 Hey guys, it's Julia and welcome back to my channel and for today's video I'm going to be giving you guys like a quick little update and also some of my recent reads So I've been away for a bit and like we don't have to talk about all the reasons I just feel really shitty about this channel and Like what it was and then how dead it is now and I know that's really my fault But at the same time it just it feels weird So I feel a little weird sitting in front of the camera today I've been spending like all my time on Twitch in terms of like the time I used to put into YouTube It's been just going into Twitch So if you want to like see me like three times a week or something definitely go over there And like I'd be happy to chat with you guys and play games with you over there But today we're gonna talk about some of the books that I've read in the past a little bit I have five here to talk about first. I have here is a manga series and this is called I am a hero. So this one I read volumes one and two these guys actually got on sale That's why like I've had them for a bit. I got them on sale. That's the reason why I own them, but they are zombie mongas You know like apocalyptic zombie horror is what these are our main character is This dude on the cover here and he makes a lot of questionable decisions He's uh the back describes and I was mentally unhinged. So I Really didn't like him throughout these first two volumes like the first one He was just like a creepy asshole that we were following. So like it wasn't really a great time, but in the second one We saw a little bit of character development just just a little so there's more dynamics and more relationships in this one And like the series is clearly going somewhere. So there's like this is volumes one and two And this is three and four and the bind ups But I definitely would continue with this series if I could find the third one for a good price if not, though probably not but I really like the art style in it I'll show you guys art from the first one. Yeah, I really I really like the art style in this one I ended up giving the first one like a three three star rating like wasn't that great but if you If you have them or you think it sounds interesting and you could get to the second one I think the second one is a little bit better. So if I get a hold of the third one I'll definitely let you guys know my thoughts on that one, but they're really fun to read. They're really fast reads I like horror manga like a lot So it like I didn't have a bad time reading them at all I think this one like a little bit over like a three star rating because it was it was better, but yeah Next up here. I have fence volumes three and four This series is about like an academy of fencers all male fencers and they compete and they're trying to get on this team That's what like the whole series is about So we follow each like the fencers and their dynamics their relationships their rivalries their competition their Romances a little bit. So there's lots of stuff happening in this series. I really really like it. I can't wait to read the next volume It's so so good I think it's just really interesting too to see like a bunch a bunch of people that are all talented just trying to prove their place and I really like sports graphic novels Surprisingly, I want to read that hockey one that is out as well that like he's a baker too. I think but So good if you're interested in fence at all, I'd recommend checking it out I never thought I'd really care to read a book about fencing, but it's so good like so good So I gave both of those four stars each because they were Beautiful lastly I read I hope this reaches her in time by R. H sin This was a reread for me. I was going through a little bit of a rough time and you know I'm reading poetry in bed who what I'm really sad kind of kind of helps me feel a little seen So that's what I was doing when I read this one just crying in bed reading this But it was it was very good. I I really like Ari sin's work. You know, he just Focuses on trying to like just let you know your worth and he gives like a lot of motivational quotes Obviously a lot of motivational poems, but his sort like his poems usually are about like love loss relationships and then like That kind of thing also like some of them are more focused on breakups But this one was more this one was more about like sadness and love and relationships These are also this one is also really inexpensive Like I think you can get the e-book for like really really cheap. You've never read R. H sin before I definitely recommend reading something by him. I've read mostly everything He's come out with unless there's been like some new like I don't think I've read his most recent stuff that's come out in like the past like six months But other than that I've read everything he's put out and I highly recommend him for especially like beginner people who want to get into poetry For modern poetry like I think he's just pretty good and I would recommend checking him out So there you guys have it. Those are some of the books that I've been reading Thank you so much for watching this video. I know it was short definitely let me know videos that you would like to see in the future because like I don't want to stop uploading on this channel and The reason why I haven't been is mostly me shitting on myself, so I've had some people come into my twitch chat and say they really mess my videos and some people tweet me and message me So thank you guys so much if you message me or just watch or care about my videos at all Like I really really appreciate it and I honest like Yeah, I'm just Like self sabotage. I'm like Julie you suck. Why would you upload a video like you're no one gives a fuck no one? no one cares and Your videos aren't gonna do as well as they used to So like that's kind of what my mentality has been which is why I haven't been uploading But if you stay till the end of this video fucking love you. Thank you and I Hope to be back with a new video soon. Bye