 y'all what is poppin welcome back to another video if you're new here my name is Cara do not forget to like comment and subscribe I just got back from Vegas my weekend started it's Friday I just took a shower I just did my skincare and y'all my hair has been doing so good about to apply this I restore anti hair loss serum and I like I restore I'm on this hair journey right I have problems in the middle of my head when my hair is growing because I always was getting ponytails right so that would definitely take a strand on my hair especially in the middle and would defer my growth I'm on this hair journey so I wanted to include low-level laser therapy into my hair care routine because light energy acts like water and nutrients that are absorbed in the hair particles to keep your hair in the growing phase so I've been using the eye restorer and this is the pro device and this has 282 LED lights and lasers inside of this device the eye restorer containing LED lights and lasers it is FDA cleared and I love it it's so easy to use super lightweight and I love that it's portable you can walk around the house in it wash TV I usually normally put this on in the mornings before I take a shower before I even get to wash my hair or I'll do it when I'm editing be able to use the eye restorer in conjunction with any other hair treatment you may be getting to maintain your natural healthy hair it's not heavy at all all you do is place it on your head like so and then this is the portable battery that comes with and all you do is attach the remote to the battery do this for only 25 minutes and this does have a timer on it so all you do is power it on and it sets the timer for 25 minutes and then you just press go and then it does a countdown and then I just like to you know latch it on to any piece of clothing that I'm wearing and I'm chilling and I'm stimulating hair growth in my hair follicles so it's going to reduce hair loss but promote hair growth and you're just chilling for 25 minutes it's so easy to use and I've been using this for the last two months now and I've noticed such a huge difference in the back of my head I've just been really taking the time out to do what I need to to get my hair to where I desire it to be because I really just wanted to be thick and healthy so you'll be able to get your own eye restore as well all you need to do is click the link down below and you'll be able to use my code to save $400 off of a pro device and I love that when you purchase a pro device they have a 12-month money back guarantee if the device doesn't work out for you thank you so much iRestore for sponsoring this video and yeah so don't forget to click the link down below and since I already did this treatment I'm going to take this on my head and when I do the hair serum I just like to do this every other day but twice a day it's freaking raining outside I would face y'all this way but I don't want y'all to see my living room yet until it's all done but it's so bad out y'all like it's nasty it's gross so yeah and I was just about to meet Aliyah for lunch but I mean like just like a daytime thing but no it's raining bad like it's disgusting um but yeah I'm just gonna do a little work and then I'm gonna go ahead and figure out what's ew this doesn't make me want to do nothing oh god I gotta get out of here I gotta go I gotta keep on trucking and moving little outfit I got on it's cute it's like chill but it's so cute these pants are from Meshki and then I just have on a basic top these are my favorites hanged up if y'all see me wearing these like over and over I'm so sorry but they're just essential for the wardrobe and they just dress up they just make you feel way put together then just a plain like candy something I don't anyways I'll check with y'all later good morning y'all so it's the next day I didn't do nothing y'all it's flooding here in Atlanta but I'm going to a cycle bar class and y'all it's gonna be Solis um Drake and Beyonce and my homegirl Victoria that goes there um she just texted me she was like oh my god are you going I'm like yes girl it's late and the class is full like it's no more spots so it's definitely gonna give good energy so I wanted to wear this bright colored set to what's not even a set this top is from it's a little lemon dupe from Target and then these are little lemon pants it's given orange julad but anyways I gotta run because it's one of the girls that works there her name is Sheila love her love her life it's her birthday so I wanted to show up with flowers for her and know that she's loved by me because she shows so much love to me I love her so I wanted to give her flowers and yeah so we're leaving early and I'll probably check on child month I get there and yeah so let's go Husta na na na diva is a y'all that class energy energy I came out number one what it was crazy I was like no because I like to check my stats after to see how many miles and like what I could improve on and stuff like that y'all I came out number one I was like thank god for giving me the strength because cycle bar is not easy y'all it's not easy and I was shocked because I literally was gassing out I was on gear eight because I was gassed out sweating was hot but like I said thank you god for giving me the strength to wake up today and get number one in the spot so but yeah it was so nice I was mean to so many of y'all if y'all want to go to like a cycle bar class like to a lit one all you do is download the app and you know sign up whatever and then you'll see all the themed playlists I like to get at least like three to two cycle bar classes in for the week and then like I split my time with yoga that's what I'm doing now as far as my workout um but yeah if you want to come come like we don't buy it we get lit yeah we fuck shit up um but yeah anyways I'm about to get ready for a hair appointment and I'll see y'all there I'm about to get into y'all work because I'm so sweaty it's disgusting so today I work out with the worst attitude and I knew what it was instantly it's because my hair wasn't done I put a hey boo on my hair stylist to see if she had any openings because baby when it comes to my mental health I'm gonna pay whatever and do whatever in Starbucks we go obviously before any hair appointment Starbucks is definitely on the agenda I'm scarred from driving to hair appointments because I always get booted so I'm taking a Uber but I instantly regretted it because he made me drop my egg bites girl so I put up on my girl Deja and I handed her my hair y'all I have a hair drawer so I scuffed up any type of hair that I had old hair in two bundles of new hair some blonde and baby we was gonna make this work because baby I need my hair done the cap is capping baby boom hop right into the insta and I wanted some blonde highlights vibes going on I just love color in the summertime so some of this hair was old and that's okay and she made it work this just work is so consistent every time I come to her I know I'm about to get a bomb installed so make sure y'all go check her out book her up because she is so good and I just love coming to her because I know I'm not gonna go home crying trying to fix my hair and y'all baby it's eating okay my attitude instantly disappeared and this is your sign to just go get your hair done girl and to think I got a text saying can I see your hair did you see if you was gonna pay for this tuh I showed her my hair did I show y'all my hair I don't know but yeah I got my hair done got blonde highlights and y'all it's like five o'clock in the morning right now but I'm leaving in the morning right now I really I have to learn my lesson in the past that I need to just pack before I leave I cannot do the Russian thing in the morning or else I'm gonna be late and everything requires preparation before you even do anything that's really just been what's going on my mind um yeah my mom been talking about that for the last you know a few weeks like everything requires preparation so I need to just keep preparing myself and just be an adult um my face is swollen I need to go to sleep but I want to show you all these packages I got in the mail um before because I'm about to pack some of this jewelry up Bottega has these clear lenses they're similar to my aviator Bottega ones the gold ones I wear all the time I'll link them there's a dupe on amazon I haven't ordered it yet because it was sold out but they had these other ones the clear lens that I was actually going to buy the real pair and I thought these were going to be too small for my face but they actually fit really nice with the gold hardware I just feel like it's so cute I need to wrap my hair um but yeah super cute I like these amazon dupe for the Bottega clear lenses I'll put the original pair on the screen but yeah I like these I think they're cute so these will be linked in my amazon store I think it's just like a cute little touch like some jewelry daytime nighttime hair blockers but you can still see like I like sunglasses that just add a little flavor to the look but you can still see my face type of thing so cute I have these Bottega dupe earrings that the girls been eating up I finally got my hands on a pair and when Nolia posted these on her tiktok I was like oh yes I need these so these are the ones super lightweight these are fire like you can't tell me this isn't worth the money periods but we'll see how long they last and also Siri just dropped their Bottega dupes as well these took a long time y'all a long time so I recommend y'all go to Fieri in order they're literally the same thing but except his you can get more wear out of it because these are amazon girls these are going to be you know bottom of the barrel cheap but his quality is way better I haven't tried yet but he did say that it doesn't tarnish or turn or anything like that um and it also is black on these but these came up first but like I said if you don't want to wait like these two three weeks to come but Fieri has literally the same ones the same ones um and like I said it's black on business and then just silver beer really into my eggs this lately these shoes are so comfortable they're so they're a different they're the best shoe ever and they just came out with a new color and I always watch their website for new colors and I always keep searching because that they're always sold out everywhere but I directly ordered these from 86 and these are so cute they're white oh my god with the the gold in the nude oh my god these are right up my alley and I have the silver I have the ones with the silver in it in the front but this is my second pair and I want like a white like casual cute everyday pair so these came in a perfect time I'll probably wear these to the airport in the morning possibly and then y'all the last thing before I go to sleep because I'm tired so y'all I haven't opened these yet I was gonna do an unboxing on TikTok but these are the speed matting um these are supposed to be like a Hermes dupe and this is not a replica because a replica is something that mimics or you know is trying to um a replica is trying to mimic a product with the packaging the receipts the duster bag and some more issues so this is a dupe I don't care I'm gonna see what it's giving I can never find these Hermes sandals anyways so I'm like let's see what these seed man ones are giving seed matted you know they're wrong for you know coming out of a dupe of their Hermes slides but hey I'm pretty sure they're obviously different quality I haven't um seen any of I haven't I haven't tried the original Hermes pairs on but a lot of people said these are comfortable so these are the dupes for the Hermes slides seed matted let me see what they look like on my foot this is so funny oh they're like rubber okay off the bat the quality is probably not the same because it's already scrunching up looking tacky I mean this is a cute dad shoe I like a good mom dad parent shoe I'm at that point in my life but this how they look this is super flimsy I'm pretty sure the Hermes ones isn't like I don't like that but for the most part it's a good throw on shoe for now and they're super comfortable and what I'm doing in Miami I got invited to an event from the fortune and forks girls love them um so I'm just gonna go network and I've just been really enjoying meeting new people lately like I'm at the point in my life where I don't want to stop what has been done to me in the past from stopping me from meeting new people that are meant to be in my life you know what I'm saying because I feel like God will place people in your life for a reason and you just really never know who you're gonna meet and who's gonna be your people and I'm just you know I'm very open to meeting new people and exploring new relationships with other people so I just want to go out there and network I got invited so I'm going um there really isn't much happening here in Atlanta and yeah and I have a date out there tomorrow on Monday so um so yeah that's gonna be on Sunday and then the next day I'm venturing off to other things but yeah those are gonna stay here I'm just gonna pack my loose slides um but yeah that's it I'm going to sleep I'll check in with y'all in the morning I'm tired um the weather's nice it's hot it got hot when I touched down okay but y'all be with me there's people on the balcony let me stop but yeah y'all it's hot um but yeah I'm about to start getting ready because I don't want to be late to this event what is going on is that it's a cocktail like social thing and then we we're going on sprinters and heading to the sections at rolling out and then followed by that it's going to be um my second time seeing her just like regular in the airport but obviously I like to leave like celebrities alone because I know that like you know especially summer walker I know she has like anxiety and stuff like that but she's so gorgeous and person friendly because I'm playing but anyways so there's like an alien might come here tomorrow which is cool so uh let me get myself together yeah let me get myself up together and yeah but y'all already seen the east so many times on my page I feel like but it's so shitty in here I got the corner king the bathroom good lighting I did bring my light so when you walk in here you have the bathroom and then the bed which nothing is gonna be happening here unfortunately and then a mirror and then a little graphic snook right here in the corner but yeah let me just take a shower rinse the day off and I'm super excited I'm just really in the social like era I literally met this girl on a plane she was so cute I got up for it it's a first class I didn't have a bad experience this time with traveling like I like I told y'all everything requires preparation okay preparation equal success so and just because you don't mean I have something right now God is preparing you he's in you're in your preparation area like I normally don't preach but I me and my mom talk about this like off-camera and you know we have our private conversations and you know preparation is always the key to success so God is preparing you for something greater you just don't know what's coming it's coming but you just never know and you're getting prepared for it so I'm in my preparation season you know what I'm saying I've always saw myself that I've always saw myself God is preparing me for so much more than what I can probably even imagine just say hopeful say thoughtful and you can do it so with everything preparation is key when it comes to anything but anyways I'm about to get in the shower but I'm gonna talk to y'all once I get dressed whoa sorry I'm ready okay y'all so I just got dressed so my top is jpg and then my pants are local European I just want it to be like extra chill relax um but take a dupe earrings y'all can get these from fury and my dior bag and my Hermann slides so I'm just gonna carry y'all in my phone because I know it's gonna be a lot going on in my phone my camera doesn't even fit so but yeah we're gonna have a good night we're gonna be social we're gonna network we're gonna meet new people and I'm super excited just to see who's gonna be here and yeah and just to get this experience so let's go I call my Uber so it should be outside but yeah we're out it's peace out eight times um before we get on the sprinters so it's four it was four thirty to seven I write the invitation all wrong because you know you had a great spirit in between times so I think all the people are gonna show up by seven o'clock and then leave to rollin' out y'all it's humid I'm not gonna sit outside y'all are dumb I think I'm gonna sit at the bar for a little bit and just sip um but yeah I'm here early this is just not my normal but you know I'm just gonna let God take the lead because He can give me the energy y'all I don't have no energy I like I said I was up until like five o'clock but anyways I'm gonna go to the bathroom and I'm gonna check on y'all later but I'm good yuck yuck so y'all this is the Lobos Reposado so good so you know it's just it's not a shot it's like you know a sip and you follow it with the orange to me so it's not a shot right so it's just sip right so you take a sip of the Lobos Reposado with the orange you're ready to put food on it right and you're just gonna bring out the food and even the other ones you're supposed to do with it that's what it takes right cheers first and foremost there's no sugars no additives right yeah so you can drink a bottle of hot dog you drink the whole bottle you don't feel it but you know a lot of people drink it keeps you in the hangover right no sugars no additives but it's just made in the traditional process right it's crushed the right way all through a work out there okay no problem different trades articulate for everything else it's finished in a different barrel so if you were to grab a bottle of the Repo right so check this out so it's finished in the ticket and it's aged for six months okay right i mean for three years in a in a barrel right you know a french-american oak then after it's pulled out of there it's finished in a sherry cast it's fake right so that's what gives it a smoker so when you taste it most secures when you taste a Reposado very smoky right so what this does is um pulls that smokiness out of it gives it a little sweeter back in the flavor it takes so it's a different animal i tell you how to add up the whole line this is my favorite because you can do so much with the light you can have a grape you can have a orange you can have a orange you can have a little tegu and you get the full flavor so the juice gives it that smoky taste and the sweetness is what happens so it's a different animal there we go you said this is a different animal yeah here you now we're in the spreader with the go ahead later rivals she's like i was actually yeah that's good good morning it's the next day y'all last night was so fun but before i even get into it i have beef with this flying spider in my damn room y'all so i woke up this morning right and like you and then it lands on the pillow it's a spider excuse my language but it's a spider and it lands on the pillow so i'm like hopping up and it's flying so i just seen it like i'm literally i have to literally like swap up with the spider spider that's flying like um so i just seen it by the window so let me see if i can get it get it because i'm gonna lay down i'm literally like on goal y'all like i was literally it was right here i was going to take my hands and swing it but i didn't want it on my white hands and i mean i heard it please come out to wherever you are it was so much fun i didn't expect to have that much fun last night i felt like i got in probably at 3 a.m i don't even know the time i got in i was so late it was such a good time i met chelsea she's one of the members of fortune and forks um i met rhythm i've been friends with her on instagram for the longest time i really didn't wasn't expecting um to know anybody there but i'm so happy she came and i finally asked to meet her in person such a good time good energy and then i met her friend it was just the best time and then my girl kaya was there um yeah small freaking world um but it was so much fun but yeah rolling loud was it for me i liked being in the club or the club section area but it was hot y'all i was so mad when my fan died my fan is on the charger today because you never know um but yeah i'm just chilling i went to joe the juice this morning i didn't eat last night um so i needed to get something in my system but um i'm drinking water i need to stay hydrated but i'm just gonna work on the pet in on the patio for i don't know like an hour um and then i'm gonna lay down i don't want to lay down by the pool yet just because i'm going elsewhere after so i need to get ready for that so but yeah this was so fun but anyways but this spider though we have to reach out to chelsea y'all we got it together real quick look at my m-zone both take a dupe these are so cute y'all so i just got this cute set from zahra i'm here really trying to get into skirts and this is the perfect point to start off with this is like a like sweatpants skirt and then i just put them on that means like um but anyways y'all i'm going to head to the nail shop because um and also we're switching locations but i'm gonna head to the nail shop because i want to just go ahead and pop the gun and get a fake note fake toe on my toenail that fell off because i just don't and then yeah hopefully we get lunch after that because i'm starving at this point um but yeah let's go i'm excited hey y'all so i just got ready for the night um homeboy my friend or whatever i don't know where he's at but we're supposed to be going to this little Jamaican place but i just have on the wool fur dress i wore in last vegas and wearing simple makeup then day two in Miami and i'll vlog off my home because i'm not gonna bring my camera um so the hookah lines were going to i've been there once before um but i didn't eat the food last time i don't know if i'm gonna eat it today i probably have a little bit of his because he likes going here he said they have some good sliders um but the vibe in here is really cute you know good hookah hey y'all so it's the next day we haven't chatted caught up nothing but we will when i get back to my hotel yeah i have to go to the group we're gonna talk about that later but i'm on my way to a beach club um to meet rhythm she was at the event the other day so like i said i'm so happy i met her she lives out here so i text her like hey girl do you want to be if you don't that's fine but she's like oh my god yes let's meet so i'm meeting her at the beach club and just to get a quick bite a little drink i guess i got like a happy hour or something i just wanted to go just because yeah i want to get outside but yeah i'll check with y'all so i'm gonna get there so y'all just painted to the beach club it's so nice that's crazy you like refreshing but you don't like mojitos yeah i don't like mojitos i don't know why i'm gonna try the day off wait day off which what liquid was that having the day off it's like a long island long island oh that's not like that that's dangerous that's dangerous i'm like that i just want to try the mango puree and eat that's all but y'all we're done i got among the stars yeah yeah thank you y'all we're with them she looks so good she got a little date so it's a new friendship i like it it's refreshing it's called among the stars how is it it's like it's strong it's a little spicy but you can definitely taste the mango it's good here you go then it's that that has like three different liquors in it i didn't even see that tequila gin i think forgot oh yeah this dangerous hey y'all so as y'all can see i'm in a hotel now my arm and i had to leave from where i was at so i was supposed to come out here originally on monday because i was invited out here by a man and i've been knowing him like this is nothing like new to me as far as like knowing him i've been knowing him for like a little bit now so he invited me out here and i got invited to rolling out and i was like okay well i would have rolling out and then i'll meet up with him on monday so then i meet up with him or whatever so he doesn't know i'm here yet so because like he's not my man he don't need to know like my business i'm like oh yeah i land at three like on monday i'm like yeah i land at three and then he was like okay so like he didn't say nothing i'm gonna pick you up or nothing like that so i'm like i'm here and i was calling him and he was like i'm just uber to your friend's hotel and i'll pick you up from there and that was like strike one for me but i am in the season where i point out the little things that i don't like and i am okay with doing that like i don't need to adjust or like how you're treating me you need to adjust how i'm supposed to be treated you see what i'm saying so that right there was like oh he don't want to come give me from the airport like your man will never not come pick you up from the airport the one that's supposed to be the one will never leave you stranded you give what i'm saying so it's like ill turn off number one so i'm but i'm keeping cool or whatever because like at the end of the day like he's not the one but still at the same time you're still gonna have to be able to court me you know what i'm saying like it's weird anyways so fast forward to that day y'all seen me get it ready in his bathroom and stuff we were supposed to go out he was gone um and i was getting ready to go out but i was like oh i don't want him waiting on me like getting ready because i took a long time to get ready y'all and i'm like let me just be ready when he comes back y'all it's like three hours done past three four hours he comes back go straight to sleep y'all i got so mad he was like well give me a second like i'm i'm sleepy or something like that i don't know he goes straight to sleep after i done got ready got dressed and first of all it takes a lot for me to do a bee face okay it takes a lot for me to do a bee face and put on something cute just to look you know presentable what the what did i come out here for like for you to go to sleep so he was asleep right away didn't we didn't do nothing he didn't even know food he didn't even ask that i need anything when we're going to back to his house or anything like that that's just like small things i take notice of so then the next day comes it's all good i'm not complaining i'm still having a good attitude we we wake up in the morning he was like oh my god i was so tired last night and i'm like okay whatever i have breakfast and he's like oh i have to go get my uncle from the airport i'm like what like so we go get his uncle they having a whole family reunion girl so then i get dropped off back at his house so he's like oh we're just gonna go get some dominoes like some stuff and my job the breakfast was mid me and him both agreed we had little nipples and dominoes i'm talking about dominoes as in playing dominoes like the game because obviously his uncle's old school he runs some errands i'm like okay whatever and i'm just time is passing he's gone for hours since five o'clock mind you he's driving back off at like 12 o'clock one something i don't know hours pass and i'm just like sitting here like i'm watching i love i'm catching up on my shows but i'm like i could have did this at home i could have did this at home i could be enjoying myself with somebody somebody who invited me out here should be courting me showing me a good time taking me with them or asking me what do i want to do or just stuff like that literally got on a plane took the time out to come see you and you're having a whole thing were you in in the meantime y'all i was so fed up so he comes back or whatever and he's like yo like in the room i'm like what the and then y'all i see they brought food back this would tick me off this is what ticked me off because i'm at your house right and obviously okay we ate a little bit before right y'all but it's like common courtesy if you're coming back with food if if you're coming back with food in the house your a man's instant should be like wait let me ask her if she wants anything before i come back or just anything like just anything in general no phone call no check in no nothing they come in they warming up their food having a good old jolly time and i just lose it i'm like i need to get the f*** out of here i'm like i need to get out of here because it's five o'clock i'm in freaking miami and i'm locked up in a room like i'm a grown woman i'm not gonna be locked up in a room like are you dumb like i could be out here enjoying my own time like i've been traveling by myself for a minute now so i'm so comfortable with you know doing stuff on my own and i treat myself so well so how dare why would you think that you could treat me a certain type of way i'm getting emotional because i'm in a season right now where i don't allow no low vibration around me like it comes to men friendships not any of that i don't allow it no more like because god is gonna place who is supposed to be in my life friends and male whatever it is like i don't allow that s*** it can be the smallest thing and i'm not wrong for that i just i've been through so much in the past i don't ever ever ever want to allow myself to get that low low i don't ever want to like put myself in a position where i am not valued or do i feel worthy because i get emotional because i value myself so much now and i know how worthy i am my worth and i'm just not allowing nobody to treat me like that at all so i had to go and i just was so mad at myself i was just so irritated because i've had encounters with this man before and i've told him numerous times like you know how i wanted to be treated and stuff like that and sometimes some n****s just don't take no like yeah he got all this stuff or whatever but that don't mean nothing to me if you're not showing me that i'm valued or worthy like there's no point like i'm i'm really trying to date my intentions at this time in my life as well y'all i'm just like it's annoying sometimes but i just wanted to like i'm emotional because i don't want to treat myself like that i don't i don't want to put myself in those positions where somebody is treating me unworthy so i had to leave i literally looked at myself in the mirror i want to say sorry to myself because it's just like i'm sorry car you you already probably knew this from jump but you never know like i was giving him the benefit of the doubt i started talking to him when he came back and this is what got me i was like yeah i'm just really i'm comfortable i'm just gonna go get a hotel you like i was just being nice and calm because there was no need to argue about anything there's no need to have an argument like you're not my man but still at the same time i got on a plane to come out here um to obviously spend time with you you know what i'm saying but this me i'm gonna say i'm sorry car but your expectations were must have been too high um i don't know it's kind of hard for me to give my time to somebody this my life so i'm like what i'm like it was crazy to me for him to say something like that and i was like you know what you don't need to say anything more i'm just gonna remove myself it's okay you really came up here you've really been gone for hours all day and you brought food and you didn't even ask me did i want anything this man go say oh but you already ate earlier just crazy i know looking at this back i'm gonna be like what y'all it was hard for me to come out here and say i knew i was gonna get emotional because like i said i'm treating myself so well i don't want to allow anybody to treat me with low vibrations i'm a high vibrational woman so we're just not aligning i would when he said that i was just like what so i was like it's cool just reimbursed me for my flight babes he gave my cash and i was out calling my uber i was just like and then he was like and then i'm walking to the elevator with my luggage and he was like oh just he he said take care kaira he said be easy or something like that and i was just like oh you can't even walk me to my uber that is crazy i was like you do better and he was just standing in the door and i was just like yeah chuck up the deuces because no no i was like i hope you get better i really do and i was just like oh no i have to go i know but yeah so we're here now and we're all good so but yeah y'all like i said it's just no if somebody is putting you in a situation where you feel uncomfortable unvalued unworthy remove yourself remove all the low vibrations out your life because you just don't deserve that um but yeah but it's okay as y'all can see i've been traveling a lot doing up whatever i want to do and i'm like i said i'm in this season where i know my word and i'm just living right now and show myself so much love so that i can receive it back the universe will get it give it back to me in whatever type of way um so yeah anyways but that is my little story time of what's happening out here but i'm not getting emotional for him like it's not even about him it's about me and just um i'm just mad that i put myself in that situation but like i said it was giving somebody the benefit of the doubt and you know you just gotta go through it it's a lesson learned and you know the signs on what i know the signs on you know what to see before i even get on a plane and i'm gonna say that too if somebody want to fly me out like it's normal for a man to want to court you and fly you out and stuff like that there has to be boundaries made before i even get on that flight noted um but yeah anyways it's cool but i'm about to get outside right now i need to go outside get lunch it's so ugly outside it's raining um but it's okay i'm gonna make the best of it yeah um anyways let me get up i'm gonna walk to joe the juice go give me a green juice come back here and i'll probably lay on the beach or something for a couple hours and then um i think i want to go to kid um and see what they have and then come back here and chill i'm supposed to be going to r&b wednesdays tonight but we'll see um so we're making the best of this trip okay we're in maine so looking for the hoochie daddy is that gay so let me get myself together i just ripped my lashes off so i need to put them back on but yeah why do you deny yourself heaven why do you consider yourself undeserving why are you afraid of love you think it's not possible for someone like you how's y'all look this sun is finally trying to come out this one too is from meshki your local european i'm about to walk to joe the juice so i have on my a6 um they kind of go with the vibes and then i'm gonna take uh sunglasses and then my earrings are from shani and then also the agile while i was getting ready i was thinking to myself like when i was doing my little pep talk or whatever my little story time i was thinking that you know some people are like oh you should have a conversation but it's only so many conversations you can have with people to express your feelings and at that time it's like conversations are really just words at the end of the day like you need to show me and i'm not about to keep telling somebody on how to treat me like i'm not going to give you a script that's either a man or a friend i'm not going to give nobody a script on how to treat me you're gonna do it or not and if they don't that's okay and that is okay because baby the best is yet to come and god sees how you are treating yourself and he is definitely going to reward you with the people who are supposed to be there you know what i'm saying okay and in the past i would have accepted that like i would have accepted accepted it over and over and that's just you know the truth i was in the past i didn't know my words i was just accepting things and just letting it bypass because i was just so used to this person being around letting bygones be bygones but in the season of my life of my healing journey that is no longer so that is why um we are here today so um by ourselves so that is why i had to you know remove myself from that situation yeah i'm gonna enjoy the rest of my trade let me just go ahead and get my stuff on my glasses the cleaning lady gonna probably come in here so but yeah i can't wait to get outside show let's go yeah it got crazy out there real quick so um yeah i'm gonna be in the room for the rest of the evening because it's been a rain but i'm supposed to go to play it tonight hold on let me turn the light on oh babe we got a little zorg okay period and my waist is getting smaller and smaller okay what may say we're gonna have to find uh we're gonna have to find the missing person missing person reward okay um but yeah i'm loving how my body is turning out i'm just loving the transformation with me physically mentally emotionally i'm just becoming the best version of myself and i couldn't even be happier um but yeah so and the way she is missing but yeah i'm about to get comfy gonna put on a robe probably order some door dash maybe um because i don't think i want to eat fruit from the service but oh my god y'all last night i ordered the cookies so good anyways let me change it hey y'all so i didn't even check in with y'all at the hotel in Miami but i literally just got back home y'all um my head is pounding y'all and that plane ride was probably the worst plane ride i've ever been on the turbulence was terrible um but anyways so i'm left right now because i'm hungry my i swear to god on that flight i thought i was gonna throw up but last night was so much fun y'all so rhythm came to my hotel and we got ready well she was already ready but i was getting ready and we were just talking and stuff so that's why i didn't check in with y'all but we had ended up going to playa and if y'all haven't been to playa yet in Miami it's such a vibe we went for r&b wednesday super late y'all it was the stars in the building okay it was stars in the building and then we ended up going to tutsis and when we went to tutsis the shots that we were taking at playa caught up to me girl it was great z um i think we were mixing i don't know like my head hurts so bad right now i was about to go eat with aliyah but i'm like girl let's reschedule because she wanted to um um but yeah i was supposed to go eat with her but my head hurts so and my stomach hurts um but yeah we went to tutsis y'all and stars was in the building um i'm not gonna say but yeah it was it was a good time but i had to go from here because the liquors start catching up to me and yeah no but anyways it was a great time such a great time i'm so happy i met Rhythm she is such a vibe like y'all gotta go fuck with her um and she does lashes in Miami so if you are looking for a lash artist in Miami um but yeah i had the best time it was so random even though we had a little hump in the road with you know homeboy or whatever but yeah i believe everything happens for a reason you know and i literally take everything as it comes as a lesson learn and keep it pushing you can't dwell on the past just keep it pushing keep it moving and it's only up from here so yeah and yeah like i said just know your worth and add tax like it's one thing to really like be like yeah i know my word but it's really another thing to really actually believe it and the universe sees that god will see it and he will send you what is supposed to be in your life because you are worthy and i've been doing so much work when it comes to like my healing journey and just getting in touch with my inner self and just trying to just become a better person so i always want to surround myself with things that you know i you know surround myself with things that um make me happy and feel valued so but yeah i'm just gonna lay down i'm gonna wait for my feet to suck up um but i'll talk to y'all in the next vlog i love y'all so much and yeah stay tuned cuz i'm yeah anyway i'll see y'all in the next video