 Welcome to another vlog today. I'm going back to college TCU invited me in to go speak so I have to talk in front of thousands of people today Anyways, I feel very ready and very prepared. I mean, did I about to go off the trail? It's only like 640 right now. I haven't been eyes really lately and my face has been like a puffer fish I lived probably like 22 years of my life before my face started getting puffy And then one day. I just woke up all of a sudden blowfish like it was 0 to 100 You know so anyways if y'all are new here subscribe. We're going back to college today I'm really excited. Maybe I'll join a sorority speaking to all of the girls for I think the brush week. I'm pretty positive So yeah, we're going back to college All right guys, this is gonna have to do so I'm ordering I'm waiting for Amanda Which I do for about half of my life. I'm in the car and I'm ordering a Starbucks online Because oh my god guys. I really got into some drama So there's a Starbucks in Dallas the one on Knox I made a tip talk about this that like literally everyone knows is the worst Starbucks in Dallas like the vibe of the Starbucks is Just off. It's very dark So I made a tick-tock with the audio being like everyone whatever and like look at those comments Everyone agreed with me and I was kidding and it wasn't about the workers at all It was about the like vibe of the Starbucks. It's always like dirty. It's dark It's just I don't know apparently they told me that their customers sock on their mean and like whatever But anyways like they saw that tick-tock and one of them said something to me and they thought it was funny But now I'm just like so humiliated so I'm just gonna continue to Mobile order Amanda's coming in with her flashlight on because I can't show my face there So I'm mobile ordering my Starbucks. You're at flashlights on I'm blogging I was telling them why I have the mobile order So that I never like cuz I just humiliated myself with that Starbucks wait what the tick-tock wait But it like they like no, yes, I told you that forever ago. Yeah, but we still would go in Yeah, I know I mean I do but look I get my head down and they hate me because like now they're like really cold to me So my oh my god, what did I do? What did I do? I try to make one funny joke You're one funny joke and it wasn't even about the workers. It really wasn't it was about the vibe of the Yeah, but I would be mad to But I wasn't even talking about those are with the vibe of the Starbucks Yeah, and I didn't even say anything. It was literally just audio of like Spooky because it is spooky and you know what they agreed the workers said the exact same thing and now they hate you Yeah, which I get but like the thing is I'm just like not I'm in person I never talk about anyone and then one time I could joke about the one time you do oh Anyways, but like honestly, I stand by it. It really doesn't know down why Because maybe they'll be nicer to us No, I mean like the girl loves me the one that talked to me about it. Yeah, the one which honestly started to be too much for me I get it. No, I would love it. Um, it would fulfill all my barista dreams Amanda You don't like doing things for people But yet Everyone's life. How does that work? We have a very equal friendship. Yeah, you are one out of literally a billion We're saying they loved you in the vlog last time because you were jerking the birthday Oh, yeah, oh, it went up. Oh, I told you why don't you put that part in it? You said can see vlog this so what is my personal? No, she's lying. So anyways, we're gonna Starbucks And I'm really sorry to the Starbucks because you're great people exactly It was not we like you guys Oh, yeah, we like you guys It's just it feels dark in there earring and we like our Starbucks drinks the drinks are good I'm gonna change my name on the mobile order. I've said they don't start messing it up Cuz tonight, I can't look at so much drama with Starbucks. I'm literally humiliated guys. I'm sorry. I never ever This might keep my mouth shut. Okay. All right guys. I'm going in I'm scared. This is my formal apology to Starbucks. I'm sorry No, I really am guys. I'm so embarrassed. It's so crazy here We bought here and only one drink was ready and it said our order was seven five minutes ago I'm telling you they know Hmm not lucky All right guys, I'm back home I'm using a new camera actually is not a new camera It is an old camera that I used to use the cannon M50 with a wider lens and it's kind of like a re-inspiring with YouTube again Like this looks so much better, you know, and it makes me want to film the only problem is that the camera is so big So the reason I stopped using it was because I just like wasn't vlogging when I went out But you can't put it in my purse, you know And it looks a little bit excessive like I look like a like a vlogger vlogger, you know I'm not really like a vlogger vlogger. I'm like a vlog. You know what I mean? Anyways, I'm back from a walk. I'm feeling incredible stopped by my father's house and I'm now getting ready for the day I'm so far not really nervous. I'm kind of excited, which is like crazy I normally don't like hate public speaking I like it better when I don't know anyone but when I first like agreed to this I just thought it was gonna be like 400 girls I didn't think it was really three to five thousand. You know what I mean? But in my 25th year, I decided already That I hope that I was gonna do things that scare me. And so here we are one weekend and I'm doing this, you know So that's really something. Okay. I think I'm gonna do the flawless filter as a primer I'm actually not gonna film this entire thing Because like I just you know, I don't feel like it. I need to practice my speech. I pretty much haven't memorized I will be having an iPad. I was wearing those like sing-a-raw boots and like the tight jeans I would feel like a youth pastor, but I'm not talking you have that stuff. Don't worry. So anyways, it's gonna be fun I've never really actually think about the TCU once when I was like 10 So I'm excited to see it's in my favorite place ever Fort Worth, Texas It's like the best place in the entire world. So I am excited. I'll show you guys what I'm wearing in a sec But just need to get ready really quick Okay, I just talked to myself in the mirror the whole time and read them I just did my speech completely off memory. So I'm feeling good about this I blew out my hair with the Dyson. I did my makeup I just still need to put lipstick on when you do your makeup and you don't put anything on your lips You look like really weird. So anyways, I'm gonna get change And then I think Amanda's coming back over and then Lindsay my manager is picking me up for those of you Who don't know Amanda and I have been friends for years and we lived in LA at the same time too So we were friends in LA. She now works for my manager company and she's with my manager So she's like all my management team. So if you guys have seen Amanda vlogs years before We just have been friends forever, but she also we like work together now. So anyways It is hot also my room like is there anything more perfect than this room No, the answer is no So it's time for me to get ready now. I'm right at the mark for 25 minutes of speech is to be 25 minutes And I'm like right at that mark, but I'm worried when I get up there. I'll talk too fast and it'll be shorter I'll forget things so I'm gonna like really try to talk slow and articulate my words You know, are y'all I'm now ready for the day And the only issue is that these shorts their samples from the oh kind of just shows me and end up releasing They were like the first buck up. So they would have been better, but they wrinkle like I'm not against wrinkles here You know what I am against clearly is a steamer. I don't want to steam close and I don't iron them And so I don't care like I'm just gonna wear them anyways But um these need that and then as I like got ready was moving in them They really wrinkled up a little bit. I feel like maybe I'm just like being a little bit more dramatic about it These shoes are revolved the ray the ray heels guys. I'm gonna make an entire on my revolve store front We're gonna do an entire section of comfortable heels because I Was telling someone this week and we're in Fredericksburg and they were commenting on another pair of shoes I was wearing I was saying you have to have to get ray or LPA heels from revolve Because I'm such a wimp when it comes to heels or I used to be and now I wear them all the time And I'm telling you it's because I just found two brands that are very comfortable my body suit is Skims and I'm already worried about like staining it but I have this Princess Polly Blazer, and if I stain it look Zip this up, you know button this up, and then we're good to go So here I am. I'm gonna be sitting. I think for this speech. I'm not really sure gonna have my iPad Look if you two grew up somehow affiliated with the church don't I seem like I'm increasing today. It's kind of traumatic Just kidding, but I will a chair here. I am. This will be me. Hello adults of TCU Welcome to my tech talk. Ted talks are only 20 minutes in my speech is 25. So I think that says something I'm really hyper today But I'm still not that like nervous like I'm sure when I see people and like this Stage situation will be like, oh, I think I'm just disassociating until after I think that's what I'm doing I'm getting picked up in about 30 minutes a man is supposed to be coming back here But she's always late. So we'll see also. I have my oil on my legs It just takes forever to soak in so then everyone hates being around me because I just get oil everywhere But like once it soaks in your legs are just so moisturized, you know, it's a really tough life All right, I'm gonna go to the dogs out, but this is my look my final look Oh wait, I haven't even put my look cute because it's brown so I shouldn't all bad with it like oh wow What a cute look Wow, okay, great. Hello everyone. I'm here. I am with Lindsay. Hi Amanda is still here And we just made it to TCU really early, so we're driving around but this is like a very pretty campus The title of this vlog is I'm going back to college. So here I am guys guys. They have Alfred watches are here. No stop You know, that's I mean, oh my god. You're literally humiliating me. This is dwell But they got bought out there and do something else best day ever. That's like if you know, you know really old really really old It's really cute. Oh Wow Good actually well Alfred Macha. What a good surprise Honestly that really camera makes me so much more excited to block like it just looks better No, it's all but I'm back to it guys. I just got Macha on my shorts. Here's the thing though I can cover it with my blazer. This is not real Like we were leaving and I did it Oh, yeah, it's but I feel like once it dries maybe. Oh, yeah, it's coming out. Oh Perfect. Oh my god, that was so hot. Oh my god, my ass is on fire Rithan that is so crazy Because it was Ariana Grande, right or no fit on me only That is oh wait, it was like nation. It was a live nation deal. It was it was a live nation deal Okay, so guys we're trying to figure out the camera obviously you've got it So we're here at the stadium. Oh my gosh, the the students are already in there Let's let's show them How do you feel Lindsay? Me Drink a little sound check that will be me Have you shown them around? Let me show them Let me give you guys a little all a little tour Okay, Lindsay, you didn't really stop on her much, but so I can't here's a thing I can't obviously step on the court Things are happening here. How are you feeling good? I thought I was gonna be like way more nervous Can you give us an update on the matcha today, but I'm not nervous It's still there a little bit, but you can't see honestly not super obvious not obvious at all Okay, well anyways, we'll see you guys later. Bye Guys we just finished the speed from taking a little thumbnail over here. I actually love to see you Honey up though, bitch. Oh, okay. Well anyway. Oh drive-thru. Oh my gosh I told you I belong here. I'm getting a little drive-thru margarita. I belong here It's kind of weird, but I'm kind of strawberry or watermelon. What do you think? But like watermelon kind of sounds refreshing Okay, I'll do strawberry because I don't like it and then I also need a water. Okay. I like still haven't eaten today fully Can I do mine frozen? I feel like I'm a kid like in my mom's car right now Yeah, open sign. I mean this is like thank you is about like this is truly Something else. Oh, this is so special right here. Thank you. This is so special I mean like Well This is the best day of my life like truly this is so Like amazing. All right guys. Here's a little taste test. Oh my god This just might be the best thing I've ever had. Oh my god I need to expand my frozen mark tours and it's like spicy didn't realize and my frozen mark tours to Fort Worth I didn't explain everything to Fort Worth guys. I'm gonna retire here. This is all Lindsey laughing But that's cuz she knows this is all I've ever needed. Oh my god I might just drive here for this. I'm not even kidding. So guys everyone go here Pasa Rita Everyone come back home and Amanda and I're actually about to make some marks because I need to do it for a deal And like, you know why not but I wanted to show you guys what don't got me for my birthday It's such a good gift. I don't know. She just remembered that I wanted this or what? But she really killed it. Look at it Bella and Edward There is no one who loves the Twilight series more than I do There's a rewatch podcast right now the Twilight effect. I know I've talked about this on this channel so many times I is my ultimate comfort podcast. I listened to it 24 7 also today as we as I'm like filming this vlog Jet McCurdy's new book comes out, which I'm so excited. I want to read the entire thing tonight It's raining out which like if you know me rain is like the best like my dad texting is like, I'm sure you're happy It's raining. It's literally the best thing ever So once we make these marks, I'm going to be reading for the night I also really need a pat for it and tuck it but like I have so much reading to do it's so little time I also should work, but I think I've done enough work today So each went well really fun I'm glad that I did it because now that I like got speaking that was probably like three or four thousand Don't you think? When what three or four thousand people? Yeah, it's crazy cuz like I felt like it was gonna feel bigger Bigger and it really like I mean obviously it was big But I was preparing myself for the absolute worst like when I agreed to this and my head I was picturing like 400 people So now that I got out of the way, I like feel totally comfortable with it And so other colleges hit me up. I will be there especially taxes ones or like Harvard, you know You're not just Anyways, I'm gonna get on my stuff to make these Mars like I can't get over how cute this is I'm gonna have to wear this out soon Like it's so fun. Oh my god. I just love it Bella and Edward, I love you like I could do a twilight rewatch podcast I'm not like even super into like rewatch stuff. Even though it's doing really well Actually, I guess I kind of am no really it's just twilight. I would oh, and you know what? No, I listen to the Friday night next one and I listen to some of the ones you held those are like my top favorite shows So maybe I am into it and I just didn't realize that comment below your favorite show Growing up you guys obviously No, well my bestie Presley and then I think test was there and a few other girls that we're still friends with that are probably not in the Bugs, but like I'm so different to them. We had a twilight party at my dad's house Apparently newly divorced, so I think my dad felt bad for me And there's a photo of us out in his backyard and we had a whole twilight themed like sleep-broke sleepover like slumber party Whatever and then we all just celebrated test this birthday my dad's backyard, and it was really cute My dad was like oh my god. He's very sentimental sort of guy, but it was twilight things have not changed. I'm literally 25 I mean it's actually like so cute. I Can't wait to wear this. Wow Love okay. Well anyways off to make some arcs. Are you all I made the drink you will have to go see it on stories and Tiktok, but I'm telling you it is so good technically this is for a deal But it's the red clay set. I think I was already telling you all about it is like so good I'm gonna buy them for every single one of my friends It's a really good housewarming gift and this mark is incredible, and I also use their red clay hot sauce There's something I'm totally blame you on the name I'm not gonna like drink this whole thing because I already had a mark today, and it's like Tuesday I needed to make it for a video, but obviously I've been trying some days testing if you will and this is really good It's the red clay margarita from red clay just in general the hot sauce It's on their recipe. It's on the recipes page like it is so good I'm gonna start making this as like my getting ready drink. It is so good. I cannot get over it. Wow Anyways, you know what I'm gonna make for dinner tonight. I'm gonna make Mel Vita mac and cheese because it is Kind of raining out. It's a little bit gloomy I'm gonna put on the morning toast Watch that as I make my gourmet dinner, and then I'm just gonna get in bed early tonight And I'm really looking forward to it today's one actually a really good day. So anyways, we have to get Good to get to business. All right guys, so that is it for today's video I hope you guys enjoyed subscribe if y'all are new here follow me on tiktok Instagram all that stuff This weekend. I'm going to Nantucket. I don't know when this video is going up But we have lots of vlogs coming an Nantucket video. I'm doing like a solo Single-life era day in my life kind of thing you guys are gonna love it like I'm feeling revamped when it comes to YouTube So anyways, love you guys so much. Hope you guys enjoyed today's video, and I'll talk to you soon Bye like I just thrive in the morning, but how old do you wake up six? Okay, so when you wake up at six Are you like? Oh my god? I am so happy. Yeah awake right now. Like you're not even tired No, I like jump my my husband thinks I'm like actually psychotic because I have the most energy in the morning honestly, I Okay, that's actually crazy, but you are actually I do like 10 30 to 11 so like seven to seven and a half hours