 I probably should have checked my face before I came on here, but today is another case of me just jumping on here to talk to my homies, the regular six or seven of you that pop on here and talk to me when I need you, when I need to chat. Part partial will be, you should see how I have you guys. I am in my spot, spot where it's Steve and I sit every night in our little love seat with my robe underneath me, a shirt on. Hi Patty. Patty, I tried to message you today on Instagram to talk about that whole thing and I don't know if it went through because I was like trying and then I had somebody else messaging me and then I was trying to FaceTime Cindy. Hi Bonita. I'm calling you guys in for me. Is this too bright back here? Should I shift? Should I shift it like that? Is that better? Is that a better look? Hi Diane. You guys, this is a purely selfish video. This video isn't for you guys, it's for me. I still be. Do you guys have your, I have my water and I have my iced coffee. Star gave me this. I have all my water bottles. Everybody's giving me in the past. I'm calling in the troops. This is not need to add her best, by the way. You guys, if anybody wants to hit the like button for me, it'll help my algorithm right now at this time. People aren't watching too much. I don't, oh, there goes the heater. Kitty, will you please go turn the heater off? Wouldn't that be nice if my dog could just help me do what I need? I mean, not that I need to help, but like, because I don't want to get up. I don't think it went through Patty because I was started to message you and then I FaceTime Cindy, FaceTime, and then she and I were having troubles and then I think I might have given up. Thank you, Michelle. You know what, Jill? Do you really want to know? There's Busy B, whose real name is so beautiful and I know it and now I can't, it's totally escaping me. It's Bethanya. It's Bethany, but it's not Bethany. It's Bethany with a beautiful ending. It's just the prettiest, prettiest name. She came over on Instagram and said, hey to me, which I wish everybody would do, go, hey, it's me, Busy B. I'm here on Instagram. Hi, Roberta. Hi, Karen. This, this is, but how did, how does it pronounce? I made it found all fancy schmancy and glamorous, huh? Thank you, Bonita. Sorry. And now if your friends call you Bonita, I mean, it's like my family calls me Anita, but I go by Anita, so I naturally pronounce it. This is a strictly selfish video right now. Usually, and I can tell you, I pledge allegiance to the YouTube that all my videos, 99.9% are for you guys because that's, that's where I get my joy is like, well, okay, let's start with a little encouragement. Has anybody here not seen my weigh-in video from today? So crazy. Crazy, crazy, crazy. Hi, Suze. I hope you can stick around. Suze, I need to find the best way to contact you and I need to contact somebody without going on YouTube for the whole world to see me when I'm like this. Thank you. I was like shocked and it was, this, the whole thing was so funny because I forgot, I forgot it was Friday. I forgot I had my own scale and then I saw the scale and then I got on it and then I went, what? And well, at first I saw the number and I was like beating my head up because it's still up from my norm. And then when I went to put it in my app, I was like, well, look at me go. I needed it too because if I hadn't had something happy happen this morning, I don't know. I'm feeling, I'm starting the slide and I don't want to and I know that some of you really do care enough to sit and talk to me for a bit, to prevent it for as long as possible. Fesson, Fessons of Brock is good argument. Okay, that would be awesome because actually you were my first thought at one point yesterday and today. Here's what's going on. Nothing's going on, but here's, Nita, why are you here? Well, got up this morning, did my weigh in, had my breakfast, had my lunch, did my video, and then at some point I went back in my room and I laid down and I'm finding myself just kind of slipping. I don't want to clean. Okay, I'm not going to clean. Don't anybody tell me to clean because it's not happening. 2020, the year when everybody's houses but Anita's sparkled. No, it's not sparkling and I don't feel like cleaning and that's the problem is when if you guys aren't in them, if you're like in no mindset to hear somebody kind of woe is me, don't stick around, but I'm going to try not to do it that way. I want to try to explain it in a way so that it just sounds lovely. Joni, where have you been, lady? So nice to see you. I haven't seen you in forever. I'm going to check my book because I'm keeping track of everybody who I never see. Susie, but then you know what? I think I'll delete it because somebody will come upon it afterwards and I just can't handle the comments. Okay, so here's what happened. I explained it briefly. I don't want to be whiny. You know what? This is what I need. I need somebody to talk to is all I need. Hi, Teresa. Even when Steve's home and oh my gosh, he came home, he knew that yesterday was a bad day after I talked to you guys. It got really rough as far as Oliver talking to his doctor's office, facing facts about where he needs to be and can be and what we should and shouldn't do. Life's been cramping your style, but I miss your sense of humor, lady. I need you around. When you can, please check in because I appreciate you so much and I appreciate a couple things that we have in common and sometimes seeing you here is encouraging to me and that's all I'm going to say. So after I talk to you guys, just long story short, I had a talk with Oliver's doctor and it's like so I've been like so through this whole thing, doing what I'm supposed to do, staying inside my house, keeping him inside my house, going on walks, away from people, doing what I'm supposed to do. So it's not like I'm going against the rules, but something spooked me. You know, it's like I've just been that horse, on the trail, so good, so well. And then a snake, boom, it came out of nowhere. Thank you, Joanie. Thank you. And I got so spooked and I got really upset, super upset. So I called Oliver's doctor's office and I'm like, here's our story. Grandparents here 99% of the time, grandparents there 5% of the time. I know these numbers don't add up, but basically here's our story. I don't know what to do because about having Oliver be here and it's other grandparents and then it's dads. And what do I do? And long story short, she was so she was awesome. This nurse I spoke to, she was super awesome. And she took she took her time with me. She just didn't try to give me the bum's rush. Hi, Mariah. Today's a little different, but I hope you'll hang in here because this is when, you know, when I talk and I'm like, you are like, we care. And just whatever you need to talk about. Come on. And that's what I'm doing right now. So hope I don't regret it. So she was very kind. She didn't give me the bum's rush. She talked to me for a while and she said, okay, hold on, let me go talk to Dr. Callag and see what he suggests. And she's like, okay, you understand, we can't tell you what to do, right? And I'm like, absolutely, I understand. I said, I need some guidance. I need some ideas. And what it boiled down to, I'm not going to cry. I'm a snap out of this and we're going to laugh and scratch you and I, because that's why I pulled you in on the Dr. Bombay YouTube as the kids like to say, Kathy, where have you been? I need you. And it's all about me right now. So the decision that was made between Oliver's other grandmother and myself is this. I drove him over there. Yes. Okay, so let me give you this first here. Only grandpa works with 200 people. They're six feet away and her house only grandpa works over there. He's in like a big huge workshop. They are all six feet away. Dad lives in another place with two roommates. He's a plumber. I don't know where dad is. I don't know where the two roommates are. Okay. I'm suddenly surprisingly scared about getting this thing, which also interestingly enough to you guys that hang out normally, just remember yesterday how good my hands were just from getting so upset yesterday. My hands are a mess today. Isn't that interesting? So Oliver, I called Cindy and I was upset and I said, you know, I need you to help me because I think what I do is I internalize and I make all these decisions myself. I don't go to Steve often because he kind of really says, well, honey, it's up to you. Because if he says do A, I'll say, no, I want to do B. And if he says do B, I'll say, I want to do A. He is in the worst position ever. So I internalize it. And I'm like, I'll just make these decisions myself till I get to the point where I am now where I was yesterday where I just boom. So I called her and she's like, you know, I've been thinking about this too. And and then so here we go, right? She says, you know, and I heard that he's been playing with his friends. And I'm like, you heard that who's been playing with his friends? She's like, well, I heard that Oliver, you know, has been with his friends. And I'm like, oh, hell no, friend, lady, buddy, she and I are very good friends. It's not like a typical. We're very good friends. It hasn't been with any he hasn't been with anybody but me. She goes, oh, okay, I thought I heard. I'm like, okay, I don't know what you thought you heard. But he has. Thank you, Barbara. Hi, honey pie. Said he's been up with no one but me. This is what his doctor's office said. So long way short, he's going to be over with them until Sunday or Monday. I'm hoping his dad will go over and see him while he's there. And then after that, if this thing is still raging, which I don't see it not raging, he's going to be here with Steve and myself. And he will not see any of those people until this whole thing is over because I'm not going to have him going back and forth anymore. And I just hope I'm making the right decision. I feel like with Steve and my age, and especially with my health issues, I can't take any chances that don't need to be taken. He's perfectly content here. This is his home. If you ask Oliver where he lives, this is the only address he knows the only phone number he knows is mine. He loves his grandmother. He loves his grandfather. And the reason that I sent him over there for two days is because she lives on like a small farm. And they've got chickens and they've got horses and he can ride a horse and he's got his beehive. It's just all outdoors in the dirt. It's the complete opposite of here. Here we're in a townhouse. It's small. We're for the most part always inside. So for two days, I'm going to let him go over there and just let her wear him out in the fresh air, in the sunshine. I know Joe, but it's just hard because he's going to come to a plant where he's going to be like, I need to see grandma. I need to see grandpa. I need to see my dad. His dad is going to be the hardest part. And it is a tricky situation, Bobby. And one that took me so long to have the light bulb go off on. It's like I wasn't even thinking. But interestingly enough, Lisa Ling was on the view this morning and this is not a political statement. Politicles will not be talked to here because this is not a political statement. But she and I, I regard Lisa Ling, I think she's a brilliant woman. She was saying that her children are only going back and forth from her husband's parents to her parents. But I believe they're older and there's nobody else involved and they're all just hunkered down in their houses. So there's no other, there's no other entity entering that whole situation. Smart Marbra. They can FaceTime, silly. They can't absolutely FaceTime. And this time of technology, they can do anything. I just, I think I felt like I was carrying the weight on my shoulders thinking about this. And I wish somebody, I don't know, I don't know what I wish. I don't know. It's just, the whole thing is so hard to start with. And then for me to make this huge decision, and because he's going to know, and oh, Nita, when he gets up, when he gets, when he gets up, when he grows up, he's going to thank you. This, this too will pass. I know this too shall pass. I know of great faith in that. But for me personally, and again, like I said at the beginning of this video, it's all about me. I'm a very social, very talkative person. And funnily enough, as selfish as this does sound, I'm going to get stuck under the waves if I don't get on here and talk to you guys regularly, FaceTime my friends regularly, do what I have to do regularly, because this not talking to anybody around me. You guys, I go to the market just to talk to the cashiers and the customers. I'm that person. I drive around. I go to home goods with no intentions to buy a thing, but just to walk around and talk to people and socialize. That's how I socialize. And it keeps me alive. It keeps me from getting depressed. It's what I have to do. And it's sinking in now that I can't do that, because I did go to the market the other day, just to get out before I realized I have to stop doing this. I can't just even know with all the precautions. And I'm just having to be as well as me. And after I close this down, and I probably will delete it because I'm going to feel so selfish. But when he gets back, it's not going to do him any good if I'm depressed, right? So I'm going to scroll back, say hi, see who's here. And we'll go from there for any of you guys who are here and you're not leaving right away. I thank you with all my heart because essentially you're saving my mental health. So if that means nothing else, like this lady, she's lost her rocker. I lost my rocker a long time ago. I just now I always felt like I could only jump on here and chat if it was all about Weight Watchers. But I think we're beyond that now. I think I've been on here long enough where we can all chat, especially during this time. I can't be the only person that needs to have some interaction with other people. So I was laying in bed, I went back to sleep, I slept 12 hours last night, I pulled my happy ass out of bed. I'm like, brush your hair, which I didn't wash your face, which I didn't. But it's just my makeup from this morning. And get on there and see what the kids are doing. All right. So Sue said, let it out. There you go. You have it. Kathy's been lazy. We've all been busy. Hi, Michelle. Where have you been, lady? I thank you, Barbara. I was so surprised. It was great. It's like, well, look at that. You just have to do what you have to do, right, Jill? It's a tricky situation. Let him get the wiggles out and then bring him home. But Bobby, Bobby, by the way, I tried to Instagram you back. So next time, answer, don't be afraid of me. He's not the one with the wiggles. I am. And isn't that interesting that I sent him to Grandma's when maybe I'm the one that should have gone? Are you, are you letting Laina out to see your folks or anybody else? Are you just keeping her home? Kathy says you have to do what you need to do. We got to see the kids for half an hour outside and no contact. It was hard, but necessary. Right. Right. Michelle says, I am glad Oliver didn't move out. You would have been gone bat shit crazy with all of this and him not there with you. Well, it's not an option for him to move out because this is his house. This is his house. Thank goodness for the internet. Uh, it needs to be needle pointed and hung on my wall Barbara or painted. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. Teresa's only been around her animals. Patty says to keep them getting bored. Can he FaceTime friends? You know, yeah, but here's the weird thing. Friends have tried FaceTiming him and he has no interest in doing it. It's again, he's not the one suffering from the isolation. It's me. He's doing perfectly fine. He is the strangest leapson. I can figure it out now. His dad is not a big talker. Uh, grandpa's not a big talker. So when Oliver talks, it's to me. He will talk my ear off. But he's perfectly fine and content hanging out in his room, reading his books, playing his game, pulling all those toys out of his toy box and making a mess. He is a fine, very healthy little boy. Oh, no shame in mental health. There can't be or else, you know, be, uh, been around but not online as much trying to keep my head in the game. Good for you, Michelle. As close as you are. Maybe you could discuss with him so he feels like he is in on the, I did, Patty. I did on the way there. He and I had a good discussion. Sue says it's going to be okay, Nita. You could just view this like you're in your summer schedule with Oliver. Also, you could meet with Casey, our doors, pack lunches and let Oliver see Casey outdoors. My worry about Casey though is, is he lives with roommates and I don't know what his roommates do for livings. I don't know if who they're around. So until that question is answered, that one will be on hold. No, we are staying at home. I went to check my Instagram but I saw you were live and got distracted. Okay, cool, babe. Michelle, thank you for asking. Chelsea's rocking it, man. She's doing good. She calls and heard Oliver talk and they actually play games together on my MacBook. Isn't that fabulous? Isn't that like the greatest thing in the world that he can sit on the computer and play games with his mommy? Oh my gosh. And she's doing well. She says some of the girls where she lives because she's in a silver living home, have gone home. She knows that she can't come here. She says it wouldn't be good for her to come here. It wouldn't be good for Oliver. She's understanding all that. We're staying in touch. She's doing really great. Petty says, I'm dreaming about my grandchildren. I miss them so much. And it's so funny when I, not funny, when I read like when you say that and when Kathy's missing her grandkids and you guys missing your grandkids. I can't even imagine being on that side of the mountain. I would love to be able to miss my grandkids. I would love to have some normalcy, but I do feel bad for you guys in the same sense. It's just like, oh my goodness. No, not yet, Barbara. Nothing has come. I'm speculating because right now it would normally be spring break. So I'm thinking after this week, maybe there might be some online time coming. We'll find out. Susie, I'm going to have to figure something out to splab somewhere to someone. I even went to try to find Patty. This was another thing I was going to ask you. Oh, there goes my sister texting me. She says, I wish I was in mammoth right now. Yeah. So do I, Teenie. What was I saying? Oh, about Susie about coming. I have to figure. Oh, I tried to find just any random white watcher meeting just to get in with people and talk and I couldn't figure out how to find a meeting that wasn't mine. My parents are doing great, Michelle. You haven't been around. They bought a new house. Who knew they bought a new house in a senior community on the golf course. That's just beautiful. So she's down there unpacking boxes and my dad's sitting on the patio watching the golfers. We're hoping he doesn't get bumped in the head with the golf ball. Maybe I'll have a cartoonish F effect on him where he'll have all his memory back. Wouldn't that be something? Hey, did you hear about dad? He was sitting outside in the patio. I got hit with a golf ball. He knows who I am again. Oh, my poor dad. Patty says, I know it is great. Did you see I had tea with your granddaughter? I did. I know Cathy. At the same time, you're like tear emoji. You're not going to seem to the end of the May. I'm going to have Oliver here. I have to think about how to keep him occupied and busy until the end of May. It's just like the two different sides of the coin, which I have to do all the time. Wouldn't it be lovely if we could switch places? Yeah, it is. Barbara says, my grandsons are doing online school and my daughter is teaching some online. Good for them. I don't know how I'm going to handle that when that all comes to be, because I have the attention and the patience of a nap. I will help you. I used to teach software classes. Okay, Patty, here's the thing though. If only Michelle, if only, okay. I have no patience when I can't catch on to something. As you saw in yesterday's video, you are smart. You, you are smart. You're a very smart, smart lady. And I know you saw that in me. So that's why I'm afraid to try. Oh, I know. I think that I saw in my, in my community tab that Denise is going to do the zoom thing. So I guess we're not going to do the zoom thing because everybody's going to go do the zoom thing with Denise. So I guess that's what happened to that. Michelle's son did online school from seven to 12. And therein lies the difference, Michelle, your son. This is my grandson. This is my second tour. I don't want to be doing any of this. I already did all this with my own kids. You know what I'm saying? Plus, I am not that person that can say, I just can't, it's not for me. I just missed the last five minutes. I had to go rescue her drone from the trees. You didn't miss anything, Bobby. I'm just sitting here wowing and trying to get out of my system and talk a little bit to get my butt out of my bed and try to, everything's done. Dishes are done. Steve and I had a lovely night last night, like I said, for any of you guys who, yeah, and not only the bad guy, but I am not that, I'm not a teacher in any way, shape or form. Now, if you want to get in the pool with me and learn some water aerobics, you're covered. I got you covered, sister. But when it comes to any of that, it's not my bag. I don't like it. I don't want to do it. And I likely won't do it. I will likely have Steve do it, to be perfectly honest with you. Tracy says, I just joined too, was cleaning up the basement. See, look at all you guys. You guys are worker bees. I don't want to clean. My joints hurt. My back hurts. Everything hurts. And I don't want to clean. And I'm not gonna. You can make me. I know, Barbara, that's still easier said than done. You guys, when you're the all-time grandmother, not the grandmother that you just see, you know, here and there, I'm just like, I'm his regular mom. And it's not as easy when you're the all-time grandmother as it is when you're the regular grandmother. There is, I know, Michelle, but I'm not even gonna tell that because my anxiety is just going to go through the roof. In my way of thinking, it'll all work out. And finally enough, the person who's keeping me calm about, needed to call her back. Like I said, his school hasn't even put it out there for us yet. When they do, I'll tackle that. The beast when it gets her. Yeah, it will be work. And Steve does a lot. And I don't know. I don't know. I thought I was okay to go to my parks and go walking as Devon. Now they're telling me I can't. But then some people are telling, I think that's the other thing too, is I'm super frustrated because there's so many, it's like, I need one person to tell the whole country, this is what we're going to do, do it, instead of there being so many different people telling us so many different things. Am I alone in that? Do you guys feel like you're getting mixed messages from the whole every time you watch something? Thank you, Tracy. And I think I am too. And he's my pal. But you guys, even when, you know, getting him to take a shower and brush his teeth, you know, it's very draining, tiring on a daily basis during this. But I have to, come on over, we're going to do it. Come on over, we're going to do it. It's just like, is there anybody here right now who has their grandchildren living at home with them, one or more? Diane says, I had a new grandson born last night. Congratulations, they live out of state. Hopefully I'll see him before he walks. Diane, you absolutely will. I truly believe you'll see him way before he even crawls, except for the traveling part. That would be a lot easier if everyone was doing the same thing in the same time frame, right? Yeah, because like, and I haven't had any, no news day, I haven't watched any news today, Patty. And that's the funny thing is yesterday, Diane, thank you for bringing the good news in here. Thank you so much for bringing the good news in here. Look, who's here? Liz, me. Oh, I've been just wanting to talk to you. Are you Liz, are you working or are you not working this your whole thing shut down? I've got a 12 year old kid of my own at home. But this isn't my kid. This is my grand kid. You chose to have that kid. I didn't choose to have this kid. Okay, so you are working from home. I'm super happy to see you. I'm super happy to see you. You're one of the people that brings levity into my life. And when you can see that I'm struggling, you'll put as busy as you are, you'll put a little something out there for me, for me alone. Marisa, some kids are so much more high maintenance than others. I have one that was drained for sure just to get them to do normal stuff. Hi, cat, where's cat? Which cat? I should put my glasses on. Were you? Were you telling them how, what a Wyndenheimer I am that you're going to send us a ambulance? And I should clarify, I need to be fair. I am all about being fair. Oliver is not high maintenance at all. Oliver is not high maintenance at all. Why, you ask? Because he's super lazy. He hasn't gotten dressed until he had to go to his grandma's house. He keeps himself busy beautifully as an only child. He isn't high maintenance, he's just, he's lazy. Tracy says, my daughter, her husband and the three grandkids are coming from Iowa to Pennsylvania. They are driving themselves to get home. Really? Oliver is a trip, Barbara. You know that? He's a total trip. Thank you, you guys. And interestingly enough too, let's talk about something else. So, okay, wait, I want to talk about this, Tracy. The whole family is coming, they're allowed to do that. I've seen, this is where I'm getting all my mixed messages. I think, I thought, unless you're an essential worker, you just have to keep your happy ass at home and stay there and nobody's here and nobody's going there and that, so this confuses me. You know, I'm giving you, I am the queen of the world, Liz. I'm the queen of the world and I'm telling you that you have to take at least a 10 minute break right now till three o'clock. Three. Three o' five. You can't go against the queen of the world. The other thing Oliver's done for a few reasons, he jumped on my MacBook when he got in trouble the other day. He found a program for drawing. He's been just drawing, then he hooked it up to the printer, all stuff I don't know how to do and has just been doing all this art and it's just been fabulous. So, there has definitely been the good and again, Oliver's not the problem. Nana's the problem. Nana's super dang lonely. I'm lonely. You know what? Maybe today it kicked in a little bit more because I would normally be at my meeting with my friends. I'm telling you guys, you're all welcome to send me therapy bills. Do you have your water? Last night, like I said, Steve and I kicked back. We had a drink. We played all of our music and more. We watched some music. It was a music night for the two of us. He's enjoying the music more now. He used to be a punk rocker in his day and it's like, yeah, no, we're not listening to that. That was a really nice evening. I anticipate doing it again tonight, but I don't know. So, I think I just needed to talk. I needed to get my arse out of bed. They can't get on a plane. They have a house in Plymouth, so they want to come home. My son-in-law's coach for the NBA. So, they're going to be going to their own empty house. Tracy, is that what they're doing? They're not going to be coming into your house because I can totally see that. I thought you guys were converging. Michelle says here in Ohio, our stay at home order is stay home unless you are going out free essentials. My kids are all essential workers, so they have to work. Well, two of them got laid off. Did you zoom in? I liked it for my meeting better than nothing. I did. Absolutely, I did. But today, I forgot it was Friday. I forgot today was my meeting. I went to last week's meeting. Also, interestingly enough, I read somewhere that they're asking everybody who isn't using Zoom for business purposes, like my friend is a court reporter. Kathy, Trina is a court reporter. You probably read her post that some of these businesses need to use the Zoom for business purposes, and they're asking people who are just getting on there willy-nilly to please not doing it because it's slowing down the whole thing. So, we'll see, you know, how that comes into play, interestingly enough. Yes, Michelle, and I have been, thankfully. Okay, Tracy, I get it now. I apologize if I seem to all, like, judgmental. I didn't understand. Oh, wait. Yes, to their house, three miles from my house. Okay, I got it now. I can take a deep breath. Bobby, and you know what? And he didn't even just listen to punk rock. He listened to black flag and all the hard, heavy junk. Maybe evenings are better for Zoom. You know what? Maybe that would be an answer to that problem, Patty. Patty's always the level-headed one. I just love her so much. Patty, put your Instagram name here so everybody can come over and see you and then follow you to your... Because my mind is so messed up right now. I can't tell them your YouTube channel because I can't think of what it is because I'm in a very selfish me-me-me mode right now. But I want them to come see you because you're so good at this. Hey, old punkers, I'll need to talk to you via messenger about some good bands you might like. No, no, no, no, no, no. I'm not a punker. No, no. I'm an old rocker, folk music rocker, rock and roll, no punk. Steve's the punker, and I'm not encouraging it. Oh, no, there's no country going on here. No offense to the country listeners. No, Zoom isn't the same, Tracy. But I can understand it for... There we go, you guys. www.maintainingpatti. Okay, hear me now. What does that sound like? Hear me now. I'll hear me later. Go check her out on Instagram. Find out her YouTube channel. She has the best voice to listen to. She's just... She's like... Okay, she's holding out for YouTube for now, but go see her Instagram. She's very calming. She's the perfect grandmother. And I say that whenever I need calm, I know I'm just going to go visit Patty for a couple minutes. She just has that nice voice. She knows how to keep her voice down and like her pal Anita. And she talks with you, not at you. She's good. I love her. I know, but you are some... No, no, I refuse. I will not lose to punk. I will not listen to rap and I will not listen to polka. Yeah, can't make me. I can start walking around Tuesday with what they call... I'm a classic rocker. I'm also... Find her, Mariah. She's fabulous. You guys, all of you go look for her. You have the time. You have the time. Polka. I won't listen to polka. You know, it's interestingly enough, what I remember the most is with my grandpa. He used to play Harry Bill of Fonte all the time. And I remember the first time I heard... I don't know the official name of Daylight... Daylight Coman. I wanted to go home. And I remember saying to him, grandpa, what is this song about? He's like, well, in other countries, they would have to work at night and then they could film it in the day. Isn't it funny, the things you remember? I am stubborn and I am... But I did listen to that song and that was a country song, wasn't it? My Ding-a-ling? How does it go? Does anybody remember how My Ding-a-ling goes? Yeah, I listened to a lot of different things. Steve, last night when we were listening to our music, he has latched on to Anne Savoy and Linda Ronstadt. He has just like... He comes home, he puts it on and he puts the same one on all the time. I have one with Linda Ronstadt and Anne Savoy and one with Linda Ronstadt do it in the same song, one of the songs on there too. So I thought I'd better look up some some Cajun Creole stuff. So we've got some of that ordered from Amazon and we've just got it all of it going across the board. It's really a lot of fun. Everybody needs to watch Barbara paint. You're right! Liz and you're right and I keep forgetting. Patty, you never heard of My Ding-a-ling? It was back in the 70s around the same time as The Streak. I think the two came at it about the same time. Didn't I hear you mention that old stupid song? They're coming to take me away. That one? There was always lots of good songs back there. They called me The Streak. I listened to everything at my house. My dad, when we were on location in... We were on location in Tucson, Arizona on a movie called Dirty Little Billy. It was about Billy the Kid. It was your typical 70s. It never amounted to anything. But we lived in an apartment and I was 10 and it was Dirty Little Billy with Michael J. Fox. You would know him from Bonnie and Clyde. Who was in Dirty Little Billy? I don't remember. I don't know. That was... Anyways, I remember my 10th birthday. My dad brought me in a turntable because mine was at home. And he brought me two albums. He brought me Aqualung. And who's next? That's just the kind of music upbringing I had. But at the same time I was listening to Harry James, Satchmo, everything. All the good tunes, man. All the good tunes. My dad made sure of that. Susie says, who's my favorite musician? Musician, singer? Oh, there's so many, Susie. So, so many. Because music just takes me away to where I want to go. Linda Ronstadt, because I was a singer of songs. And when I sang, I usually was doing her stuff, even though I did a couple Chrissy Heim things. The Eagles, jazz. Like I said, lots of my jazz. My dad's jazz music. Kingston Trio. It's all over the map. There's just everything. But then again, give me some comfortably numb. Let me zone out in my chair as loud as humanly possible. I'm happy there too. Braun YR. Yes, I'm Zeppelin. All of it. It's all just good. But Elton John. Oh, I love it. I know every single word. To every single. You know what, Barbara? It's funny that you should bring that up. I liked Journey. When they were out and big, like the time of Journey and Sticks and all those 80s bands, but not so much now anymore. Let's see, they took you away. I'm glad. I'm glad. I'm glad. All right, Bobby, have a great day. Thank you for popping in, honey. It's always so good to see you. Oh, you know what? Okay, Liz and anybody else who has looked at my dad on IMBD, I need to tell you something very important. There's many spellings of my dad's names. His name is Clarence Burdell, but he goes by Chris. Okay, so there's Clarence Burdell, Chris. And then my sister, Christie, was also assistant camera on China Beach and many other shows. They have that the whole, their IMBDs are completely messed up. Like everything that's on there, they did. But they have some of my sister's stuff under my dad's, my dad's stuff under my sister's, and they don't have any of my dad's classic stuff on there. Like the really, you know, interesting stuff. Like they have Nick Gunn, one, two, and three on there, that stuff, the stuff that he did to make money to put shoes on his children's feet. But they don't have old men in the sea. They don't have funny girl. They don't have funny lady. They don't have, what's the one with Audrey Hepburn, I could have danced all night, my fair lady, you know, all the classic stuff that he did, you know, some really interesting stories. They're not on there for some reason. Michelle has Chicago going on the back. One of my best friends loved Chicago. I mean, she listened to it day in, day out. Barbara says, Kenny Loggins, Michael McDonald. I don't have either of those. The closest to those I have right now is James Taylor. And James Taylor, I bought specifically for when Oliver and I get up in the morning, because I always have music going on. I refuse, refuse to turn on the television when that little boy's getting ready for school. I'm sorry, but I think the whole mood of the morning, I think it affects your whole day. So I have music, especially for the morning time. And it works. Let me tell you, it works. Yeah, you've seen the picture of my dad on my fair lady, haven't you Liz? Oh my god, he was like 23, maybe 26 and so handsome. And then I have a picture I've shared with my grandfather, with Betty Davis and Claude Reigns, because my grandfather was ahead of camera, Burbank. We're going to brother's Burbank. We're losing everybody. We're losing everybody's leaving, because I cheered up every just wanted to see me depressed. But once I got to talk to you guys, I felt better. Oh, dirty little Billy. That was a dirty movie. That whole lot, I'll remember is dirt because they were basically shot the whole thing in one saloon. I remember we extra driving around and covered Reign's and our little house in the prairie outfits and stuff. But let me tell you, it was a fun life. It was a super duper fun life. It was it was a good time. But see, we and then we lived in Stockton, Liz, we lived in Stockton. I know not such a great town these days on a movie called Oklahoma Crude. And we lived in an apartment building and I went to school in Stockton. That's closer to you than where I am now. And that was with George C. Scott and Faye Dunaway. Ah, I got to go to give Anita a like. Give Anita a like. So, um, by me Stockton's by you, Cath, closer to you. All right, before you guys all leave, I know it's time to leave. Just thank you for listening to me piss and wine. I appreciate it greatly run run like the wind to get away from me because now that I'm talking, I might never stop. I might just talk when there's only two of us here. And thanks, Lizny. Mariah, my dad's a retired camera operator. He is the guy, you know how you see the camera and then you see the guy sitting here looking through it. That was my dad. Donna says my husband and I retired have two grandchildren 50 hours a week for a single mom daughter. Exhausting but investing in their stability. Absolutely. Building memories hang in there. I hear you, Donna. Do you mind if I ask how old you are? Half hour away. I had a good time there. I remember had a great Halloween there. My brother lived in Manteca. I don't know where that is. Did I say it right? Did I say it correctly? What did I miss Barbara? Oh, okay. I need my glasses. My eyes are starting to hurt. May or may not have cried just like a couple tears before I came on here out of frustration. Donna, can I ask you, is your husband, here's another thing too, and I buy Patty. I'll talk to you later. Thank you, lady, for always being there. Our grandson is my grandson. If we're talking blood, correct. He doesn't know anything other. Oliver doesn't know anything other. But my husband is like he's involved that he doesn't get involved verbally. And I don't know. It's too hard to explain. So I'm basically doing it all myself. Well, no, I'm not. I'm not. But I don't know. It's too hard to explain. Some grandpas are really like, I'm taking the boy by the back of the neck and we're going downstairs and we're going to ride the bike. You know, that's not going on here. Susan, I'm so glad you came in here. It will help your spirits. Thank you, Susie. And I always think, okay, I'm going to get on there. But then what if my homies, those who know what I need, and some a few more than others, and that's not a dig at anybody else are around? Or what if somebody else is doing a live and they're all over there talking about whatever anybody's doing on their lives? My Instagram, man, people are live like crazy, like the whole top thing on my Instagram is live. So all right, I'm going to let you guys go. I just needed to have a reason to stop sleeping and get out of bed. And you guys, if there's any way I can ever repay the help, you know, I will, if anybody ever needs to reach out and ask me for any help or ideas or anything when it comes to Weight Watchers. Susie, are you over on Instagram? I can't remember if you are or not. I think you are, but you're just not there that often. Know what ifs just hop on here. Thank you, Susie. I wish everybody was, you guys are the best. Thanks, Kath. Hang in there, honey. You know what, this time will come and go. You'll see them before you know it. Don't sit and think about it. Just don't think about how you're not seeing them. Look forward to when you do see them. Go over some old pictures at Disneyland with them and think of, go over some good times. I love Instagram, Michelle. I love Instagram because I can, the beauty about Instagram is I can go on my Insta stories and I can yak my bloody brains out, but people don't have to watch me. Like I cannot feel guilty. If somebody cares to watch me. Wasn't that what's going on here, Nina? Yeah, but it's different for some reason. I don't know why. All right, you guys, I'm going to go, I think I'm going to go get some sun, take this little dog for a walk. Kitty, you want to go for a walk? And I have the same name over there, Michelle, if you come over. Sorry about this. You guys are on my table that wobbles on top of my fruit bowl. Kids, I appreciate you so much and I might have Steve come on live with me tonight. He likes to do it on Friday. He always gets a little, I don't know, he has a margarita and then he like, we might come on live tonight. So you guys keep an eye out. The two old, it's I love baking 247. Okay, I'm chit chat, Patty Wack. Hugs all around to all of you guys. I feel better. Thank you. I do feel better. My eyes feel heavy though. I feel like I'm going to let you go get out weekend, when, when to the closest exit.