 Hey, hey, hey you guys look that dangle that box. I see back there that pink box. That's my nail drill Chow, I don't know when the next time I'm gonna do my nails. I really don't There's a lot of work. I Know Tina and Tom are open, but I'm not going over to see them. I am not Plus their old school Vietnamese people and every time they see me, you know They're all saying I don't know see and they be trying to hug me and stuff Y'all can't be doing that. I'm putting on lipstick. I don't know why Y'all ain't nobody Yeah, I got another face product. I didn't need it, but I Got another face cleanser. Let me see if I can find it. So this is called Niza raw niza raw. So this is a anti dandruff shampoo controls flaking, scaling and itching It has this word keto soleno Vivian Keto Kind of Zoli girl, whatever. It has this word right here. Let me see if this was zoom in That word right there. I'm assuming that's the word that really helps with face acne. So I've been looking at a Lot more videos and we're gonna get to the order that we supposed to be talking about I've been looking at a lot more skin care videos and that product is recommended for people who suffer from face Facial fungus. I don't have Hear me out. I don't have facial fungus, but every now and then I do feel like I have a texture eye Stuff. Yeah, I could see it like it. You can see it. This there like I don't have you know Issues, I mean I do but not like that. I really do have to get it together Javy's gonna try to interrupt me. Oh girl We are going to be moisturizing my hair I washed my hair today now was supposed to have been doing a Protein sensitive free wash day for y'all, but y'all I seriously I honestly do not understand or I don't See how Jeanette beauty does those videos Jeanette beauty is another youtuber a lot of her videos I would say like every month she shares a wash day it is a Lot filming in the shower and you have to ensure if you want to make sure that you you know Don't get water everywhere. I cover my toilet I cover the floors in front of me because you have to film with your shower open, okay? I put towels everywhere then If you're like me, I need to do several videos in one taping I'm not gonna get lukewarm titties for one video. No, we're gonna do about we're gonna film But at least two in a shower. So that's a long time. Sorry you guys. I've now storing my not mine I'm storing Javy's raggedy ass legos back here because I'm tired of seeing all those legos in the lever In the living room. So if he needs a part like he's fixing a dang on car. I need a part. What whatever so anyway Filming in the shower it takes a lot of work. I don't see how You know other youtubers do it often people don't even really make secrets and my With the way my my system works It will stop filming after 20 minutes so that I have to stop when I'm doing lean all the way over turn it back on See Grasp a lot It is a lot. So Y'all know how we do. Let's get this Erica by do peace off girl So the only thing I was able to film today was a VO5 review Yeah, we'll be posting that I've got two containers of that y'all. You know how much two containers covered You'll see once I release semi-oil ejection Oh My hair smells good and it feels good two bottles did this much. I Don't know what made me thought I could get away with two bottles. Let me find my right tail comb y'all hold on All right. That's as good as it's gonna get. Okay. Let me try to get some of this hair out the way Girl, you know better than that. Yeah, I have so much gray hair coming in. It's a dang on shame I mean, I don't I don't even think my mama started getting gray hair until her late 40s, but I know stress can trigger it but Yeah, so all right you guys, you know how we do we talk about what's in these UT streets What I've been watching on YouTube I talk about what's going on in home life and then talk about What I'm watching. I'm not watching a lot. I know I need to get it together, but I've been busy So let's start off with home life. Okay, because I just want to get the serious stuff out of the way It's not really serious. So, um Last week one of the things I did was come up with a mission statement for our home school The name of our home school is brown boy excellence and girl my my mission statement was something so simple like one sentence something like To inspire. What did I say? To educate inspire and bring truth to Young boys of color. Yeah, girl something like that. So I'm some BS life But you know in addition to that I added a scripture Um, and I wrote that down. I have like a three page planning thing. I've been using um, so yeah Yeah, it's going coming along. I officially signed up for a time for learning Yeah, what the hell I officially registered for our time and time for learning excuse me And I love it. I love it. I love it. So I have still I'm a bit nervous you guys, but we we're gonna make it work Okay, I'm gonna just take one day at a time Um, as far as the skills your goal what I plan on doing is daily. We're gonna be doing reading um math and language arts and then every other day we'll be doing social studies science um art music Bible will be a part of that. So what is that social science? What did I say science social studies art music would be one? um bible uh scriptures and stuff like that will probably be every other day and then um An elective for us will be uh history of technology It'll be really fun for JB history of technology And yeah, well art and music will be an elective too, but we will have a special elective for history technology um A time for learning does have social studies and within social studies is history. I think I I will do some of what they offer But not a lot because I want to focus on um african history first and then we can talk about us history Um, so yeah, that's what we're going to be doing. I need to go ahead over the weekend. I will be creating um Academic goals for us for as far as history goes, but as time for learning has everything So every week I plan on printing out their lesson plans and everything he has to do online, you know, and then reviewing some of the Resources we have here resources. I have here is what's workbooks go because we do have stuff here and this is the thing not At least from what I understand you More than likely have to use several different types. Uh, you can purchase an all inclusive curriculum, but I think for us is it will be easier this way and we may switch it up later on I I'm open to that. I know I know I will have to be open to to change eventually so again, I'm printing out lesson plans for my time time from learning and Reviewing what's there getting everything together out. My plan is to do it the month prior um, so for example, we're in july school starts in the end of august I'm gonna have all of august Try to cross my fingers and do august and september but things may change Okay, so have all of august every week already together Going through with our other workbooks we have at home writing everything down and then boom have everything printed out and um, yeah, that's what we plan on doing I'm super excited I don't know. I don't know if I will share any of of that You know once I have everything up because it's so new for me And I just don't think that I'm the person that You know people should be looking at for advice on homeschooling because I'm just not starting There are so many other busy bees. She's one of them um There's so many different types. I can't think of the names right now. There are so many different black homeschool Families on youtube that you can search Look up and these are people who've been doing it for like 10 15 years. You know what I mean? So, yeah, are you guys applying while leaving? I'm using a lot of body Okay So yeah, y'all that going on I'm naming any names when I was on facebook and I saw a couple of my friends And family members who decided to gather for 4th of july You know people are adults, you know do what you want But that's just still risking and I'm talking about in areas Honestly, I feel like if it wasn't an area where the cases are relatively low But these are people in phoenix and texas. Oh texas. Y'all need to sit your asses down. Yeah A couple of my friends in east texas were sharing what they were doing over the um Holiday 4th of july. I'm like, why are y'all? girl Well, so like I said, you know people are adults at the end of the day They could do what they want and honestly, I don't see any problem with like one of my friends Um, or someone I know her son had a birthday To about two weeks ago and she even invited like two friends over and they were practicing social distancing They were armor and mask. I don't see a problem with that. Honestly, I don't if you're able to No one has any underlying issues and you know You're able to practice social distancing and they're okay. Well, you know with whatever and it's a few kids. Okay, but A lot of kids Everybody and climbing on top each other No I had a mom to invite me today over her house at the pool and I told her, you know, I I can't do it because of I have some underlying issues and um, she totally understands because she has a child who is not that well Well, he's well now, but he um his immune system is suppressed. So I'm like, well girl. Well, you don't need me over there anyway. No, she's sweet. I love this woman She's she's a sweet woman. So anyway, y'all nothing else is going on at home. It's been really busy. Oh um I kind of spoke about this in my blog my blog is going to come after this My company has decided to have a summer schedule It will be 980 that means in nine days you work 80 hours I already do that And the benefit of this is that I have every second friday off. I'm here. I'm here for it So I already spoke to a couple of my team members to see if they would be able to cover for me Um, that would be very beneficial for me Especially starting homeschooling next month and this will go through the end of september actually so I'm hoping to get on this alternative work schedule. Could you imagine girl? Excuse me Being able to have every other friday off. Yeah, no, yeah, I I already work Honestly, I already worked nine between nine to ten hours a day. So And if something comes in that they need me for I'm not gonna say good. It's my off day. No we My team and I are pretty good about communicating. So I would definitely Be able to provide assistance when they're not able to so that I'm not too concerned about All right. Yeah, I wasn't in these youtube, you know what? If I see another Sean, what is his name? I don't watch these people I guess Tati Westbrook Sean Dawson. Um, what is that valdermut looking guy? Um Jeffrey star Jeffrey pale face star I don't know what happened because I really don't follow those people. I was trying to look at some of Sitting on the floor crying all day trisha paytas video. I couldn't get past I could I can't do her at all certain videos. I will watch but Like once a year, but no, I can't do it. So I'm not sure what happened But I see a lot of people reacting. Um, I know lovely ti had a video. I guess Sean Dawson had Say some set some very problematic stuff. Um, there's talks of Underage sex with I don't I'm not gonna say any names. I'm not sure who There's been talks of underage sex with some people. Um, I always knew not about the underage sex, but I always knew that Jeffrey star was problematic and he's made some comments and Sean Dawson from From my understanding some comments in regards to black people. They always say the same stuff Um, you know, I've done some things in my past and I'm not happy about and I understand now I've grown and I'm a better person and I know that some of the things I did in the past were offensive to to certain people Why do you why what? And I get it some people do change. They really did what apology video. I felt pop girl. Please stop Stop it Hey y'all, I'm not gonna really go down this rabbit hole, but youtube is racist We we know this we know this They definitely And lovely tea. I spoke about this in her video. There is definitely favoritism shown towards The other youtubers who are not black basically the white youtubers Um, I guess when tahti did a video youtube actually contacted her and asked her to take it down Whereas in the black community They can go dragging each other left and right and they won't say anything youtube won't do a day gone thing They don't want to do nothing about it. Um Yeah, it's it's Yeah, that's all I'm gonna say about that So, yeah, I'm watching all types of videos. Um, there is this psychiatrist. I believe he's a psychiatrist His name is dr. Grundy And he does these analysis on people Um, everyone from celebrities to serial killers murders too. He did one on trisha Paytas. He called her pay toss Um, he did one on tahti He's very very intelligent honey when I tell you he does a calm roast of these people It has me cackling. His name is dr. Grundy. I think his first name is steven. I'm not sure Um, yeah, he's hilarious. Who else have who I've been watching girl Did y'all see who posted the video who is sugar? Is that who didn't hold on? She's busy minding my business and when the video came up My password is not working. Let me see. Let make sure when the video came up. I was like How long has she been back? Um Am I I was confused y'all She hasn't been on in two years. And so if I understand correctly like I'm really bad at at um Underline messages if I understand correctly, does she have a baby that she get pregnant and have a child? Is that why you know, is that the reason for her departure from youtube? I am glad she's she's back on youtube now. I will say I think it's hard for people This is why when I take breaks I try to come back within a month or two Because it gets it it's harder to come back when you've been gone for a while um And when you've been gone for years When you come back, please don't expect people to be consistent with their uploads because they're not used to it So I know a couple of people who people who have taken breaks and they say they're they're coming back They're back and they you literally don't see a video um from them and A while who did that border hammer did that let me see if she's back He's been back. She was away for so long. Excuse me It's really hard to get into that habit of filming y'all. This is a lot. Um You have to in order to upload weekly. You have to be filming and editing constantly When I tell you constantly, I mean Okay, so border hammer posted three months ago. Okay, so I guess she is kind of back So she had a video a year ago and then she posted three months ago life update new house But see that was three months ago. You see what I mean? Um For me to have multiple videos up like basically at this point. I'm posting every three or two days I have to be uploading and editing and truth be told if you look in between My hair videos are not that not that common. This is this is why I do sprinkles of chit chat videos and vlogging in between because Um, if that's the case, you guys would really only see me post every week or every two weeks as far as hair related content go You know what I mean? So, um Yeah It's it's hard to get back into that habit because you literally have to this is why I'm back here filming too I'm typically you know when I do my hair videos. I'm typically in my living room where I have my camera light set up I'm so sorry for the quality of my videos y'all. I just it's a lot It's a lot. It really is. So anyway enough of that. Um, who else have I been watching girl? This morning I've been to watch a couple of Sean's video. Sean is the young lady with the locks She does the strawberry letters you if you're not If you are not subscribed to this young lady, you really should Her name is what is the name of her? I think her um her youtube channel is life coach life coach Sean let me look her up and make sure I give y'all the correct information Life coach Sean so I've already known about her videos since but I was in the mood to look to listen to some some fullery and sure enough I was able to get my my needs met you're basically girl. So This is my thing about these women that writing these letters. Let me let me back up She provides a Christian base perspective on things But she's very honest and I really do like that. She holds the writer the person who is writing in with their issue She holds them accountable because it's so funny in the middle of her and the middle of her reading the letters She'll pause and say i'ma get you i'ma get you and him And then she proceeds to finish the letter that the young woman or whoever writes to her she has had She has had men to write her too, but the titles of these videos y'all I'm just going to read a couple of them to you just so you can see the type of letter She'd be getting and sometimes I'll get to my feelings in a second. Hold on title strawberry letter He got her pregnant and put her name on our house He's my man, but he has a whole family Let's find another good one girl. Oh, there was one I saw a while back My husband slept with a man, but he says he's not like he said he's not gay anymore or something like that What? I'm like this can't be real sometimes when she reads these letters. I'm like this can't be real um, I caught them in bed cuddling Hubby cheated on me with three different women. Who are these women? I know some of y'all know women like this, but baby I'm so cutthroat. I tell you if this was one of my friends First of all, we can't be friends this long if you do you do want some stuff like this because I'm so cutthroat I tell people how it is you may not like my delivery, but you're gonna hear the message. Okay This is one my bestie. Have my bestie had hubby's baby. Now she wants to move in with So this is my thing and I get common sense is not common I get it. There are some narcissistic downright Manipulating men out there. I understand that. Okay, but at what point do you say As the woman as the person receiving the bad treatment at what point do you say enough is enough? So I feel like oftentimes these women who write her already know the answer Every now and then I'll you know, someone will say I had a gut feeling I had you know, my instinct told me to go through his phone or my instinct told me to show up at his house Should I forgive him after the third time by the way? So I feel like a lot of these writers. I already know what to do. God gave us an instinct. He's whispering to you He's letting you know There's no need to keep going to God and praying about if you ain't gonna listen to him If you're not going to be obedient, okay? So my thing is my thing is is that I feel like a lot of these writers are just looking for Permission to leave the person because here is the issue. Do I have permission to leave? Yes, sis. Don't even bother writing go ahead. Um Wow, so anyway, yo was looking at that. Well, it's nothing else you guys So let's just talk about some of the shows I've been watching girl Rhonda, this is your fault. I started watching 1,000 pound sisters and 1,000 pound sisters is very similar 1,000 pound sister is very very similar to My 600 pound life. So you have these extremely overweight two sisters I believe they're from are they from Kentucky or Tennessee? Girl, they're from the country. They're country as hell and yes, they are red nicks You know, they're red nicks and they love it too. They own it. Um They are extremely large. I believe one sister weighs 400 pounds And the other one is a little over 600. She's like 609 of some change, you know, fairly big women and They're in their 30s early 30s and so before And so before you get bariatric surgery, and I didn't even know this you have to qualify for it Well, I kind of knew about I didn't know that they they made you try to lose some weight I didn't know this until I started watching my 600 pound life. So these sisters look these ends y'all I will be blowing out my hair next month and trimming these ends because they need to be trimmed. They really do They look ready. So anyway These two sisters are funny as hell What I tell you they are so they crack me the hell there was one scene where They're traveling to Atlanta to see this doctor to get approved for weight loss surgery, right? And the husband of the one I feel like the other thing is Amy and Tammy, which by the way, they are youtubers They were youtubers before they got on the show. Um, yeah, they have their own separate channels now But they live together. There's aiming And Tammy I'll find the names and put it in the um, I'll find the links to the channels and put it in the description box y'all So there's one scene where they're driving to Atlanta right in the husband of one of them Believe it's Amy's husband. He can't drive for nothing. So a car hunks at him And the one big one girl the one big one in the back. It's like hunk if you're horny So it was just random out of place. So Um, one thing I do find is that I I think with these two sisters They're very humble very down the earth relatable people in my opinion But I find that they laugh to keep from crying I can see the pain sometimes in the in their eyes and you know And one of them admitted to it instead of talking about their problems Um, they laugh about it and they keep it moving, you know, and so I think that causes a lot of Well, first of all, that's probably one of the reasons why they're they're both really big Because they haven't been able to um Have that outlet so to make themselves feel better Or whatever they eat they turn to food So, um, they both were seeing how they grew up in an unloving home And they even showed their mom at once seeing their mom was just She's just As someone who was a mother it always pains me When I hear and see of Mothers who can't show love towards their child. Now oftentimes it's because they weren't shown love themselves But my thing is is that if you continue to be that way towards your child You're just repeating the cycle. You know what I mean? So They did say that their grandmother showed them a lot of love and their grandmother was more of a mom to them And when she passed away that really tore them up. And so of course they turned to food Um, so yeah, I'm only on the second episode All right So I added a couple of uh, I got amazon prime now y'all So I added a couple of series to my amazon prime channel I haven't really started watching anything yet though I'm saints and sinners I have for a while So I need to start watching the other my hair is already drying Get in here moisture Y'all hold on my neighbor just show I have not seen my neighbor's kids and like Like low-key I see these kids once every two years and we've been on this block for 10 years I want to see this child Anyway, y'all let me let me stop being um the nosy the nosy neighbor I think I will watch the second season of furgo. Yeah, I'm just I need to get into it. Yeah, I just need to get into it. Um Girl, you know who we're gonna talk about dark Girl, I'm so thotish like I I y'all pray for me You know, we should just open up our bibles to the book of Corinthians or a romance. That's a good one Get this out of the way I'm watching the third season of dark dark is a absolute awesome series now I kind of mentioned this in one of my blogs. You cannot get up You cannot walk away You really have to pay attention because it is basically a series about time travel Not only that but loops Um, and there or I don't want to give too much away, but there are literally three Three people to every character some of them or like my favorite character Jonas Y'all on season you see what I'm saying you see how I change on season three Middle Jonas has cleaned up. Oh, yeah, because on season two he was traveling dirty ass Jonas But that one scene that there was a scene in season two where he he had his shirt taken off And he had a hip cut. I know I've already talked about this before I talked about this last year. Y'all Excuse me. So the actor who plays him is very fine. He's very good looking and he's older He's like 52. I am so confused. I have never been this confused over a show that Episode seven I'm gonna have to stop it and watch it all over start all over I know I'm almost done. I can't I'm confused though because I'm like, wait a minute Why is this martha doing that? You see what I'm saying? I have no idea what's going on. So y'all this child Hey coming back here running back here telling me. Um, my husband got to get up and pop him. Okay What? Yeah, good Oh lord have mercy y'all Look real quick. We'll get back to um what I'm watching which honestly, that's it y'all I'm not really watching anything else. That is it. I've been so busy with working home life I haven't had a chance to watch anything else. So Your favorite cousin coming in west has decided to run for presidency y'all You know that is a distraction, right? That's a way for them to Pull votes from biden. Um, because it's too late for him to even I believe that he can't even um, what do you call it? He can't even run in six states. It's too late. So he has to run as an independent and there are actually people I saw I actually saw one or two people on facebook saying oh, I would vote for him This is a man who wrote a horse He said his ass on top of a horse and fell off of it in the middle of church. That's who you would vote for We are a joke To the entire world. We are the laughing stock I have a good friend who lives in manchester and he's always like, you know, what the heck are y'all doing like What is wrong? I'm like, I don't know Don't ask me Oh lord. So anyway, y'all That's what your um, your cousin is doing. Um, I don't know what's going on with jada and that child august I don't even know his name. I guess his name is august Did she have an affair with him? I guess she's going to disgust it in her next red table. I'm going to be here for that I stopped watching that show or that, you know, whatever, but I will be watching that one. Oh, yes, but look It was my understanding that they had an open marriage Didn't they don't they have an open marriage y'all? Wasn't that a rumor for years that will and jada picket Have a open marriage She should have had, uh, that that that guy signed an nda So that he won't go running his mouth You know what I mean or gets the one who's older and won't be in the streets running their mouth Shell hot mess In my opinion, you don't do whatever you want those type of relationships. Yeah, go ahead Um, do whatever you want, but in my opinion those type of relationships don't work you guys Um, it really does it, you know There is a huge You'll be surprised. There are a lot of porn stars that live here in Phoenix specifically scott stale Um, I believe jana jamerson jana jamerson jana jamerson or whatever her name she lives here Um, I don't know any other you know, I don't know but It's it's yeah, it's crazy. And so Up here in anthem actually, which is very close to us It is a huge swinging community and the reason why I know this is because I used to work with one of them On the outside She looks like she Has a pinterest account full of crock pot recipes You know what I mean very sweet very very, um soft spoken um, and I don't even know how we found it out. I really don't let me do this part y'all I have no idea but a couple of us in the office found out and she actually was talking to us about it And one day she said, you know, there's not really too many black people in the swinging community. There's really not I said girl now We No, I'm pretty sure there's some but no, that's not something we we we're gonna participate in I know you wish there would be but no, so She had confided into me, um this co-worker and we were around the same age actually She had confided to me that Her husband her ex-husband Ended up because she would exactly ask questions and she would explain to me like how it works. So Okay, good So I asked her how it works And so she stated that if you are married or whoever but she was married that The other person basically gets permission and says hey, this is where I'm going to be sleeping with This is what's going to be happening And I'm gonna be gone for a couple of hours I wish my husband would yeah, no no, so Her husband approached her and said hey This is person I'm interested in that they met her they all met and she approved You know my co-worker approved of this person Well, she said they ended up having a side thing And the other uh, what do you call them? Uh The other twerking sessions were not approved Her husband kept he was like filling this other woman. He ended up getting her pregnant Ended up getting this other woman pregnant They ended up getting a divorce, you know from my co-worker. They didn't get a divorce and then uh He ended up marrying the person that he was cheating But this is the weird thing about it Like my co-worker was like she always really heard about it, but I have since moved on And we're all big one happy family now Now, I don't know what that really means. I don't I don't and I didn't ask but I could tell that she was still Upset about it and and still had feelings over him But she said that she has no hard feelings towards the other woman and it just happened I'm like, so no no it wouldn't have happened if your ass wouldn't have agreed to that. No. So yeah, yeah, that's just What the hell did I start talking about there? Girl, y'all pray for me. So that is it everyone. Thank you so much. Watch you and take care. Bye