 i love it when i just take accidental pictures of myself holy cow hey everybody sunday morning february 13th 10 30 of sham evidently i can't say the sb word so we're going to call it the big football game the big game yes i cut the camera off you want to say that again husband yes the big game between the los angeles team versus the Cincinnati Ohio team so so just just so that we don't have any copyright infringement we're calling it the big football game against those two against those two franchises for those two teams so we'll insert this clip where it's necessary we need to make chili today for husband and uh we'll do that later we're gonna go get some steps first with the dog i forgot dish soap yesterday so i don't have any way to wash the pots and pans so while i'm making the chili he's gonna go get dish soap i don't know what i was thinking not putting that on the list but anyway i almost forgot to drop this off um so anyway we are going to go get some steps in and then get on with our day i will take pictures or video where i can it i'll be back happy valentine's day it is valentine's day morning February 14th it's about 8 25 am ish i am gonna walk over to the dentist i was gonna drive because it's supposed to rain on and off all day today but number one i'm not the wicked witch i won't melt number two i've got my raincoat and umbrella um i also am yeah the anxiety is better than it's been because of the medication and counseling but it's not super fabulous this morning and the walk will do me good so i'm gonna do that then when we get back um we have to pick the kids at the airport up today but that's not until like 10 30 tonight i know right um anyway so um i'll have the afternoon free i can maybe get some art done or some videos filmed or loud bird um whatever i'm feeling up to doing so let's get the dentist done first and get that over with hopefully they don't find anything they need to fix and uh yeah i'll be back for all you fellow anxiety sufferers besides medication and counseling two other things help me art and stepping away whether stepping away means getting out and getting some physical exercise going for a walk turning the devices off and opening an actual book reading whatever it is stepping away an art sometimes writing daily pages doing sort of a brain dump in a journal so anyway if you're also struggling maybe give one of those a try of course get some professional help i am by no means a professional and uh talk to a doctor talk to a counselor no shame in that all right let's get her behind over to the dentist shall we i'll be back okay headed home from the dentist i get to have another crown on thursday whoo yay me anyway just reminding me yeah i wasn't vlogging anyway we're out for another walk uh taking the crazy insane dog out for a walk she does go home tonight i don't think she knows that yet but and we're taking her for a walk and then we'll have some dinner i'll try to get my drawing and our puzzles done we play word brain every night anyway and then we have to go to the airport the kids get in like 10 20 or something so anyway all right so we're gonna go see what we can see get some steps in i'll be back it is tuesday morning february 15th honestly i have no idea what time it is noise is that you hear in the background or the washing machine and our little robot vacuum oh it's 9 22 am um anyway getting our day started getting some tours done having hazel clean the floor downstairs we've got to drag the old upright vacuum upstairs and do upstairs anyway gotta edit video uh i think i need to film a little clip for one of the videos before i do any editing to do some further explanation on one of the tutorials and a lot of stuff to do so anyway it's not going to do itself so let's get started everything's okay okay is good um i am going to sit and do a little reading and then i'm going to do today's daily drawings and um before i do all of that i'm gonna go check the mail so that's what i'm feeling up to doing today so we're gonna go with it i'll be more try to do some nighttime vlogging here where it's still a little bit light and we actually have street lights which you can't say that for the whole neighborhood but anyway as my husband was just saying it was an interesting exciting day we have lots of wildlife by today two different deer came by to eat a whole it seemed like murder of crows came by to eat with the deer left squirrels of course and then the different neighborhood cats deciding that the top of my car is a good place to nap so yeah anyway we're gonna go walking and try to get some steps in see what we can see it's getting a little bit late if you can't tell by how dark it is and so we're gonna just go for a quick walk and then come back and eat dinner before it gets too late and all that stuff so i'll be back but it's 12 o'clock 9 p.m so there's that anyway we've spent the morning doing the standard checking on social media and i had a nice little zoom call with my sister elizabeth which was really great she and i i think are going to make that a regular thing um it was very helpful for me to be able to talk through stuff with someone i trust there's that so anyway um she was wanting to check and see how i'm doing and everything as well i also wanted to check and see how she was doing so yeah anyway um i also got a couple of journal pages done and a couple of little journals that i really really need to finish i think that's a good progress don't you i'll put the pictures here um just simple little collage mix media pages and i used stamps from my own designs in my etsy shop in the on both pages and so those are in my etsy shop which is linked down below so go check it out and um now we're gonna go do the one chore i know i need to do today because i don't think we did it yesterday we'll just pick up dog mess out of the backyard then i'm gonna have lunch so it's a lot of times somebody's got to do it all right i'll be back i've been working with the trays of small bits from the paper clusters um set up that i usually have to work on some pages in these small journals i've gotten four pages done today no i've gotten six pages to six pages done today um that's more than i've gotten done in a while i hope that's a sign that mentally things are improving let's hope so all right anyway hi guys it is thursday february 17th i believe 12 noon straight up if you just heard the clock chiming and i just got out of a counseling session with my counselor scarlet and that was a really good one i have an art therapy project homework to do assignment to do from her which i think might be fun i'm not gonna i'm not gonna say i'm not gonna film it i don't know i might um that i'll work on this weekend and requires dragging out a large piece of watercolor paper out into the woods so yeah anyway um we'll work on that this weekend i have a dental appointment for a new crown at 220 it's noon straight up as i said so we are going to have some lunch and watch some youtube maybe read a little bit then i have to brush and floss before i leave and on the way i'll probably walk because walking will calm me down time to go for a walk and head over to the dentist because yeah i must be queen of something at this point because we're on six crowns and counting i'm gonna go get that done crown number six go for a walk on my way over there calm the nerves and helps every time that an art hey guys good morning it is 10 o 5 a.m friday february 18th i believe and obviously i'm in the car um first car is kind of in my way let's see if i can get out of here without smacking into anything that would be handy anyway some of the kids are coming over for dinner tonight it's friday family dinner night of course as always and i need to go get some snacks and dessert we are ordering pizza um instead of making homemade pizza this time i think which we do every now and then friday is usually pizza night my dad husband and daughter love pizza and we've been doing friday night pizza night almost every friday for like as long as i can remember that i've known bob do i like pizza that much not really um every now and then i talk them all into like making a pot roast or you know something else but yeah anyway tonight we're gonna order some pizza um we have a local pizzeria mom and pop chain that we really love pizza kaboose and if i'm gonna have pizza i like their pizza so um not that the homemade is not good but you know yeah anyway you all get the idea so anyway we are gonna go and pick up some stuff i need to adjust some mirrors because i should have done that before i left the driveway morning everybody it is 8 30 a.m saturday february 19th we're headed out to cars and coffee we are in bob's red 1998 99 99 mitsubishi little red sports car yeah anyway we're gonna go take it over to cars and coffee and i'll get some pictures where i can it is a very foggy morning out we're headed into a cold snap i mean 37 or 38 degrees out yeah it's supposed to get down to like the teens this week so overnight so that's going to be fun all right we'll be back most days i don't know what my hair is doing on a good day it just does this it does it goes where it wants if i don't get the curling iron out it just does this anyway we got all of our errands done today what have we been doing since we got home and had lunch absolutely nothing and i'm not mad about it we did get our word brain puzzles all done today though we are headed out for a walk right now get some fresh air doing it while it's laid out we don't have to bring flashlights or reflective straps aka don't squish me straps and uh yeah we're gonna go get some exercise and then come home and i'm gonna do some drawing i have some we'll have some dinner maybe we find a movie to watch uh i don't know it's peacemaker on today or tomorrow tonight so if you haven't seen peacemaker it's ridiculously entertaining and my favorite part is the musical intro if you don't know what i'm talking about it's on netflix netflix i think it's on hbo go hbo go well anyway google it it's just yeah anyway all right so we're gonna go do that and i'll be back see what i can see maybe takes pictures i don't know we'll see i'll be back i forgot to close the vlog again seems to be my modus operandi this lili anyway uh it's about 10 30 a.m sunday morning february 20th i think i'm just booting up the computer right now i'm getting ready to start my day but anyway you know we had a nice relaxing sunday uh saturday and after we ran errands we just kind of hung out here at the house and then we went for a really nice walk if you're watching this clip you saw some clips from that and the gigantic flock of geese that were nearby where we were walking we have lots of geese and ducks and crows and things by where we live so anyway it was a really nice day and then we came home and i started sketching and we watched a movie and i completely forgot about you all sorry and yes it's 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