 Hello, everybody. Welcome back to Esoterica. Lana, I'm so excited. I got my spiritual sisters here with me today. Stephanie, from spiritual perspectives, of our great awakening. And of course, Amanda, from a higher self-perspective, if I can speak now. And I was a little giggly when I pressed the record button because we were laughing at my new microphone about how it looks like. We'll say it looks like a messiah, because a messiah means a follicle pillar. She's been caressing that thing. I just noticed that the way you were folding it was like a little raunchy. Yes, I'm still getting used to it. But as I said, before we hit record, they say, once you go black, you don't go back. So sassy. Sassy. Don't post that on tic-tac. Yeah, do a couple of woke community coming after you for that one. I've never gone black. I don't know. I don't know. Anyway, but before we get into it, guys, I do want to remind you of Stephanie and Amanda's channels. And I'll put their websites in the description box, too. So of course, this is spiritual awakenings of our great spiritual awakenings, spiritual perspectives of our great awakening. It's been a long day, you guys. It's been a long day. And then, of course, Amanda here with higher self-perspective. So I'm also going to be putting, again, their websites up so you guys can look more at the services that they offer. Which speaking of, actually, no, let's back up a minute. Just thinking about the penis. Now it's gotten my mind all scrambled. Yeah, something's going on here. There we go. That's something that the light can do that the darkness can't do, and we can laugh. We can laugh at ourselves. So Stephanie, what is happening next Friday, the 23rd of December? So anyways, I bet I don't have a drum to do a drum roll. But I was doing a show with our friend Angie the other day. We're talking about the loneliness of Christmas. And same voice that made me put up my channel, same voice that makes my higher self, whatever you want to call it, intuition. I heard make an online Zoom Christmas party. And I'm like, well, that's fascinating, OK. So I kind of sat on it, just kind of thought about it. And a lot of us are going through a lot of lonely times during this holiday season, especially with the great divide with different belief systems. And God forbid anybody has different belief systems in this society. There's a lot of alienation within the family unit and friends. And so I know a lot of our online subscribers or online family here will be celebrating the holiday alone. Or they're going to be with their family and feel like the black sheep because they're the quote unquote conspiracy theorist. So I am putting together, and I've already created the Zoom link. Sorry, I got a hair in my mouth. I already put together the Zoom link. So on the 23rd, which is this coming Friday, between 5 and 7 PM Eastern Standard Time, I want people to dress in their ugliest Christmas sweater, get your jingle bell earrings out, your little antlers on your hat or your Santa hats, get some wine or whatever, get some cookies and your food. And we're going to have a Christmas party. And we're going to celebrate together as an online soul tribe family. That's amazing. You're all invited. Everybody watching right now, you are invited. I'm going to put a link to Stephanie's video also in the description box below where she talks about this. And I will share it on my community tab and I have the Zoom link as well. But once Stephanie shares the Zoom link, I will also share the Zoom link probably the morning of the 23rd. The morning of the 23rd. I will be sharing that. Zoom link, it'll be on my community tab. And then I will also be putting it in the signal chat, too, for the 30-day challenge people. Yes, so please join us. That is Eastern Standard Time, guys. So that is the East Coast of the United States, so the New York City time, Atlanta, Georgia time. So just make sure that you check your local. I know Amanda's an hour behind us, so that would be four to six her time. So just check your local listing time. And it's two hours. So if you can only hop in for five minutes, then hop in for five minutes. We'd love to see you. It's not going to be recorded. How many people Zoom will let me have on? 100. I think it's 100. I already looked at this. Yeah. And if you want to see multiple faces, you go to the view at the top of. Well, I'll explain that when people come on. But yeah. Yeah. It'll be fun. It'll be fun. I'm excited. It'll be a lot of fun. I might have a beer on camera. I'm not opposed. I know a lot of people. I'm going to be making Christmas cookies and a meal. Like my friend Lindsay's going to come over for it. Yeah. That's such a good idea. Really, yes. I mean, I have Ravi. My dog has a sweater that says Santa's Little Helper. Aw, so cute. But I'm so excited, because then more of us can meet face to face. I know it's not like in person, but at least we're connecting. Because we all are connected, spiritually speaking. You know what I mean? And listen, I'm going to say, and we can talk about this later. I know, Steph, we've talked about this offline. This last week has been like a roller coaster of emotions and frustrations. And I know people are getting very upset with the good guys in this battle, like they're losing credibility. And I know that this is battle fatigue. I didn't think any of us thought we'd still be sitting here in December 2022. I know there's a lot going on, though. But it's not happening at the rapid speed. We want it to happen, and so we understand that. We are feeling battle fatigue as well. And that's just normal. That's just you being a human being. You're in a human body that needs to rest sometimes. And we're going to kind of talk about that towards the end of the episode when we talk more about spiritual hygiene. But I just want to validate that for everybody watching. I know I wear my heart on my sleeve a lot. But I also think that sometimes when you're sitting behind a camera, you come across as maybe a little bit tougher than you really are. And I want you guys to understand that we are also feeling the pain as well. I think I can speak for us, and we're ready for this shit to be over too. I think I don't know one person that's behind this. Well, actually, there's probably 90% of the truth they're sitting behind the camera that don't want this shit to be over because they're not really playing for our team. But that's a different story for a different day. But the genuine people out there that are trying to help humanity, we're tired to, we understand this is a battle. This is a war. This is not a movie. This is your life. And this is our lives. And sometimes that loneliness, it is very lonely when you have been ostracized from people. I'm very lucky because in my life I have a lot of people who are awake. So I feel very lucky that way. But I do have people that I have lost because half of the yoga community I lost because of this. So we get it. We understand. Yeah, I had people try to get my authorization revoked. Didn't happen. That's kind of really took me by surprise, actually. Yeah. So one kind of went woke, and the other one actually started remembering, I guess. Well, this is the interesting thing is that the crux of yoga, and I think all spiritual practices, not just yoga, is seeing the truth through the illusion. And so that starts with yourself, like understanding that who you think you are is not really who you are. And that's where human suffering comes from. Because who you think you are is this identity in this life that is not permanent, right? And so that's where suffering comes from. And so who are you really? Well, you work on yourself first, when you start to work through that trauma of that. But then you also start to see, once you see it through yourself, you see the truth and other things as well. And so it is a great divide. And even though it's been hard to think it. And I tell people, I tell my yoga students, my yoga course, like, if you're going to a yoga studio that's requiring this or this, don't go to that studio. And I have to say, in my opinion, because they don't see the truth through the illusion. That's also dangerous. Very dangerous. You're going to delete these when you're doing yoga. Oh, my God, I could be. You don't allow it in the Ashtanga Mysore Room. We won't allow this because that is a liability. You're breathing so heavily in that practice, your heart rate is rising. You're breathing carbon dioxide. That is a liability. If you're not comfortable practicing without this on, then you don't need to be coming to the Mysore Room yet. And so there is a good number of people in the Ashtanga world who are aware and who have reacted properly. And I have to be careful of what I say. They reacted in integrity and are just like us. But to the people who are not aware in the yoga world, my question to you is, what have you been doing all these years on your yoga mat? Gymnastics? Because the whole practice is about studying yourself. There's a really big famous yoga teacher, Ashtanga teacher out of Miami. I'm not going to say her name, but she's very, very famous. I like her. I know her. I like her as a person. She's not awake. And she's one of the biggest celebrity Ashtanga teachers out there. And I want to be like, what have you been doing for the past 20 years? To not, because to me, this is very much like an open book test. Like it's so freaking obvious at this point. And I have to shout out. I'm going to put this off episode down in the description box below. I have to give a shout out. Didn't even think I was going to talk about this. Steph and I spoke about this morning. To the celebrity comedian Heather McDonald, she runs a podcast called Juicy Scoop. She's hysterical. I really like when I need it to decompress. I'll listen to her sometimes, because she's really funny. And she basically did a whole breakdown on Balenciago. And she got into this, the zapper, this in this episode. Zapper? That's what Shanta called the zapper. She got the zapper, the first one. And she was one in that documentary that was released that I can't say on this channel. You guys know what I'm talking about, about the zapper. Her passing out on stage during one of her stand-up routines was documented. And she was very cool about it in this podcast, where she was like, absolutely. I thought I was doing the right thing. But this information is being blocked, and it shouldn't be. So I have to really shout out out of all the celebrities in Hollywood. And she's pretty famous. I have to shout her out, because she really took a gamble by really speaking out about Balenciaga and this in one podcast. And I thank you. Heather, I don't think you're going to see this, because I think you're too famous for that to be watching us. But I thank you, Heather McDonald, for actually admitting where maybe you had messed up, and being cool with that, and being a proponent of free speech, and a proponent of everybody having all the information, and for really talking about the darkness in this world that those of us have been trying to speak about for years now, and we keep getting shut down. But you have a huge platform, and you're taking the reins, and you're talking about it. And I personally, when I saw her do that, I got emotional. I was like, thank you, God, that there's somebody with a bigger platform that's starting to speak about this now in a very serious way. So I will put that also in the description box below, guys, if you want to listen to her podcast. So anyway, so let's get into this. Amanda, Amanda, can you give us a breakdown of what it's like to do quantum healing with you? What is quantum healing with Amanda? Well, do you want like a breakdown of a session, or should I begin with what quantum healing is in general? Talk about what it is, and then maybe we'll talk about it in a second, a session. OK. The example I like, well, I'll start with this. Hypnosis is a state that you are in, the theta state. You're naturally in it twice a day. So that's right before you go to sleep and right before you wake up. So you already know how to do it, but the thing with hypnosis is we keep you in that state a lot longer. Like, I don't know if you guys have experienced right before you wake up or right before you fall asleep. You have access to all these other dimensions, or you hear messages. Like, you hear, yeah, like right after a dream, then I'll hear a message from a higher self, and then I wake up. And I hear it right then and there, so I remember it. And that's how I know it's important. So basically, hypnosis is taking the client in and out of these different brainwave states with the goal of keeping you in theta for as long as possible. And that's when you have access to all those different dimensions and access to your subconscious or your higher self. So that being said, what quantum feeling is, I used this example the other day in the Signal Group. And I think Laura actually, I think that's why she has the tree in her SCH logo. So if you think of the tree, like a giant massive tree, an infinite tree, infinite number of branches, and the trunk is source or God or creator, whatever you choose to call that. And then each branch is an individual soul. And then each twig on the branch, all the twigs are all your different lifetimes. So when you go into theta or that hypnotic state, you're able to access those different twigs on the branch of your soul. And the concept behind it, the theory behind it, is the tree is only as healthy as every branch, every leaf, every twig on that tree. So when you're able to access and heal all those different twigs on your soul branch, you're actually healing the whole branch. You're actually healing the whole tree or the collective. The entire tree is the collective and creator itself. So yeah, that would be the best way I would describe it. So I never really understood the whole, the best thing you can do for the collective is to heal yourself. I think it was too big of a concept for me. And what's so important about me, that if I heal myself, everyone else is doing better because of it. It just didn't make sense. But that, to me, makes sense. The plant is only as healthy as every leaf on the plant. It all affects each other. So yeah. It's like I think about, and I'm not a gardener, but I think about pulling leaves. I am like, listen, horrible. I can do laundry. That's about the extent of my domestic diva ship. I can do laundry and I can make a bed up. I don't know how to cook. I don't know how to garden. Oh, I can cook. I love cooking. I know how to cook. That's why I got some junk in the truck. I know how to dial up Grubhub. I taught Stephanie about Grubhub when she was here. I taught her about it. That's what you do. You just go online and then 30 minutes later, it's like a whole world at your fingertips. I tested Grubhub here in my town. There's only like five restaurants available in my town. And one of those is McDonald's, OK? Oh, yeah. It's like 30 minutes to like a Taco Bell in my town, like in the middle of nowhere. Are you in the West? Yeah, I'm in Wisconsin, like basically in the middle of the forest. OK, I understand my pain. I can get maybe like Papa John's and McDonald's until about 7.30 at night. And that's about all you can get. When you're in Marietta or Atlanta, there's like literally like 10,000 restaurants to your available. Yeah, the Grubhub in Atlanta, you got everything from fast food to fine dining, delivered that to your doorstep. I learned there was a very good Chinese food place, OK? And then I had this amazing salad from somewhere. I don't remember where it was, but I would use my pendulum. Can I go here? Just keep your account. It keeps all of your past orders. You can go back and be like, where am I? And that's what you did? Yes, what was that? Yes, so that is I think the only thing that would ever motivate me to really learn how to cook would be if I had a child. That would be, I would then take the nine months to figure out how to make homemade mac and cheese, basically, or hopefully that child's father would be very invested in it. There you go, there you go. I will do the longest. Order Grubhub until they're old enough to cook. Exactly, right? Exactly. Exactly. I might be chef. I eat like a child anyway. I like the kids menu, so. You mean a lot of skittles. On my end, I grew up Sicilian, so it's a little bit of this, a little bit of that, you know, pizza paella. But sorry, I had to go a little bit Italian there on you guys, but. We don't look like East Coast Italian. We just dump whatever in a pot and call it whatever. I mean, I watched my family cook over the, I was about to say, over the ages, over the years. It was what I meant to say. And I just learned that way. Yeah, it just tastes test. Yeah. Needs a little more of this, a little more of that. And then by the time dinner comes around, you're not hungry anymore. And everybody's eating without you. That's out goes. We can talk more about that when we talk about spiritual hygiene. But before I forget, one thing, because somebody posted on the community tab, Amanda, about being hypnotized. When I was in college, I took a class on being hypnotized. And they couldn't hypnotize me. I can't be. I don't know if it's an RH negative thing. I was like the only one in class. I'm RH negative, and I can be hypnotized. Amazing. OK, because I don't know if it was just a situation where I wasn't relaxed enough to be able to go into it. I don't know. But what you're explaining it with the going to sleep and the waking up. And I know I also thought about sleep paralysis. A lot of people experience sleep paralysis in this time. And of course, science will tell you, which I think there's a little bit of both in this. Because we do know that when the body is at the deepest level of sleep, Ariane's sleep, the body will release a hormone, a chemical, that will semi-paralyze the body. And this is so you as a person do not act out your dreams. So that you can be completely still so the body can heal itself. So sleep paralysis, what science explains it, is that the body, the chemical in the body, has not worn itself out yet while the mind is starting to wake up. And that is the feeling that you get that you can't move your body and you're trying to get up. I think there's a little bit of truth to that, yes. But it also seems that you are in a, and sometimes, with all spirituality, there is both the darkness and the light. On a polarized planet, you can't have one without the other. They're both going to exist. And if you don't know how to protect yourself, that can be a very vulnerable time for darker entities to come through, which I do want to also, at some point, speak about today as well about the whole darker entities thing. And so for those people who have experienced, I know I've suffered from sleep paralysis, even though I'm also, because of CPTSD, don't go into Ariane's sleep. That's why I have things like night terrors, where I will act out. I will, I have to lock my bedroom door every night so that I don't walk out in the street and all the night. Because that has been a problem with me since I was like 14 years old. And when I was in, nobody ever thought to like send me to a therapist to figure out why I was doing this. But you know, it still can happen from time, even though I've gone through trauma therapy, it still can happen from time to time. And so let's talk about Amanda about the whole idea but I can't be hypnotized or how do you work with that as a healer? Usually, it's because of a block. It's not because you just aren't suggestible. It's because of either trauma or trauma from this life. Okay, I wanna make that clear, trauma from this life or you're recently grieving. Reef is a really big block with hypnotherapy. And then another one would be entities. They don't want you connecting in. They don't want you to heal. Especially the AI. They will make people jerk or scratch or top you out of hypnosis. It's happened to me. Yeah. Interesting. So yeah, so you, but like going through somebody's paperwork and their history and figuring out what they're going through now and what's surfacing, you have a pretty good indicator of how to start off a session. You know, if they're grieving, I know which path to take them down so we can get past that block. If they have entities, I know we're gonna focus in certain areas according to where their symptoms are, where they're feeling pain. Whatever their symptoms are will tell me generally what type of entity it is, where the entity is in the body. And so we can go and focus in on those areas while we do the body scan and make sure. So there's several times in the session where we check for them. And then when you get to certain parts, the blocks will manifest. So they won't be really, there's different levels too of like how deep they are in the hypnosis. And so we use things called deepeners to get them even deeper, but sometimes they can only get so deep because there's a block. There might be a boulder in the middle of the garden where they're sitting or the garden, the flowers will start dying or dark and cold will come in. And those are all different indicators of different things. And then we address those in the moment. But some of the things too, aren't just trauma or grief or entities. Some of the things are actually your physical and spiritual hygiene. So if you're not taking care of your vessel, if you're loaded with toxins, you use deodorants with aluminum, you still drink fluoride water, stuff like that. Just the same kind of blocks that would block you from tapping into your true potential and psychic abilities, I guess, for lack of a better description. Those are also things that will kind of prevent you from going into traveling through the quantum, I guess. Yeah. So when you guys were talking about that, my dog just started growling at something in the corner, but... Okay, okay. So... Love when my dog does that. Like what, tell me, what is it? What is it? It's fantastic. So I'm sweating. I'm like, oh, shit, oh, shit, oh, shit, oh, shit, oh, shit. Pray that water. Well, actually, I got my dragon's blood here. I got my holy waters in the other room, but I got my dragon's blood here. So be gone, you demons, be gone. We should have put up a grid. Next, if we do this again, we should put up a nice grid around all of us because I'm sure they don't like the three of us chatting. Well, I'm actually gonna call, hey, Michael, Gabriel, Yo, our bros. Homies. Homies. I know I like calling you guys every day. I'm just gonna ask, I think you guys are around, but can you just come in and make sure that we're protected and the information is protected and the zoom equipment is protected because I do know that they can get inside of our equipment. So please make sure it's all protected so that this information that can be helpful to our viewers, to humanity, gets out there for the greatest good of everyone watching right now. And so... Chokure on the, which is a power symbol in Reiki. What is it? Chokure. I wanna learn Reiki. You do the swirl and it has to pass through the line seven times like a seven chakras. And if you want to lessen energy, go backwards. But you have to have the, I think you need to have the attunements that symbols put in your hands and everything for it to work. I believe is how it happens. I gotta go back and read my book, but yeah. So that's something I learned recently and that I've been using on my water and on my food and on my dog's food and water and all that kind of stuff. I wanna talk to you after this because I have a question about something in my hands. Okay. So I'm assuming when someone comes to you for a session, that's probably one of the first things you do, right, is seal off the space. Oh yeah, I, oh, for me or for her? For both of you. Probably both. Yeah. Yeah, I symbols and then I sage the crap out of everything and then I call in my Reiki guides, I call in my spirit guides and my angels and everything like that. And I do the four directions. Me too. Yes. So- I do the four pillars as well. There's an angel of each direction. Oh, okay. I could even, I think I'm gonna put together like a little PDF pretty soon, but I do, there's an angel of each direction and then a pillar of light comes up from all of that. And then I do a blue dome and ask Archangel Michael to put a dome over my entire property because sometimes entities line up outside of the house. Well, that gave me trouble. Yeah. And like even the other day, like the land was scared. I had like this major infestation. They couldn't get in, but they were all outside. And so I had to have a friend help me with that cause that was like way out of my league. But I do it three times a day. I put up all my protection in the morning. I put it up either in the afternoon or before a session and then before I go to bed. And it's like a whole long list because I deal with some really heavy, dark, dark stuff. And I just want, I need a safe space. Like you have to have a safe space. And I work from home. So it's, I'm doing the work in my house. So I have to, I want to be extra careful. Yeah. And that's, that's so important to do guys. Every spiritualist regardless of who they are is going to, I mean, even the yoga shalas get blessed and get cleaned out a bunch. And you know, there's constantly sage burning. There's constantly, you know, that that's very important. And I will say again, just cause I'm feeling inclined, I feel like I need to say this. It's also important to say that, you know, I always say I don't consent, but something else, the darkness, the darkness also plays by the laws of consent too, but they do it in kind of a jacked up way. They find, they try to find loopholes. Naked. Yeah. It's, it's icky. It's gross. It's low integrity, but that's what they are. They're low integrity. And so I have learned recently as long with Stephanie from my friend Jesse's abode, or that we have to actually revoke permission. So what they do is they try to use your wounds, the stuff you're working through as a way in. And so every night before I go to bed, I always say, I don't consent to any dark beings being here in my space. And I also revoke any permission that you think you have to use my wounds, the ones that I'm aware of and the ones that I'm not aware of, you cannot use my wounds. That permission is revoked. And so ever since I started doing that, my house got a lot calmer. And so I just want to remind everybody, and I feel like your shadow side, your wounds should be treated as a very holy process because that's the friction needed to, to ignite the change. But they will of course try to use that and invert that. So if you have a problem with jealousy or betrayal, or if you got a deep wound of hurt, they're going to try to use that to get in to play with your mind, to put you in a low state of depression so that they can easily come in more. They're trying to use that emotion as the permission to come in and do what they need to do. And so I just want to say that to everybody, like that's something that's really helped me. You just say, you don't have, I revoke it. You think you have this permission? You don't. You don't. And once you say that, they have to follow the laws of consent. They have to every- I didn't know. If they don't follow the laws of consent, they're in a whole shit ton of trouble. And I'm serious and that comes down with the spiritual hygiene that comes down to like reading tarot cards on people without their consent. If you do that, knowingly do that without their consent, you're in a shit ton of trouble and you're not in a shit ton of trouble in this world. You're in a shit ton of trouble in the world beyond the veil and that I'd be way more afraid of than this world. So, this is beyond tarot cards too. It's tapping into anybody's energy without their permission anyways. It's gross. Yeah. Yeah. And I mean, a lot of channelers, I don't know if it's a lack of knowledge that they don't know it. I mean, when I first started this, I didn't know about it, right? It's a feeling. Yeah, I can have laws of forgiveness if you don't know. Yeah. There's laws of forgiveness for sure. But once you know better, you do better. Exactly. Now, I had people reach out to me, well, I got this, a spirit told me to tell you this and it makes you feel so yuck when you get a message where someone is literally channeling you without your permission plus, you're not probably gonna get an accurate answer anyways, but it's not just the tarot cards. It's just even if you have that ability to tap into someone's energy. Just have to be very careful. Think of two, like if that person that you're not getting permission to tap into, even for us, this is a very selfish reason, but you're tapping into that person's energy, you have no idea what's attached to them. That is a way for them to come in and attach to you. If that's not a good enough reason, even that selfish reason isn't a good enough reason, then you're just SOL, I guess, because. Well, I say this to people too, like you wouldn't just break into somebody's house and step around and look through their drawers. Like you know, if you do that, you're gonna get arrested for breaking an entry that's breaking the law. Same thing goes with someone's energy and I know I'm sealed off. There's only certain people that I've granted permission to read me. And so if somebody who doesn't have that permission tries to read me, I'm not gonna read me anyway. I've made that, I've sealed that off. And so what they're getting is either information about themselves, that they're interpreting as me, or just, spirit doesn't play that way. Spirit's not gonna, you know, that's a wall of consent for both the negative and the positive, that there has to be consent. That's why Hollywood, that's why they use movies to get our permission, guys, we know this. We've learned this over the last few years. And so when you're with someone like Amanda or Stephanie who has a high level of spiritual hygiene and integrity, in that sense, you can trust when you go it too, then that should give you some safety to know that they are taking this very seriously. When they are, so if you're going to Amanda for a session, you're giving her permission to tap into your quantum, your psyche, you know, but because you see how she does her hygiene and clears the space, you know that that's gonna be safe. And I would assume that for any light worker or spiritual healer, if they take any information learned in a session to try to use it against the person later, holy shit, the karma that would build for you at that point, I can imagine that that, I think most healers take that very seriously, like a doctor or like a therapist, like this is sacred information that should not be used outside of any type of session. Could you imagine? Oh my God, like the things I've told the healers. I know. Can I touch on something you said earlier? You mentioned how some of these entities get permission to enter through our traumas and pains. That is actually like so on point because that's how I find out where your entities are attached in the layers of your trauma. That like the trauma, so either physical pain or trauma can create an opening in your aura and that's how they get in. And when you speak to the entities in a session they'll actually tell you what happened and how they got in and that is part of the process of healing. And so these entities are attached to these different traumas, so in the session to release that entity you also kind of face what they were attached to as well. And so that's so on point. They definitely, that creates the opening and that's how they get in. They feed, they are attracted to it, they wait for it. Some will wait outside of your aura for that opening. So like a sudden physical pain or something hurt your heart or you've been a little depressed for a while and sometimes they'll even mess with you to kind of weaken it. So mess with you, not let you sleep. They wear you down and they wear you down so they can get in. And it's, yeah. I have an example, if you guys don't mind me sharing of what we're talking about with myself. Sure. Back in high school, now most of you have probably recognized most of our subscribers, yeah, I know you too, probably recognize, I know you Bryce have, of a chronic cough, okay. But in addition to the chronic cough, so that's the deal with the throat chakra. Back in 2016, I was diagnosed spinal stenosis from C5 to C7 in the back of the neck, still throat chakra area, because it's the neck, right? And I've always had this neck clenching. Well, I had to retrace when it first started. When did all this first start? Now I'm 35, it started when I was 16 years old. I went, I was dating somebody in high school. We were extremely close. We were very well known for being a very, very close couple, okay. He was my high school sweetheart. He abruptly broke up with me. And that trauma, that was one of the most heartbreaking things I had gone through as a teenager. And I remember sitting in band class, and I was, he was a saxophone player. I was a flute player, and I saw him talking, like he was looking at me and it triggered me because he's talking to his best friend next to him and it was about me and I could tell. And it was like, I was going through a lot of this trauma of heartbreak and everything. And I'm not sure why it got to my throat chakra, but I think it's cause I lacked standing up to myself with certain events that happened afterward, which I'm not gonna get into cause it happened that whole school year that a lot was going on. And I lacked the voice to really stand up to myself for with a couple of things. And so retracing my steps back, I realized that I went to Emmy, I did have some sort of cord attachment, whatever thing on my neck. I actually could feel her removing it and it's been healing since. And I, it was funny cause I had retraced it back and that was the event that I had retraced it back to. So you see how that, like what you just said, you get some sort of trauma that happens. And then it's like this, you have a crack in your aura and it just, it pulled your energy. And then I was left with a chronic cough. Yeah. And this vibration rate brought you that low. So when you get that gut punch, it brings your, you feel it, you literally feel your vibration drop when you get that gut punch, right? When you find out, I'm sure most people watching, when you find out somebody has been cheating on you, when you find out like, I realized my money was being stolen and I could see where it was going. That was a gut punch. That was like, I trusted these people and now they're taking my money. You know, like, and so that you have to then, and that's why, you know, you say like, you take the clients to face the trauma. Well, that's what we're doing in shadow work too. That's why shadow work is so important. So I don't want people to be afraid of the shadow because the bad guys use it, manipulate it to get their consent. As long as you're aware that that's what they're doing, you can then set that intention like I do. It doesn't mean that I don't still feel gut punches. It doesn't mean I don't still have days where I struggle. Of course I do, I'm human. But I then say, no, you don't have permission. This is a wound that I need to heal. This is my resistance to bring me. I mean, that's the Hathor's speak about this. The Emerald Tablet speaks about this. The Emerald Tablet calls resistance, or calls friction resistance and that it's necessary to take that evolutionary step up in consciousness. That friction is necessary. So that being said, all the parts of your life that hurt, that cause that pain are actually very holy parts of your experience. You just have to understand that the darkness is going to try to use that as well. And so going to someone like Amanda or Stephanie or doing yoga, something that's gonna help you start to confront that so that you can work through it. And I see it as like almost necessary. Maybe Amanda, you can speak on that. I know we can't talk about people's experiences on an individual level, but when you actually face the trauma and you look at it and you start to heal from it whether in quantum healing or whatever you're doing, you do start to then take your power back. Stephanie, you started to take your power back with your voice. And when you take that power back away from the thing that's holding it, you can actually feel that power coming back in the body too. Oh yeah. Yeah. Sorry, was that a question? I just, like, sorry, I'm Bata, so my questions get long-winded. Like so when you're facing these traumas, it's removing the demon or the entity, but it's also allowing the person to then like trigger their growth. Yeah, some of these entities had an agreement with you like I'm starting to learn as you were creating your contract. And they're like, if I'm going to go all the way dark, like I'm going to forget everything just how you're going to forget everything. But it's our agreement. I don't care if it takes how many lifetimes. I'm going to keep attaching to you. I'm going to keep finding you because we have this contract together, but it's to learn something. I, we're going to teach each other something. And I hear this a lot in sessions where they're like, we had a contract together, this person's mine. I'm like, yeah, but you don't have permission to be there anymore. And then when we get them into the light, the light of truth, they now just spill their guts and they realize everything that they've done and now they remember who they are. So it really hurts them, but they knew before they were going to do that that it was going to hurt once they remembered all the bad stuff that they did. But they also came into it, like imagine how much you two love each other to agree for one of you to be the bad guy and one of you to be the good guy and to follow each other in all these lives, like this generation, because there's like generational demons and I'm starting to learn, it's because you hadn't learned the lesson. You just let it stay attached to you for all these lifetimes. And then now when you finally come to confront it and learn what you had to learn, whether that's speak up for yourself and it's stuck on your throat chakra or whatever it is, they came to teach you something. And like you said, that's very sacred. And it's sacred to them as well. They just don't remember. And then they've been bad for so long that they completely, they think that there's no going back and their controllers tell them that they can't ever go back to God. They can't ever go back there and they beat them and they torture them and they keep them captive and they conjure them. And like I almost feel like they're just as much as a victim, but they're like us, they have amnesia. I'm 100% our friend Cindy, she removes demons and she talks about this as well. You can't just exile a demon because they're gonna come back. You have to actually, and I learned this in one of the grimoires. I can't remember which one, one of the missing books, the Bible that's a spell book. So we're taught in the Western society about the fall of Lucifer and that all these, like a third of the angels went with Lucifer. They're like, we're going with Lucifer, we're going to be demons. That's not true. That's not true. And they got kidnapped. And when I learned all of this, I started to have a lot of empathy for demons because the humans using these demons are a lot more scarier than the demons themselves. Thank you. They're a lot. I will take a demon. The humans have a choice. Yes, the humans have a free will choice so when you talk about attachments, they are literally, so the demons get conjured up by a dark practitioner. They get pulled in and then they, if they send the demon to you, that demon literally gets chained to you. The demon doesn't want to actually be doing what it's doing. It's being forced to because it's been beaten. They hate it. They hate it. They hate doing what they're doing to you. And they've been told that they will never be able to go back to the light because they've been so terrible that the light would never take them back. And so the light hurts them. Yes. And so I know Cindy has the demon. So Cindy talks about when she does these sessions and she sees a demon, she's literally doing therapy with the demon. The person is there. Someone just accidentally sent a text to me instead of someone else and they were calling me like the demon slayer. And I'm like, I prefer demon therapist. Thank you. Hello. Well, and that's what Cindy does. Cindy says like she does a therapy session. So the host, the person is literally like, change the demon. So they kind of have to be there too, but it's the demon. And Cindy has them look down at themselves and look to remind them to look and see there's a light in you because they're so brainwashed. They've such, it makes me emotional. They have such Stockholm syndrome. Almost like the demons are being trafficked. Yes, absolutely. Well, they're angels, aren't they? They're fallen angels. And so she has them look down and acknowledge that they still have a light inside of them and that the light, well, they're part of the light. And then you have Michael come assist to bring them back, like basically cut the chain off, take their, and then Cindy said, you have to assure them that once they are convinced that they can go back into the light, you have to assure them that the black witch practitioners, Lucifer, will not be able to get them again. That they will be safe in life. I tell them all the angels, I call in everybody, everybody that I work with, I'm like the angels are all around you and I'm like, look out, who do you see? And they're like, oh, like they're afraid of the lights and then help them find their inner light and we grow it and they start remembering. They're afraid to at first. They think I'm trying to trick them. They don't know love anymore. They don't know compassion anymore. So you kind of have to like work with them, like work with their ego. They just know fear. They just know fear and pain, fear and pain. Like I'm allowed to share this example but because we'll probably put the session up on YouTube but there were three demons inside of this person and we started growing the light inside of them and then brought in the light brought the light all around them, right? And they just started crying and I'm like, what's wrong? They're like, I can't tell you, they're gonna find me, they're gonna hurt me again and the client saw them and just she started crying and was like, their wings are broken and they're just like bloodied and beaten. And I said, who's been hurting you? And he, cause one spoke for all three of them. He said, the priest, the priest conjures us and sends us to people. And my heart like sunk in my stomach and I was just like mother fucker. I don't, I mean, I just finished editing today of the next section of the Sophia, or the Sophia, the return of the divine Sophia and it gets into all the estrosities. Like she, I had to put this one back actually gonna have to go and rumble because she gets into everything that the church is like everything the church has done. And I keep telling people, and I know this when I started studying black masses, like what's a black mass? That was kind of the rabbit hole. I went down, you can't become a satanic priest until you've gone through seminary school. The priest wear black robes because they're the same reason judges wear black robes. I'll leave it at that. I'll let people look that up. And I'm not saying that every- All connected. It's all connected. I'm not saying that every preacher and every priest are bad. I'm just- No, no, yeah. There has to be some type of discernment and understanding. And that's what I keep saying with the Yashua, like the crucifixion. Like y'all, crucifixion didn't happen because the God of light, as the Emerald Tablets thought calls them divine, God divine is that's the name he uses for source is divine. Would never require that. Never would there be a blood ritual done. Never. That's what they do on that island that I can't say on YouTube. I think you guys know the island I'm talking about. Oh, do you mean communion? Is that what you're saying? Well, no, what Yashua- That's the cross in general. Dying for people. Right. That's what they're doing with these children with these little people on that park in San Francisco. You guys know what I'm talking about with the owl. It's the same thing as what they're trying to sell you in church. Have common sense, have discernment and understand that, yes. I mean, do y'all remember back in like the late 90s, early 2000s there was this woman named Squally who came forward. That's not her real name. She didn't show her face, but she did a bunch of interviews. She was a whistleblower. She grew up in this group of controllers. And she talked a lot about the church. She's in this was the late 90s, early 2000s and she spoke about how evil the church was and that the church was not what people thought it was. And I know for me, I didn't, when I was doing, well, I'm still in the process of like really diving into religion as such a hold on people. It's people all the money with seminary schools. Who's funding the seminary schools? I'll just tell everybody now, go look it up. Who's funding the seminary schools? Same as before, huh? Have you guys ever seen the movie by Kevin Smith called Red State? It's one of his only serious movies. No. Red State? Red State. Y'all are giving me some homework today. I just had a download come to me. So Red State, Kevin Smith, he's from New Jersey. He makes all his money. I mean, he makes all of his movies, I believe on his own dime. He, you know, he's kind of- He said dogma, right? Dogma, okay. He grew up Catholic, but he makes fun of the church so badly. Well, in Red State, he pretty much tells you what the church is all about because these people were drugged, brought to this church in one scene and they're caged. And then- Like- That's what church means. I said, it's not Aquarius Rising Africa. Church comes from the church, which means mind control. Well, then the pews were all cheering on and it was a whole ceremony and I had a hard time watching it. However, it's really funny at the end, not for a spoiler or anything like that, but the cops didn't know how to stop this church. So they blasted these horns at the end, making believe it was the rapture and they all came out and they all- So, I mean, he does a great re-indition of like, he literally tells you in some of his more serious, actually in all of his movies, of what Hollywood is all about. Now, I don't know if he's good or bad or not, but he tells you. And I mean, there's even a movie called Husk and he literally is showing you how they take humans and make them into animals. And because it's a disgusting movie, it really shook me to my core. When I watched it, it was nasty, but he's telling you. I mean, even if you look at Mithraism, all the churches, most old churches that have a temple underneath the sanctuary. So while you're in your Sunday service, singing your holy, holy, happy, happy, clappy, clappy songs, praise Jesus, there are people below you literally doing ritual. And I'm not gonna go any further than that because we know what that ritual, so how does that make you feel? And that's what I said in my last subfi, I was like, why are people still going to church? I don't understand. This is crazy. Like, you can't be out there saying, oh, Dr. F is bad. Oh, school is bad, but yet still go to church on Sunday. This is why we haven't flipped yet, because you're still consenting. When you go to church on Sunday, you are still consenting to the controllers. When you give them your money, you're giving them your energy. And they also think that they're not sucking because all those people praying in one room, do you know how much energy that is? You're taking that energy. A baby beneath you? This is how it's like. I've seen it in hypnosis at a church. And we went underneath because I didn't know any of this. Like I knew that there was like weird stuff happening, but then I saw it and I was like, heck is this? Like there, it's like a whole, like you said, it's like a whole nother worship area. And it's like a sub level. It's in the basement. Yeah. It's dark. And yeah, it's, and they do some weird stuff, weird stuff down there. And they send stuff out from there. Yes. So they're kind of like these hubs. Like I kind of saw it as like a web. And a lot of these like really old places like the silicones and stuff, they're, if you look, they're really, they're either on or near lay lines. And they send stuff through these areas from place to place. And yeah, it's, I feel crazy talking about it. No, I mean, I, you can see pictures of this guys. This is all research. And she did it through her, I've researched. This is legit. Like this is what's happening. And that's what I want to plead with people. Your church is at the tippy, tippy, tippy top. It is the math daddy. It is the head of the controllers. It is far worse than medicine, far worse than education, far worse. The crimes ain't gonna far worse than any of these other institutions. Why is, why are all the seminary schools funded by the same families that fund like CNN and NSMBC? Why? I gotta look into this. The truth is out there. The praise and worship music, by the way, that's something I want to start looking into because I want to look into what frequency it's on. Now I sat in Catholic church, couldn't stand the organ, but as an adult, I would sit there listening to the praise and worship music. And I noticed that how I felt sometimes during times of certain songs, some songs affected me more than others. It puts you in a trance. Yeah. It's almost like a negative hypnosis almost. It's, it zombifies you. It kind of like, you can definitely tell it's changing the energy within the room, okay? And if you notice, people start to literally act that shit crazy during praise and worship sometimes. You get some people, all these people with their hands in the air praising God. And I always, I never was comfortable. I never could do that. And I've been ridiculed a couple of times for that. I just couldn't, but, and I'm not making fun of anybody that did. I just, something was weird about it to me, but I just felt like, it always felt weird. And I'm trying to kind of convey what I'm, what I feel up in my head and I'm having a hard time putting it to words, but the music that they use in church, there's something to that. And I actually want to deep dive on that at one point. Because Yeah, I think about two, the singing. Everyone's singing the same notes, the same words. Yeah. A lot of the praise and worship songs, they'll get to the bridge of the song and they repeat it and they build up and they build up and it builds and builds and builds cause it starts nice and low and then it's a crescendo. So what are they doing underneath? During the crescendo. And it's the, it's the same songs on the same days. There's a whole like calendar of songs that you sing on certain days. Yeah. It's like, you know, I think you're onto something. We tell cause in traditional yoga, you know how you see in like, vinyasa flow, they do funky things with their hands. In traditional yoga, we keep our hands cause the hands are our energy. We keep them either together or very, like the fingers are always together. It's very straight. You're drawing lines. And if a student starts doing vinyasa flow shit in the middle of the estrangea practice with their hands, that's what we say. Hey, no church hands. No church hands. That's what we tell them. No church hands. Cause they have like, it's weird. It's weird. And that's, you know, I, in my opinion, vinyasa flow is designed by the controllers to manipulate the true practice of yoga. That's just my opinion. I think the yoga alliance is owned by the controllers. My opinion. Because if you go to a true school in India, you can't even be associated with the yoga alliance or they take your authorization from you. So they hate the yoga alliance. So you cannot become a yoga teacher in 200 hours guys. It just doesn't happen that way. You know, it takes years of studying the scripture and understanding the practice before you can actually begin to teach it. So anyway, but yeah, we call it church hands. Hey, no church hands. No church hands. Stop it. Yoga sounds fun. Oh God. I've never been to like a real yoga class. Oh girl. What is like Pilates and dancing, huh? Pilates and dancing are amazing for shadow work too. But what is she missing with traditional yoga stuff? Well, it sounds scary. No, I just do it at home. I'm going to be honest. I actually miss going to my store because number one, it actually woke me up at like five in the morning and got my ass up at a decent time. But I don't know, it's so hard. There's no words to really put to it. It's hard, but I mean like, I've had Bryce teach me, not my store, but, you know, and then I've had Todd teach me the, you know, during my store and everything. But the thing is you have, when you're going through a my store class, you're going to go through a lot more breakthroughs than if you were to do it at home all the time. Now I push myself most, most of the time at home. Like I always think to myself, what would Todd do? Instead of what would Jesus do? So there's a couple different poses that he always had to assist me. Like when I would go to bind or arms behind my back and I had to bend over. And of course I don't know these pose names. Sorry, in Sanskrit. I know you know Bryce, but anyways, I push myself to as if I did have a teacher in the room. You know, so I kind of have to do that to continue to push forward. There's part of me that really wishes I still have that available to me so that I could keep pushing forward because I'm realizing, see, I'm starting to notice the benefit of the practice because it's not even just about the significant weight loss I've had in the past seven months or eight months, but it's emotionally also I can channel my cards better and I can, I'm sure if I try to do, you know, if I was doing Reiki before it, I wouldn't be able to really, you know, use my psychic abilities as much as I do now. But I'm noticing a major healing coming from it. A lot of things are purging. A lot of things are coming up. And I'm healing from a lot of deep rooted pain and trauma. So I don't think I would have gotten as deep into the healing if I were to just do this from home all the time. I think really going to... I'll talk about that for a second because that kind of goes into what Amanda does as well. And so, again, I'm going to read from the Emerald Tablets here, Tablet Three, the Key of Wisdom, where they say they that are guided go not astray, but they that are loose cannot find a straight path. And so, the idea of a teacher, the idea of having someone assist you is a priority. It is mandatory if you are on a spiritual journey. You need to have a teacher, someone guiding you. And so, Stephanie, what you're picking up on too, so we have blind spots. And that's what I think Amanda kind of picks up on too with people is that they know they're suffering. They know something wrong, but they can't see what it is. And so with Amanda there, she's able to keep them on the straight path, figuring out, looking at things. Same with the ashtanga. So, we have these different patterns in our body, these energetic patterns that are called vayus and nadis. And so, we have these, sometimes these patterns, these energy, now these are not things you're going to see on an x-ray or an MRI. These are energetic pathways, right? And sometimes they get blocked, they get stuck, but we don't even realize that they're stuck. And so, when they're stuck, it will manifest, it will show itself in the physical body. And so, there's a lot that you can unstick yourself through practice and patience, but there's also blocked channels of energy that you are never going to be able to unstuck because you can't see them. They're in a blind spot. And I don't know if you guys have ever heard of roughing. I don't rough. She's the one that came up with roughing. And roughing is like a very intense fascia massage where it's not like a regular massage. Like there are actual, actual roffers versus massage therapists. There's one underneath AYA. People find a lot of benefit. It's very emotional. It's very intense going to a rougher. But I know rough went around and studied the human body and the human psyche for many years. And she realized at that point that there are just some patterns that we carry as humans, different for each person, that will never shift unless it is met by an outside force. And so, with the ashtanga teacher, we don't, adjustments in ashtanga, and when you also blow, you understand the adjustments are really nice, feel good, and they kind of rub your back. That doesn't happen in ashtanga. We call it cranky. You get cranked. Oh, you get cranked. And it doesn't... That's what I'm afraid of. Didn't you say somebody like broke your hip or your back? Oh, yeah. That was a bad teacher, though. That was a bad teacher, though. The adjustment he did is actually that when he broke my sacrum, it's not allowed. It's an adjustment that's not allowed and he did it on me. Oh, gosh. I think he did it on me intentionally because he wanted me to be his mistress. And I didn't know that at the time. So, yeah. To breaking your bones is going to steal the deal. That's a asshole. I mean, this guy, like... I mean, I can't even get into it. Like, dude is a... That'll do it. Oh, psych. I mean, I was like... I was like, you kind of flattered like you... I'm just kidding. Oh. But, um... No. But, uh... No. But when you're with a good teacher who is shamanistic and of the highest integrity, like Todd, his adjustments are very safe. Even though they're... Interesting. He can... And Kenny... He knows even when he can even energetically knowing a woman is about to go on her cycle, right? He can feel her ankles. There's, um... He says there's a thing in a woman's ankle. There's a posture. He helps them with it. He can feel there's like a pulsing in the ankle that happens when they're ovulating. Interesting. And if you... If you are on your cycle and you skip your couple days, you know, you don't go to my store and you go back, he... Very easy on you. Yeah. Like, not going to really crank you. So, if you're bleeding, yeah, he's not gonna crank you. He's gonna probably have you pulled back more. Yeah. And so, like... Like, you had... Bryce had said to me, because I... So, just kind of... It was a little bit of a quick story here. Now, this shoulder has dislocated several times in my sleep. Since... In your sleep? Yeah. Yeah. Um, and it's not... It's not a full dislocation. It's called a sublux. Um, I have very hyper-extended joints. Um, you wouldn't know that because my muscles are so tight now. But I used to be able to very... I was very hyper-flexible. Um, and so, this shoulder, in particular, it's happened to this one, too, but this shoulder, in particular, is the one that is the worst. And I'll just... Because I sleep on my stomach with my arms under my pillows like this, and I'll just pop out. And so, I'll wake up and excruciate pain. It happens to my knees, too. Or my ankles. Okay, it's happened to all three of those types of joints. Now, there is a posture, which you can remember when... What is it called? Rosarito platotenosus C. So, you're kind of like standing up spread eagle, like pigeon toad, right? And then you put your hands on your hips and you do a couple of postures before, and then you intertwine your hands behind your back, and then you have to go over. That was a big trigger for me. I would hyperventilate. And I had to kind of really think that it did hurt. But I could only go so far. So, what Tad did was he brought me down lower. But he does it in a certain way. It's not going to hurt you. Your body is already heated up, so you're... Muscles are active, too. And you asked him, he was like, my 24 years of teaching, no one's ever dislocated their joint because your muscles are active. They're actively holding the joint in place. So, it literally can't happen in that situation. And that's why we always tell students all the time, like a lot of the vinyasa flow shit does passive stretching. Well, passive stretching, you're going to get fucking injured. If your muscles are relaxed when you're stretching, you're going to hurt yourself. And it's not doing anything because the muscles in the bones, I mean, the muscles in the tendons and ligaments, the fascia carry energy. And so, if they're not active while you're stretching, the energy's not going anywhere. It's just sitting there. But when you flex the foot, when you engage the muscles and then you go into that mobility, it can flush. The energy can then move. You've opened up. But, I mean, like for me, proserita padotanasana C is really easy because I'm super open in my chest. So, I can get my hands to the floor very, very easily. And so, what do you do for someone like me? You do the next, which is twisting the hands this way and going to the floor that way, which brings a totally different sensation of change. And for that, I do have to have a teacher push my floor, my hands to the floor in that position because there's the block and that's what we're looking for. Where's that block? Where is that? Where is that boulder? That's what we're trying to find. Any time that you can't find or you can't get to the floor or whatever is that, that channel that's black, right, Bryce? Yeah, it's about zero. You're unblocking that area, but the teacher doing cranking or the adjustments is kind of assisting. Isn't it kind of like pushing it forward like to happen? It's the external force of energy that I'd are all figured out is necessary to change certain patterns. And it is very necessary. It's very necessary. I'm almost binding by myself now and I wouldn't be to that point yet if I hadn't had Todd literally take my arms and wrap them behind me and help me in adjusting and literally flush out all my damn organs. Oh my God. Like you can't breathe in that position. The organs carry emotion too. And so what happens, and this isn't, I just want to make that clear to people, this is not a one-time deal. This is a whole year. You're getting adjusted sometimes for years in the same posture before there's a breakthrough. Sometimes it takes years. Sometimes it doesn't take that long. You know, and then sometimes the teacher will adjust you and work with you straight up for a month and then they like leave you alone for a week to let it all integrate into your system. And so the way I'm seeing it from what you're saying, Amanda, with what you do is you're kind of doing the same thing, just not on a physical level. You're kind of that exterior force that needs to come in to be anchored because the Ashtanga teacher has to be anchored when they're working with somebody. I mean, there's a very famous Chris Macharia quote where he said, you meet the student where they are, not where you are. And so the teacher has to meet the student, meet the beginner where the beginner is. Like you're not going to, you're not going to have a beginner putting their legs behind their head. You're not going to be effective. No, you're meeting them. They never come back again. No. And so for me, she's also meeting the client where the client is and working where they are. And so I see a lot of similarities from what you're saying, Amanda, to what we do in the Ashtanga world, except for we're just doing it. Same with you with terror reading stuff. And you're the anchor that's guiding the path. And as they say in the Emerald Tablets, he says again, they that are guided go not astray, but they that are loose cannot find a straight path. And so if you are trying to deal with your own shadow work without any type of guidance, you're never going to confront the real big boulders that need to be confronted because you first of all, just, we're not going to go to the gross stuff on our own. We're just not. The psyche's not, the ego's not going to let you get there, right? And so until you have somebody Hold on tight. Yep. And like a trauma therapist, like somebody there to guide, to anchor you, to be your anchor while you're being forced to look down this particular path. And so I want, and so if you're not, and that's where we get like the spiritual ego because spirituality, it walks a fine line. If you're not being guided by a teacher, you are going to fall into spiritual ego. It's going to happen. You have to have a teacher. You have to have a guide. Oh, did we lose Amanda? Hello? Looks real, real serious too. Do we get frozen? Somebody's in trouble. That's what it looks like. Oh, there she goes. Oh my God. You guys, my internet's unstable. They're not liking. They do not want to talk about this shit. The dark witches watching us right now. That's what I got to say to you. Hi. The witches. The witches. We're going to keep going. You have, I know that the head witch is extremely upset that I have not been removed, that I haven't backed down, but honey, I got, are you guys frozen again? You've, you're. Yeah. Are you frozen? Yep. I think somebody's, I think somebody's spying on us. Yeah. Oh yeah. Michael, Gabriel, please remove anybody here that's not here for our highest good. I'm going to say the name in my head and Zach, will you please stabilize the technology? Um, they, I think somebody was spying. Yeah. Right when you said, right when you flipped them off, they, you're frame first. They, they're very, get some new tricks. Get some new tricks. I know. I've been told you're very upset that I'm still here and I'm still doing this, but you know what, I got God on my side. I got the light on my side because I have the military on my side. So, hello, wow. Um, one of my guys is Magdalen. You guys know that, right? Like, you can't touch me. Like you can't, there's nothing you're going to do. And, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, um, and, and, um, I got them on my side. Right. So some of my clients are people that are affected by all of this, you know, so I want to know what's going on so I can kind of, yeah. Follow them to the punch I guess. Oh, they're not going to win. They're not going to, they're very, very easy to remove black magic. Oh, I have so many. I don't even, So I mean, they're done. They're done and all the demons they've sent to me have been removed. I'm still here. I'm still, you're not gonna take, I'm not gonna leave YouTube. I'm not gonna, I already have a job offer into the new timeline. So, LOL Sucks to be you, which is because you chose, you made your choice. You chose that. I chose the light. I chose the light. Does it mean I'm a perfect human? Absolutely not. Does it mean I screw up? I do all the time, but I'm still every day trying to be a good person. I'm trying to follow the laws of consent. I have compassion. I have empathy. Lord, I drop at the drop of a hat. Like I'm so sensitive, like, you know, so you guys, you pick the wrong, I mean, it's not too late if you want to turn yourself in. It's never too late. Start healing yourself, start making amends, then you can correct your karma. You can course correct, but that's your choice. Doing stuff to me or Stephanie or Amanda is not gonna, is not gonna change your luck. It's not gonna change your karma. It's gonna add to it. It's gonna add to it. So, that's your, balls in your court. I'm protected. I'm protected spiritually and I'm protected physically. So, anyway, all right, that's hysterical though. I wonder how the recording is gonna show up, if it's gonna show what you saw or what we saw, because my end was pretty funny. I'm thinking that. I'll see, because I'm gonna go back and edit this, so I'll see, but that was pretty funny. L-O-L. Perfect timing. Perfect timing. So, again, as we were saying in the beginning, that's what we do on the light. We laugh. We know how to laugh. We know how to laugh at ourselves. Like, have you ever tried to see a dark person crack a joke? It's awkward. I don't know. I don't know if I have. You've mentioned this a couple times and I was trying to think of an example, and I'm like, I've seen. I'm sure you probably can't name names. I'm trying to, I think there's a coven member that tried to be funny a couple times, and I was like, no. It makes you feel uncomfortable. You're like, this is so awkward. Like, silence. Wait a second. Are you being serious? I can't tell. Are you serious? You know, either you can look at life through the lens of humor, and I mean, they say in India, they say humor is the highest form of spirituality. You can actually have a sense of humor, and so it's, you know, and that's the the demons just can't do it. They can't, or the demons, the demons are fine. I'm sure the demons are gonna be laughing at, again, the demons I pity. It's the it's the humans that fucking freak me out. That is the real evil. But their skin's turning gray. I saw their skin is turning gray. The coven members, their skin is starting to turn gray. Yeah. I've been starting to see people's eyes darken. Oh, yeah, they, oh, their eyes change all the time on screen. Yeah, and it did not even change. It's almost like becoming permanent. Yeah, it's because I have sunken, sunken right here. Like, it just doesn't look like it feels very good. They've been using my, my natal chart. They've been, you know, there's so much I cannot say on screen. I know a whole lot more about what's happening. I can actually say right now, but they've been using my energy to pull, to siphon that life force to keep themselves looking human on camera. But you look very healthy right now, and they don't. Yeah, because I'm, I would never take, I would never take somebody else's life force ever. I wouldn't even think to do that. Like, that would not even cross my mind. I don't even know the thing until this happened. It's like, how do you even do that? I mean, I know, I know the demon they're using. I know the name of the demon. I know exactly where he ranks in the level of the army. I know, I know a lot. You should tell me his name. I will make it off camera first. Okay. And I know more. I think, I don't think they realize. Like, because they always think like darkness and psychopaths always think that they're cleverer than everyone else, but they're not. Yeah. Yeah, there's like a very big sense of self. They are against, very narcissistic, and you're not. FBI has everything about the money that's been stolen, but that's the least of the concerns because I know about everything else you've done, not just to me, but to other people. I know about the rituals you perform, and oh, when the community finds out that one of their beloved superstars of the truth, truth or communing has been doing this particular drug that I'm speaking of that we all know what that is. Holy shit. Talk about vigilante justice. I mean, I'm not single vigilante, but still can't wrap my mind around that stuff. Like, it's disgusting. Let the military handle it. Let the people even like find each other, like, because they're born into it. I think they're born into it. Like, the head of this coven, who has a big platform on YouTube or whatever it's on now. From what I understand, it's not even that the name that person goes by is not even that person's actual name. Everything's a lie. There's a lot of them. Yeah, and they're all like friends now, too. No, they've all known each other for a long time. They're all being paid. Some of them are being paid by the three letter agency. They were put in to this to try to guide people and to hypnotize people and send them in the wrong direction so that the earth is going to do it. It works. It works. It's and I know and then when people snap out of it and then they realize their life is just completely crumbled around them and then hopefully they find healers and start going with I've already gotten apology emails. I've gotten a lot of apology emails from people that figured it out that sent me nasty comments when I went through massive abuse for speaking the truth and for standing up for myself and speaking the traps. I have actual evidence to prove the truth that the FBI now has and the military, the military now has four affidavits from me. I know their arrest is coming. I know I know their arrest is coming. I just don't know when. I think they at this point kind of have to suspect their arrest is coming. I don't think so. I think these people think they're going to get away with this shit forever. Like because that's just the type of personality. Yeah, I think that the military's got to be in position to arrest everyone at the same time, especially online. Oh my gosh. Can you imagine? Because if you think about their arrest one, then the rest are going to scatter. Right. Like cockroaches. Right. Maybe they'll get them all at a convention. I wonder, I'm going to be like that's what I am going to be eating my popcorn is when that happens because I mean, I'll give my deposition. I've given four and four affidavits, but I really don't want to have to like testify because I don't want to. I am just so what this what one person in particular has done to me is beyond evil. And I can tell you some stuff off camera, Amanda, that I can't say on camera, but it is Stephanie knows everything that's happening. It is beyond evil what they've done to me. I'm actually I don't want to say I'm actually shocked that I am still alive and I'm still alive by the grace of God. God has kept me alive because they have done stuff that I can't even. I know there's some stuff they've done to me. I don't know if I'll ever be comfortable talking about openly. Yeah. Um, well, so anyway, guys, but it's expected to go in that direction on that note. But why don't we so what this is so fun talking to you guys? Why don't we have our viewers that are watching leave us some questions, especially for Amanda and Stephanie or anything about spiritual yoga? Like if there's any questions you have about finding a teacher, finding a healer or more information from Amanda, I'm going to put her website again in the description box below if you want to book a session with her, all that kind of stuff. Let us know down in the comment section below. So next time we film, we can address your questions. All right. And if you want to ask anything privately, you can message straight through the website too, because I know some stuff's kind of private and you don't want to put it in the comments. So I just wanted to say that. Amazing. Amazing. Also, I actually just got a text from my contact, my military contact. So, oh my God, camera. I'm going to totally read it and see what it says. So maybe it's going to happen today. Oh my God. Maybe that's why they're in our camera. They're like trying to hide. That would be the best Christmas present ever if these people have that good. Like, I'm going to be, could you imagine? Could you imagine? I mean, the energies, yeah, the energies have been pretty wild lately. So that would be really wild. Yesterday I was proud. I had to take two days off this week because I was like, yeah. Yeah. All right. All right. Well, we'll talk to you all soon. Bye, everybody. Bye, bye.