming week, which is exciting Newsletters always linked down below. I'm trying to think of anything else. All right guys, so my hair looks crazy But I'm actually going to answer some questions because I asked to do a Instagram Q&A You guys that's a lot of questions, but my Instagram stories bunch of dots which is really embarrassing So I'm just gonna answer a few here. Okay. How do you take notes for when you read? So I feel like it's actually say this a lot when I'm actually just like reading a book and that's it I read the book like normally by chapter or I'll read the whole thing and then go back and I highlight as I go because I read My iPad and then I just take notes based off of that A lot of it is like literally writing down exactly what the author wrote or like thoughts on it or whatever that might be cocoa Go away. Um, she's trying to drink for my hydro flask. What does she think she's doing? How to say motivated and productive? Um, I honestly lately Um, I think I'm just a fairly motivated person But I also think that discipline matters over motivation. We place way too much emphasis on Being motivated because you're not always gonna like feelings are fleeting You're not always gonna like feel like you want to do things like even today I was like, I'm just gonna watch Nashville and then I was like, okay, no, I'm actually gonna clean and I'm actually gonna do this stuff Um, so yeah, but I also think like right now we're in a world pandemic I do not think that there is any problem if you are having a hard time we motivated and productive Like this isn't just like time that we have at home like there's so much going on in the outside world That's like leading to more anxiety and just stress and stuff like that. So like if you're struggling right now with this It's totally different than like outside if you're struggling right right now with this like oh my gosh, we all are I think I Talked about this But if I'm feeling really motivated and I've been pretty motivated this week I will do as much as I possibly can because if I'm not feeling motivated I'm actually just trying to give myself a break and just kind of relax or like rest or whatever So yeah, how do you deal with anxiety and depression? So I have dealt with the two on and off like my whole life I'm currently on meds again for anxiety and I'm on week three and I already feel so much better I will say I'm like so glad that I am back on meds I didn't want to go back on meds for like the longest time for who knows what because I've always been like supportive of Medication, but I'm just so glad that I did it because I feel so much better now, but also besides that Normally leaving my house is good. If I can working out is a huge one. I really like reading having a nice routine I think my routine really helps me. What are you missing the most? By your life right now. I miss my friends so bad. A lot of people are asking how I make money I am really lucky. I like fully make my income off of YouTube my podcast and all of that I have for like Probably five years. I want to say four or five years. How long? Yeah, since basically like when I moved to LA I'm really grateful, but that is it for today's vlog. I hope you guys enjoyed. I love you guys so much And I'll talk to you soon