 Jesus says the one right use of judgment is how you feel. So if you start to get prompted to call certain people or visit certain people and after the phone call or after the visit or whatever you feel energized, you feel a sense of vitality, a sense of joy and happiness and lightness, then obviously the prompt came from the Holy Spirit. You listened, you followed and you got the experience. If you find yourself being depressed, feeling fatigued, you feel very dispirited. You know, you feel like, wow, I got glad I got that over with. Any kind of those kind of feelings. Then the prompts are coming in from guilt, out of habitual, you haven't called so and so for a while. All these relationships that we start off with, so to speak, and formulate during our life are, there's guilt in them. There's guilt, even though they're good times, they have their bad times and they're guilty. So now the Holy Spirit is saying, okay, the way out of this is it's like a fresh start, you know. It's like actually going inside and thinking about all these people. You can think about that one in particular and these other people and literally handing them over to the Holy Spirit and saying, you know what's best for them. I'm not going to keep taking the responsibility for their happiness and their welfare on myself. I'll give them over to you. And also, you want to inspire me to have guilt-free relationships. And those are the symbols that come to you when you're open and serving the Holy Spirit and you get witnesses of that love and that openness. And it's gone for me from being a very shy child shy all the way through grade school, junior high, high school, shy all the way through university. Most of the 10 years of university I was very shy. And then suddenly, you know, I finish those 10 years of university, Of course the miracles comes into my life and I start going to after two or three years of reading it just on my own and listening to the Jesus and the Holy Spirit I start going to groups, I start opening my heart up and I start being, he goes frightened like, whoa, this is really threatening me. After all those years of quiet and shy, isolated, suddenly it was like the floodgates were opening up and I hurried. And then as I just went with it over the years that was probably, I started traveling about 1991 so that's about 17 years now. Oh yeah, I just let the Holy Spirit bring me floods of witnesses of love and joining and laughter and happiness in 21 different countries. So the floodgates more than opened up. The flood came and it kind of cleared away these things and the things that most people go through and people will talk to me and they'll say well I've got to go to my 25th high school reunion or things like church classmates, church mates, childhood friends, all those kind of things that most people deal with that involve a certain amount of guilt. Those are gone from my life. I mean my friends, they're all like vibrational friendships. That's how I know them through this vibration. We were literally brought together by the Holy Spirit and those relationships are this flourishing and multiplying and it's like flowers in the garden. They're just blooming and blooming and blooming. There's more sieves and then more and more and more and somebody said, let's say to me when was the last time that you saw or talked to like a classmate of yours that you went to school with? I'm like, what? I can't even, I don't even have a space that I'm ever in for that. It's probably decades actually. What about your church that you grew up in? What about those people there? I was back there once, but the Holy Spirit came ripping through and it was a very mystical experience but it had a lot of people that I had known were gone and there's not a lot of continuity in those kind of ways. Even in spirituality, somebody took the time lapse photography of this peace house that I founded back in 1996. He would see all these different characters coming and going and including this body as I was off on travels he would just see a time lapse photography like a collage of all these different people. It wouldn't be like one person or two or three that were there. The faces have changed so much even in my work with The Horse of Miracles the faces have changed. In fact since about 1998 the only things that have been stable at the house have been my two cats and I get more into the purpose and you put less faith into appearances. You're open to the door, whoever's the door you're going to agree on the joy. The phone rings and you speak the happiness and joy whether you seem to have a history or not it doesn't really matter. It's like you're in the purpose with the Holy Spirit of Jesus there. It's very welcoming, very loving and also when you're with people it feels like you've known them forever. We've known each other forever even if you just met for two or three minutes there's always a strong feeling of recognition like I know you, oh yeah I remember you and it's very strong it just becomes stronger and stronger and you learn to let go of the other stuff. I've always had the philosophy that a great thing is either a miracle or a miracle waiting to happen so there's no room for grievances or lost souls or whatever I mean as I've gone on my pathway of joy I just have a joy surrounding me all the time and it's like that Charlie Brown character, pink pen you know when pink pen is always dirty and there's always a quick toss and I'm kind of in a cloud of joy so there's a cloud of joy around me and anyone or anything that seems to be not a part of that joy they really can't even get very close to me it's almost like they can't penetrate the cloud of joy there was some guy one time who was a very kind of threatening menacing kind of character in the world's terms leading men's voice messages and saying kind of like when you get down here in Florida I'll meet you out in the parking lot like he's going to beat me up in the parking lot or something like this and people around me will go are you afraid? afraid? what do you mean? we get down to the Harmony Church we were in the parking lot where he was making all this threats he was going to do harm and I had people who traveled for states to come and see me and we just had the biggest comfort in the parking lot of Harmony Church and we had a glorious gathering and I said yeah it's kind of like this big cloud of joy that they said he was revving his motorcycle out in the parking lot after we were talking yeah I kind of remember something but it's like it doesn't even reach my awareness anymore because you get into a state of joy and then you see a joyful world and you don't have hecklers you certainly don't have any enemies like Jesus teaches you know if you believe you have an enemy you have a great need of prayer if you have to pluck the enemy out of your own mind it's not like they're really external enemies but they're enemies in consciousness and we have grievances that we hold on to those are the enemies we just have to pluck them out and hand it over to the Holy Spirit so I find that yeah a lot of people that I seem to have interacted with through the early years of the parable of David have disappeared it's almost like they disappeared and they were never there and I certainly don't feel any guilt I've got such a full life of joy that I'm not even thinking of and when people would even say to me oh have you seen so-and-so whatever happened to so-and-so you know those kind of questions are they and where is so-and-so they come up to you they haven't talked or spoken to the person maybe for three decades and they come up and they say where is so-and-so let's say they're in my mind how are they doing? they're doing great because you start to realize that your mind is everything and that everything and everyone is in your mind and of course if you're doing great that means they're doing great and you can answer with confidence even if you haven't spoken to them for three decades you know that they're doing great are they still alive? I guess so I'm alive in the spirit you know all those things that seem important in the world where are they living how are their minds going are they living can they pass on you know just those things all disappear and there's no guilt