 Right now, I don't want to hear nothing, but is my son okay? So then they come back nobody's with me and the lady come back and she was like, I'm sorry He didn't make it. Do do the duh. That's how she said it to me. Like yo shit this champion saying that I ain't trying to hear nothing y'all got to say so I lose it like I Blackout and I just run out in the middle of the highway on Kings highway and I fall out in the middle of the highway Yeah, we on boss talk one-on-one Yeah, we gonna talk because I tell you I said my son was my only son and boy We were right to die. Oh see when he's 17 and we just opened the clothing store in Ben Rouge And we were doing a lot of stuff together. I raised entrepreneurs So then we and so when he got God showed me let me back up I was about to say God showed me three days in a row. He was gonna die the same way every day Did it scare you? Did you know what it was? My baby daughter one night we were in Ben Rouge and we were in the house sleep And she just stood straight up in the bed and she said oh lord I love my brother and in her sleep and lay back down and went to sleep and and then I go to sleep and I dream There's some Jamaican excuse me some Jamaican drug dealers were killing about to kill him and they was about to Murder him like execution style and in the dream I'm steady telling them don't kill him because everything he needs to do he has not done But I done everything. I think about I've already lived his life. It was so surreal The next night I dream the same exact dream The next night that Saturday night going in the Sunday morning I dream the same dream I wake up on my sleep this time and I just start calling it Calling I call my God Sunday when I touch your raise and I'm calling and nobody answers the phone So I just grabbed myself back to sleep Then the next morning because I lived in Ben Rouge and I'm driving four hours Every Sunday the church because I'm the musician and before my dad died. He says whatever you do don't leave Raren Jones church Continue to play for him. So even though I had moved to Ben Rouge I was still dedicated and faithful to my calling. They weren't paying wasn't paying me that much money But my dad asked me to do it. So I was doing it. So we were in Shreveport for church I stayed at the hotel in Vulture and so the next morning I get up and I'm calling and I'm calling and he Found the answer the phone. It's like 9 15. I gotta be the church 18 So he said mama, he didn't even give me time to say that he just said mama. I'm not gonna have you late for church I know Reverend Jones be tripping, you know, he was being funny He was always playing a lot and he was driving my truck. I could hear the wind blowing I could hear everything going and this thing and he says, okay, mom promise. I'm gonna be there on time I'm gonna have you at church on time I was like, alright, y'all don't be playing because Reverend Jones gonna dock my pay and I can't afford that and I hang the phone up and that was the last time I ever talked to him So I get the church my stomach Oh, I get sick and I just started throwing up and I'm sick But I'm calling like people in bogey like y'all come give me a ride to church right quick because I gotta be on time so finally get a ride to church and While I'm sick, I never ever turn my phone face up during church But this particular Sunday, I'm on the piano and the lady on the organ and I turned the phone face up So when Reverend Jones get up the preach, I looked down at the phone and it says, please go to the hospital Three back black male with Jess in a quarry No, it's somebody so black male. It was nobody. I knew it was like an unknown number So they say please go to the hospital two black male was in the quarry It was actually three people in the truck with two people besides him in the truck a girl he was giving them a ride to drop them off to pick me up and His friend and so it was them two and him and so when I see that I'm like That ain't for me because I would it takes me if something would happen or whatever because he was a real responsible kid so I Just gone back down or don't listen to the sermon Then I look back down again And it says now one one go to the hospital because two black males in the quarry now and then in Shrepo You know, you're only going to LSU. So I just go back to I get out I go out of church and the ursia standing at the back door mind you he had my truck So I asked him could he drop me off at the hospital? He's like for what? I was like, I don't know. I just need to go there. Like I'm frantic panicking He was like, okay, um teacher. I'll take you so he drops me off. I get down by myself Nobody with me period And this lady just giving me the running around she giving me the running around giving me running around Now I'm getting the attitude now I'm going back to chuck it because you really playing like I asked you like Is this my son like he has a tattoo with my little t-shirt on his neck And this is what he looked like and then and is this him So she goes this time and she stayed like 30 minutes But while I'm standing there this preacher that I don't even know he knew me from being Reverend Jones musician And so he walks by me and he turned around and he come back and he said you're going through something And I just looked at him and he went in his pocket and he took out some mustard seeds And he took him and he put him in my hand now at this time. I'm in I'm not in the spirit I'm like mad right now because like I'm trying to see was so I don't even want the mustard seeds I don't want here what you got going. I'm human at the end of the day So when he give it to me, I'm just holding them Then I just get mad and I throw them down. I was like, I don't I ain't got time for that Right now. I don't want to hear nothing. But is my son. Okay, so then they come back. Nobody's with me And the lady come back and she was like, I'm sorry. He didn't make it That's how she said it to me like yo, she had this champion saying that I ain't trying to hear nothing Y'all got to say so I lose it like I black out and I just run out in the middle of the highway I'm king's highway and I fall out in the middle of the highway Wow And so by this time I preach it coming because the ursha told him I dropped the tea shop at the hospital. Don't know what's going on And he looked he walked out there He was old school because he was he was already in his 70s black with white hair with blue eyes Remember linen jumps. What he say he said if you got dogged in the house He said it just like that got dogged in the house. If you don't get up and act like you got some sins He said if you were to be in truck, he still was gonna die It was his time and not yours now get up and act like you got some sins Wow And he picked me up and we went back in there and that's when I called my daughters And I and I called his dad and I just was sitting there. I was like god, you know, you're so wrong Wow, that's all I kept saying I stopped going to church after that. I stopped charging I stopped playing for church. I was so angry