 Good morning y'all, welcome to another vlog. This is going to be a week in my life at home. I got back from national last night. I was actually supposed to get back yesterday at like 10 a.m. and have a full day of work and I had so many things I needed to do. I got to the airport at like 6 a.m. and the American Airlines system was down so the line to check bags was two hours. So literally everyone that was checking a bag in America didn't miss their flight and then I got on the 7.30 p.m. last night. It was fine, I was staying with a friend from college so I just like hung out there all day. But what a travel day. Anyways, no one cares. I don't know why I'm telling you guys my travel drama. This is like the worst thing to do. It's out of y'all already here, subscribe. I just got my coffee. I was so excited for my cookie butter creamer to realize I was out, which like I don't remember being out. Oh, my brother's been staying here, that's fine. It's fine, I have the pumpkin one, it's still really good. Anyways, we're gonna do a good old fashion, old fashion unboxing. I got home to a lot of boxes and we're gonna see what's in here. A lot of boxes are coming in that are like holiday kits and stuff, I'm sure. Soon, which is crazy, it's October 17th as I'm filming as I'm actually buying my Christmas tree either this week or next week. We'll see, oh perfect, living proof dry shampoo. This is one of the best dry shampoos, if not the best, I love this stuff. Next, this is from Ginny Kane, I have no idea what this is, but I am so excited, I'm working with Ginny Kane again. We're doing the podcast, but we're doing more stuff and I'm just, oh my God, Ginny Kane is like a dream brand. It's very Nancy Meyers, it's just perfect. Their stuff's amazing, it's the packing slip. Okay, so this is this skinny hair. Moisture Rich Balm, amazing, I haven't even unpacked. I normally unpack immediately once I get home. I'm so excited to try this. I've been hearing like amazing things about this, so I'm excited. Oh wait, here's another gift. A lip balm, amazing. Cute, I'll be trying these when you guys know. Okay, I ordered from on you. This was actually supposed to be here for PBR last week and it didn't make me any time. And I don't know if I'm fine to have this. I need a new robe for a friend of mine, that's like my dream. I have like a vision of a robe I wanna come out with and I just wanted to do it so bad, it's just gonna take some time and I need to find the right manufacturer and stuff. Anyways, this color scheme isn't really my vibe but it's so comfortable to wear for drinks. I mean, I'm sure I'd wear this stuff somewhere. This top I definitely wanna keep. I love tops that cut off like that. It's kind of like my Abercrombie top that I love so much. That I always wear. Okay, actually the quality of this is so unreal that I will be keeping it. Wow, I mean this stuff wasn't like cheap. It wasn't crazy expensive or anything but it wasn't like, like for this poly price thing, you know what I mean? And then there's this laser that comes with a belt, it's giving Danielle. When I see a belted blazer, I think Danny and then this is the, I'll need to try it on today because I just need to try it on and see if it fits because it does look kind of short. Guys, okay, this is the craziest thing ever. I can't believe I haven't talked to you guys about this. So as you guys know, I'm Dolly Parton's biggest fan. I actually just opened in my kitchen a gift from my realtor that's like all Dolly Parton eat. And as you guys, maybe you don't know. Earlier this year, I got invited last minute to a press conference because the ACMs were in Dallas. So she had like a pop-up thing, she had a press conference there and I got to go and it was like, it was really, really small. It was probably more than 40 people at the end of it but like, there was like 30 chairs that I had a chair. It was so cool. Her team reached out to me recently and I like literally died. It was when I was horseback riding with my manager and then they wanted to send something. And look, I cannot believe this. This is her new coffee table book, Dolly Parton Life in Rhinestones. The book is on sale as of October 17th, so it's out now. Wow. It's all of her like costume archives. Wow, it's like really, really cool. Amazing. I just love her so much. So that was crazy though, it was like so funny. I do, I have already had contact with them and done stuff a little bit with them because of the first event I did earlier this year but another person reached out. Like that is crazy. I don't even, like I'm assuming they know that I'm obsessed with her but they could just be like reaching out to a bunch of influencers. Who knows, whatever. Either way, I'm so happy. Oh, this is the new body wash, body milk and by Dulce perfume oil and then a perfume. What's the smell? This smells really good. Wow, okay, I'll be trying these out as well. I've been using the other perfume they sent me actually and like every guy ever has been complimenting me on it which is weird because they feel like guys are like, you know, whatever and this is just a little bit different so I'm not really sure what the difference is. Maybe this is like a nighttime one I'm guessing. I don't know but I love their perfumes. Oh my God, yes, guys. Look what came in the mail. I got my, not my first rodeo hat from First Class Cowboys. I've been wanting this since I saw Kate like tease it on her stories. It's perfect, it's my favorite color, I'm obsessed. I love her, First Class Cowboys are so cute, perfect. This should be Jackie's book. It is my niece and nephew. Look, guys, oh my gosh, congrats Jackie. That is so exciting. I can't wait to read it for myself. Makes me like, I want a kid book once I have kids, you know? Counselor Switch, that is so cute. Wow, congrats Jackie, love. Last but not least, I have two boxes from Yankee Candle. I think this is supposed to be like their fall collection which is amazing because, you know, I love fall candle. Spice Pumpkin, like I like the actual like candle jar. Smells really good. This is so exciting, I love Yankee Candle. We always have them growing up so it's like so nostalgic. When they DM me, I was like, please. Pumpkin Bananas Gone, really good. I love like sweet fall candles too. This is the Evening River Walk, smells really good. This is the Spicy Sangria. Oh wow, I really love this one. I wouldn't have expected that, I really like it. Autumn Daydream, wow. Something about that feels like my childhood and my life. Oh god, oh this one's cute. Pumpkin Maple Cream Caramel, caramel, caramel, caramel. No one says caramel, why did I say like that? This one's my favorite, it's so good, very sweet. And I like a sweet fall scent as it's established. Anyways, that's my unboxing. I need to throw away all these boxes. Sorry, this isn't your thing. But thank you to all the brands that send stuff. Some of it I did purchase myself but I'm excited to try all of this out. I'm out of the shower. I'm just having the best fall morning. Like my house smells so good, I'm cozy. But I will say in the fall, when I get ready to work from the day, like I'm wearing my own stuff or whatever and then I'm in a robe. And like that's okay. I think that this is what we're gonna keep up. Also, I was literally online searching for a robe that'll just like this. And then I was thinking like, I swear to god I have one, found it in my closet. Because the closet that I, when I moved into this house a couple months ago, all my like falling under stuff is like hidden so I went through it and I was like, thank god I didn't order this exact robe because it's also a lot of skims. Love the robe, I'm gonna sit down, get some work done. Got a lot of friend of mine stuff. Cocoa has therapy at 2.30, physical therapy. And god, when I was in Nashville, something horrible happened. I was on Broadway, I wasn't even drunk. Like I was literally just like on Broadway, like walking with a friend. And I looked down and look at what happened to my bag. Like this was just already like it. So I'm gonna try to take this to like a bag repair place and see. But like this is a Chanel. So that's not good, like if that is. And this is my favorite bag ever, I wouldn't keep it forever. I have faith that they're gonna be able to fix this. Like it doesn't seem like that extreme. But like that's not good. Has anyone else bagged on this? Like I just feel like that's not normal. So we're gonna be getting this fixed. Also y'all, I feel like I've just, I keep saying this and I'm sorry, it's annoying. But I just feel like I've been in such a like funk with content ever since the summer. And I feel like I'm kind of coming back into the YouTube thing. But it's like, do you guys even watch YouTube anymore? Like I don't know. It's like, should I just be making TikTok vlogs every day? But like YouTube is where I started. So like I never wanna like stop the thing of like what started everything. Like my podcast is definitely much bigger these days. But like I love YouTube, I don't want to stop. I do love TikTok vlogs a lot. Like I really, really do. So it's just hard to do both cause you're, it's just stupid and whatever. And also I'm just like closing the same thing. But what are y'all thoughts? Like do you watch, obviously if you're watching this you're watching YouTube, but like what, what's the status with your thoughts on YouTube these days? You know, guys, I just have to say this dress is kind of everything. Like it's gonna be cute to like dress up and wear heels with, it's cute to wear like tall cowboy boots with, I haven't even done my actual like normal skincare or anything because it's still in my suitcase. So I feel very not myself. Oh my God, it's really cute. I almost was, the dress was shorter. Wait, this is weird. I'm confused. The blazer needs to be bigger. And I don't know exactly how this works. But like, I don't know, this isn't right. But like, I really like the dress. The blazer just, I feel like maybe I got the wrong size. Just like if you haven't cinched. Maybe not. No, maybe it's fine. I need to look at it online and see. I forget how it was tied up. All right y'all, I made it to Highland Park Village. I'm gonna go to Dino's to try to get this repaired. Send me positive wishes. I've had one other bag repaired before and it was like the actual leather part of it. So, hopefully they can do something. I'll keep you guys posted. Little update, they can fix it. They said it's actually pretty common. And for some reason it's gonna take two to three weeks. So I'm hoping it doesn't take that long because that's my favorite person over every day. But like, there are bigger problems in the world whenever I'm glad it can get fixed. I'm gonna go back and pick up Coco. I got a little ice matcha from Sadelle's. My voice is still shot. I didn't even like sing on Broadway this weekend. Like, I don't know. Chicken and dumplings. I made them last year in the townhouse and they were so good. It was my first time ever making them. And I just have been craving like comfort food. Just like, I don't know what it is, so I'm making it. Anyways, I'm measuring right now because I'm buying a new Christmas tree probably this week. So I'm trying to see because it's gonna go right here clearly. I'm trying to, you know, get the vibes, see or add. I'm like terrified. I know this is like not how I'm supposed to do it, but like, whatever. I need two inches. I'm not making sense right now, guys. Okay, I need to make this tall. Based on that, I'm gonna do it at home and over shop. Coco's crate is not gonna be here. Normally it's not even here. I don't know why I got moved to while it's gone, but I'm not sure if you're gonna move it because it's kind of bothering me. Okay, so the tree is in here. I'm gonna do ornaments and a lot of tensile. I'm obsessed with a tensile tree look right now, but I don't wanna notch my ornaments because I like am an ornament lover. Like I'm one of those people who like would love an ornament as a gift at this point. So I definitely want my ornaments still. And actually, do you think I'm only gonna do one tree this year? Thought about doing. I might do a really tall, thin one in the office, but there's really not room for it. So I don't know, and I thought about doing a tall one. You know what? I probably will do a tall skinny one over there just because it's Christmas and I would like to have a tree in the episode. So I'll figure that out as well. Sierra is going to design a little refreshing living room because it's never been designed and it's really not cute. So I'm hopefully gonna be getting a new chair and rug, new whatever, stuff with the shelves, all that stuff. Guys, I'm being so weird. So that's gonna make quite the difference. Also, I've really never put away this Merry Christmas needle point pillow from Burbish. I love a needle point pillow. I started a needle point myself as you guys know, but I just think it's so cute and I like literally never put it away. So that's good. Yeah, I don't know. I'm just gonna figure some things out. Vince has been really just loving the past hour. You never know what you're gonna get with him. Sometimes he's too cool for me. Sometimes he's obsessed with me. Hi, you are so cute. We went on a nice long walk this morning and he didn't care about me at all. So love that. Right, Fitz? Right, Fitz? You are so good. You are so good. He had a hotspot, by the way, if anyone's wondering what's right there. But he's okay. Just remember when he was smaller than Coco, it's so wild. I don't even think y'all can understand how massive he is. Like if I've ever on a walk and I run into one of y'all, you're like, oh my God, he's just so, so big. This smells so good. Oh my God. You guys need the recipe. It's on my Instagram highlight. It's on the shop front of mine because I've been using obviously my recipe journal. Actually, here's the recipe. So just screenshot this and then, of course, I would highly recommend getting your recipe journal. We don't have a ton, ton left. Like it's definitely going to be sold out probably soon, definitely before the holidays. So I would get yours now. I'm watching you hides. I am obsessed with the Calcy brothers. Specifically, I mean, I love them both. I love the Taylor Swift's middle, obviously. But Jason Calcy's documentary was so good and they're just like my ultimate comfort watch. I love watching things that really have like nothing to do with me. Like I love consuming content that has nothing to do with me. That's just so different than the stuff that I make. Like weirdly, I even like a more like masculine podcast. And I think it's just because it's what I do for work. So like with females, like just typically the podcast that I would listen to are more in like my kind of category, if that makes sense. And it's kind of nice sometimes to just have something that is, I don't get like mind numbing in the sense of like it's dumb. I mean like it just has nothing to do with my life. Something about listening to things like that. I just love like even podcast guests that are just like so far out of just like my everyday what I would normally be thinking about, worrying about, whatever. My favorite follows are people who live in Alaska. You know, like I like that sort of vibe. Also, people who are like feeling weird. I think it helps a lot of comparison. It just helps a ton honestly. I would really recommend doing that. But I've got to get the soup served. It looks so good. And I'm gonna finish this up so probably, I got mouth tapes, will we try that tonight? And I need to read. Comment below y'all's best book rep. I'm in a book rep. I finally updated K.E. Book Club Instagram today for the first time since Austin, since August. And that was just out of hand. Like I don't know why I haven't been updating it. I just have been, this is what I mean. I just been off, you know? Anyways, I'm gonna make some lunch. And by lunch I mean dinner. Like I have to stop filming. Like what is going on? Oh my God, this looks so good. Amazing. This is like the best fall, winter comfort meal. All right y'all, I am putting on mouth tape for the first time. I really should have ice rolled today. Like just travel and everything in general. I feel like when you're travel, I feel like I drink warm, whatever. Oh my God, it's really puffy. But at least we're doing this tonight to just get our lives together. I've heard mouth tape is incredible and it helps so many different things. Let me Google the benefits. It helps sleep, snoring if you snore. Healthy oral microbiome. Reduces stress and heart rate. Reduces stress and heart rate increases heart rate. This is all really blurry. So if you get better sleep, then every other area of your life is better. Oh, I just charged my O-ring. I've been forgetting to wear my O-ring. So gonna do that. I'm gonna have my mouth tape. I'm not putting it on just yet because I'm drinking water with my electrolytes. And I'm reading. Right now I am reading Nicole Walters book. I love Nicole Walters. She's come on the podcast twice now. If y'all need like good inspirational like episodes especially if you're in your 20s or feel lost or just like you need motivation or feel like you just need someone who's just comforting and like believes in you. You need to listen to my episodes with Nicole. There's two out now. But I'm reading her book, Nothing is Missing. I've been so excited for it to come out and it's finally out. So I'm at 27%. I'm honestly shocked I didn't finish it while I was gone the first day. But I just have not been in the reading mood and I've been like, my screen time is out of control right now whereas like normally it's not that bad because I'm reading. So anyways, getting that together. I'm gonna go to bed and I'll talk to you guys tomorrow. I'm in such a good mood because it's really just cozy season. I am, before I look out in 10 minutes I'm just drinking my coffee. Okay, so I slept with a mouth tape last night and I felt like I'm at a better, just like deeper sleep. Because it's my dogs, like it doesn't matter if they both have their own separate food and drink bowls. They just always want to drink out the same one. Making some coffee obviously. Okay, so personally I felt like it did help me sleep better and I did, I know it sounds stupid but I liked how it was like breathing more. I felt like I had a deeper sleep. But I, my Wara ring sleep score was only 74 which isn't like groundbreaking. I'm sure you have to like continue to do it, whatever. I'm gonna keep doing it. I did like it and I will say I found that I was so much more calm, like quicker. Like I was like ready to sleep faster which I really liked. So I'm gonna keep it up. It was so easy. Something that I didn't expect about my pool journey is that I love cleaning my pool. Like something about it is just so therapeutic. I don't know and then I was saying to my mom I was like I always when we had a pool for a little bit when I was younger or when did we have, honestly my parents were divorced because my parents were divorced and we moved 17 times. Like I lived in 17 houses growing up as a kid which that's largely due to the divorce and then once I had divorced it was a rental so then they weren't buying yet and then whatever and then so it just makes you move every year because of that and then my parents got remarried. So then you move again. Both of the houses were within the same town well not all of them but like a ton of them were. Anyways, I don't know if there's something about to get a pool that's just very, very therapeutic. So if I moved 17 times as a kid that means that I've lived in like 22 places by the time I was 25 because I moved as an adult like five or six times. So that's wild. How many times have y'all moved? Like 17 as a kid is a lot, you know? That's like a crazy amount. Like people who have had the same house their whole lives and like so jealous. Not my journey, you know? But anyways, I'm gonna go get ready and we have whale team this morning. I'm going to a little bowling branch brunch. Cocoa glass therapy, I've got work to do and then I'm supposed to get drinks with my friends and hopefully he lets me do that at like 5 p.m. because I'm just not a late night girl. Guys, I just got ready so fast and I am like obsessed with my outfit. I will show you in better lighting but I'm switching my bags over. This Marty bag that I got is so cute. I love it, but there's no security in it. Like it's all just open. Keep that in mind, it's more of a summer bag anyways. The, oh, last time I brought these back for friends and I forgot to give them to them because they like collect these. Last time I used this bag I was an Amsterdam. So that's a long strap. This is such a good bag and I just don't use it enough and I'm gonna try to start using more. The good thing is that I have my other bags that I can try, also these Jenny Bird sunglasses. I left one of my Jenny Bird hoops. I lost it in Tennessee somewhere so I'm gonna need to order a new pair because I just wear them all the time. Jenny Bird has like the best earrings, the best like accessories in general and the best pricing. Like they're cheaper than Jennifer Fisher and you guys know I'm more strictly Jennifer Fisher hoops for probably like three or four years straight. Still love them, but I'm just a Jenny Bird girl now. What can I say? So anyways, this is my bag. I'm obsessed and I really wanna make sure I'm using it more this fall and winter. I'm tired and I'm off to the Bowling Ranch brunch in preview. I'm actually really excited. I was nervous that I wasn't gonna wanna go and just because at least I'm just a talk to all people and I actually love talking to all people. I literally do that for a living but sometimes you're just like not in the mood. Today I'm in the mood, but I'm dozing off a little bit so we've gotta go before anything crazy happens. Look what I would say and I look like this. I'm back home. I just washed my face. So my eyes are a little bit irritated. I was not having a good makeup day at all. So I went to the brunch. It was great. The new Bowling Branch store. It's on Knox and it was fabulous. Loved that. I had a really good morning and I took a good of some appointments and I've just been getting some stuff done but I realized I thought I was gonna go to the festival, the music festival and Fort Worth this weekend on Friday and I decided I'm driving it tomorrow because I met some people and they invited me to something during the day on Friday and they have the house anyways. So I actually have quite a bit to do and I need to pack some outfits and I honestly, I just, I don't fully feel like it. I know like most of what I have in my closet in general would be work for the festival. I'm only going three nights. It is a four night festival. It's Zach Bryan, there's a lot of people that are going and I'm excited the dogs are coming with. It's the first time going to Fort Worth. I'm so thrilled. I'm over the moon for him. Yeah, I need to do some laundry and stuff and maybe I need to sit down and make a packing list. I think that's like what I need to do because realistically I can leave at whatever point tomorrow night. I just would like to have some stuff done. This is so stupid but I wish I had the clothing rack to put everything up on. But yeah, I gotta just decide. I feel like I'm gonna go like jeans, talk, boots, pretty much every day and like sweater and stuff at night. I just need to sit down and think also I need to heat up some chicken's dumplings, chicken and dumplings because they were so good. Also my pool, guys, I'm embarrassed about this. I just can't like, I don't know why it's green. Okay, it's a lot greener on camera. I'm embarrassed that I showed you guys this now. Um, my vacuum cleaner this morning and I need to go through the filter. You know what? A lot of that's like the reflection. Whenever you clean it, I have to wait till tomorrow after Pilates when I'm disgusting because when I go through and I do the filter and do all the back washing stuff you get really dirty. So I wait until I'm like working out and then whatever. But also, I just changed into this. I'm going over to my friend's house tonight for dinner. He's just like, they're cooking dinner and I'm coming over. So I changed into sweats. These sweats are from Aerie. They're what I got on the fall and the day with Jessica and I will link them there. They're the softest pants I've ever worn in my life. This top of skims and then my new balances. Sorry if it's in the way. I kind of want to go pick out my new Christmas tree but I think I'm actually going to wait until next week just because there's a lot going on. So he just like really loves the attention right now. That's really something else. In order of working, I'm really sorry. This is going to be a quick clip. I just changed while I got comfy. Here's my outfit to go to a friend for dinner. I ordered us crumble cookies. This is what I'm contributing. And I'm heading off. We're going to have some wine, ketchup. I'm glad that I'm doing this. I have a lot going on. But I'm just trying to make it more point to like see my friends so that we can go do things and like when I get invited somewhere, I need to go. But this is my Texas Hots. They're available to my merch by me in Texas. We also have shirts. It's amazing. Love it. Link below. But yeah, anyways, I still can't get over how comfortable these sweatpants are. I put a sweater on. So it looks like I tried a little bit more. Come on, what? Oh, big stretch. Big stretch. Big stretch. Come here. Come here. Oh. All right. Ready for my morning walk. And I just, I kind of love when I do a workout later. And I can wake up and read. Or maybe I say to do it waking up early again or earlier again. But I'm wearing this outdoor voices set. I have this in a couple different colors. I'll link it at their available because they have been some of my favorite workout sets I've ever had in the most flattering guys. Fits is such a camera whore in this vlog. Are you okay, bub? Oh my gosh. And just so you know, he's not doing this until the camera's on, you know? He maybe knows that we're about to go on a walk. But I don't simply even know what the word walk means. I never really like to say something when we're going, but I do have one leash for my dog owners that you need to get. It's a hands-free leash from Fable. And I think if you use my, if you use the URL at fablepubs.com, slash I love you, you get 20% off. But it's amazing for your morning walk, should we have coffee or water? Oh my God, he's like, let's go. Okay, we're gonna go. We're gonna go. We're gonna go. It's an amazing leash. I really, really recommend it to my walks with Fits. That was more enjoyable. By the way, I feel like Coco is like, if she's never in the vlog, it's just because she still can't walk. So it's just, I feel like it's depressing to watch on the internet. It's not depressing for her. She's bopping around, she's on her wheels, she's having fun. I just don't film it. And then like, she's normally like sitting with me wherever I'm at with places. So she still is here and doing things. I just, I'm not like filming. I'm giving her privacy, if you will. Because I want privacy. You know what I mean? But anyways, let's go to a podcast. Go, I gotta walk. We're out. I have no breakfast food at home right now. I feel like my parents, like, you know when you grow up and your parents are like, there's food at home. And then you go home and it's the only food that you have to like really cook and it takes like an hour. That's me currently, especially with breakfast food. Especially because I'm on the microwave at this house. And I'm like staying strong and not getting one. Because I really don't need one that much. But I need to just, I don't know. You know when you guys get in a breakfast funk? That's something we should talk about more. Where you just like, sometimes every couple months my mind just goes blank on what I would like to eat for breakfast. And then all of a sudden I just, I don't know. I'm just like not a, I am a breakfast girl but it's like I can't even think about what to eat. You know what I mean? It's like when eggs are good every couple of months and they're bad again, you know? And every breakfast I have to actually cook. And it's like, that's a lot of stuff. Well, not all feeling it, you know what I mean? I also got a pumpkin crinkle, but that's good. Anyways, I'm going to Pilates. It's a theme class of like early boy band. It's going to be fun. And then today is a lot of errands, a lot of getting work stuff done. I need to clean my pool. We're getting everything together. I need a podcast plan too. What podcast episodes do you all want? Do you want solos? And if you want solos, what do you want them on? Do y'all want episodes with other people? Do you want episodes with my friends? Like at home? Like I need some direction. And I'm really going to do what you guys want to do. I am going to have Claire Kusmith on. I'm going to have Kate Davis on. We just, it's just like scheduling at this point. I'm going to have, I'm trying to go to people in Dallas so you guys don't know. My friend Janelle, back on. Janelle Roberts on Tech Talk. She's the best Tech Talk ever and she's so cool. She has an incredible episode on the show. She also has her own podcast to all the people and it's really, really good. She's making her own media company. We'll talk about her later. Hi, how are you? You're welcome. Great, thank you. Yes, please. Just wind it. Thank you. Oh, God. Thank you, have a good day. I did not realize that I just got a venti, so. Oh no. All right, y'all. It is time for me to pack. I've gotten most of my work done. I just spray 10 at six. I don't know what has gotten into me but, oh my gosh. Like, I'm so confused by this pool. It's just like all of a sudden, it's so hard to keep clean because of the rain but I've been doing everything. Anyways, I've kind of started to put outfits together. The last thing I really feel like doing is packing because I also have to bring all my podcast equipment and I also have to bring all this up for the dogs and I also have to bring my outfits and whatever. I think I'm just gonna over-pack a ton because it obviously doesn't really matter and then just like put outfits together while I'm there. But, you know, when you're just like so tired out of nowhere and like I look tired like my face, like I don't even look like myself right now at all. Again, guys, he has not been all over me until the second this camera came on, okay? He's been leaving me be, haven't you? Yeah, the dogs are going to Fort Worth with me this weekend so that would be fine and I really would prefer to go tonight. Just get it out of the way, get everything there and not to worry about anything tomorrow. So I just need to get my fits in order. Hello, just gonna get my fits in order. Okay, I way over-packed but we did it. I have this stuff and then I have the dog stuff and then whatever, I'm just gonna start taking trips out. Get a shower, a spray, take an appointment in like an hour. For some reason, packing for a country festival, like it's just when I wear every single day, like I wear boots almost every day, I wear belts every day, like I wear dresses, like it's not really different than what I normally wear but because of that, it almost made it harder because I was like, I feel like I need to pull the bus and really like it's casual so. I need to stop overthinking it. But I don't know what has happened to me this afternoon guys, like something, something is off of my body, my God. All right guys, it is so dark right now. I'm driving to the Airbnb in Fort Worth and then I'm going to go to bed honestly. Oh, I had this revelation today, okay? Because I was just like, I don't know, I've just been sharing recently how I'm like feeling kind of lost or I don't know. I mean, I'm sure eventually I'll talk more about this. Not even lost but just feeling like I think it's easy in your 20s to feel like things are not working out for you. Even when on the outside looking in, it seems as though it is and it's very easy for like one area of your life, things to be, you know, not going the way that you want them to and then all of a sudden, you're like, oh my God, nothing will good or happen or whatever. And I was just thinking, you know, I mean, I have higher spirits now and how, and this is like so cheesy but it was genuinely a revelation guys. It was like I was spoken to by God himself, okay? And I was like, I'm just so tired of things like not working out for me. And then I thought about the fact that things not working out for me is actually in fact, things working out for me because of the things, those things worked out and quotes, that would not be working out for me. You know what I'm saying? That was a horrible, that would be horrible. You know what I mean? Like I wouldn't, a long term, actually want that. It's just like, you know, divine intervention. If you will. But yeah, sometimes things not working out for you are in fact, them working out for you. So I just want to leave you with my piece of wisdom that is so obvious that I received for myself today. Anyways, picking the dogs with us this weekend. We're excited. It's the first time in Fort Worth. Bits is really over the moon and coconut is currently taking it out but I know they're just excited. I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog. I love you all so much and I will see you guys tomorrow. I'll be vlogging the whole weekend. I'm very excited. Okay, bye. And then I was just thinking, I'm really welcoming the element of surprise in my life. Yes, I feel like flop eras are actually so needed because it really makes you realize what you want to change, what you want. And so that's why on Tuesday, like this next Tuesday and two days, we're gonna have a total strategic meeting where we go through all of our goals, everything and I feel like that's gonna be the start of the uphill. I totally agree. But I've just been thinking, the best things in life are the things like a month ago, if you would have told me this was happening, I would have never believed you. And not even because it's like the craziest but it's just so like not what I expected or like didn't see this coming. So I'm welcoming the element of surprise. Okay.