 what constellation it is so can I connect the dots and figure it out okay so where do I go do I just go you start here I start there okay so let me see hey y'all it's Friday yeah get it JB so we're doing a sweet swing whatever child all right we are homeschooling and right now we are making our own constellations give me one baby I'll make one for you all right so you have to guess what it is so earlier today we did descriptive words for Friday go ahead darling all right so let me see oh let me let me do it with a I can't do it with a marker right okay let me think of something oh I can do something that's on the table let me see you will see about that you think it's a candle yeah okay you connect it that's my constellation you connect it I can see you're good for something I'm gonna say these pumpkin seeds a pumpkin seed mask or something what now a pumpkin seeds face mask or something child condition you want to do it he's kind of heavy though here I'll hold it while you break it out okay whoa oh God it stinks yeah I know yeah I'm gonna put no candle in that child put this up under oh you painted a pumpkin oh sorry I wasn't even looking at you I got this from the dollar tree y'all I do this I purchase let me turn this TV down I purchased stuff in advance from the Dollar Tree little crest stuff so next now okay so cute me I can't close those cheeks oh close up of the cheeks close up of the cheeks the whole family the grandparents the dog we just treating it like it's another weekend for us besides me we're a make-up guys this is that one dress let me turn this off yes girl waist looks snatch doesn't she y'all my waist is a lot smaller up here anyway so yeah this is a dress I got from a asos not wearing a bra because yeah so it's really cute I'm gonna do another angle let me step back some the sleeves yes come through I need to work on this right here but besides that this is a really really cute really cute dress because of course it's early in the morning here so it is the first week of November girl this week it's going this year it's going by that's yeah the camera is sitting on JB's toy look at my skin y'all I'm not even doing my regimen I need to get it together so um I need to push out as much work today JB is going to childcare we did a little bit of homeschooling yesterday I'm sorry y'all you don't stop we did a little bit of homeschooling yesterday we'll be doing double digit edition using this and we'll probably read a book and then I'm off when I see through Friday where I'm on call I'm not even gonna get into that I'm on call because there's no coverage so basically if anything comes in I have to jump on and work it is what it is so yeah we'll definitely go in Wednesday Thursday Friday with homeschooling and then I'm gonna take him to the park on Thursday because a huge homeschooling group is meeting up anyway y'all it is Tuesday it's a Tuesday and when I tell you anxiety levels are high because of this election oh baby and it is crazy out here in Phoenix I mean we seeing these we are seeing a lot of the huge Trump trucks excuse me people with their trucks and all their flags and their blue lives matter flag we were we were in Scottsdale over the weekend going to go pick up a pickup order and there were like a hundred people out you know Trump supporters at their own little rally at an intersection with their flags or was a couple of Confederate flags waving and I was like oh my god this is crazy a lot of them didn't have no mask on so anyway yeah so I got a lot of work to do today I have a lot of meetings I've meetings all day today so Dave JB's gonna be going to childcare excuse me um you know I did have a vlog of let me just say this real quick cuz I don't want to talk about it anymore I did have a vlog up for what occurred last week but I deleted it it was way too disturbing in my opinion way too sad so there was a domestic violence incident that occurred here last week in our neighborhood we hear their helicopters the night before we were here in rumors of what happened but we weren't so sure the next day just through social media and people texted me I found out that it was a family that we know so the father ended up killing the mother the 13 year old boy and the cops sorry all the cops ended up shooting him because they thought he had a gun on them they have an 11 year old girl who survived who is now with the grandmother when I tell you that that shook us the entire neighborhood but we know the kids we know the family and definitely the kids they were the first kids in the neighborhood that we we knew that we were introduced to they were like five and seven at the time absolutely good kids especially the boy sweetheart just a good solid kid and the reason why how well we were also shaking about I'm not just gonna be selfish and say me I just saw those kids I just saw the little girl three days before and then I had spoken with the boy around May he's such a sweetheart he got up and spoke to me so I had to delete the last vlog because I was it was I was literally filming in the middle of hearing the news and I was a mess rightfully so I was a mess so that's what happened and we're praying for the family but let me tell you what happened yesterday because it it spooked the hell out of me we were going to the park and unfortunately one of the ways to get to the park you walk by their house because they live right around the corner right so JB and I walk into the park and we notice the doors are open at their house and we're like what the hell is going on again the grandmother has the child the youngest child 11 year old girl right and I see shadows in the house and it's it's her it's a little girl but so I just I stopped staring because I didn't want her to see me and I know they don't you know this stuff just happened two weeks ago basically so I just keep walking and then as we're still really going down JB's getting really quiet and I'm like okay JB I want to turn around I don't want to be here I want to turn around I want to go home so he's like okay so JB at first JB say well let's go the other way around what the other way around is longer to get home I just wanted to get home fast I said no let's just go back up this way out of the mouths of babes I should have listened to him so we went back up and so that's when JB saw them y'all I'm sorry JB saw them that's all he's all he could see so he was a little nervous he was like what's going on I said this is the grandmother and aunt and her name is Aubrey the grandmother and Aubrey in the house probably gathering some stuff so we girl we were fast up that house up to the of the road got home and so I looked at Jay because he was real quiet I said are you okay baby he's like yeah but I felt cold I said what do you mean you felt cold what do you are you sad he's like no I'm not sad I just felt like what did he say he started touching his neck he said I felt it felt like dry ice in the back of my neck I'm like oh what the hell what the hell was he feeling y'all so I asked him I said so are you or were you afraid he's like no I'm not afraid but I never felt that way before he just kept saying he felt cold he felt dry ice and he didn't know I mean he's only seven years old he doesn't know how to explain it but he just felt coldness y'all he probably I don't know if he felt the evilness from the father or what cuz some people are telling me that the father changed clearly he ended anyway so my baby felt something so I said we're never going over there again we can go to the park the long way anyway y'all so I want to you know try to lighten up the mood of the video so yeah today I have a couple of things to do at work it's four o'clock hair girl and then tomorrow girl I need to do this hair y'all look it's got to the point my hair is so I cannot sleep without a bonnet I have a hard time sleeping because the hair be getting in my face hair be getting in my mouth my hair be attacking me while I'm asleep child so no I can't be doing my I can't be stupid without a bonnet anymore it's not happening so y'all y'all we're not doing much anything I want to wait and see who they help with this election I know y'all want to know too oh child it's just yeah so alright y'all let me end it here and then I'll probably turn the camera back on when we go to the park okay you should do the off-brand one first okay oh my god y'all so I'm getting ready to cook me something something I'm getting ready to make some turkey not just look at my bunting on y'all hold on look I don't play with food being a hair being in my food so I like to put my hair up when I'm cooking and right now it's a little wet so I like to put this bonnet on the reason why it is quiet first of all it's three o'clock and the reason why it's quiet is because JB my neighbor asked me if JB could come over we went we went to go visit Ms. Lori yesterday for the first time since I mean I've seen her but when I tell y'all we don't be going anywhere or y'all we go out of course and we've done some indoor playgrounds maybe like once a month but going over people's houses we've been like hell no and it needs to be someone we definitely know has been standing but inside so Ms. Lori since literally half the house is high-risk they've been standing side since March and her who is it her granddaughter does not go to school she's home she home school too like JB and so went over yesterday we had our mask on social dishes thing and they have such a good time that she takes me an hour ago it's like can JB come over for an hour I said well I can't come over but I can drop them off with a mask and they have to be outside playing and she's like okay that's fine so that's what they did y'all my state has prop 207 which makes marijuana marijuana legal in our state now truth be told where's my garlic I'm gonna read on you truth be told I could qualify for medical medical marijuana card anyway I mean yeah I mean I had it on my to-do list to get y'all probably didn't even see me I'm sorry I had it on my to-do list to get my medical marijuana cart last year due to I suffer with pain chronic pain and it helps of course with anxiety and just overall static that they have passes because when I tell you I would definitely see myself getting off at least two of my medications I know it's gonna be a long journey to figure out what good Lord y'all there's so many different types my best friend was telling me that I should definitely try the TCH oil car Rick Simpson I believe is what it's called for anxiety she said is it's it's very potent so you got to be careful one girl said I'm in a CBD oil Facebook group y'all one woman said she had just a little bit now a little bit of this Rick Simpson oil and she woke up and kept telling her husband asking her husband why was there a pig running back and forth and in front of their bed Charlie turns out to be a pillow she was that high I don't want to be like that I just want something to calm my nerves and to hump my legs y'all I have I have wrestlers legs I basically wrestlers legs syndrome but that's an underlying symptom and so yeah I'm like yeah I gotta get something to help all of that I'm I am taking through Lazarus naturals and this is what's helping me a lot right now I take their CBD tincture tincture high potency and I'll be linking everything below in the description box I know you really can't see this this is CBD oil and then I have their Lazarus naturals CBD capsules okay so these I haven't combined them together I'm just trying the oil itself and I take point two five meals in the morning and two or three drops in the afternoon and like my anxiety is cool I'm good right now with all of that so yeah y'all so child of the this dang on look this stuff is crazy y'all this election I'm seeing that the numbers are so close I'm like when the hell are they gonna get these these numbers together my Bible I need to get all into this all right y'all I'm gonna start and wash my hands again I know I did but it's just it's gonna be really really interesting to see how this election is going to turn out but whatever happens just know that God is in control season I started to watch a movie on Netflix that is some scary look I don't do like the shamans or or the witches or I don't do that so I don't know what's going on but I'm gonna keep watching it and it has the beautiful chocolate sister from what is the show that I'm too scared to watch to y'all such a scaredy cat I really am a scaredy cat y'all JB be laughing at me when I be revealing to him all this stuff I'm afraid of girl lovecraft country the sister from lovecraft country the chocolate plus size diva she's in it and down she's a beautiful woman and so yeah I'm gonna go ahead and finish it I was getting scared but I'm gonna go ahead and finish it all you have to do was unzip it Vivian maybe you have no wine hell so y'all speaking of lovecraft country you know how based on your previous searches on YouTube you get recommendations for other videos right well I got a recommendation for I guess this is the daughter of the hip hip hip hip whatever I'm so sorry y'all hip a like to excuse my language hip a like to and so the video was something like boxy and tops I watched a full video this was on YouTube so I'm watching it right and I'm seeing you know these a little girl in the back coming up with her hair it is Friday and we're waiting in line at sorry it's Friday and I'm ready to swing so we're waiting in line and ducking donuts before we have to go to my dinner's appointment I don't know if we're gonna make it JB because my dinner's appointment starts in 15 minutes and there's probably about 15 cars in front of us no we've been in here we've been waiting in line for two minutes now yeah it's fun I thought the line wrapped all the way around there's literally only like five cars in front of us so we okay and the dinners is just right behind us I'm just getting my teeth cleaned I did have an a schedule to get two feelings but I'm like now we ain't gonna do that so y'all who child I know this is TMI but when I tell you I am crampy like started my cycle yesterday and I am soon as we get the only thing I have going on today is to the dinner's appointment and you know I have to pick up a few groceries and stuff it's my grocery store behind us child I don't know y'all this area has built has really really grown so anyway I know I'm on over the place but yeah soon as I get home I'm gonna get me a I think I have a warm water bottle and put it on my abdomen and lay down because I am not feeling good at all go they still tallying up these elections election votes I'm like get it over with child so oh yeah the line is right here now there's only three people in front of me so that's okay that's okay I'm not getting anything but well just get you on what do you want donuts or donut holes all right y'all talk to y'all later