 If you could please tell us your name and where are you from? I'm Anita from Saddle Auburn Washington, and she's an entry here Anita can you please tell us kind of before you met Christ? How was your life? I grew up in a Christian household and I grew up with a lot of hate and anger in my heart and a lot of fear and Insecurities and as I got older the fear and the worry and everything the stress gave me bleeding stomach ulcers and That made me get taken out of school while I was taken out of school I made some bad decisions and I started drinking alcohol and smoking drugs during that time I grew a hatred towards men that led to the spirit of homosexuality and Pornography and masturbation you mentioned that you had the supernatural experience that really allowed you to experience God Can you share a little bit about that? Happened at a it was at a party and I was drinking and I was taking shots taking shots and then out of nowhere at the last shot I felt this this dread this like That was like closing in and I was really scared. I was like I can't do this anymore. I can't get drunk I can't get drunk so I ran upstairs during the party to the upstairs bathroom And I started trying to make myself to vomit because I didn't want to start getting hazy and drunk I tried to vomit I couldn't at all and I started getting scared and I was like Lord I don't want to I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to have all these insecurities I don't want to feel so like like nothing and Have all this in my heart all these things that go against me I want to be free and then I started crying out to the Lord and He filled me with a very like this piece just rested on me. Why don't we give God some praise for that? That's powerful. Amen And I got the that piece went over me and then I started I started praying and crying out to the Lord and During that time I started speaking in tongues and crying out to him and I fell asleep on the bathroom floor At a party Wow, praise God God can encounter you anywhere you are amen You mentioned also something that you began to do After you had this experience. Can you share a little bit about that? Mm-hmm after that night? I completely I quit everything smoking drugs and alcohol, but I still struggled struggled with the Speared of homosexuality and pornography and masturbation after the whole experience. I started searching for the Lord more I started listening to sermons and podcasts and I listened to podcast by pastor Vlad About filling yourself and becoming one with the Holy Spirit He talked about how when you fill yourself with the spirit and he did the example that When you eat a lot at a dinner party and you eat the first course And you're super fool that when you see the sweets and all the the bad stuff that you're not even hungry for it anymore because you're so fool and after that I started Seeking more of the Holy Spirit and seeing him as a friend and as a person and After that he changed my life Amen, amen praise God So What are some things that what are kind of the freedoms and the things that you've experienced now after that? How is your walk with the Lord now? I don't have any fear I can go in front of you guys and talk before I wouldn't be able to I'd run away from class because I just didn't want to talk in front and I'm delivered from that and I Just feel this lightness and this like freedom and happiness and love for people that I never had before God Lastly what is some advice that you would give to anybody that is maybe in this room or watching online That is maybe struggling with something that you experienced in the past when you go through trials and tribulations they're there for a reason to get stronger and mourn the Lord everything is there for a reason and Not to close yourself and be alone when you're going through struggles but to go and be with the people that that love you and To throw yourself into the Holy Spirit. Amen. Praise God. You can take your seat. Thank you Amen There is nothing no circumstance no situation that is impossible for God And so if you're watching or you're hearing this today today is the day of salvation Just surrender to God and watch what he can do in your life. Amen