 What was it, was there a moment when you realized that I have a problem or did it have to hit you, did someone have to hit you over the head with it? I knew I had a problem but I didn't want to admit to it. I went to rehab when I was very, well not young, when I was early 20s, signed myself out because I didn't believe that I had a problem and then when I turned 30 and still was dealing with it I knew that I had a huge problem and take care of it.