 What's up everyone take down here welcome back to the channel today I'm going to be sharing with you my biggest fears. Yes take down has fears So the reason I decided to make this video is Halloween is right around the corner I have nothing else planned for a Halloween video, and I don't think I shared anything like this yet So that's why I decided to do it today. So my first fear is heights That's something that's been one of my biggest fears for my entire life. Honestly, it's getting a lot better I think the reason for that is I worked retail for five years and working retail You're required to go up ladders get big heavy awkward things off the shelves for customers And that's something I didn't like doing. It's not that I'm scared of heights. It's what I'm doing at the height What the task is so if I'm up a ladder and I'm having to lean off or shift my weight or anything like that That's what really freaks me out since I'm not working retail anymore heights isn't a big concern of mine It's definitely not my preference. I don't prefer to go up a ladder to do anything But I'm coping with it. I'm getting a lot better at it And it's something that I can deal with if I have to go do it. It just depends what I'm doing at heights So I guess it is still a fear of mine. I don't like heights, but I'm getting a lot better at it It's not like a few years ago a few years ago. I'd get up a ladder whenever I was at work I would get up the ladder and I would just start to shake my legs would start to buckle and I just couldn't do it So now that I'm not in that job. I'm not required to go up ladders pretty much every day I don't have that problem right now if I have to go up a ladder. I'm okay with it It just depends on what I have to do on the ladder So it's getting a lot better the next thing is a really big thing with me and it is public speaking So whether it is in a crowd at school at work Whatever the case may be if I have to talk in front of a crowd or a large group of people I can't do it. I hate it I used to hate doing speeches at school. I used to hate doing debates or anything like that That's why whenever I was in high school I switched English classes because I could not get up to do it. I was just so terrified I don't think it had anything to do with me getting up there and being made fun of or anything like that It's just I never liked talking in front of people I'm okay if it's one-on-one or if it's in a small group of people But whenever it's a large group or a classroom full of people That's what used to freak me out the most Luckily, whenever I was in high school a lot of my teachers, especially my English teachers Whenever you had to do a presentation You're supposed to do it in front of the class Most of the time they would let me do the presentation just to them They were the only ones there watching listening I've never liked being up in front of a crowd anyways. I don't like when everybody is staring at me Everybody is listening to me. Everybody is watching me I think that honestly is the biggest thing for me I think honestly that is the reason why this is a fear of mine. It's just I don't like people staring at me I don't like getting all of the attention. I think that must be the biggest thing That's why this is one of my fears So the next fear is going to the doctors I don't know if it's necessarily going to the doctors as if I'm scared of the doctors I just don't like to receive bad news So if I know I'm either a sick or there's a problem with my body or whatever the case may be Or if it's the dentist or whatever it is If I know by going to the doctors I'm going to receive bad news I try to hold off and postpone going to the doctors as long as I can I know at times that's probably not the smartest thing to do Because if I am sick and I don't get it looked at whatever the case may be It could get worse and it could cause more problems But that is honestly a risk I take I'm just so scared to get bad news If I see that there is a problem I just try to keep my eye on it And hope that it goes away on its own Most of the time if it doesn't I will go to the doctors Eventually but I never go to the doctors right away It's just one of my biggest fears I don't think it's just doctors It's probably some other stuff too But doctors is the one thing that reminds me of it Because I just don't like to receive bad news So that's one reason why I avoid the doctors I avoid the dentist I avoid stuff like that Just because I don't want to receive the bad news So if I don't have to go to the doctors I won't go to the doctors So these have been my biggest fears I know I only chose three there's probably more But these are my biggest fears right now Most of them I am getting better at Most of them aren't as bad as they used to be Whenever I was in high school they were way worse most of these But right now it's kind of settling out But they're still the biggest fears that I have right now Comment down below what kind of fears you have How you are dealing with them Are you coping with them or are they getting better Let me know down in the comments And I'll see you guys in the next video Hope you guys did enjoy Please take care Peace