 So I'm about to say something that is not politically correct and I hope you'll forgive me for it. Sometimes this sucks. Some days I would trade damn near anything to have a working leg where I don't have to rely on mechanical parts and pieces that break and cause me deep physical pain sometimes and days where I have to ask people for help when I so desperately don't want to admit that I need it. You may not know this, but as a disabled person there's so much pressure on you to always be positive, inspirational and happy because that's the way that society accepts you. So generally speaking, people do that but the reality is sometimes it's not easy. The world is not built for people who are missing limbs so it's constantly adapting. It is so much energy. Some days I really don't like it and that somehow feels so wrong and taboo to say but it's real for me. It's not a moral failing to admit that sometimes things are hard to have a hard day, to have a hard moment to grab your steering wheel and scream at the top of your lungs in your locked car. It's all right to feel human emotions so if you find yourself in a similar place you're not alone, we're gonna make it and it's also okay to feel those feelings.