 Hey y'all, I'm in my guest bedroom. Look Don't be like me. Um before you purchase products look at at least minimum three reviews Which one of you would help us told me to buy this urban hydration because hold on let me pick it up I've seen now a mix of reviews on this stuff and Two other reviews, excuse me Three of them were not that great. Now, let me read this. Hold on. Let me see It does say that one of the reviewers were talking about how the directions for the this is beautiful packaging by the way the Marsterizing mask and deep conditioner is not correct and sure as hell. I'm reading it. I Don't let me just say this. I Have a life. I have too much stuff going on I'm literally three reviews behind I typically don't read the directions and the structures and all that until a Few days before I actually review a product Looking at this madness now for the mask the directions say apply desired amount to damp or dry hair From ends to root comb through hair after application for even distribution. Do not rinse For the conditioner it says do not rinse um Update on my job after we had We had our quarterly meeting this morning and I feel very good now um The director one of the directors did let us know that a couple of people were let go for budget reasons We were way on a budget They decided well last last year 2017 they were like well since you did so good, we're not going to give you as much money See so in order to stay within our budget Uh, they let go of a couple of people now. This is this is the good. I feel bad for those people They really weren't let go what happened is he said that um They had something called deployment hold on baby So what has happened with these people were that were quote-unquote let go They're still working in the in the company. They were deployed to the up to the company They actually owns as I mentioned that before but I was very interesting to hear it from the director um He said it was like a seven weeks seven week process Two weeks within our organization. I should say I don't know within our department and then five weeks Uh with the other company and lining up your skill set to see what's available because the other company has tons of positions open I mean that's close to 100 just here in phoenix. Yeah at the phoenix office here That's close to a hundred openings. Um, and they're right that right around the street for me. So Don't do that. So guess what? It's you officially start school He's you officially start school this week jv Are you aren't you excited? You officially start kindergarten y'all. I've been tomorrow No on wednesday Oh tomorrow's the dentist. Yes But I'm not gonna jail They're just gonna look at it Now those of you, sorry, he's kind of showing his undies. I don't want that in but well, you're hurting my back now Um dental treatment on his teeth It is sodium. I shouldn't know this by now sodium diamine. Basically, it is a paste that delays the decaying of his teeth Um, he has a few cavities and to avoid feeling them at this age because these are baby teeth They're gonna fall out to avoid feeling them. They put this paste over his teeth The downside two things happen The good thing is that some of the teeth that he said were sore. They're no longer sore, right? Maybe your teeth don't hurt anymore, right? The bad thing about it is that it turned his teeth in certain areas gray Um, so now it's like it looks like he has rotten teeth. So why didn't she do the That was a paste that was to avoid filling your teeth is either that or they're gonna put a drill in your mouth You don't want to drill in your mouth, do you? And I just couldn't look at my teeth. Yeah tomorrow. They're just gonna look at it and they're gonna clean your teeth. Okay All right. So yeah, y'all already got our stuff out So this is gonna be my husband's his luck his carry on we doing carry on We we ain't checking anything in and we're gonna be there. I said what when? Five days two days travel three days, you know So this is gonna be his um, I purchased these two Jewelry back holders that can do also for toly trees. I have this right here. This is makeup Baby, don't do that pick that up sweetheart. Pick that up. Um, this is gonna be JB's carry on JB don't do that I will pause to pop this is gonna be yes. This is gonna be mine. Isn't this cute y'all? I got this from wake bear and it's also rolling. Let me see. I know it is. Where's the thing gone? Oh, okay. Here's the wheels here and you and it has a stick it lets up I'm pretty sure I can fit everything and plus, you know If nothing if not everything fits in mine, I will definitely be Putting my stuff in between these two bags Yeah, my husband just went to work for the first time In days, you know, there's something about this camera They don't want to watch zombies child watching disney movies I need to do the facial recognition on my camera because I noticed with some of the older footage It was zooming it was focusing on some you need to focus on this Canon Anyway, y'all I was just telling my husband. He's on his way to work. He's doing much better I Did tell y'all know me and some men I don't want to generalize all men, but they I have a very hard working husband He's a very hard working individual and so he will work through pain. He has an old school mentality when it comes to Work at you know work ethic. So he will work through pain. He worked through the pain and came back home and was sick that night so hush baby I told him I said you feel any type of pain any type of flare up take off and come home. Don't do that, but I also told him No, don't take off your coat. I also told him this is going to be the last few days where we have jay v at home All day like literally now my husband will only see him on his days off jay v you on because he won't be here when I pick him up Because of his work schedule. So we really do need to make sure that we have family time with you I Show you what I'm cooking for dinner tonight very very simple because Grocery shop is not to tomorrow. So I'm eating what I have I typically like to keep on hand and my cupboard Beans rice. I have kianos. I hear pronounce our wild rice um a lease always have wanted two fresh veggies. So I have some Carrots that are boiling away. That's three sticks of carrot carrots, and then I'm just going to um Put a little bit of cinnamon salt and pepper a little bit of olive oil I have my rice here steaming away. I don't want to open that up But again, I'm using what I have so that color you see there is half of a red bell pepper half of a green bell pepper And some seasonings for my rice and just some black beans. I have a can Excuse me. I had a can of low-sodium when I buy beans I typically want to make sure that it's low-sodium or no salt so that I can add my own salt Rinsed off I added some bell peppers some onion some garlic So I'm going to spoon over spoon over some beans on top of some rice. This will be enough for two days and for my husband to have some So here is my dinner the rice with some beans and just a little bit of Carrots and I have me some water with a square of love. I'm in my Bathroom and all of a sudden I hear a large gust of wind I have to excuse our backyard. It just blew everything trash cans Oh, I think it's about the it's about the storm again It blew this cover it blew the ladder over I'm not even bothered going to go out here and do all this stuff Oh my gosh Let's get this back inside get that back inside baby You afraid Oh my god Oh And it stormed like crazy. I mean at one point I know it was thunder and thundering in the distance It was thundering lightning where it shaked ground and I was like girl are we about to be raptured up? I'm ready girls Stay raptured ready. I was like, oh lord. I got it. I said, oh lord. Are you are we ready? I'm ready Um Why am I still getting bills for my surgery y'all for my breast reduction? No, I said I would do a three month update I don't know regarding my breasts. I don't know if I will or not to be quite honest Today is the day before school y'all. I'm trying to look I am a crafty heifer If you don't know by now, I am extremely crafty And one thing I like I I want to do for JB is to create memories I'm not necessarily concerned about buying him stuff But I want to create memories, which is why I do things like make him a fairy book Excuse me a quiet book make him that fairy door which He already forgot about that child, but at least he remember that I made him that you know, um So I want to do something that's memorable for his first day of school Lord, I'm going to try to real hard not to cry about this y'all because JB is my rainbow baby I've told you guys this several times, but those of you who don't know a rainbow baby is a baby that you are blessed with after a loss Um, I have fertility issues JB was not supposed to be here, but by the grace of god, he is here His name even means strength or to me strong And my husband's language I was in so much pain when I found out I was pregnant that The doctors were like we don't know because you just suffered a loss four months ago And we don't know if it's gonna if this baby's gonna make it. So anyway I'm so proud of JB. I always let him know how proud We are of him. So I want to do something. Oh y'all I'm getting really emotional I want to do something just to show him how proud we are of him. You know, we can buy him stuff That you know toys he'll remember like that, but I want to create some type of memory for him For today, maybe it'll be something after school or before it's got more than like it'll be something after school. So um, anyway Let me let me uh gossip with y'all a little bit because I'm gonna talk to anybody else, right? So have y'all been seeing all of the fullery now, but there is some fullery And it's always in my recommended My recommended videos and my ass was a sucker for it. Actually, I'll ignore it for a while And then I'll be like, okay, what is this about? So I'll go ahead and click on that So one of them I'm actually subscribed to What the hell? Hold on y'all this man is on to a heart One of them I'm subscribed to and he's a brother beautiful hair. I think he's like 3b3c hair He has fairly long hair body is off the chain He was giving some advice on how to get get your body stach. I'm like, baby First of all, one you're young two you're a man Nothing about it, but testosterone actually doesn't that help you to build muscle and hint lose weight faster than women. So That's nice. But yeah, girl um What's the point girl get to the point so these two youtubers one I just watched a few days ago And apparently they have tried to and I know they're not the only ones they have tried to collaborate with other bigger youtubers just for them to pay them dust The other bigger youtuber just basically ignored them y'all collaborations on youtube are not what they used to be um, it just isn't The majority I'm gonna go out there and say it. I'm just gonna say it the majority of youtube A lot of youtubers but that includes myself or introverts It's easy for me to come on this cam and talk to you. I ain't got to answer any questions But I'm not one of those extreme introverts I think there's a lot of youtubers who have social anxiety Some of them have even let you let you know I remember a couple of years ago Y'all remember Because I know a couple of y'all have been on youtube as long as I have granted I haven't been making youtube videos for a long but I have been Following other youtubers for about seven years now Remember a while back when the dollar tree was in the dollar tree of dollar general And invited a couple of well-known youtubers out bloggers hair wigs. There was one youtuber specifically, I'm not gonna name drop She was so I could tell she had social anxiety. She was complete opposite in front of other people like she had this smile on her But I could tell she was nervous. She's a sweet girl. She's a very popular youtuber now. She does decorating If I say too much, you know what I'm talking about. I don't care at this point She's just decorating videos. Um, she recently bought a house. It's not recently. It's been a while Very very beautiful young lady, but I could tell that she was awkward being around all these new faces So yeah, I think a lot of youtubers have issues not to say there's nothing wrong with that But when it comes to interacting with other people even a collaboration Um Over the interweb, they don't know how to act. They don't know how to behave Not only that but I've seen two videos in regards to giveaways people are scamming of giveaways And I don't name drop this Lea Godorn and Donna's journey Both of them have had people to contact them falsely claiming that they were the winners What I'm surprised with with Donna's journey. She is a mukbanger. She does mukbangs and she's very positive And I've talked to I've spoken about her before I really like her because she she gives story time And she gives advice while she's eating her food. Um, but anyway, she had a 25 dollar amazon giveaway Why did someone try to scam her for 25 dollars people that pressed for free stuff? Lea had Lea had she just posted this this week. She had five People contact her they make these people took the time to create fake Accounts fake social media accounts for this giveaway. I have no idea what was all involved in Lea's giveaway I don't even enter other youtubers giveaway as a youtube You but I feel kind of weird, you know entering other people giveaways, but I don't and I'm like you I like all that pressure. Let me tell you something. I have an international giveaway coming up soon I if I get one ounce of some fullery on my chin. I'm shutting it down. I'm shutting it down But thank god, I'm not that big enough where I've you know ran into that and most other winners I know just from looking at their um You know their profiles and stuff. I know who it is But I think definitely for this international giveaway I'm going to privately contact the person before I announce it that way. They already know you contact me first I need to know what your email address. So in case anyone else email me y'all I love sometimes the petty part of me Do love a little bit of the drama as long as it's not too much like when it's going back and forth back and forth back and forth A few times I that's that's I can't handle that one or two ounces of drama. I can Holy moly. We're at Ross and there is nothing I don't see nothing that I like. Yeah, I mean they look look over here ain't nothing over here. What the hell Now I could get away some times before in an eight. Yeah, because rock is clogging down. Okay. Don't say that It's not like you click on anything So very excited baby. So this is the type of uniform And I cut his hair you guys a little uneven on the side, but I'm getting better. I'm getting better Go ahead sweetheart So JB is in don't enjoying a donut before we go into school and then after this we're gonna pray, boo boo, okay Good morning, this is your first first day. I think you guys go all the way down All the way down, baby Your playground is down down there. Okay This is my playground Yeah We're getting close