 Come on baby. I have to add to your water, but I forgot you put it in your backpack, right? Don't forget your water though, boo boo, okay? It's in the art room, baby. Come on. You're in the art room. Come on sweetheart. I have the camera sitting here. Now I'm getting a little bit perturbed, because now I'm getting a lens error. And as soon as I got it back, you know what, let me go ahead and call Candy while I'm sitting very comfortable in my car. I noticed as soon as I got it received it back, I started getting this lens error. So I'm wondering what the hell happened in between them getting it and me receiving it. Why now am I getting a lens error? And it says lens error and then it restarts. It shuts down. Right now it's okay. So I'm going to get this in, but that is annoying as hell. And I have, I haven't till July 27th, because that's when I purchased it to, you know, get this looked into, but anyway, y'all, it's Friday and I'm ready to sway. I just picked, I just dropped off JB girl. One of those teachers is a little, she's just being a teacher, but she's a little over overbearing. I need for her to stand her in line. I started back working out yesterday very, very slow. Y'all 30 minutes on the treadmill, very light weight. So today I'm going to do again 30 minutes on the treadmill and that's it. I'm going to do 30, maybe 35, 40 minutes on the treadmill. That's it because I have a meeting later on this morning. It has been a very interesting work week because of the holiday for next week. We are, those of you who are not here in the States, it's 4th of July next Wednesdays in the middle of the week. So a lot of our clients took off. A lot of people I work with took off. Hail Christine took off. I'm like, helpful. I spoke to her this morning. I'm like, I should have taken off. It's just a very weird work week because we don't have any scheduled trainings for next week. So I'm really just sitting up here looking at emails coming on my phone. I'm just, you know, but I'm taking this time to play catch up on maintenance in the system. Those of you don't know, I'm what's called a learning management system administrator. And so I manage our trainings within an online system. So I'll just play catch up for getting ready for, for a Q three girls. What I'll do. Um, Miss Lori is the woman that owns the in-home girl. Hold on. What is that? What is that? Oh, it's just a fly. It was crawling and I thought it was a spider. Y'all, y'all. I don't do spiders. I can handle flies, but I don't do spiders. Let me lay down the window. I don't do spiders. Um, if y'all remember, I had put some flowers together, a couple of, in my, one of my previous vlogs, and that was for Miss Lori. And she owns a in-home daycare. Why is she sick again? Y'all, she has, um, one of the neighbors told me that she now has shingles, the shingles. I don't like, she didn't get to check a box when she was, but a lot of women, a lot of people, elderly people tend to get the shingles, hep C, all that type of stuff. So she's always had some medical issues. She basically doesn't have an immune system. And I told her to her face, y'all, how I am. And on here is how I am in person. I am very upfront. Um, I tailor it to the person that's receiving the message, but I let her know. You know, I said, you know, I know that you love kids and you love to care for kids and you want to help people, but ain't no kid worth dying over. She has had pneumonia three times this year. Long story short, one of the other neighbors wants me to keep her daughter, her son, she asked me what, what my schedule is. I said, I'm okay. It's kind of slow next week. But I'm like, it's probably going to be longer than that. If it doesn't take that, what, it doesn't take a week to get over shingles. It may take a couple of weeks. So she pays me. I'm down for it. And plus he could play with JB. JB will be home with me a couple of days next week. So it is what it is. But yeah, that's what that's all of what I have going on. My camera doing some lens error things. So yes, let me go ahead and get canon on the phone and be like, I have a lens error now that I have my camera back. What the hell did y'all do? I mean, I know y'all packed it. They wrapped it up in a bunch of stuff. Now what I've did to help my screen and I feel like they did something with my screen because even JB and I was like, I told JB I said, wasn't my screen worse than this? Was I imagining this disaster? He said, now my mood was worse. I feel like they've done something with my screen, but it looks better. I'm looking at the top. Sorry. So what I've done is added a screen protector on that. So let me call them. You guys, um, hey, y'all, just got back from the gym. I had to cut my workout short because I forgot. I need to stop. I had to stop. I built your store real quick. I want to show you guys something. I, one of the reasons why I went natural, my hair is because I wanted to have an overall as healthy natural lifestyle as possible. So I switched up a lot of things, how I eat, what I put on my body. I rarely use lotions. Like I use oils instead of lotions. I use coconut oil mostly for my skin as far as soaps. I use natural soaps. Would it be black soap? Natural soaps, black soaps, vitamin E soaps, lavender boy soaps. We usually get them from Whole Foods. And I have been on a hunt for a deodorant, which I think is really important because yeah. And so I have here raw earth. See if y'all can get that raw earth organic. There we go. Raw earth organic. This has lavender oil, baking soda, uh, ylang-a-lang scented. It smells nice. And this has to be out of all the, and I have a couple of down there that have tried. This has been the most effective. I mean I just got from the gym. I feel okay. They're deliveries. They, they are straight up tripping. Package for me a couple of weeks ago. They had on regular clothes and they were in a minivan. Like if you're not wearing brown, they're driving a brown truck, you don't need to be touching my packages. Hollywood Beauty has sent me all their entire collection. He said he was sending it to me. The guy I've been in contact with sent me their entire collection of the Ergon Oil line. Thank you guys. Y'all this, this child. JB is playing but he is so loud. Do y'all hear him? I am, I am four rooms away and he's still being loud. Okay, three rooms away. Anyway y'all, I try to be negative but I just, I am just in a funk lately. Let me tell you something. I don't like Phoenix. I don't know if it's something like damn. I do not like Phoenix, Arizona. I never really have. I try to, you know, deal with it, suck it up. There, I have a laundry list of reasons why I don't. Yeah, I've never really felt Phoenix at all and it's so hard. This is why I think this trip for me when we go back in September, this is going to be difficult for me, especially, especially since we're going back as a family and we stand on my family. It is always so hard when I come back from Texas and come back here. It gets, for me personally, it gets worse and worse every year when I go back. Every, every time I go back, I should say it gets worse when I come back here. And I always told myself I would never raise a child here in the state. There's just too many things that I don't know if people are aware how conservative Phoenix is too. There's issues going on with mostly on the east side. So I'm in a couple of Facebook groups. There's just multiple issues with race relations going on here in Phoenix and her neighborhood. So yeah, it's just Phoenix has the highest or the fastest growing number of skinheads. Oh yes. And they have a large, huge population of sex offenders. One of my girlfriends just told me that who moved away for her child. So on to good things, y'all. Update about my titties, about my breasts. It has been what? Has it been six weeks? Has it been a month? A little over a month has been five or six weeks y'all. My scars look amazing. Like my after pictures are going to be bomb compared to those other helpers I've been seeing on the website. So I've been using a DIY scar cream. It's just shade butter tea tree oil, frankincense tea tree oil, sorry, frankincense oil, vitamin E oil. I think I did castor oil, sweet almond oil, yeah, all that girl. And I've also been using this Palmer spray and I've been using this stuff religiously. Now it's a little bit itchy up underneath. There's a long scar here, but I'm okay. I still have to sleep on my back. Even when I lay a little bit on my chest, it hurts after a few minutes, which means I can't even do any. I wanted to do a medium perm rock set. I can't do that because there is no way in hell I'm going to sleep on my back in some perm rocks. And that goes that curl formers tutorial too. That's a wrap. I won't be able to do that until I can successfully sleep on my damn stomach. So I don't know. Hey y'all, so this is my hair, my makeup. Can you guys see my makeup? You really can't. JB, oh lord, today is the day. Well, I definitely needed some adult time to shug in my outfit in a minute. This is not what I had planned to wear. I had a very cute summer. This is still summer slash spring. I had a very cute summer shirt. Like it was really cute. And chasing after JB, I got oil on it. So I had to switch up my outfit at the last minute, literally the last minute. He's acting crazy to my husband and they went, they went somewhere. Let me show you what I'm wearing real quick. And then I got to go. I think I know where this place is at, but you never know. This is a new shirt I got from Ross. And y'all have seen these pants before. These are high waisted stone wash pants. A little necklace here. Some earrings, makeup is very pretty. Hair is banging. By the time I load up this video, the hair tutorial will be up. But yeah, very cute. I didn't have change. I didn't have time to change up my purse. So yeah, I have a tan purse, but whatever. All right, y'all. Y'all, I tried to lay down and take a nap. My family, there is no, when you're a mother, you don't get a break. I tried to really lay down and take a nap, but they kept coming in the room. So now they're out there swimming, whatever. So I've been home from the brunch for like an hour. It was a really good time. I had a really, really good time. I stayed the entire time. I would definitely be going to another one again. Let me fix this picture, y'all. Real quick before I forget, YouTube is straight tripping. I have uploaded, I mean, I did a lot of videos this morning. I like edited and uploaded like five videos. Why, what is that? Sorry, y'all. Why did it release one of my videos, my pie video that I scheduled for next month? I went ahead and unlisted it and put it on private because I didn't want that. I'm not going to be, you know, releasing two cooking videos in one day. That's ridiculous. So I have between seven to eight video scheduled and it's making me nervous because for some reason, I don't know. And another thing I noticed, I'm not getting notification of comments. I literally have to log in, go through my community area to see comments that you guys make. I'm not getting any notifications that people are leaving comments on my videos. I'm over it. So there's a little delay of me responding to you guys. It's just going to be even if I can. So I'm going to sit here and lay down. What the hell is that? Oh, his tabling. I'm going to lay down where the outside. I'm making fish tacos today. I had what I had. I had French toast at the brunch and one piece of chicken and like two slices of bacon, girl. But I'm going to have one thing of French toast. I knew we were going to have fish tacos today. It's going to be fried catfish tacos too, girl. And then tomorrow I'm taking it easy with lettuce wraps. Just really watching you guys. I'm lost a little bit more weight. So really can you tell by my face? I'm really trying to watch it. So yeah. No, it's not going to hurt, baby. I got to watch JB's hair this morning, y'all. I'm toying, contemplating about I'm struggling with this church I've been going to to. These holes in Lord church, by the way, if y'all can hear me, it's early so my voice is deep. The last service, he had just made some questionable comments and I'm a type of Christian or I question. I question my pastor. I'm not going to be blindly following someone. Okay. If I feel it in my spirit, I'm going to question you. So, you know, speaking on the fact that there are some Christians who believe that women should not be in the pulpit and should not be preachers and all that ministers. So he's like, well, you know, what are you talking about? What about Paula White? What about Juanita Bynum and Red Flag? Most of you may not, and I know some of you may not agree with me and that's fine. They are false prophets, especially Juanita Bynum. I could possibly give Paula White a little past, but what sparked my little doubt about her was when she allowed herself to be wrapped in scrolls. Very similar to Eddie Long. Yeah. She allowed herself to be wrapped by this self-proclaimed Jewish rabbi. I mean, that's disrespecting Jewish people and I do know there was an outcry from them when that happened because it was televised. Anyway, that was just fuller in my opinion, but Juanita Bynum, twice divorce, Juanita Bynum, who speaks out and gets homosexuality and then on one flip, one hand says she's been with women. Hypocrisy. You're a hypocrite. Yeah, Juanita Bynum, no, and I believe if I remember correctly, one of her husbands was still illegally married while she was dating them. Lord, yeah, you got to be very careful and this is a fairly large church. He had a lot of followers and I do know just looking at some of the Google reviews, apparently he has slipped up and cursed on the pulpit. Girl, y'all. The only other church that I absolutely was getting in and filled in my spirit come to find out their Trump supporters. Who has cursed in the pulpit? Right, JB? He's quiet. You need to be around some kids that look like you, even though they're little- This is my new milk. Your new milk. Vanilla milk. Vanilla milk. So, JB, you only have a few more weeks for summer school and then you go to kindergarten. How do you feel about that? Excited. Excited. So now we're going to do a little bit of learning today because we got off track and then when Thomas is here next week, we're not going to do, we're not going to be able to do much, but we're going to have to do a little bit of learning this morning, okay? So real quick, I have another YouTuber, small town, small time YouTuber that I think you guys should subscribe to, especially my 45 plus natural YouTubers. I know y'all can't see that. Her name is my silver, no, the silver crown. Let me get her full name. The silver crown. JB, hush. The silver crown natural gray hair. Check her out. I like her. I really do. This is JB's outfit. He's obsessed with his watch. Oh, Lord. Okay, let me show y'all what I'm still looking good. There's two. There's going to be new weeks today. So, hi, watch. It is cute. Look at his face. All right, y'all. We're at, my thing is about to get flagged. We're at fries. I know y'all like she's swagging and surfing at the church. Yes, church was, church was good. They had a guest speaker, but girl, I'm not going to say anything. It was good. It was, it was good. It was okay. I got a message. That's all that matters. What microphone, baby? Microphones are speaking so well. And we're at the kids section. Now you're tall section, dude. Y'all, see he's been calling me dude for a while. That's a bit of an umbrella, I guess.