 This point basically is about Arba'een obviously we're here today to commemorate Arba'een and we're here to remember the message of Arba'een and this is something I thought of when I was there in the shrine looking at the shrine and just wishing that I was there every single Arba'een and I was there I would always give him the opportunity to do his yard the year I don't see his grave that's the year that I become blind the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured is the day I've died be it that I'm full of youth or that I'm frail and old his shrine gives me warmth and without it I'm frail and cold his shrine gives me warmth and without it I'm frail and cold God forgive me if on judgment day I am asked when I'm called you missed Arba'een once of its greatness weren't you told when I'm called for questioning with dust in my hair I'll come holding the flag that I held when I walked to Ali's son whatever I lost in life on that walk so much more I'd find the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured is the day I've died I smelt the dust of heaven walking upon that road the dust that rose traveled with me to heaven's abode perhaps because the flood of Noah's ark once flowed perhaps because the flood of Noah's ark here once flowed and upon it the ship of salvation Hussain had road I saw waves flow to his graves waves of soul waves of souls and of people and I saw him take them all with him with his ship he had set sail the people he took with him on the road to him had dined the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured as the day I've died it was once upon this road that they walked as captives and yet alongside her daughters know that Zaynab still lives I see that flags into our hands or a fair hand gives and the walk of Hashem's queen every walker he lives but remember as we walk as in our eyes trickle tears we all walk by Mawakib we all walk beside Mawakib Zaynab walked by heads on spears the stars that sit in the sky with Mawakib are aligned the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured is the day I've died yes we walk yearly on this road the road of the free but would we return if impossible it would be recall those who were executed for walking on this way those who when they reached Hussain's grave those who when they reached Hussain's grave for their own lives they'd pray oh Allah make me of those when by Hussain's grave they would stand had no left hand to be cut so it offered their right hand when presented with their deaths for Hussain they gladly signed the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured as the day I've died the walk to heaven it is reserved for the courageous every step is a hajj and umrah and God's house is Hussain's house when I see my flag flutter I see full terrorists those blessed to walk this road are reserved for greatness no I am not arrogant but I know well of my worth and those that kill us on this road cannot be of pure birth I saw those who know of God leave their work and home behind the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured as the day I've died those who believe those who visit believe in God and in God alone as the narration say it's like visiting Allah's throne the believers cry as on his grave themselves they have thrown the believers cry as on his grave their bodies they have thrown saying peace be upon the flesh that still remains on these bones as we hold onto those bars and wonder what is heaven if it's not here saluting the last of Ali's children we thank Allah for we are the luckiest of mankind the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured as the day I've died the day I die and my body is placed into the ground in the stress of yearning Hussain's grave my own head I would pound but know that if any miss me to return I'll be bound every Arba'een on that walk my soul can be found take a glimpse at those walking you'll find me still amongst them oh you'll find me at the road's end in his shrine doing martyrdom and if any need a prayer just ask my grave I won't mind because the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured is the day I've died the year I don't see his grave that is the year I've become blind and the Arba'een that I'm not there rest assured is the day I've died and I pray inshallah everyone gets a chance to visit Imam Hussain's grave Arba'een every year inshallah