 I've got my make-up today Look at what I'm wearing today So this is a vlog about how I deal with family gatherings and how my anxiety does Party today, I have cat ears on I'm wearing like a skirt and a top that work goes well I'm wearing a... it's like a pocket watch but it's a necklace with a clock in and I did my make-up quite dark but it's like colours in it It's a red-ish, pinky red My hair's all in a ponytail today So yeah, that's what's going on today I've hidden myself away in the bathroom To actually film this I don't like holding small cameras here That's something I think We're saying that and we're going to be using them tomorrow because again, it's going to be my family day Tomorrow I'm going to try out mindfulness techniques in tomorrow's vlog Today's been a flop I've had my anxiety met and I keep falling asleep because of how many I've had So yeah, that's fun For me tonight, it's my family gathering so... I can be anti-social and you know... vlog, make videos and get paid I mean, I'm seeing them again tomorrow as well so it's like family, family and they don't just not like it