 So I don't know if I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, so I'm going to tell you thank you, thank you, thank you, really, very much, very, very much. I'm a little allergic to all these thank yous, but it just makes me feel a little bit better. It's all right, go ahead. So I'm thankful to my soul to bring me here. Voila, that's what I like, yes. Thank you so much. So a lot of confusion I've been carrying with me for almost 20 years, like 10 days. I piece by piece, I went back to base and I'm understanding more, much more. My question I think is connected to what you said, when you said like when strong emotion comes, hold. Because what I feel is like I will have to settle into this thing properly. The more the system is, let's say, connected and healthy, I experience a lot of energy I usually don't have. But it's like I'm five years old already, or again. And I don't know what it's like, I'm not sure I can handle. And that's I think what happened the other time. I was in this union consciousness, everything opened, and then I slipped, slept into whatever you don't record. I mean, this like Samadhi experience. Of course, I didn't know anything about it. So if you have a good advice about what should I do with all these things. I have a good advice. Find a man, just pick one up, doesn't have to be. Find a man and make some babies. Okay, my son already told me that. That's not confirming. And you'll have enough outlet for that energy I can assure you. Don't spend too much time figuring out how this man is and everything. Just take one, because they're all pretty much the same. Also remember, you have a big list of all. He has to be this, he has to be that, he has to be this, he has to be that. But look at your own list also. When you're looking for a man, match the list. And make a baby and two babies and look after them and that's nice. And the ego gets broken down very easily like this. The babies, the husband, whatever. The mother-in-law and so on. Father-in-law. That's my advice. You ask for it. Now I've given. Are you taken very happily? Papa, you said don't make too much of this building up. Yes. I do this. I know like what you said. I know for example also what I'm going to have to do after you leave. I mean also need the step. Also bring your baby to show us then. I will. We always like to see the babies of those who have made them along the years. Some of them are already 15 years old. They come, they come to see me then. And why did you bring us into this family? Is there a way to avoid this? What is causing pain? Is me doubting and like pestering myself with all this drama, which is basically like TV. I just switch on this to be like portraying myself, which I was doing when I was a kid. So do you think that's because I'm not surrendering or is it a bad habit? See, I feel that it's not a good idea now to look back at what has happened from this point on. You also have to put a little bit of quiet and sort of a nobility into your life. One can't live crass lies just throwing oneself all over the place. There has to be some sort of a contour, some sort of a coherence, a sense of nobility of existence. And that comes also if you undertake a few simple practices in a day, light a lamp in the morning or a candle in the morning or in the evening at twilight. Be with yourself for a few minutes in that quiet. If you want to be connected with this framework, you have a mirror. Look at yourself in that mirror. It's a yantra of self-reflection. Just be... It's always important to give a little bit of contour. I'm not saying take it to religious, you know, levels, but try to keep that coherence by taking up one or two activities which you do every day, which are connected with your self-realization process. Because it's not just about, oh, what can I get out of life? It is, what can I give into this? That is what you have to remember. It's not that I'm, you know, you can say thank you if you want, but it's just, there's a lot of thank yous. I just don't feel I'm doing, it's not, I do it for myself, you know, not for you. So it doesn't feel like a thank you is warranted, but yes.