 But I needed an encounter and I did have several encounters that sealed the deal for me and I was like, Jesus, you're the only way. Yeah, this is something that we can of course not speak about. This is subjective experience. As I said, I come from the background of seeking spirituality myself as well. Shamanism, Psychedelics, etc. I had plenty of deep spiritual transformative experiences, but in the end, this is subjective. This is what I experience and this is not an objective standard after all.