 Oh my god so as you've seen I've got a thousand subscribers when did that even happen wherever you all come from thank you so so much to every single one of you who follows me who takes the time out to actually watch my videos which I personally find boring because I bore myself sometimes in things I talk about in previous videos so thank you so much for following me following my journey I know some of you have been with me from the very very start so thank you so so much um thank you so much for your support and when I've had days where I'm breaking down and feeling anxious and thank you so much for all of your love and support and some people do message me and give me a boost that I need so thank you so so much I want to thank you all and I'm thinking of I think I might do a giveaway a thousand a thousand subscribers give away should I do that yes so what can I give away I have two things that I've got that I think they're amazing but I have never used them and they are so wasted they are sat on my drawer doing nothing and I feel so bad I'm going to give you first thing my milestone cards these are from the happy planner company I wish I had them from the very start from the very very very before I even started uni but I got them throughout second year and I'd already done quite a lot of these milestone cards so I've literally I haven't used them they've been in that box all this time just sitting there I've got they're all clean they've got no dates no notes so I've got I think today I passed today I received a gift first day on placement all of these they are amazing little milestone cards to fill in and post on social media and they look amazing I always see people posting theirs and I'm like oh I forgot I had those it's really bad because they're amazing and they're genuinely I love them so if you want those and I also have this resilience planner again from happy planner company and I actually won this it was a competition they were doing and I won it and I was so chuffed I posted it everywhere I was like yes I've got this resilience planner this is going to be amazing and it is genuinely genuinely amazing you've got all these little all these little tasks to do inside you've got emotional intelligence resilience organization your own organization learning outcomes deadlines who will help and you've got beautiful quotes I always love the quotes in these set and morning routines habits realistic goals there's so much in this weekly reflections this is amazing and it's been sat there I've had it since last year and it's been sat there just on my shelf literally bear this needs a good home this needs somebody to love it and build your resilience and reflect and use and abuse it post it all over social media because it's amazing so yeah so I want to give away these because these are the best things I have but they're so underused I just I don't use them so um I'm going to give these away I've never done a giveaway before I don't know how it kind of works I mean I've done one as part of the student nurse project but that was all organised sorted it was quite simple to do that one it was more of a blog and things like that but I don't know how to do a YouTube giveaway so I'm giving you these somebody take them so what should I do okay so how about the first what can I do a question do you want a question or something that you have to answer I don't even know somebody tell me okay so we'll go with a question so okay put all your comments below you're more that you're more than welcome to inbox me if you're on my twitter instagram email anything like that you're more and welcome to inbox me if you don't want to comment publicly on YouTube that's fine I know people get really strange about public comments so don't worry about that so if you all comment go back somewhere on my videos recently a few of you will know this answer if you go back on my videos I have said how old I am and people are always shocked at how old I am though how old am I guys comment below inbox me tell me how old I am I'll put all the names in a hat pick someone out and then someone's going to get these resilience planners they're amazing have a go how old am I you should know this come on but there is a video in particular I have put it in the comments on one of the videos recently what age I am so go and have a look come back comment tell me how old I am not how old I look how old I am yeah so I'm not going to do the whole like share my video blah blah blah because I'm not here to get more subs I'm not here to get more attention anything like that I just want to give these a really good home and I'm really really blooming grateful for everybody that actually watches my videos so don't worry about doing I don't want any of that just literally tell me how old I am and you'll get these