 Hello everybody, welcome back to esoteric Atlanta. I'm so excited today because I have the other half of Jay April Spiritually wrong. How you doing April? I'm so wonderful. Thank you so much for inviting me on today I just love your energy and I love being in your presence. Oh It's just it's a great honor. Thank you. Well, thank you two for coming on and I'm so excited I know you guys have really gotten to know Jay But again, April is Jay's other half and this is very Thank you. I wasn't gonna say it. I'm just gonna let you say When this is a very important conversation because we're gonna we're gonna you know as you guys know when Jay comes on We talked a lot about the 5d economy and shifting in the workforce and actually working for yourself and Doing work that you love versus feeling obligated to a job because you feel like you have to be there that's the shift in consciousness and April and I today want to kind of just discuss the role of the divine feminine with this new workforce and potentially working for yourself You're doing your own broadcasting and I was telling you April Something really fascinating that I heard the other day and it really kind of stopped me in my tracks and made me really start to think They were discussing this like the feminist movement when the women started going to work and what's actually happened in our Society is that a lot of women a lot of the women watching us right now Work full-time Have children and then on top of that. They're also full-time taking on the domestic duties of the house They're also the primary caregiver to their children and it's not parents too. They're you know that spreads far and wide And it's always the female and we know that female and this is not a knock towards men. We just know that females are Biologically better at multitasking than men are They're able to pay attention to multiple things at one time and and we do know that children tend to especially small children tend Declaring to mother as the primary caregiver a lot and it's just and it's not a knock towards men But a lot of times what happened April is that the men will come home from work And they start to zone out they go crack a beer open where mom comes home from work And I'm not saying that so please don't take offense men if you do pitch in but this is just generally speaking Mom is the one still responsible for dinner for helping the kids with the homework for doing the The dogs taking the dogs out and I was telling you April I don't have children, but I could I I do that like in our and my Domestic situation I take on just naturally most of the domestic on top of having a full-time job and It really got me thinking because I'm I see both sides of it where women want to stay home and be mothers That's fantastic, but I also see because I know April I think we're both very independent women like I like going and doing and I like having something to do and I like Being in the world and so I can understand I'm not saying that every woman has to go back and be like a housewife if they don't want to But if you want to work and you also are taking on the primary role in the domestic house What better job to have than to work for yourself? Oh Absolutely, I couldn't agree anymore, you know kudos to all the moms out there that are full-time moms But also full-time work outside of the house. Honestly, I don't even know how you do it It's it's a miracle and you know I I see a lot of moms that are literally up till 10 11 12 o'clock at night Just trying to get caught up and I see it with my own family members and I'm like, how are you like surviving? I don't understand how you're not physically and mentally exhausted and the truth of the matter is they they are because When you get caught in this wheel and it's so hard to get out of it you it's draining when People start to live in alignment Bryce with who they truly are You don't have to run like that. That's when your life really starts to shift and I think one of the hardest things is Actually making this shift Because there's that part of your mind that thinks well if I take that leap of faith And I really do believe it is a leap of faith to leave a full-time job or even you know To start out something part-time but to take that leap of faith and say you know what? I want to be able to work from my laptop It's often often a scary thought for a lot of people because they sometimes I just don't even know where to begin or they think If I do begin and then what if I fail and then you know my husband And then I have to explain this to my my friends and so forth and so on so there's that resistance factor But you have to listen to your heart You have to do what is going to make you feel alive if you're now I Have family members that work the nine to five job and we're actually nine to seven job and they are truly happy They're fine with it there They don't feel a disconnect or a discord in their life and that's great if you Live that and you don't feel like there's a discord and that's by all mean means a bird of a different feather altogether But if you're in that place or that space where you're like I Don't like what I'm doing anymore. This is just not making me feel fulfilled I'm not getting enough out of this and the next thing you know What do you start doing you start nitpicking on the people that you love the most the people that are in your house You start taking it out on your spouse. You start taking it out on your children and that it's truly because you're not living in alignment With who you really are what your spirit really wants for you and once you start to make that shift You're gonna see your whole entire household is going to shift So I am a huge advocate of everything that you are saying absolutely It I year and you're so right like I don't see my sister for example She is a stay-at-home mom by choice her and her husband made that decision and she's got three kids I swear to God. She is busier than most human beings I know with three kids school soccer piano gymnastics not to mention She's a big cook so she cooks all of their meals, you know And I don't and I think about what if she had a full-time job on top of that now Yeah, again, some women really enjoy that they really enjoy going into the office, but I know some women I've heard so many of my friends complain that when you know, their kid has a Recital at school. They have to go and request time from their boss to step away for an hour To go and watch their child do a school play which we know and in most people's hearts The most important event of that day is being there for their child at their school play, right? And as you're saying that April I'm thinking about and it is it is a leap of faith It really is to decide that you are going to start doing content or broadcasting or or anything That that's that's away from the norm right that the normal template that we that we think of nine to fives But you know as they say a lot It's not the the quantity of the time you work for the quality of the time you work And I know like for example for the moms watching right now like we were supposed to film this last week But we got I got my schedule mixed up and it was no big deal because we don't have a corporate CEO boss that we have to go To so if you're a mom from home and you're you're your school cause and the kids sick Are you all of a sudden last minute need to go to a baseball game when you're doing this stuff? Not only does it make your heart happy when you're actually creating content that you enjoy and you're you're connecting with like-minded people But when you're able to be flexible with your schedule in order to do your primary job Which I know for most people that is their first love is being that mother and and you know and being able to take your kids To school and not worry about rushing off to work You can come home and then kind of have your own and how important is that you're thinking of like working for yourself? Versus all of these women and men who are doing full-time jobs and full-time care for their their loved ones or their Elderly parents or their children. They don't have much time for themselves. Do they no and if there's I For me personally, it's the ultimate freedom I've always Been an archer entrepreneur. I've always been a 1099. I've never really ever been a W2 to employee because it's just not my DNA right, but even when I was working like in the corporate world so to speak and when You are Working for someone else even though no matter you may have freedom within that You still feel bound and tied to someone or something else You still are you still are handcuffed so to speak and when you're really able to release those handcuffs It is the most liberating. It's the most spring. It's the best experience ever When you know that you can Do what you want Feel good about what you're doing and also on top of I mean, let's be realistic You could do what you want, but if you're not making any money. Yeah, it's not gonna work, right? you have got to also earn an income to be able to support this type of lifestyle and That I thought of one thing before I was gonna say something Just even the smallest things I remember when Alex was in school and You know, yeah, he gets he would get done school like 2 33 o'clock in the afternoon and I had the freedom to be able to pick them up You know go and pick them up in the loop All those years, right? Yeah, it's like our time together, right? We would have like these nice little talks, right? And those little moments those those little moments that people that may take for granted They're very very special and they go and stretch for you know, not only a lifetime But memories but being just being able to say, you know what? Yes, I can pick you up from school I can drop you off at school or if you need to come home early or whatever the case may be however, you peel that orange apart the bottom line is you have your freedom and that Priceless you cannot put a price tag on your freedom, but Similarly, yes, you do need to make money, right? If you want to maintain that type of lifestyle, which is why Jay and I are Huge advocates. We've always been huge advocates about people having their own show It is the best way to Express yourself, you know, I was thinking the other day When there's something that you're struggling with and you feel like you just got to get it off your chest You either call one or two people either pick up the telephone if your mom's still alive, right? You pick up the phone you call mom and you know, let it out, right or you pick up the phone You talk to your friend and you let it out. You release that Stress or that anxiety and then by the time you get off the telephone. Oh my gosh You're laughing you're having a great time and you like all that energy and all that negativity just dissipated Similarly having your own show allows that same type of freedom It allows you to speak freely and release those whether there's Toxins or negative thoughts or energies or similarly on this on the flip side You're having a great experience and a great moment and you just feel like you want to share with people when you start speaking you start Releasing and you also start opening yourself up and it's the greatest way, you know, there's a lot of people that They ask us all the time How do I actually get started? How do I how do I start this? Well, the first thing you need to do is Open your heart and a lot of people have a tremendous blockage around their heart They have a tremendous amount of blockage. I even had it myself for a long for many many years Especially growing up. I had a blockage in my throat chakra because I was constantly first suppressed by my parents being like Okay, let me just before I say what I'm about to say I grew up in a very classic Italian household Okay, my mother was tough as nails. My father was tough as nails beautiful people, right? And I had a great childhood, but they also grew up in a very Rigid environment and that trickled down, right? So as I was growing up It's not like it was today. It was like you're a child and your voice means nothing So my voice was constantly being suppressed because I was told like, you know Don't don't say that I heard that all my life. Don't say that don't talk about that. Don't do this day Oh, you know, so you just suppress it and you suppress and suppress it So for the longest time, I had a very very difficult time Speaking or not so much speaking speaking my truth, right? Right and allowing my my my and allowing myself to be able to speak from my heart that took many Many years of developing in that developing that and it happened Through the show, you know, we've interviewed now. I've lost count It's like well into the couple thousands of people that we've interviewed and it's been a progression of all these years Just constantly opening myself up opening my heart up and allowing myself to really Speak freely and and and speak with an open heart and open mind and not have that constant Thing over your head where you're like, you know, no, you can't say that Or no, don't do that, you know And once you start to break that pattern and for people that have a closed heart or people that have trouble speaking their truth Having your own show literally is going to force you to start speaking For you to open your heart and force your throat chakra to start clearing out I couldn't agree more with you and as you're saying that even though you come from a strict Italian background I was thinking god that's the same growing up in the south, you know as a southerner with a southern family like One of my favorite things I've heard recently because my mother used to say that to us Don't rock the boat or just keep the peace like don't say anything And I saw something that said yeah, but whose piece are you trying to keep when you do that? But it is so hard and you are so right april And as you're saying that I keep thinking about all of our friends watching right now I get so many emails and I know you and jay probably get these same emails Where people are stuck in jobs where they can't express themselves either they can't even express themselves on social media because That the corporate drone is always big brother is always watching and so their humanity their Personality the beautiful corkiness about them starts to get stifled Yes, and you of course you deal with everybody deals with trolls on social media doesn't matter who you are You can be mother teresa. You could be jesus himself and you're gonna get trolled That's nature of the beast, but you do get thick skin With that and you also find other like-minded people and your day and your time just gets so much more enjoyable In your life because you're not having to be somebody That you're not and you're able to and your truth is out there Like it's who you are is out there people love you are they don't and you find the people that Really love you and it makes your life and as you're saying that too. I'm thinking you know I um I study a lot and we talk a lot on this channel Another talk about like narcissism and narcissism to give you all that stuff and something interesting too about this whole thing that Maybe it made me reflect back on something that we've spoken about before Children and you were saying like as a child that generation children were to be seen not heard all that kind of stuff, you know Children pick up On dysregulation They don't know what it is and somebody said this and I thought it was awesome. So a child a small child Knows as that their survival is dependent upon their parents or whoever their guardians are And so if a parent Is dysregulated? Meaning you're exhausted. You're snappy. You're tired The child who especially the more empathic child will start to hone in on that and try to fawn you in order to And that's when they grow up. That's when they start attracting narcissists all that kind. It bleeds Yeah, so for a lot of parents when I when I when I think about dysregulated adults I think sometimes we go to the extreme of a narcissist or a borderline But it can just be an overworked parent Who is is tired and snappy because they're exhausted. They have not had five minutes to themselves I mean, I know most moms don't even go to the bathroom by themselves until their kids are in college Like everybody's got I heard a comedian say it had been years. She had been to a guy in a college. There's not a kid sitting on her head You know, you know, like most moms you don't have that and so In order and I think too sometimes we confuse, you know for the the money aspect Yes, you need to be pulling in money And when you have a broadcasting when you have a caught a channel on youtube The possibilities Of making money are literally endless And I told jay this morning april that i'm just so grateful for him because he's helped me understand how to how to even outsource myself even more And and that is something and and people like what am I gonna do, you know, and I tell We said this in our course. I'm like, you can put anything on youtube some of the most The biggest channels are people cleaning their houses Exactly putting on makeup or doing your hair or whatever. Yeah, I mean There's so many ways to make money. It's incredible. So if you're thinking, okay, well, that's great They're they're all talented, but what can I possibly do? I promise you there is something in your life that you are talented at I promise you there is something in your life that you're a little bit better at than everyone else and there's a huge misconception that people that are on youtube or or social media that They're looked at in many people's eyes as experts, right? But that's really a misconception And don't let that be a stumbling block. You do not need to be an expert in any specific field What you need is passion charisma and an absolute Knowing and wanting to succeed if you have those elements It doesn't matter about what you're talking about because your authenticity is going to shine through So remember this All you need to know if you want to start a channel is a tiny bit more Than someone else that you're talking to that is it if you know a little bit more That's it. You can just start talking next thing, you know, you start grab it. People start gravitating And they start resonating with your message and they're resonating with your energy I think a lot of times praise people get so Caught up in What if what if i'm not good at it? What if i'm not as good as you know, the influencers and No one ever starts out as an influencer. Okay Let's be very clear here. You don't start out of the gates as an influencer And not only that you don't go at least I've never met anybody and we work with a lot of influencers I've never met one person that ever said i'm going to start a youtube channel to become an influencer No, yeah Right you start a youtube channel and then It starts to grow and then it grows more and then it's it's an evolution Um, there are those cases, you know, oh somebody puts a uh a video up and it goes viral next thing, you know You know, they're at the top of They're they're at the they're at the top of the um The um Top of the algorithms if that happens to you god bless you. All right, but in the interim Just know that It's a progression and don't go in it with the with the concept of Expecting this that and the other just go in it with an open heart Go in it with like i'm going to have fun with this if you just take the attitude of let's have fun It's something different. I'm going to shine my personality. I'm going to share my my passion and I'm going to let my charisma Be my leading force, right? That is all you need That is it Have fun with it. I agree with you You know, I used to say on my channel that I was an amateur researcher just so people understood like I do There's nothing I'm doing that's any different than anybody else can do. I just happen to enjoy Sneaking and looking at people from the past and like being petty like I just happen to enjoy that right Like that's what I enjoy and you're so right, you know And that's what with the whole like disreg if you are one of those people you feel like your adrenal glands are shot You're got a demanding boss. You've got children pulling at you. You haven't gone to pee by yourself in like 10 years You know, you're you're imagine how much more regulated you would be as a human Um And how much more your children would enjoy you because you were regulated if you got to I I told our I don't know if I've said this on a show I told our our j&i's course this though My aunt is in real estate and right when I Decided that I was going to try to open up a youtube channel. My mom told my aunt And my aunt was like that's fantastic because she had just worked with a client Who was like a multimillionaire because of his youtube channel? Do you know what he did on youtube? cleaned oriental rugs He's really good at cleaning rugs right He just makes videos and shows you how to do it. That's amazing. That is just an awesome example of You can make money. There's a million ways to sun to someday to make money on The internet you just have to find your niche Believe in yourself And allow yourself to just enjoy the experience and you know what the best part about recording is especially when you're recording Pre-recording like we're doing right now if this flops You're just hit the delete button button again You do it again. Exactly And you know, um brice even today Even after all of the interviews that jay and i've done we still can interviews. Yeah. Oh, yeah If if we finish an interview and it And for whatever reason it it's not up to the level that we expected to be at We'll pull the show. We won't even send it through editing or anything and we'll just say to the person either You know, I apologize. Um, I'd like to reschedule this or redo it And we just 86 and we're done with it and that's the great thing and you know what not only that Even if you upload the show and then you decide later Maybe not you can delete it. Yeah, nothing is permanent That is the best part about it. Nothing is permanent permanent. So don't take everything so seriously That's the other thing too. I think a lot of people get tripped up on They get so wound up and so you know, so tense over it about if I do something wrong Let that go Yeah, let it go and just enjoy the experience Oh, you're so right. There's actually there's been times where I will film a whole episode just by myself of a deep dive And I go back to sit to edit edit it. I'm like I can tell the story better delete Exactly play back and be like I can actually do a better job. Let me redo this, you know And and yeah and and honestly april you're so right because people are striving for like this sense of perfection Exactly. It doesn't exist Right and you're imperfections. Your corkiness is what's going to set you apart from other people too You know, and I just I just hope that I think and think about this on it because I'm you know this idea of collective We have three karmas. We're working with our own karma our lineage and collective consciousness So if we look at this from a collective everybody wants the white hats to come in wants to do all this Well, what if we're the white hats and what if all of it takes is we all just shipped ourselves Just exactly I I'm so in alignment with you. I think we're actually both You know, um, I think we are the dark hats the black hats and I think we're also the white hats Similarly the energy that we harness, right? We are both energies We have light and dark energies within us the key to this whole enchilada is Balance, right? It's bad learning how to balance the two energies and I could tell you from experience that um I've sparked some phenomenal ideas when I'm in Or working with my dark energy All right, so a lot of people, you know, we're like the dark the dark the dark. Hmm erase that Phenomenal things can come out of when you learn how to harness and balance the dark with the light All right. Now when people say, oh, I'm all light. I'm all light. I'm all light I don't think you're gonna be on earth if you're all light all light all light All right, you're not going to be on this level of dimension as we are right now in this world today We're always as long as we're on this walking on this earth plane You're always going to have The dark and the light it is just it it's it's A part of who we are we're on a polarized planet. So polarized planet exactly so the key in the yang That's the yang and the yang exactly and the key to the whole thing is just learning how to balance both sides now the other thing too, I think it's very very very important for people to Tap into that dark side of them because how are you ever going to enjoy and experience a light if you shy away from the dark You have to understand and you have to learn How to work within the dark side because we all have it you can't just keep pushing it away and pushing it away or pushing You're never going to grow no And what you're saying we talk about this a lot to it. That's the friction. So you're so right, you know When we talk about your we are your shadow side your dark side We're not talking about you going out there and murdering a bunch of people. We're talking about your own and that is what My friend Cindy from sacred who I teach for twice a week. She's awesome. She's been on the channel a lot She is kind of a master at working in in the dark side of her clients like using it Using that path to kind of help you like trigger Yes It's um, and I use that that we call it friction. Um, you know the the match You have a match everybody knows what a match looks like it has everything it needs to light But it can't light unless it's struck up against a match book You need that friction in order And you're right I never even thought about that april's that that playing itself out with people wanting to be perfect And if they're not perfect shutting down and and this idea that and you're right. Yeah, we um in the traditional yoga world No one really even says light and love because we always say when you come into a spiritual path The first thing you're going to meet is your darkness. It's going to come up big time They're gonna come up big time Yeah, it's gonna come smack you right there across the face It will you you will be busting your ass like realizing I tell my students, you know in the yoga practice I'm like you kind of all of a sudden you go But it's in that moment, you know, it's almost like sometimes when you watch a movie It's like the anti hero the villain all the sudden starts to become the The the person you're rooting for because there's there's human There's there's this humanness to them and again guys don't twist this We're not talking about what the the controls of the world We're talking about the average human being the the lower chakras the you know and for me Like I say like I realized you know I can be petty and a lot of times the petty things I say are just in my head But I realized when I'm doing a Show myself by myself when I'm doing a deep dive when I let that come out the petty things come out That's when people respond the most to my because because they're thinking the same thing and so you start to You know see those imperfections and I'm so glad you brought that up And in part of the the shadow side the dark side is insecurity In lean and just taking a chance and and Marnie Alton Who is one of my favorite human beings even though we've only briefly spoken she's a bar teacher I love and she says amazing things in her classes and one time she said um And I'm paraphrasing when we get to the precipice of change whether that's In an exercise class or on youtube or just wanting to change your life All of a sudden we start to want to fall back Into the old pattern because the devil you know Is better than the devil you don't know What happens is when you feel that precipice of change coming you just kept going You'd break through a hell of a lot of barriers Absolutely You would break through so many barriers Literally the world at that point you are the master of your destiny If you can just keep going and going and going and that Takes practice Right and it's well worth it I even I can you know even from my own experiences You Feel like you know you keep pushing pushing and pushing and then you're like You you go back down and you're like, I don't know if we're running to go there quite yet, right? But you and that's okay because you can pull back But you got to go back forward and if you pull back you're Reassessing you're reevaluating you're reorganizing you're rethinking you're restructuring So it's okay if to pull back while you're in that restructuring frame of mind But don't go back so far that it's going to not allow you to move forward because when you do go back It's like a right. It's like it's like a right And then you will literally once you go back And then you're ready to go back forward again You're going to leap and you're going to spring forward further than you ever even imagine and then also Here's the big thing too you have to have faith and trust You have to have faith and trust not only in your own ability But you have to have faith and trust that the universe got you back you have to have faith and trust to know that If you are moving in alignment with what your heart and soul want You have to have faith and trust to know that the universe is going to back you 100% 1 million percent when you're in alignment and you're moving in the direction that your soul wants to move in The universe is going to fuel that energy and they're going to catapult you now What happens is oftentimes there will be a block right and you're like, where did that come from? I wasn't expecting that. Well, sometimes that's the universe's way of saying, you know what? Don't go that way go this way Course correct. Yeah, right, right exactly. So when you Have those moments and you're like, I wasn't expecting that now my whole game is thrown off You know my my plans all out of whack know that you know what? It's probably because you were going in this direction when the universe is wanting you to go this way So you have to Trust yourself. You have to trust the universe One, you know, it's so as you're saying that I I shared this book with jay once I'm just going to share it again guys because what um What abril's talking about is covered a lot and this is what was one of the most Astounding books I read I lent my copy once to somebody never got it back But it's flow the psychology of the optimal experience Wow, I'm going to put a link in the description box below for this book. It is one of the best Books on the human psychology and what it means to be in the flow state And what actually start to happen when you're in that flow state and to you know one thing I've and we I've noticed in before on youtube in the ashtanga world, especially with my clients and students and myself And this can also be seen in the world of create of creating content or something else Like you know the traditional yoga practice is really hard. It breaks your body down And I've noticed with a lot of students including myself that before there's a breakthrough Like before you're able to actually get your leg behind your head or do a drop back stand up before that happens Usually there's a couple of weeks Of a lot of pain and you feel like you're stepping backwards and your body is falling apart And just writing that out letting it be that way and then all of a sudden the body takes that leap And moves into a new territory and I think the same can be said In life as well at least I've noticed those patterns in my life Times in my life where I feel like I'm being held And everything's in there forces against me and all that kind of stuff if I just breathe into that All the sudden there's another breakthrough and it usually comes from another avenue In the same umbrella of things opening up if that makes sense and just and I know I I struggle with anxiety So I get when that when things like that happen people like oh no, it's over it's done But I love that just breathe for a moment and trust that the universe has your back And you are if you're in that flow state then you were in alignment in the now And we know especially from a course in miracles that the idea of god Or whatever you want to label that higher consciousness source lives in the now Not in the past or the future but here in the now And so being in that flow brings you to that point of Inner security if I'm on the path I am supposed to be on and something else I was telling my friend kelly this I saw this on instagram at instagram I thought this is genius You know this girl was talking about how the power of thoughts and being grateful and all those things to change and how people Have a hard time they want to change where they have a hard time changing their thought process And something simple that she started doing and I've started doing it too You know in life we always say prepare for the worst-case scenario worst-case scenario worst-case scenario Well every time that is putting a message to the universe. That's what you want So how instead In the morning, yeah in the morning you wake up and go. What's the best-case scenario for this day? Well, look at your energy. Yeah, look at how your energy shifts when you when you say and you do that and you're embracing that When you're embracing that energy, you're allowing the universe to come in and and say, you know what? um Really it's like you're giving gratitude You're giving gratitude and There's your faith and your belief that the universe has your best interest at heart. It's so easy I love what you just said because it is so easy to go down the negative Nellie road Yeah, it's so easy and all we have to everything that we're talking about really boils down to a one thing It's your mindset right um once you Have the mindset to be able to say, you know what? Wait a minute. I can either have a really crappy day Or I can wake up and have an absolutely fantastic day I can either expect the worst to happen today or I can absolutely expect the best Why would you not want to expect the best? Yeah Primarily, it's because we've just been so Programmed so the other thing is too. There's that whole agenda of being programmed, right? We've been literally programmed to Be mediocre We've been programmed to accept mediocre as you know, great. We've been programmed to accept Just have enough To pay your bills Even today People are afraid to say I want to be rich I want to be wealthy Well, think of it from this perspective It's your birthright Yeah, it is your god given God is given birthright To be wealthy to be successful to be smart to be healthy We have been programmed to believe that our birthright is to be unhealthy Our weight depressed and broke Yeah You know what it is too as you're saying that it's so interesting because I you know, I grew up in a Presbyterian home. I'm sure You being a Italian probably Catholic. So we had this like religious The jesus story and they told us he was a poor boy and he was born in this this like Farm a manger, you know and as you're saying that and I think that kind of set us on this this idea that in order to be Holy or good you have to be In in suffering right or in poverty and that god will provide god will provide Well, my friends if that's if you look at your programming if you grew up like april nine And you had that kind of shoved in your face although funnily enough the Presbyterian church most Presbyterian churches are pretty wealthy people So that's actually kind of hysterical that they try that on Presbyterians But um all doctors and lawyers and all that kind of stuff But I was in my research when I especially when I was into the missing books really going through the missing books The bible I was looking at a lot of these archaeologists finds and I've really been reading through theses and all that kind of stuff And lawsuits lawsuits, they're fine And a lot of these archaeologists who worked with like language specialists went back through these texts Jesus's father joseph Was not a carpenter. That was a mistranslation which I believe was I personally believe was done on purpose He was an architect A very wealthy one very wealthy extremely wealthy extremely wealthy. So jesus Was not poor no At all and in fact the fact that he had money Meant that they're they're missing books in the bible that he wrote himself. He was educated, right? He spoke multiple languages. It meant that he was able to find throughout the middle east Poor people don't travel throughout the middle east Especially with an entourage so re-skept re-wage if you're someone that's a follower of the christian faith then kind of Rethink that for a moment the common sense there like if I want to I've been very blessed to be able to travel But those plain tickets cost money Right same thing back then they had to pay For to feed the donkeys to feed the horses to make you know There was a lot that went into that cost money So obviously common sense would tell you he came for money He had money and he was trained to be a architect too. He was a carpenter. That was a mistranslation He was an architect So so rethink that a little bit, you know, like how you see that story and how that implies in your life Absolutely. I mean when you think about the three wise men, right? They brought They brought baby jesus or yeshua or whatever you that resonates with you. Um frankincense mer Gold. Yeah They would not I mean if you think about it from that perspective that is something that you bring royalty Exactly You do not bring that to poverty No, no at all. So but you know in interest, I mean, there's so many different variations of and and concepts of why he Was not core, but I don't even know if you know this. We did an entire series with ethan Ethan um, ethan lucas we did a series called The rich jesus I'll have to check it out. It's awesome. I it was one of my I really really love the series We probably did like 14 shows with him and he debunked Every myth about jesus being broke And for those that really want to dive in and learn more about that. They're actually all posted. They're all hosted on The gnostic tv network And it's a phenomenal series if people want to learn more about it And that's that's a may I'll put a link to that to the gnostic tv network down below guys because yeah that We know like I tell people I'm like the missing books the bible tell you the real story The one that was about the free mace of y'all like And you see what they're doing they're keeping us in a low vibration that in order to be holy you have to be a renunciate You have to be poor. I mean The in indian culture how many of the of the incarnations of god in the indian culture are dripping in diamonds and gold You are reading my mind. Okay, so let me say this to you when I was saying it's your god or god is given Birthright. I was about to say look at any Picture or or image of any god or goddess In any type of religion mythology doesn't make it doesn't matter. They are dripping In gems precious gemstones diamonds gold pearls you name it you don't see any of them looking broke or poor Right. No, no They're god god is given birthright as it is ours as above so below Right and there's enough on this planet to go around. That's another myth that there's not enough to go around I believe in a god. I believe in a source. Why the hell Would this source Create us as a fractal of light from that god and then put us on this earth to be Living in huts made of mud and going to the bathroom on the ground like that. No, that's not that's not what And people who do have a very giving heart, you know The more money that you bring in the more you can do You can volunteer your time at a soup kitchen at a you know a rescue shelter It's going to give you that flexibility to be of more of more service to others And it's funny april j and I were talking about that this morning about getting rid of this myth That you have to be poor and in order to be valuable spiritually or to be valuable You know in the sense of your integrity just getting rid as as jay said send it back to hell from what's it came Exactly. I think that especially in the spiritual genre This is such a wrap rampant It's like a disease. It's like it's fake news too. It's propaganda It's propaganda. It is fake news. Absolutely. You know, I heard a saying once um, someone said and I couldn't agree anymore um, wait, let me think about it was um Uh, oh my gosh It's about being rich. Hold on Oh, I'll think of it in a second. It's like the perfect Perfect saying to it. It'll come back to me in a second, but Yes, that is I think not only is it a lie. It's criminal Oh for sure. Well, it is absolutely energy You can't and we and I know because in uh And and my boyfriend gets upset about this because people will try to come to our business and want to practice for free because it's yoga And we're like, well, we had to pay money To go to school in india my teacher in india who's the param guru of the ashtanga lineage You don't practice until you've paid your tuition You know, he's got a whole staff. He has to pay he has lights He's got to keep on and and they say, well, you know, there's all these stories of these indian gurus teaching people for free No, no, no, no, no, no It's an exchange of energy. So what was happening? With these little boys that would go live with krishmacharya and he would teach them yoga for free Well, they were working for him too. They were exactly That's They were if you want to go live at our shala and clean it every day and dust it and check people in Then we can negotiate. Yes. There was an exchange of energy I was you took the words right out of my mouth. It is it That's the other thing how people have to look at money Money is an exchange of energy and right now in the world that we live in today You need money to survive and that is the bottom line. You know, when we went to india Like at least 16 years ago now We met a Traditional indian hindu guru. I mean like the real deal the white beard down to here and the hair and the Turban in the shoes and the whole I mean exactly how you a picture a guru And he had said to us then that we need and should always have At all times five resources of income coming in Now that came from a true indian guru Told us we need five sources of income coming in at all times so, you know It's my my grandfather my late grandfather who died a very wealthy man used to say that um, he used to say you need multiple Multiple income sort income streams coming in. Um, he would always say do not put all your eggs in one baskets And he had you know, he's my grandfather who had the near-death experience in his 40s I'm you know, pretty much died then came back into his body and after that moment I mean, I only knew him after it. Um, but everybody says that there was a huge shift in him after that and he had This big presence and he he very much now He died a very wealthy man the final time the second time he died this life the final time He died a very wealthy man, but he was also With that money that he ended up making He in the in the second half of his life you guys like after the age of 45 Like he he had his near-death experience was like middle class and after that He took off and started do you know and that comes down to this ultimately every fear We have comes to the fear of death once you don't fear death anymore You're limitless and so he started he patent all these pillows. He had all these these he just started doing these things Oh when I was growing up He was constantly in the community helping helping other people So he was using that to also help others get you know He was constantly paying for people to emigrate over here getting them lawyers getting them jobs so that they could start the american dreams So they could start to support their families and and start that you know So he was also giving but he was making a lot of money too And he would say that to us all the time april like we were kids It's even way to name understanding we're talking about he'd be like multiple streams of income always always always always And so um and that and again back to like with this alignment with this being regulated as a human being feeling fulfilled By what you're doing during the day having that flexible schedule youtube Or rumble bit shoot that is the starting point that's going to give you multiple revenues of income and it's limitless what can start to happen And so I mean it's isn't able like people often think oh, you're just putting yourself on the internet That's that you get your adsense. No adsense is so cool Yeah, you know I um I admire your grandfather too because he was literally living And endorsing the 5d economy, right? He was creating abundance by helping other people create abundance. And that's the other thing too when you are living In a wealthy and rich mindset. Let's kind of just go back for one second It is impossible. I don't care what anybody says to you. You will never Be wealthy or rich. I'm just using those words, right? Whatever your interpretation of wealthier riches because it's all relative But you can never get there if you have a broke mindset So the first thing that you need to do is take that broke mindset and literally throw it in the trash or what jay says Send it back to hell where it belongs Okay You have to shift your mindset That is the first thing you need to do is to shift the mindset and and say to yourself. I am worthy I am worthy to receive all of the greatness in life. That is why we are here. We are here. You were Brought here. Are you incarnated here on earth? If you want to just break it all apart And what is the bottom line? You were here to enjoy life. You're here to be happy That is truly listen. You can put a million tags on yourself. I'm this I'm mad. I'm whatever the bottom line is You are here to find your happiness and be happy and enjoy the experience Enjoy the experience of this earth life. Okay When you start to enjoy the experience That's when the mind starts to shift and the energy starts to shift and the vibration in your frequency And you start connecting with like-minded people and you start At that point Easily starting to create multiple sources of income because you're you're the ideas are flowing now And once the ideas start flowing, you know, it's kind of like You're an artist or or a writer, right? And you get writer's block and you're sitting there and you're looking at the paint the canvas and nothing is happening Or you're sitting at the computer and you're just like You know nothing's happening, but The moment you take that brushstroke or the moment that you're like, you know what? I'm just going to write the first paragraph or the first chapter or the first outline The moment that you take action Inspiration starts flowing because for every action there's an equal and opposite reaction to the reaction to the action is creation And that's when you're not evolving you're dying like you're either evolving or dying like that's it So when they're when it's stuck and you just take that you're so you're so right at apple because it's that then that Flows the reaction to the action that you've taken and you're in control of that. You are the person you you're a fractal of god like How dare you think you deserve to be broke like you're a fractal of god and you're right We came it's so funny. I was laughing I had I was laughing as you were saying this because they're the casio peon spoke about this We we read that we followed the casio peon and they talked about a long long long long time ago Third density the density were in everybody in third density knew everything they came to this planet without the veil of amnesia And they had so much fun Because they knew the end result that it took they they they evolved in consciousness at a snail's pace Because they came here and they were just enjoying the food and like Living the good life on earth because they knew what so they were like really it was like it was like Let's get to third density because that's the part You know and and they had to this the spiritual world had to like put an amnesia over us Just to speed us up a little bit because they're like all right guys Can't you can't you got to keep going so you're so right like being able You know, I always laugh about planet earth if it if it uh, there was a yahoo review left for planet earth It would be like people are kind of gangster, but the french fries are really good Yes and like how and that's that best case scenario when you're asking the universe for the best It's going to keep giving you stuff to continue working in that pattern You know and and so I and I know that's hard Like if you're somebody watching right now and you grew up maybe in an abusive home or anything like that That's really hard to start thinking of yourself as worthy is worthy for that And trust me if you guys if you if you if that's something that if there's a lightning bulb Moment where you're like I have a hard time thinking of myself is is that I would also suggest finding a good trauma therapist to help you Break out of that happen as well because you know you you can course correct that you can use that darkness Right as as april was saying that shadow side that darkness Use that to then friction you into to the opposite of that and so so april I know I can talk to you all day. I know we're coming up at an hour I know we could like talk all day We should do a panel of all females as we talk about going into eventually into this new this as we're conscious shifting Into this new awareness because listen y'all it's return to the divine feminine And if you do study the the light and dark path and I don't want to freak anybody out because again We're not talking about the controllers. That's a totally different level of psychotic darkness We're talking about your own shadow your own stuff The dark path is the feminine path And everybody and that's also the intuitive path And you think about that too like when a sperm hits an egg egg is creation Our light is creation when the sperm hits the egg. There's a flash of light that creation happens but Then after that flash of light happens and it's created the embryo is created It's in darkness for nine months as it grows and changes true Mm-hmm. They need each other Then the dark and the in the light need each other in order to create this beautiful place We live on so don't be afraid of that anger that Jealousy that that darkness like use that as a starting point as a friction a place of friction for your own Your own creation and so april we are so we are doing and jay and you are such geniuses to be able to kind of create this My Viewers watch right now. You can text brice media To three two one two one six eighty forty seven april. I've told jay before it's his phone number and my mama's phone number There's like the two numbers I remember now and if my mama doesn't if I get arrested and my mama doesn't pick up I'm calling jay Jay will have to come bail me out because the only other number I know about right now But three two one two one six eighty forty seven that will also be in the description box below You just text brice media to that number that is jay So you will directly speak with jay and you guys have set up this amazing resource To help people get started with so many different like topics and things to do Do you want to explain that a little bit april? Yeah, I would love to um, it's called the attract everyone academy attracting everyone academy and you know, um, how it even came to be was really through a sia um when we went to the diamond summit in saint thomas There was only less than 35 people in the entire world that made that convention and we were one of them and um Everyone there came up to us and they kept asking us. Well, how did we do it so fast? How did we get to this level of double diamond in in less than a year? And when we got back not even when we got back when we were there we're like, we need to you know Right put this down and into like I don't want to call it a course because it's not a course It's something very very unique where People like yourself will ask a question and then jay and I answer the question and What we've done is you know before we started spiritually we're all our background in sales and marketing So we literally I mean between the two of us there's over 50 years of sales and marketing expertise and experience So we wanted to put all of that knowledge and how and what we've learned and also the mistakes That we've made so other people don't make the same mistakes So they don't make the same financial mistakes that we've made So it cuts out a whole lot of fat it gets right to the core It helps it's mind body spirit and prosperity We literally put all the core ingredients together into one academy and jay's actually working on A series right now. It's called the secrets to broadcasting riches I'm doing the secrets to interview riches and I also started a series within it Called the 12 universal laws and that really helped people put things into perspective and then in between those series there's like Dozens many dozens like I don't even know how many we're up to now like 60 Questions from people like yourself and other influencers that asked us questions and we answered them in little Nuggets they're four to five minute nuggets. So they're very easy to watch very easy to absorb There's music in the background So it's very like relaxing and it's an easy easy way to learn a lot of information in a short bite-size amount of time and It's we're really really enjoying not only creating the course, but again are You know, if if we could ever go down in history as something I would love to go down in history as you know, the ones that really helped Make the movement towards the 5d economy, which is creating abundance by helping others create abundance That is truly the way it was always meant to be and it's just going back to like the grassroots of creating and the grassroots of development development and creation and Mindset it teaches, you know, it's it's for people that are in a mindset funk and they can't snap out of it Or they can't break through patterns there's so many little bite-sized nuggets of videos on how to How to raise your vibration how to raise your vibration and keep it there how to Manifest its manifestation. It's abundance. It's creating it's Broadcasting riches it's interview riches. So it's really it's it's really everything that we've done over the past, you know, 25 years into Bite-sized nuggets in an academy. That's so helpful because so many people who want to start a channel April might like Know some things but have just questions about a couple of things and they can go to the menu and find what they're looking for And it's amazing because you know Something that I and that's just what jay has helped me be able to market my strong suits with this and it's like You know, I don't know if people really know this but before I went to india Just said screw it all and packed my bags and went to india I had gone to college for a whole different thing and I studied story time That's that's why I know how to storyboard and how to and so with our last course that we just ran That's what I to help people know how there is a secret to putting You know, I tell people all the time like you can find one subject one story Look on youtube and find two different crater craters who cover the same topic Look at the one that has the highest views and the one that has the low views It's the same topic. How come one person's video is more exciting to watch than the other There's a secret. They know what they're doing with the storyboarding and I can and I can absolutely help people with that And I didn't even realize until I started talking to jay that that's a skill I actually paid a lot of money in school to learn With all the different philosophers and people that and and now I can make it very simple for you and really, you know help you Get your content put together to make it entertaining and make your videos catch, you know, so I'm just so incredibly valuable I cannot stress enough the importance of that because that is another stumbling block That people have and now that you're able to come in and be like, okay, listen, I have a plan We're gonna execute it and you're giving people very specific steps of how to do it Listen, I don't care what field you're in. I don't care what level of expertise you have I don't care what level of spirituality you have Everybody needs a mentor. Yeah, everybody needs a coach. Every look at the president. He's got a whole cabinet, right? And that's why every tickler's got like 10 extra people just to make sure you get to the stage Not this one, but you know, we know what we're talking about, but Why don't you go all and that's and there is guys there is a secret It's a very once you understand the method of storytelling. It's it's actually it's that's what it's called. It's a method Start to make sense and you start to realize why some people are better storytellers than others because they know the secret There is an actual Method to doing this and it can you're right april you can take even if you're not doing like a deep dive channel like I do Let's say you are cleaning oriental rugs on youtube How are you going to make that interesting to your viewers so that they watch your channel and not the other guys I don't want to do that. It's very simple and I will give you all the information I will tell you if you want a deeper look at it I will give you all the different philosophers who came up with this is the same method that people who write Playwrights use that that directors and hollywoods use That's why they can they can take um, have you I don't know if you guys are broadway fans, but there's a Play hamilton it's it's kind of fairly new And someone even said you took and it's a very tony winning an incredible play and someone's like you took some of the most boring parts of american history most absolute boring people In the american revolution and turned it into a tony award-winning play How they did that I know how they did that it's very simple And so I if you guys want you text brice media three two one two one six eighty forty seven I will be more than happy with jay and april to help you guys If that is yours now when it comes to business and stuff, that's not I need a jay. I told jay I mean jay like I thought I think I'd say that's jay or is how I talk it was like I need you like I don't You know, um, I we can and once you just know these few things your confidence when you have that clarity Exactly. Oh, that's how they're doing it. That makes sense once you understand that You will go and soar You know, I can't stress enough the value of that because what you are doing is Shaving down the time and all of your learning experience all of those years and you're saying listen I'm taking all of my experience Everything I'm learned and I'm going to show you exactly how you how you can do it in an easy to follow format That is worth gold Yeah, like I said, it can be on deep dives. It can be on storytelling. It can be on cleaning carpets It can be on it. What is it going to take to make it interesting for your audience? And once you know, you'll never have a boring video once you know, you're off. I'm gonna go Yes, you're off. Then you'll then you'll help you helping us in return. I was kidding And we just had an amazing course in April j and I did and I'm not going to say a bunch a bunch about our students content But I because I don't want to spoil it, but I am so excited. I don't know if j's told you a whole lot about Holy shit, we've got some really and we have one person are all of them actually took something Be common and pretty kind of like and they turned it into something that I cannot wait To see their channels open and I cannot wait to bring them on my channel So you guys can see because it is One of our our students I won't say her name because I don't want to embarrass her She had been sending me some rough footage of our first video and we tweaked a few things and she sent me her final video And embarrassingly after I watched it. I cried So You saw that ship When you see that ship, you know, you're like, okay now She she understands that she gets what that what the show that show biz kids like she gets like that magic and it was so entertaining and the way and I was like girl, you're gonna Soar with this like like the you figure you found it you you found it and now that you found it You're never gonna you're always gonna have it and that that little that little trick to it's not even a trick It's not it's just it's just figuring out how to how to basically put things together in a way that's and I can And it's very simple and so once you know it, you know it and I'm so excited There's so much potential out there and I think we live in the best It was the best of times and it was the worst of times, right? Like, you know, it's that shadow and light right as the world's falling apart around us In world war three is going to break out any day now We're also discovering these like nuggets of just you know, just sparkle everywhere and you know One of my favorite my favorite sayings. I don't know if you heard it April before it's like don't steal my sparkle. I love it Don't let the world steal your sparkle. You were you were born to sparkle So don't let the world steal your sparkle find that sparkle and bring it back and and you you you know, anyway So I know we've been going over an hour now april, but um you guys let me know in the comment section below if you have any like Questions or just something that we can look at um and then I can bring you back april and we can Maybe get some other of our female friends In this and doing this too to kind of come on and we can do a round table And I hope you guys for the men out there too. You also have the divine feminine with new as well Absolutely find it find it. So absolutely All right, you guys I'm going to put all the links down in the description box below so that you see spiritually well on youtube They they have their channels. I'll also put their links to gnostic tv Um Send me everything you want in the description box april I will make sure I've got everything down there because truly it is awesome as rom daugh says We are all just walking each other home. There you go. We might not know where home is yet Going there together So we might get lost along the way, but at least we're trying to get there. So So anyway guys any parting words april before we sign off for today Yes, it's always such a joy I am so grateful to be in your energy and for anyone that is listening take a leap of faith Bryce you have extended such an incredible olive branch and you know looking back if I Was you know when we had first started out and I saw someone that was offering that I would have jumped on it In a new york second Because why wouldn't I why wouldn't I not want to take an olive branch from someone who is already successful Who's already where I want to be that is going to save you an enormous amount of time enormous amount of energy and an enormous amount of money, please take a leap of faith and and Follow your heart live in alignment and enjoy the experience 100 life is to be lived Yes, not to be ignored So all right you guys well, I hope you guys are all having a wonderful wonderful day Again, I look forward to continuing this conversation. So leave those comments down and once again If you are like I want to do this. I can't handle my life anymore And I want to make a change text Bryce media be our ice media to three two one two one six 80 47 and that is directly to jay and he will contact you and we'll figure out what it is That you are actually looking for and then we'll we'll get you started. So remember action is reaction. That's creation. So Just just send the text All you gotta do is send a text and that's the first action. So All right, you guys have a wonderful day and we will see all of you very very soon. Bye everybody