 All this jealousy that stems from social media and that's one of the worst things that will just kill you. I do agree. I do agree. I do agree. Do you like pulling in front of each other? Because I feel like that's the scene. All girls have gone through heartbreaks, like have you ever went through a heartbreak where you've been ill? Oh yeah. I literally lost two stone in like a month, didn't eat for three months, then it put me on under depression. It's like I was awful. I was like my first one and I was fully enthralled by this horrible emotionally abusive dirty piece of work. Did it affect you at anything else? Yeah, it set me up to fail for ever a relationship I've had. And I didn't even know. It was mentally abusing in the way that I would not even realise at all when my friends from the outside were saying, Liv, you have changed. Where are you? And I could not even tell. And then it affected two years and then I got back with him after 18 or 20 years. You got back after all that? I was just a broken person and I had no self-respect and then Love Island literally saved me completely. It was a no look at you. Yeah. But at the beginning it was hard because you sort of heartbreak then it made me think that everyone else was like that. And I just hope that no other girl thinks like that because there is people out there that are decent but it genuinely makes you scared to trust anyone ever again. Yeah. I remember the first, well yeah the first ever heartbreak I had. It was when I came out to the Valleys. I was with this guy for five years. Like we were like best friends. Like he lived with my parents, lived with us and we were really close. And I come out and I remember we lived together and he just said I don't want to be with you anymore. And I remember we lived together and had the keys to my house. And I went into my house one day to get some of my stuff and he was sat on the sofa eating a dominoes, having a tool for Tuesday with this girl. And I remember just breaking. Oh my gosh. Yeah I was literally sitting on my sofa that I bought as well. That was just probably the worst feeling ever. I didn't eat, couldn't sleep. Like he was, it's weird because you're so used to being with someone and then they're just completely cut out of your life and the way he done it was just like awful. And I think it's probably that as well. Like when they finish you or they do something, it makes you want them more. You know it's so wrong to go back. It's like you want, because they've done something with another girl. You're like want me? Yeah. A lot of girls do that and that's not a good way to go. I think once a boy breaks your heart and does it. It's so strong. Yeah. And leave it. Yeah. What do you think makes like a happy relationship? I don't know. When I look at you, like I think a lot of people as well, like you see you and Alex on social media and people look at you and they're like oh my god we want to be happy like that. But about at the same time there's probably close stars and you probably have a round one with the bloody, the dinner getting over. Like we bicker about the serious things but we don't stay mad at each other. And I won't lie. I think I'm one of the luckiest people to end up with someone like him because you think we've got a relationship but in this day and age is so rare because so many people believe the grass is greener. Yeah. And that's the issue. Like we've got Instagram, Facebook, we've got so many ways of people connecting you. And you can get in touch with a girl just by messaging and then that's awful and ruined it. That's what frustrates me about the relationships nowadays. I think to have a happy relationship you need to learn that not every opportunity is worth taking and you do have enough at home and you do have something that's more worthwhile than going to sleep and nicking on the other roads for one night. And I think me and Alex both realise that and the reason why our relationship is happy is because we both know we've got something good. Because it's a happy, people want it. Yeah, people don't see happy relationships on TV. You see, for example on The Anywhere's Essex, you see relationships flash. You see all of that because people don't want to see something that's working because it's not interesting. But that's where it works and we're not bothered about that. But again, you can have a good relationship but it has to be based on trust. Do you like poo in front of the door? Oh, because I feel like that's the same. You listen to someone say this every day and they're like, if you're poo in front of your future then relationship means like... Oh, it means like that. But I said I'm improved. I don't like... Would you not poo in front of a door? I wouldn't even fart in front of a door. I literally pop a fart out 25 times constantly. You fart in front of a door, right? Honestly, six years, never did I have a poo in front of a door. No way. He never farted. You're lying. Can you believe it? In six years. Jordan's sure, girl. Never farted, never had a shit in front of a door. I can't believe that. I always wanted that. I envied other people. No, even now. I'd be like, no, you cannot fart in front of... I think it's me though. I'll have a poo and I'll chat to him. I'll have a wee. I'll do a wee. But wait a second. What happened when you give birth? Was there anyone there? Oh, yeah. What do you mean? When you give birth, was a boy there looking? Well, yeah, he was there at like... Yeah, of course. He's seen my vagina before, guys. So do you think because they're seeing that? Do you think because they're seeing everything? No, but before that, I was farting in front of him and pooing in front of him. I feel like that's a point in a relationship where, like... I don't know, if you fart a poo in front of you, I feel like it brings you closer. What's it like being a single man, then, this year? Like, is it harder? Like, when I was a single man. Yeah, when you were a single man, like, relationship-wise. Oh, yeah. When I was single, it was hard. Like, obviously, I'd speak to guys, but then you'd have to think, like... Yeah, bring them home. Yeah, would I bring them home too? How did you do that? It was hard. And, yeah, I didn't like it because you constantly, like, when you speak to guys, like, you think twice about meeting up with them because you think about your baby first. Yeah, my mum had boyfriends and stuff. They weren't nice people and I would never want anyone like that around her. I always think, if I meet a boy, like, I don't want them to have a kid. Really? But it's not shallow. It's not shallow. I think in my head, like, I don't want them to have a child because if I have a child, I want it to just be our bond. Yeah. But I know it's so nice for other people to probably take on other people's children and stuff, but for me personally, I just think it's... It depends on the person. I think I'd rather someone not just not have a child. If they had a child, I think I'd just one date them. Really so fast mad because I used to think like that before I had a child and then I had a child and I'd rather meet someone that has a child, you know what I mean? Because we would be on the same level. But I get why you think like that. That's why I used to be... I think until I have a probably child of me own, I'd never understand. Yeah, exactly. Do you find that you think in a completely different way? Oh, a completely different way. Yeah, before I had winter, definitely. Everything changed. Changes in life, doesn't it? Yeah. I know what I'm going wrong. I need a shit in front of a lad and I need a kid.