 Oh, it's late. It is not going to work. We're going to have to move. But where are we going to move to? Hmm. How are we going to do this? How will we make this work? Oh. The lighting in my home is just not ideal and I don't want to sit on the floor. How can we do this? God darn it. How bright is this? Hi, Belinda. Is this like way, way, way, way too bright? I know it's a bright from here down. Hi, Tamsen. I didn't plan this out. Hi, Tony. My iPad started updating right after Hytina, right after I posted that I wanted to go live. So then I didn't have time to adjust. Is this, is this, can you guys watch this without it being too much in your eyeballs? Or should I start moving around and maybe start over? Do you have water? I wanted you to see my cute robe, but you can't see it because it's all washed out. Where could we sit? I just don't know. How is everybody doing? Good morning, Angela. I hope I don't have any oatmeal on my teeth. It's really bright. Maybe if I sit down here like this or if I sit higher. Hi, Diane Azale. So nice to see you. Hi guys. You know, so here's the story because at some point that door over there is going to pop open and a almost 10 year old little boy is going to be bursting through and going, Nana, I was sleeping. How can I sleep? How can I sleep if you're on here talking to your friends on YouTube? Since it's Yom Kippur, he doesn't have school today. Hi, Melanie. Oh, you're the dentist's girlfriend. You have all my love, all my heart, all my hearts are bing, bing, bing at you because the dentist just, I can't even watch toothpaste commercials. That's how big of a wiener I was just watching the Today Show and they were all getting flu shots. And I mean, I was just watching and I was like, so how's everybody doing? Do you have your water? I know it's just a nine test. So it's like noon around where you guys are. I'm still drinking my coffee out of my Jones Chit Chat. Good morning, Jessica. Chit Chat mug. So yeah, I just thought I would pop on, say hello. I had some plots yesterday. I'm actually feeling kind of chit chatty. I feel, you know, when I kind of quote, go down with my hands and whatnot and I kind of like, even though I post my videos, I feel like when I'm not around, around, I don't know, it's just weird. You know what? Also, if that blower gardener guy comes by now, that's going to drive me nuts. Starting to warm up. Okay. How's everybody doing? So let me tell you why I wanted to talk today. I want to talk because I always want to talk. But we all have, hi, Carrie. Give us stuff in me with the needle, but take something. See, I'm the opposite of that because I can turn and they can, you know, the prick of the needle and then they take the blood out and I don't feel that. But when they inject something in, it's, I mean, my fear of it is so extreme that I'm not even going to share with you guys how extreme it is. I'm getting a little warm with this robe on. Let's see. Jammies. Look at Nina. She's classy, posting on YouTube in her pajamas. But you know what? So what, right? I am comfy. It's my day off. It's Oliver's day off. So I wanted to talk about the program for a minute. I want to talk about anything, everything. If anybody has anything they want to talk about, please, please say as much and we will talk about it. And I'm just waiting for this kid to come in. I'm like fearful. Oh, I know Jessica, right? I hope, I hope no nice gentleman comes across me and, you know, wants me because it just can't happen. This weather, it's cooled off. It's beautiful, but it's going to be like a million degrees today. But right now it's just like perfect. It was that perfect, perfect autumn morning. You know, I have, I look at myself in my monitor and stuff. I have my dad's head. I wish you guys knew my dad. You'd go, Nina, you're right. You do have your dad's head. I have my hair goes the same way his hair goes. Everything is the same as my dad's. I need to go see my dad. Why, Kerry, why are you trying to fix the lawnmower? Hi Daisy girl, seven to two. How is everybody doing? How's everybody doing on the program? I know everybody's excited about the upcoming every two year change. I'm excited. I don't have much to say about it because while I know stuff and I, you know, I just, for me, it's just easier to do what I'm doing, wait till it hits and then address it when it happens. Cause all the hula-baloo before that. For some people it just gets a little, it's okay. Cause you guys know me. I'm a kiss girl. Let's keep it simple. Should we burp? Silly, stupid sweetheart. And by working or by worrying, I should say about what's to come. I think that just kind of screws up. If you're able to talk about it and not let it interfere in your program, then do you understand what I'm saying? My pal Amy over at N is for Nurse. She's the one you want to talk to if you want to talk about the upcoming program. I already know what I'm going to do on the upcoming program. I've already talked to my leader about it. I'm set. I'm ready to go. I'm waiting for them to open it and then off I am. Oh, is freestyle good for you, Carrie? You're a freestyler? Dude, what's good for you? I think that's, again, I want to emphasize to everybody to keep it simple. If you're on freestyle and it's working for you, stay on freestyle. Now I love simply filling. I go back and forth to simply filling when I did regular smart points. Hi, Kiesha. Have a weird YouTube day today. I've had a weird computer iPad day today. Everything keeps switching around. Exactly, Jessica. Do what works for you. But I haven't been so good lately. That's unused as a girlfriend, right? Exactly. Just do what works for you when they roll out the program. See what they have to offer. You know, try something. If it doesn't work out for you, try something else. Don't don't. Don't flip out over it. Okay. I'm going to, Teresa, I think simply feeling is probably the best program for you. Health wise, weight loss wise, numbers wise as far as blood work, et cetera. Sorry, you guys, my hand's itch. So I kind of sit here. Hi, Connie. You know, hi, Barbara. Hi, Barbara. I'm always so happy. I'm always so happy to see all of you. I'm feeling good today. I am. I'm feeling good today. You wouldn't know it to hear me talk right now, but I'm like full of happiness and energy. My hand's itch. So if you see me sitting here doing this, that's why I just ignore it. For those of you that don't know, I do regular smart points. I don't do freestyle. I tried to do freestyle. It just wasn't my bike. It just wasn't my thing. Because I can eat a lot of chicken. You know, if I drive by a chicken ranch, you can hear them all screaming in fear because they know. They know. Yeah, Barbara does come and go. Okay, Teresa, been struggling hard with freestyle. I did amazing on fast programs. Maybe because it had better structure. Same here. Don't, you know, don't throw me out there and say you can do this and you can't do that, but it's up to you because it just, and we're all so different. Everything is, is that's why I was, I didn't want to talk about the new program. Thank you, Lisa. I just want to get out there. My point of view is just relax, take it easy. Don't stress over what's coming because we have no control over what's coming. It's going to come. It's going to be here and then we will deal with it. I'm confused by all of WW. DeVita, what are you confused about? Maybe I can help. Maybe my hair can help. So anyways, going back, if you're new here or just having to pay attention, I do old smart points and what I, oh, did I not bring my phone in? Shrish and spiel. What I do is I count everything and I click at it to my, what's your app? Yeah, Lisa. Do it makes you happy because if you're happy, it's easier, right? Happy equals easier. Good Connie, if that's what works for you. So many different programs on Weight Watchers. DeVita, are you a member or are you just reading from the outside? What's your story? Morning Glory. Maybe I can help with that a little bit. I wanted to bring my phone and show you guys what I do. Okay. I'm going to take just a minute and tell you what I do. I do regular smart points. We have to count eggs. We have to count beans. We have to count certain meals that would be free on freestyle. I have eye track bites. I bought the pro eye track bites a while back. So that when I need to count something that I'm not positive, what the points are. Hi Mimi. Good morning. Like I know eggs are two. I know how many ounces of chicken or what. There's certain things I just know and I don't need to look it up. And I quick add it to my Weight Watcher app. And then when I hit 30 smart points in my Weight Watcher app, I'm done eating points for the day. When you run out of points, you stop eating points. It's just kind of simple like that. I'm running a C-mini mom experiment counting calories. I have no idea what I'll do come November. I just want to see what happens for this for now. It feels weird though. I've never counted calories. I was a member 10 years ago. Okay. Okay. All right. Let me know how it goes Tina. I love her so much. I wish she lived closer because she's the best heart. And she's been a good, good, good friend to me. She's so smart. But let me know, Tina, how it's going to Vita. You know what you could do is when they start the new programs, pop into a meeting and just listen to what they're doing. Do points post till it worked for me. There you go, Diane. Do what works for you. If it's working, don't pay attention to all the other stuff that's going by. Just let it go by. Right, Barbara. It does. I've never counted the calorie. I've only done weight launchers. And that's the beauty of all the different things. If you can count calories, if you can count points. Okay. I lost 50 pounds on smart points. No problem. It was high Jill. How are you feeling? How are your bones feeling, honey? How are you doing? Okay. My bones are actually feeling pretty good today. I can count calories on occasion. Just check up on my separate foods. You know, there was a time, let me go back to what I started to say. I'm not going to read you guys for a minute because you distract me. See, stop distracting me. So what I do, I know you are and I keep thinking about you. Keep thinking about you. Okay. So if I need to look something up, I look it up on itrack bites. For instance, let's say I go to Chick-fil-A and I have a 20 piece grilled chicken nugget. Meal with fruit. Well, that's going to come up zero on the Weight Watcher app. So I look it up on itrack bites. It's let's just say eight smart points and then one for the fruit because the Mandarin. So I take nine smart points and I quick add them on my Weight Watcher app. And that's how I keep it simple. And that's how I do what I know what I'm doing. I'm doing well today, Jill. Thank you so much. I had a good day yesterday and that's something else that I'm going to bring up. But that's what I'm going to do. And I'm going to continue to do it until they have the new programs pop out. And then I'll go and listen. But like I said, I talked to my leader and we pretty much know what I'm going to do. And I'm going to get back to that 50 pound loss because I'll tell you what, there's been a couple things. When this, when the psoriasis, the arthritis and the psoriasis hit, I just kind of took a, well, you guys watch me. You see me and you know me. I lost my mojo and I keep kept going to keep kept trying to get it back yesterday. I got dressed to what was I doing yesterday? Oh, I went to the store to run and get the roast and, you know, I was bopping around doing my thing because I was feeling pretty good. And while I could get my shorts on and while I could get my shirt on, there were all sorts of bumps and bubbles and all sorts of stuff. That I just did not care for. And what's even funnier, and I know my husband, we know our husband. When Steve got home, I saw him look at me a little alarmed like, oh, he never ever, ever, ever would say anything. He's not one of those type of men who comments on women's weight. He just doesn't say anything negative about anybody. Water. You guys have your water? I haven't asked. Let me go back and say hi real quick. Are you doing what Oprah talks about her commercials? No, darling, I am not doing anything that Oprah talks about. No offense to you Oprah lovers out there, but I am not one of them. That is the freestyle program. That is not the one I'm doing. We're going through it. You know, Carrie, thank you for saying that because, oh my gosh, thank you for saying that, Carrie, because. I'm a tough old bird when it comes to a lot of things. And I have been for three years spouting out, if you want to lose that weight, no matter what, you can lose that weight. And then it's like, oh, yeah, really? Oh, here he comes. And I tried not to let it derail me. I tried and tried and tried, but it just, the part that derailed me the most is that I'm so tired all the time. So I'm not out there hitting the streets and walking as much as I like to or that. I used to, but this is all going to come to it. I'm going to do the best I can. Anyways, yesterday, I'm sorry you guys. I didn't like what I was looking at in the mirror in my clothing. It was, it wasn't good. And it's early enough where I can void it out. Yesterday was a new day. Yesterday was a day where I left a lot of things out. Can I go and read on all the different programs on the internet? Not yet, honey, because it hasn't launched yet. Some people say November. My leader said December. Who knows when it is? But I mean, you probably can look around. You know what? If you go over to my friend and is for a nurse here on YouTube, she actually has been talking about it. Got your water, Teresa. So that's the best I can offer you. But since it hasn't launched yet, there's nothing really official that they can let you know. And again, I'm not going to get into the whole thing because there's, you know, every two years this happens. There's all the rumors and all the everything. And I appreciate that because, but I have enough to worry about. I'm not going to add that to my list. Hi, Ruth. How are you today? Yes, Amy has some great information. But I'm wondering Mimi if for Davida, if and Davida, I'm sorry if it's Davida or Davida. I apologize not knowing how to pronounce it. If she hasn't been in the program for a while, if it might not just be a little confusing for her, she doesn't know freestyle. So, you know, I'd hate for her to get confused and then just go, whoa, I'm backed out. My personal opinion is if you're familiar with freestyle and the smart points and everything and you want to hear Amy's, you know, all her information, absolutely. But if if it's all great to you, I would just maybe kind of wait. But that's just my opinion because I'm trying. I'm trying. Her info is from New Zealand. Oh, she did Tony. Did I miss that? Teresa, are you in New Zealand? All right. Not Teresa. I'm sorry. Davida. Oh, that's right. Because your name is like my pal, Davina. Okay. First of all, okay, everybody stop. Hold the phones. Grab your water. Take a drink because this is very, very, very important. Davida, I know you saw my video when my friend Davina was here from, exactly Mimi, from Australia. The name of her channel is, I can never get it right. Okay, Davina. Listen to me now. Her name is Davina and the name of her channel is Skinny Jeans and it's the number four lifetime. She has a YouTube channel. Start there, go over, pick any of her videos. Oh, you did right on. Okay. And go to her video and say, Hey, it's me again. I talked to you and Nina, when you guys did your thing, whatever the thing that was that you did. And tell her your story because she will be, she's a lifetime member. She's good at what she does. She's wonderful. She's friendly. She's beautiful. I hate that she lives across the world away from me and she will be more than happy to help you. So please go over and check her out. She doesn't have a Facebook page. I'm trying to think of where else you could contact her. I'll think about that. Good morning, Kim. I am doing well today. Thank you. I'm doing really well today. I'm waiting for Oliver to pop in here because he didn't have school today. You're so welcome. I want to help in any way I can. He didn't have school today because of Yom Kippur. So I let him stay up as late as he wanted on his device. And who knows how late he stayed up. So he'll be coming in here any minute. All right. So David, hi, Suze. What's happening? Hi, honey. I'm always so happy when you guys show up. All right. So anyways, the close yesterday was a definite. Because, you know, if the scale is going up, there's another thing I want to talk about is the scale. Because I want to preface by saying everybody has different opinions. And that's what makes us all think and give us food for thought. And just because I have a thought that differs from yours, I don't want that to be any kind of interference in our relationship and friendship as well. As far as weight loss goes, because we're all in this big old boat together. And it's okay if you don't agree with me. I'm just giving you guys my opinion. The minute anything comes too, just too much. It's like, then I'm out. Pace to all of you. Have fun. I'm on my way out. So I just have to do it one meal, one day. Good morning, Brenda. At a time. Now, I have been off track, off track, meaning I haven't been. I don't know, Kim. I haven't been as into my program as I always was. And I've just been like, lazy. I track everything, you guys. It's amazing. I track everything. I have not been the water queen that I should be. I get a demerit for that. And my walking has not been good. And I'm going to change all that. Uh-oh, what am I missing? This is heart. This is the one thing about lives because I miss things, but I want to try to get at what I'm trying to say, but I don't want to seem like I don't care. It is, well, it's kind of warm. We're going to have some changing sheets. Yeah, I feel like I change sheets like every other freaking day. Oh, DeVita, I'm so sorry. I didn't know. If I didn't know, I apologize. We're all here to help you get your life back, honey, because you'd be amazed at how many of us have had things, nothing. Thankfully, I haven't had anything. I'm off staying in the cabin with my happy for free nights going hiking soon. Are you leaving now? Are you going? Have a great time. I wish I could get Steve out to do something. He needs to do something fun. Okay, DeVita, we are all here for you. Hang out everywhere you can on YouTube with me and all my pals. Oh, you're there now. Oh, I'm so jealous. Oh, I got to show you guys something. See, I get all off track. Hi, Cam. Okay, look at this, you guys. I have it right here because I wanted to show it to you. You keep meaning to show it in my video, and I keep forgetting, but look at this diamond art. Beautiful. Now, if I hold it back here, oops, I got it upside down. Oh, you're very sweet. There's so many wonderful people here. You know, if you want, okay, Simi Pope made this for me, and it's a rose laying on music. Isn't it absolutely beautiful? And in the card, am I holding it upside? Oh, first thing. See, when you hold it back, I think the ring goes at the top. Anyways, she wrote some special words in the card with it when she sent it to me. She's just, she has been one of my wonderful folks from the minute I started. Hi, Jennifer. Started my channel. Look at that arm, would you? I could kill a man with that thing. If I'm ever attacked, I'm just going to whip out that bat wing. So it's so beautiful. I have it hanging up, but I pulled it down because I keep forgetting to put it in my videos. And you know what? I didn't want to put something so beautiful and so meaningful and happy in my videos that have been kind of not so chipper lately. So isn't it beautiful? Isn't it wonderful that I wrote her? I got a pen and I scratched out a little thank you card for her. And I gave it to Steve DeMail for me because my husband keeps his stamps in his truck. I don't know why. It's like he leads his own little life within our life. And every day when he leaves for work, I wonder, is he going to come back? He has all the stamps. I'm not going to be able to mail anything to anybody. So I said here, I need you to mail this to Cindy for me, please. Hi, Jan. And he doesn't, I found it in his truck. I found it today and I just, she's not here right now, which she was, but it's so, so, so, so beautiful. Have a great day, Teresa. Thank you for popping in. I'm sorry, you guys, I'm all over the place. I don't like when I do this. Here we come. He and I, I think, are going to go see Chelsea and Tallulah today. She messaged me, said she had Tallulah today. She knows Oliver's off school. This video is all over the place and I try to keep from doing that. So here's my story. I'm not reading anything for a minute. I'm going to just tell you, when I was in my clothing yesterday, I did not like it. I wasn't comfortable. And I am not that girl who when I can go to the market, I can go anywhere and I really don't give a fowl or outsource of what anybody thinks I look like. I cared yesterday. I just was bumpy and bulgy and it was not a good look and it was eye-opening for me. So I am going to just have daily talks with myself that meet up. You are 57 years old now. You are going to get ailments and things that you didn't anticipate getting. You didn't want to get it, but you don't have any control in these things. But you have control in your weight and I have been saying that forever and ever and ever. Why do I feel like I'm such a, I feel like I'm like, oh, I'm not. I'm happy. I need more coffee and it's out in the other room. I wonder if all of us walk around looking for me. Yesterday was on point. Today is going to be on point. I'm going to have all the stuff that I should have and I'm not going to have any of the stuff that I shouldn't have. I am not going to have things in the house that tempt me. I'm just not. There's no graham crackers in the house. Time to put little ones down for a nap. Oh, is it that time of the day? Do you know what, Connie? I don't because I just drink so much water that I don't really count. I don't count my coffee, my water. I believe that you can. I think it's part of the rules, but I don't because I don't drink that much coffee today. I'm going to over gates. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm just going to deal with it. I walked last night. I'm not going to do anything. I won't walk today. It's going to be hard because of him. I'm just going to get back on my horse in a firm saddle and I'm not going to go down the weight-watching trail like I have been. That's kind of what I've been doing. I've been drinking my water, not all my water, but I haven't been sitting up in my saddle and posting and going down the trail with my shoulders held back and waving to the people and getting into a nice canter and hitting a couple of fences. I haven't hit any fences or been in a nice canter for a while. I just don't do that. And I'm going to get back there and I'm going to do it because I don't like the way I look. Now, should it be more about our health? Maybe it depends on who's talking. It depends on whose program it is. If I am paying better attention to my program, my health as far as my arthritis and my skin get better, probably. So neither what's going on, not go ahead. What's the deal? So, yeah. Now we'll see what way in is like on Friday, but hold on honey, I missed what you said. I will be on YouTube a lot so I'm hoping to get to see in your smiling face. And you know what, that's the other thing too, Tampson is talking about loving yourself. And I've talked about this before, is before, oh shit, howdy. Do I have a fricking chin hair? I said fricking. You guys all thought I said it bad the other day when I was talking about marshmallows. But this weather, this weather is a motivator for me because it feels beautiful. It's the best time of year. You feel the anticipation of good things coming. And on the inside, it just does something to me. And I'm hot and sweaty and it's like meh. I know Barbara. Let me tell you funny story. I told you guys how Steve, Steve found a pair of tweezerman tweezers on a job shop choice. And you took them and he gave them a good sterilizing or whatever. And I didn't know he had them and one day we're driving in the truck and I found one in the, and I'm like, Jesus. He goes, I have some tweezers. He goes, but they're the best tweezers in the world. You can't have them. And I'm like, I don't want you stinking tweezers. Just give them to me son. Pull out this chin hair and let the cars on each side of me have some good entertainment. So he hands me the, he hands me the tweezerman and they're beautiful and they're purple. And for those of you who are not familiar with tweezerman, they're like $586,000 for one little thing. And they're sharp and they're perfect. And he didn't want me to do it. And he goes, well, don't do it now because we were moving. And I'm like, why not? I need to get this out. He goes, no, you might slip. I might slam on the brakes. You might hit your Jaguar and then you're going to be bleeding from your neck. And I'm like, if you break. I said, I am a woman. I can drive my car, drive my car, iron my children's clothes, cook a souffle and separate my eyelashes and pin all at the same time. Don't tell me I can't get a chin hair. Out with some sharp tweezers where we're going 20 miles an hour. They have no idea. They really don't. I don't think so, Jan. I think we've all got it. Carrie, I hope everything's okay. Older, but wiser. That's true. Oh my gosh, Jan. Thank you. That's so kind of you, you guys. You keep you around. You keep me feeling good. And yesterday I should have come on yesterday. I feel good for the most part. You know, you gotta. I've said it before. Hello, Charlene. Good morning. I wish I could get in my time machine and go back as me now and pull my 17 year old self aside and go, hey, you're not as bad as you think you are. And quit letting these people make you feel that you're as bad as you think you are. Quit trying to be such a people pleaser. Who gives a fat rat's ass if these people like you or don't like you or would rather date your friend and not date you even though, you know, it's just like I look back and it's like, oh my gosh, I just come with a shame. Not a shooby. I whack him off with a razor by not a shooby. Not a shooby. Are you a white watcher? I have one of my old best friends. She used to shave her face. I just couldn't commit to doing it. But yeah, I can't believe he hasn't come in here. He must be on his game. Oh, Kim, that's awful nice. It's super nice. But it's just when I hit 55, I finally realized what I have to offer and what I have to give. And as a ute, I had no self esteem. I let people roll over me. I would stand in the middle of the street and I would get one of those big, real Tonka trucks with the big tires, you know, those big, huge trucks, but not the Tonka truck. My kid was playing with the real one and I'd stand out there with a big flag and wave it and show them exactly how to roll over me. I'd give them permission. I'd show them where I was. I mean, and I feel bad that all that time was lost in my life with me worrying so much about what other people thought. I'm alone. So I have to make the best of what's left in my life and appreciate myself, appreciate what I have going on and get back on track because I like myself better when I'm down on my way and I am up right now. Let me tell you guys and I don't like it. So, oh, it's empty. I can't, why is it overcome in here? I'm a lady from the Jersey Shore. Okay, that's cool. Barbara, you have such a wonderful look out on life though. I look at you and I look at your painting and I look at your beautiful you and your voice and everything about you is like what I wish I could be. I am the exact opposite of what I wish I could be. Oh, General Lee has got to go. Shoot. That stinks, doesn't it? We were doing so good. If anybody wants to, oh, got it. Okay, General Lee, sorry, we just can't talk about politics here. It was so funny last night when I was walking, walking, walking, walking. Did you guys see my Instagram when I went by that horrible house? Oh my God, it was so scary. I was so scared. And it's my neighbor. See, I'm bouncing around. Barbara, this is important because you're beautiful and you're self-spoken and you're talented and, um, try to put it like this way. Ah, chooby. Okay, and here I am. I'm such a loudmouth and I'm just, you know, I have no finesse. If I have to have it, I know how to have it. But, um, hi, hi Jessica. You should have seen it in person. Holy smokes, man. Operating room. Hi, Mindy. Oh, I was talking about you earlier. Were you here when I was talking about you? The person is a sleuth of joy friend and you're amazing and this world takes all kinds. Thank goodness for me. And you're another one, too, that I look at and I look at you talk and I see those dimples and I see you smile and when I turn you on and you're sitting in your car, I always laugh because I'm like, there she is in her car. And it's just like my own personal joke that you and I have gone on that you don't know about. But I just adore you. You guys all have, you guys have it so together. You guys, you're just copacetic and I know we don't all really ensues you two. You're another one. You guys all, I don't know how to explain it. Barbara, have a wonderful day. Have so much fun on your trip. I love you so much. Have a great time. I'm going to shut it over and over. But you understand that I'm not, it's... I'm not... You're just so cute and I just love you so much is all I'm trying to say. I just laugh. I don't know. So anyways, you're right, the thief is out. And so I'm turning it all around today. I'm not... Jessica, you're right and that's what I didn't do when I was younger and I'm not going to do it anymore. Let me give you an example. I had a friend I wish you knew how much you meant to me because I was talking about you earlier in the video. I had a friend say something like really alarming to me the other day it was like she it was in a message and I had to like read it like three times you know how you read something it shocks you so bad you kind of like you start to shake and you start to sweat you're like what do I do with this and for the first time in my life I didn't just let it go I was like dad this is totally inappropriate have I heard from her since no but people have to learn what they can and cannot say to people and what is and is not the business right so anyways I'm just yakity yakking Mindy what are you doing back there today we were talking about Mindy are you gonna okay wait somebody was saying about you so you seem like you do sews somebody was saying they've been doing wait orders forever I missed it I'm sorry you guys I'm too busy here talking about nothing okay Brenda Anita I lost 100 pounds then gained back 55 and now my husband wants to go to the beach next week for a vacation so Brenda you go on that vacation and you enjoy yourself enjoy yourself don't let that game deny you the joy of life especially at the beach because the beach is the most magical place to go that's where I go when I just need that's my spiritual place I'm not a religious person the beach is my church go and enjoy yourself please go and enjoy yourself just like yesterday when I put on those clothes and I'm up you know it was like I had to make a video and I'm like am I gonna let everybody see me in my video and I'm like damn straight I'm gonna let everybody see me in my video because this is real life and nobody just goes on a wait-loss program loses all their way and then lives happily ever after I mean I haven't yet to meet one and if somebody has then God bless and I'm and I think that's fabulous I'm Oliver Gates I bet he's in his room playing on his thing I hope you go to the beach please go to the beach look who's here look who's here the redheaded nurse I love calling you that it's my friend the redheaded nurse hi Liz no Yom Kippur Michelle hi Patty lunch fun with Nita but I'm stumbling over my word stating normally I get on here and I'm like shoot from hip this is what I'm gonna talk about and I'm kind of all over the place you only get one chance in life go have a blast at the beach listen to Carrie Elliot and go to the beach everybody tell Brenda that she needs to go to the beach not only go to the beach but enjoy yourself here's something Brenda I want you to think about when you go to the beach do you sit in your chair on your bench or wherever your happy ass is and do you look around and do you judge people and say she shouldn't be here at the beach she's too white she's gonna get burnt she shouldn't be here at the beach she's got too much weight on do you do that because I don't do that and that reminds me that nobody's looking at me and they don't care how big I am or I come from what I'm doing at the beach unless I'm naked and then I give them full permission to you know judge away and even call the police nobody's nobody's looking at you thinking anything honey only you are and we need to take that out of our routine cuz nobody is Amy how are you today how's your program are you drinking your water that's right Mandy nobody cares I think you know cuz I I tried that myself once and peanut butter bourbon I guarantee you guys I live in California I go to the beach often the beach is 25 minutes from a house I do not scan the beach and look at people and say think of reasons for them why they shouldn't be there you know what I do I scan the beach and I think isn't this fabulous look at all these fabulous people enjoying themselves with their spouses or their children or whoever it is they're here with and I hear the birds going over in the water crashing and I'm just so happy to be there I'm not paying attention to what other people are doing unless and this is when I pay attention what people are doing if they're having the time of their life if they're flying a kite if they're building a sandcastle if if they're fully clothed in the water falling down in the waves I look at it and I I'm thankful that all these people are having such a good time if they're just two old farts sitting in a chair like Steve and I I think look at us having a wonderful time because rarely do you go to the beach and see anybody having a bad time so Brenda I want you to go and have a good time please makes you realize we should have fun and just be confident and oh you know it's so funny there's a workman guy out here and he can hear me I don't care I was worried about other people laughing at the fat lady at the playground no no and Tamsen you know what I don't want this to be taken wrong because you guys know me well enough I know and God is another issue in my world in my eyes everybody's beautiful you know I I'm not much one to talk about God on here I leave that to you guys that you guys you guys do it but I have my issues with God and that's okay but what I'm concerned about is how I see me and how my husband sees me and I love all you guys I think you guys all look great I can't always be concerned about what God thinks of me because then I start I start with a little good blood and get get get get um so yeah now I want to go to the beach it's warming up here to go to the beach let's all go wouldn't that be fab that would be so good and Oliver asked me now how come we haven't gone to the beach this summer because it's a whole 25 minutes down the road and it would be so good for my hands the salt water you know what hold on a second hang on you guys don't go anywhere I'm watching the number up there I see how many of you are here I need to check on him I want to know why he hasn't come in here come in here so they can see you they always ask about you you don't have to stay just come in on over here and say hello come on come on you have a little Lisa talk amongst yourself just pop your head in my door and they can see you yes Liz I certainly do come on leapshin just pop it around the corner and wave say hi guys hi ladies cuz they always ask about you Lisa Oliver Lisa's calling you she's saying Oliver say good morning do you know what time it is it is where's an antelope I can't so what is grandpa's clock say over there oh you're already gone are you hungry look at everybody saying hi to you Tina says Oliver Gates where are you he's playing his game thank you leapshin I'll be there in a minute to make you some breakfast okay it's getting big yeah um forgot what I was talking about somebody called you handsome over here why are you hiding Michelle wants to know why you're hiding he wants to go play his game the beach so 1240 there then it's probably 1040 here yeah 956 did you guys get a nice but shot right there so we're gonna go Oliver do you want to go see your mommy and to Lula today she texted me she says she's gonna have to Lula and do we want to go see them right today's Wednesday do you want to go see them while not till this afternoon the red headed nurse is calling you you know what Amy to the also what you were saying yesterday about how when we don't feel beautiful we don't dress beautiful and you're saying how you tend to put your hair up in your head band more first of all I totally related to everything you were saying because like before like let's say I want to do a video and I'm looking like this okay I'll sit down and I'll put on a little makeup and maybe brush my hair brush a tooth or two and I feel so much better but I want to tell you you look so cute in those headbands I wish I could wear them but I got this funky shaped head every time I would try to wear a headband it slides off um they look really cute on you so those are not you're prepping are you prepping food Sally I can never prep the food you do you look super cute in them super cute but I totally was relating to what you were saying and I think it's true for everybody if we make an effort to make ourselves look a better I think we feel a little bit better that's why at 53 years old I started wearing makeup even though I never wore makeup oh let's buy Suze love you thanks for popping in I know I've been all over the place I apologize just remember guys nobody's judging you look like Brett Michaels Brett Michaels looks like my great-great grandmother you do not look like my great-great grandmother you need to Google what he looks like now and click on here and then when you said you had that cute shirt on and you said I buy what did you say I buy cheap clothes no you don't you always look so cute with that cute husband of yours I just adore him I think he's the cutest thing ever next to the cutest thing ever here they both have really skinny heads Mr. B and Mr. J they can start this skinny head club oh the way 54 pounds soaking wet wouldn't that be nice so that's it I guess I guess I should go feed my kid I don't know I know the minute I hang up I'm gonna remember something I wanted to talk about because when I put the thing up remembering to put it up there was something specific I want to talk about that I heard somebody else talking about it dinged something in the bell tower and now I forgot what it was because they just get too excited to see all of you guys Amy are you're gonna do smart points with me right I shouldn't be asking you in public I'll meet you in the back room later we'll go in the back of the building and have a cigarette and talk later that's right Liz I see I don't I have I'm not I haven't caught up on that but I it's exciting and I that's was one thing I think that with Weight Watchers doing what they're doing whatever it may be that's what I thought I think it's gonna give everybody the lift they need they need hey I don't know Jennifer I don't know any about that you gotta go to Amy's channel to find out about that stuff because I don't know bye darling good luck and please check in with Davina and me and let us know if there's anything we can do to help see now I already forgot what I was talking about again I cannot walk talk to gum tap tap my head oh okay several times oh my gosh what is she doing what can I do that I get people watch me several times what was I talking about oh ww by doing this things is I think it's gonna be a shot in the arm for those of us who just didn't care for freestyle and it didn't work we need we need a cheerleader we need those guys to get some pom-poms at our meetings or online or whatever and I think it's gonna get us remotivated bye Brenda have a great great day well I guess I'm gonna go in and feed him oh I put for Todd is in the air fryer before I came on here and again I completely forgot about them well I guess they're done oh I'm putting up a video today you guys on the banana chocolate bread that is so delicious I've already made it twice everybody loves it I'm gonna I've already taped it I just need to put it up by cam by everybody thanks for hanging out with me I just love y'all so much y'all I don't like I'm not y'all I'm from Southern California I love you dudes you dudes are swell yeah Liz exactly so alright thanks for hanging out with me you guys now I want you to close your eyes because I have to lift my arm to hit the X and nobody needs to look at freestyle has been challenging putting it nicely Tina lady fine Mindy love you off to work I love all of you you're all fabulous see you soon thanks for hanging out with me it does a heart good ding ding ding ding dong