 warming experience. Yeah absolutely so I mean to go to Karbala in Muharram itself was a target of mine or a dream of mine if you will and to actually be invited by Imam himself is a big big honor huge honor and it was for the purpose main purpose of reciting like saying doing the tabligh in our own way and that in itself brings that responsibility like you just said so my expectations for the first time was nervous in a little way because Muharram you hear about all these things that go on in Karbala on the day of Ashura itself on the 10th of Muharram so it was all a little bit not so much nervous maybe more anxiety you miss anxious a little bit to see what to expect you don't know so the Muharram atmosphere in Karbala is second to none 100% as I'm sure if you like you said you've experienced in that in the atmosphere sense I'm sure nothing's changed from day one to now yeah because the Azad the Qam of Imam is alive from like I said day one to now alhamdulillah miracle in itself and from recite this point of view the job that I was going to do there to recite and that the responsibility Imam had given me it was very you know you had to get it in your mind to make sure you deliver you come through and hope that it's accepted by Imam alayhi salam so in when it came to preparation I'll be honest the first time I went I didn't prepare as well if you will I think part of it was because of maybe the nerves or the anxiety just to see so it was more a case of ok let's jump into it and then inshallah we will go day by day it went well alhamdulillah but you know as as I'm sure you would say any any recitation you do anything you when you perform something you will criticize yourself to a new level to make sure you improve to make sure you progress for the sake of Imam for the sake of Allah SWT and I think that was something I just me personally stood out for me quite a lot so that the second time that I went I made sure to prepare a lot more and I think the second time when we went the we didn't have a lecturer within our group so myself and my dear brother Abbas Lalji we both went together and we were told to recite the Mas'aib as well and this is something we've never ever done ever done before so that now again brought more responsibility of Imam that he had given us and again is an honor 100% so this definitely required some preparation because that's a field that we've never been to so it was different in that case like yeah and you know one year you do the you're in your comfort zone and in the second year we even though we were still reciting the know-hazla to me as well we were put into a deeper end by needing to recite the Mas'aib off the various Shahada'a of Karbala as well