leap of fate





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Published on Mar 12, 2010

a love story

They say that friendship is best springboard for a lasting relationship. I must say that's empirical. Sparks may or may not fly the moment you first lay eyes on each other. But sometimes, the one you've been looking for is right beside you. The slow and steady rise of this kind of love and the willingness to work things through ought to make up for the difference.
I met this guy about four years ago. I was a little insolent the first time I spoke to him which I guess he found very remarkable. He misspelled my name and I snapped him for that. Then that's it! And we never heard anything from each other for a couple of weeks. Then by some mischief of fate, life brought us back together and that's the time we became friends. Well not just friends but very good friends.
He was someone I can pal around with, laugh around with, flirt a little with . . . and hey! He was my emotional dumpsite. Lol. He made a difference of all the guys I've met (except for that he's the cutest one!). We found a common ground while remembering who we really are.
Our story has been a rollercoaster ride. It was exciting and had a storybook potential. From swearing me off because of raging girlfriend to finding himself strangely drawn back to me. It was entertaining and heartbreaking at the same time. Well it was heartbreaking since I first realized I was into him. For a moment, I've been understandably iffy about making the distinction of just friends to would-be boyfriend. Since there's just a fine line between them. And to my surprise, I found myself in love with him. Not to mention, madly inlove with him. Lol.
I had to conceal my pent-up feelings until I mustered all the courage to tell him. I guess he wasn't surprised at all because I appeared a little too obvious all along. Lol.
Days dragged on endlessly and hearing his story about his girl has never been easy for me since then. I would just break down and cry everytime just to console myself and ease the pain.
I've always thought it's impossible to win his heart until he came to think of me as his girl. That wasn't the last time we tried---it also wasn't the last time we failed to work things out. And saying goodbye has been the hardest thing to do everytime.
I came up to my friends, came clean and have decided to move on with my life without him. Seconds turned to minutes, minutes turned to hours, hours turned to days, days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months. But never a day had gone by that I haven't thought of him. And it seemed that I can't live a day without him. I was milking all the drama I could out of life, relished every tear and heartache. And I even convinced myself that he will find me if he wants me back. Surprisingly, he did and I was overwhelming with gladness that day. He came back when I least expected. And from then on, he made my life worthwhile again.
All of a sudden, he began complimenting on the things that have always been there. It was like all his attention blossoms out of nowhere. It was strange alright, but then I came to think. "Is he inlove with me?"
One lazy afternoon, he wanted to talk about this certain girl he was having a problem with. He told me how he feels for that girl and how desperate he was to win her heart. I was getting the idea that he was talking about me but I refused to give in to the thought. Until he mentioned a line from a song which he had dedicated to me. Confirmed!!! It's me he was talking about. I confronted him about it (talk about eager. Lol) then his feelings came rushing out. I couldn't believe what I heard. He wants me to be his Girl (capital "G" people! Lol).
In that moment, I know myself that I'm still inlove with him. Him, I've given my whole heart to. And those months I've wasted have not depreciated my love for him.
I know that choosing him makes the stakes high that can leave me boyfriendless and bestfriendless all at once. But I love him. I really do. I'd give up everything, give anything, and withstand all of hell just to be with him because I can't let the best thing that ever happened to me to just slip away and forever have the burden of all those "what ifs".
I love, I love the way it feels when he's telling me that he's inlove with me. All my life I've never been so sure. He's the one I wanna wake up with each morning and the one I wanna kiss goodnight. It's him I wanna spend the rest of my life with, that I wanna grow old with. Him . . . and just him.

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    • Evan And Jaron
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    • Serendipity - Music From The Miramax Motion Picture
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  • Song

    • Always (Ta Vẫn Yêu)
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    • Công Thành & Lyn
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    • Chinese Magic
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